"clayton" poems
when Merry Clayton
sings "Southern Man"
i think of all of you
and i think **** you
and if i was Neil Young
i would start a band called Hateful Bigot
and Mike Watt would be the bass player
and i would write a song
called "social justice warrior"
(in all lower case)
and dedicate it to all the children that have been ***** by the gay mayor of your tiny house town
and Merry Clayton would sing that song
there is a parade in tiny house town
for everyone who's arrived 50 years too late to the civil rights party
and the mayor is coming round
to shake your hand
all your tiny houses coming down
all your tiny houses built upon the sand
tiny, tiny houses get smaller and smaller before blowing down
everytime you shake his hand
you have even less to say
about all the children he *****
than the NRA
even less to say than the NRA
everytime the gay mayor rolls down the windows
before he rapes the children in his hot car
everytime he's comes around
to shake your hand
he's got ten dollars in his other hand
tiny, tiny houses blowing down
all your tiny houses built upon the sand
i can't wait til they come down
all your tiny houses coming down
tiny, tiny houses coming down
(nothing to do with the fact
he's a gay democrat
nothing to do with the fact)
Jun 27, 2017
Jun 27, 2017 at 1:44 PM UTC
Clayton
How I know you
Paternal parenting
DNA infused
Carbon contribution, to my physique
Father
In everything
My skin, eyes toes,
Unfortunately; inside my mouth
Spitting plaster-walled
Copy-paste personality
The same
Intimately
Close-dangerously
Different
Me a bold-faced fraction of ill abated love
Something that didn't work out
Photocopy
Blond-blasphemy of useless flesh
Reminder of her
Mom
Enough!
Teeter tottering
Tip-Toe tangling opinion
Excuses
Words fermented
Rotting-rigor
I know you.
Slit-eyed palefaced ****** of bigot ideas
Bearing pronged poker
Clicking glinting-clawed finger fondling fake religion
Suppressing supplement thought
********
God's love the good life
Living a life to be proud of
Excuse me!
For not being as I am "supposed" to be
Eatting rancid lies
Your reality relative
To kiss-ass preferred siblings
Who like the taste of ****
What you shovel
Hung on lipsucking harlot, hinged hip hung-over
Descending oppressidly upon willing wanton will of man
Letting cracked-cackled toothed
Field Gap-smile
Decide your next move
I know you
I see what you push into hidden corners
The bias, nasty film of your character
Under whitecollar shirttails
Citizen, Patriot
Americas American
I know you
Your oppression
Not new
As underhanded and seedy as it was
And still is
I know you
As much as I'd like not too.
Oct 1, 2012
Oct 1, 2012 at 4:18 PM UTC
The first look the first blow
you never expect it you never know
The look in your eyes the grip of your hands
The pain of the blast, the falls and the lands
In a room on my own but feeling so trapped
Holding my knees all warm and wrapped
So many thoughts running round my head
So many nights laying awake in bed
No one to tell no one to share
Frightened of finding no one is there
The feeling of freedom so far away
Praying for happiness every second of the day
Never prepared for what he might do
When you see the angels guiding you through
The panic and shock of coming around
Echoes of voices, noises are drowned
The hardest decision is walking away
Being alone, the heartache each day
But nothing can beat the feeling of breaking free
Looking forward to good times and just being me ;)
Lindsey Clayton
Mar 3, 2013
Mar 3, 2013 at 10:22 AM UTC
He kinetically arrived
with 1973.
Night is the longest day,
here come the warm jets,
served on a cold plate.
Play it back at half-speed
and you've got auditory wallpaper,
it must be as ignorable
as it is interesting.
His own world spins within a device:
cacophony of sound
mixed in a blender
and xeroxed;
a little snake guitar,
a little Leslie piano
— music to resign you
to the possibility of death.
Then came 1983
and beyond just him.
Tamper tantrum hotline,
amplifiers on the balcony,
secretly taping Edge
and Adam Clayton
on a 4th of July.
The numbered streets
and desert rain
add soul to this heartland,
it's the gospel truth
he wiped the deck clean.
(sort of and maybe).
His device spins within its own world:
manageable hums,
danceable drones,
welded into night;
daytime variations
held together
no better (and no worse)
than a cloud.
Then there's sfumato:
music without lines or borders,
in the manner of smoke
— theatrical fog
— a different kind of blue.
Densely layered,
so impossible to track,
this being lost in
the magnetic hush
of airports and
other strange kiosks,
it all falls into a creative lull.
Guess it's time for
Oblique Strategies...
Jul 9, 2022
Jul 9, 2022 at 1:43 PM UTC
Don't have friends that work at liquor stores.
They know what's good.
They get it cheap.
They have lots of friends they want you to meet.
I drank so much ***
Quality ****
I'm still drunk,
in the morning I hope this makes sense.
Here's what happened:
I went to the store and bought a mop,
our bathroom and kitchen floors are caked with
a various assortment of coffee, cheese, grease, and lots of other
mysterious things.
Clayton shot me a line,
said, "I got the *** you need to try."
I went to his place around 11.
The only honest girl,
the only girl I care to speak to,
the only girl I think I could even be attracted to,
had a heavy heart for her ex-one reemerged,
and all I know is he will make me further obsolete.
I got to Clayton's.
We smoked.
Watched a classic noir film.
Drank. Drank. Drank.
"Want to smoke a hookah?"
"Sure, man. It's whatever."
Off to Nathan's we went.
Nathan lives with a Persian girl
with impeccable skin.
Nathan has a Mexican lady interest,
who I wanted to pin.
I controlled my intake to purgatory states.
I played sweet.
I played collected.
I played drinking games.
I texted another ex.
A different one this time.
She didn't want to come over.
She's smarter than I remembered.
Clayton,
you are my destroyer.
I'll see you tomorrow
to **** myself again.
Sep 5, 2010
Sep 5, 2010 at 1:03 AM UTC
i was watching ovation yesterday evening and i was looking forward to checking out the
new show shift out, thinking it will be a show packed with all the fun on the internet, because
dudes, there is a lot of fun you can have on the internet, there is stuff on for all likes and dislikes
like the shaytards and bratayley and old episodes of prisoner and tim minchin songs as well
as the young ones, and hello poetry which i am johnny georgy brown for the budding poets
and there are a heap of writing websites that i used to all never belonged to, there is art colony
where i am under brian allan and i have opened my mind with the world, i have a lot of youtube
stuff from aaa youtube tv and aaron clayton, and i am upset that the ovation show shift is so ******
conservative, i get it that people are thinking this guy isn’t young, no i am in my 40s but i am still
good on the internet, i want to save the world, i have been put on this earth to save the world,
and it would be great if shift wasn’t so ****** conservative, because you can interview youtube junkies
as well as bring people from youiube to appear on your show to sing, you see everyone on the internet
including me have special talents, everyone on social media including me have special talents, better than
some of these losers you get on australia’s got talent, but some of them a pretty good too, but i am just saying
that i expected shift on ovation to be a new saturday night variety show showing us entertainment on the web
because it was supposed to go on from 7.15 to 10.30, but it was boring because it only lasted from 7.15 to 7.22
if that, mind you if shift was an internet based variety show, it would be really cool, because there is a lot of cool
stuff as i said over the internet, you can even play concerts from your favourite bands on youtube, and one week
could play a concert from youtube or bringing in some youtube entertainers to entertain us, i realise that there is
a lot of copyright being done, but that is because everyone wants to have fans, like me, i watch my stuff on Facebook
and other stuff and realise i have fans, and there is nothing wrong with having fans, and if shift was what i thought
we could bring you tubers close to their fans all over the world, boy would that be ever so radically awesome
what i am saying, the internet is a big place, and shift should explain what entertainment you can find over the web
rather than little things, everyone on the web, is a computer dude to, but they ain’t getting what they want
i want to ban shift because they only show computer geeks and not computer dudes like myself
Mar 6, 2016
Mar 6, 2016 at 12:13 AM UTC
"gravity has taken better men than me
just keep me where the light is"...John Clayton Mayer
where the light is...
this lyric gets carried from midnight to midnight next,
from troubled sleep to the bus stop, to and from work,
onto, back to, the homebound bus stop once again,
from solitary man to father to grandfather and cycles back
to once again a troubled sleeper poem writer,
who just wants to know, John,
when I find it, will, does the light fill, complete and heal the cracks...when I find that light...
in the city, starlight been banished by street lamps pointed downward, far too often it is believable that the whole world has been wrapped in white crinkled, filmy, wax paper, then,
how will the light know where it is needed most,
how will it find the empty chest cavity that writes these lines
there is real and artificial they say, nature vs. man made,
sun upon the face that heals for but an eight minute
bandaid summer ferry crossing, the fluorescent that says here, here is the bus stop, tarry, sit and rest, while you wait for
answer unscheduled, on a bench beneath to the street light
that illuminates a small swatch of street
between the dark spots on the x-ray of
this patient patient's soul awaiting,
are either of those
the light I need John?
no worries man, I'm just teasing, well knowing, neither of us,
tables turned, know where the light is, up high, down low,
if it is yellow or gold, if light is real or imagined,
only the sensation of the curettage needed to be healed when the
chest drained and the light supplants the drained fluids,
when it interferes, interpolates, how it found me or I it,
how I recognized it, how it reignited the home fire, and
I'll drop you line how light, lightly to find or be heavy found,
how light supersedes, defeats, the gravity of daily tugging,
and how what happens afterwards is golightly
up to us
2:10am **** it
Oct 31, 2017
Oct 31, 2017 at 2:21 AM UTC
I FEEL LIKE PARTYING, AS I AM A SUCCESSFUL YOUTUBE PARTNER
I AM WALKING DOWN CYBER SPACE
PUTTING ON SHOW AFTER SHOW
AND I AM GETTING VIEWS AFTER VIEWS,
YEAH THAT SOUND SO RAD
YOU SEE I DID THIS NEW YEARS EVE SHOW, 13 DAYS AGO
ASND MY FIRST NEW YEAR TIGER SHOW, HIT 31 VIEWS
I FEEL SO POPULAR, I AM FAMOUS, OH YEAH
OH YEAH, I WANNA BE IN THIS JOB, IT SATISFIES ME
YOU SEE I AM A YOUTUBE PARTNER
I FLY AROUND CYBER SPACE ENJOYING MYSELF OH YEAH
I AM A YOUTUBE PARTNER
NOTHING COMES AT POINTING THE FINGER
CAUSE I AM HAVING FUN, AGAIN
YOU SEE, I PUT MY ART, ON FACEBOOK
AND I HAVE LOADS OF FUN
AND I TELL CONSERVOS, THEY CAN GO AND **** A LEMON, OH YEAH
PLEASE BUDDHA I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
WHEN I HIT THE BIG TIME, WITH A DOLLAR TUCKED IN MY NEW YORK STOCKS
BUT THAT ISN’T ME, AND I WANNA BE, IN THE JOB THAT SATIFIES ME
I AM A YOUTUBE PARTNER, I FLY AROUND CYBER SPACE, ENJOYING MYSELF OH YEAH
I AM A YOUTUBE PARTNER, ENJOYING THE PARTY FROM THE VERY START TO FINISH
YOU SEE, I GET ALL THE PEOPLE THINKING I’M COOL
I KNOW I CAN ANNOY, BUT I AM WITH THE PEOPLE THAT WOULD ENJOY
ALL THE STUFF I PUT ON, LIKE MARKY MARK AND THE FUNKY BUNCH AND BARNESY YEAH SOUNDS SO RAD
AND THEN I LOOK AT MY VIEWS AGAIN 30 HERE, AND 12 THERE A LOT UNDER 10 AND A FEW IN THE 20S
AND MY NEW YEAR TIGERS SHOW, GOT 31 VIEWS, LAST YEAR AARON CLAYTON PUT ON A OVER 200 VIEWS
FOR THE RAIDERS SHOW, AND I WANNA BE IN THE JOB THAT SATISFIES ME
I AM A YOUTUBE PARTNER FLYING AROUND CYBER SPACE, WANTING PEOPLE TO NOTICE ME
I AM A YOUTUBE PARTNER, I AM ENJOYING AND LOVING LIFE, THAT’S SO RAD
CAUSE I AM A YOUTUBE PARTNER, I NEVER PUT A FOOT WRONG, I AM ENJOYING LIFE
I AM A YOUTUBE PARTNER, I WANT TO BE A HOUSEHOLD NAME, WELL, I AM ALREADY NAILED IT, YEAH
I AM A YOUTUBE PARTNER AND PROUD OF IT
31 VIEWS IN 13 DAYS FOR MY NEW YEARS TIGER EPISODE
I AM A YOUTUBE PARTNER, AND PROUD OF IT
AND I WILL CELEBRATE THAT AT THE MALL
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 5:12 PM UTC
Song For A Sweetheart
again being played to the one
without a counterpart,
unholy chasms forming in the shapes
of stomachs and lungs and
a gap for where the heart should be,
taken like every lost jigsaw piece
to the hand of a child, one not
yet realising they’ll have to be with someone
in the 20 years or so.
To wait would be to trust the timetable
that is pinned to every figment board
in this town,
printed in red and finished with crosses
on the bottom, shame they’re written by
the hand of her, for her sweetheart counterpart, not for this boy
from somewhere people only pass through,
not care about.
I’m with you Clayton West, a ring road
to the main show out of town.
Aug 24, 2013
Aug 24, 2013 at 4:17 PM UTC
Seven Scythed Fathers split this Growing Bond
Yet befriended by Common Dives respect
For Growth the Appled Fortunates abscond
And reap your Good Harvest in circumspect
Such Loyalty though Honest in its brew
Hoping for his time may notice and drink
I in my Honour base mixtures in stew
Never up-polled to what he may re-think
Bless, specially, the Welsh in Cat's Charm
And slap my Donkey to walk-up and run
I found the Barter; Whose tweet's harness farm
Smiles of the Tanner and revive his fun.
Although, it would be nice to just confess
And sharpen your Profile to know at best.
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 2:15 AM UTC
Never grab a moccasin or go to Clayton County at night --if you car breaks down -run in the woods and hide--Don't try to convince yourself that your a plumber- Stay out of Riverdale-Winter and Summer ! Don't go to Clayton County during the day--if caught alone , you will surely pay ! Never cruise Clayton County on a lark-for Gods sake stay away from Forest Park ! Never grab a bull by the horns , stay away from Jonesboro-you've been warned ! Old National Highway is a long lost cause , Lovejoy , College Park and all points south ! Tara Boulevard , Pointe South Parkway , Highway 54 and Conley Drive ! State 85 and Flint River Drive , like playing the lottery with your own dang life !
Sep 24, 2015
Sep 24, 2015 at 2:09 PM UTC
I understood I would never marry,
buy a house, have kids,
mow the lawn on Saturday,
wash cars, clean the pool.
I had an atypical plan,
thinking back, for my life:
a wanderer, adventurer or pilgrim
without want of firm roots.
Each destination a chance happening,
an introduction to the unexamined.
Sidewalks, cafes, alleyways, and life
being lived, journaled for remembrance.
The North Country, New York;
Watertown, Carthage, Clayton and Ogdensburg,
strolling their streets dripping
history and memoirs never told.
Lassoing thoughts from wild conversation
with caffeinated coffee shop poets,
struggling with Calvinistic thought streams
and priests in moments of doubt.
My theories in marble.
Gently chiseled with each interaction,
chipped, thoughts evolve
leaving inference among spilt beans.
All memories and dreams mingle.
l hold them gently.
As midnight creeps I’m untethered,
drifting from the shoal once more.
Suddenly I sense wonder:
The Appalachian Trail at Katahdin,
Continental divide at Loveland Pass,
Mount Hood from Pacific Crest.
Have you ever witnessed
views of Mojave’s Kelso Dunes?
Felt the Great Basin’s rainshadow chill,
or contemplated Joshua Trees in prayer?
Often the life of could have been
is more lucid than I am,
kneeling gnarled,
pulling obstinate weeds.
Shallow breath’d and gazing… scanning
my cut grass, clear pool,
a loving wife, adoring children,
my home…
This man,
mind wandering,
acquiesces,
to clarity of thought.
I would have… could have
been that man, that other life,
a Walter Mitty dreaming
a life; mine.
May 12, 2016
May 12, 2016 at 5:05 PM UTC
'Beautiful stalagmites and stalactites!' 'Clayton, this cave has breath!'
Do you feel the air?' 'The air movements are strong and prevent our death,
But they can extinguish the lamp.' To lead the way, he unrolled many feet
Of rope to mark their exit in case of being disoriented in this huge 'suite'.
They named the other one Queen's Chamber, because it was small.
It was a dim room, twenty feet high having a nice circular white wall.
After an amount of stooping, crawling, scooting, and squirming, while
Passing through damp trail ways over pits and breakdowns of the aisle,
Through tight keyholes, they reached a lake of water. Then, they have
Transported wood, to build a boat, and to explore the other part of the cave.
On the other side of the lake, they saw a room looking like a stone quarry.
After that, they recognized the finished stone house in its greatest glory.
They saw that the refreshments were served, consisting of tea, coffee,
And dressing, but the people weren't inside, yet. Surah took a toffee
And two of the numerous huge lamps hanging on the right cave's wall.
They heard a strong music and many loud voices coming from the ball.
' Imagine this, Clayton; we were bending, crawling to pass through
So many tight spaces in order to find that this cave is my sister's clue.'
'It's one single cave having two parts, which are separated by the lake.'
'Let's go home!' said Surah maliciously smiling. 'Anne is a real snake!'
(Of course, Queen Anne was not a snake. The old castle was built around the cave and those two chambers were used to protect the kings and the queens all over the time. The legend of the beast was used to protect the other entrance in the cave during many wars taking place along the time. )
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
They were floating back until they reached the shore of the other side.
She dropped two lamps in the water, and left the boat being in a hurry to hide.
They blocked the entrance of the passage, and their lamp started to tingle.
Clayton bumped a paddle against the wall to pass, but it sounded like a jingle.
They opened the metal door, and then they climbed up the tower‘s stairs
To get into the secret room. There, they saw two beds, a table, and three chairs.
On the table, there was a golden little spindle being full of golden thread.
'They use this gilded altar to pray for Jezebel', said Surah turning her head.
To be continued......(tomorrow)
Aug 15, 2013
Aug 15, 2013 at 6:20 PM UTC
I should heed the Wild Warning posted since
That which those picknicked Sponsors egg so grave
As you - Sturdy **** - hem the River-Prince
And Sport his Leisure to uphold so Brave
This Friend I see - with Investitude born
Whose Alliance he knew be owned with Tact
For the Son's own Good; To clamour the Morn
And take his Rightful Inheritance back
That in Post-Episodes we Realise
To the Common Ground beheld our Intent
Our own Softened Forces we Advertise
With his Stars flare brighter by his Consent.
All the whilst, bend your Muscles in the Gym
To feel Refreshed; In accordance of him.
Mar 22, 2013
Mar 22, 2013 at 6:32 AM UTC
Twilight has arrived , driving South into Clayton , Georgia from a day in the mountains of North Carolina . Driving through Cherokee , Soco Falls and Maggie Valley , rolling hills , peaks and valleys , like time itself , but just as beautiful as ever , and as I glance over at you , I treasure our days together for the Sun is setting fast indeed , for you and I .............
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 3:44 PM UTC
hi dudes
i just uploaded a party show on my aaron clayton site on youtube
you see, i, to you might look crazy, but i have an intectual disability
as well as schizophrenia and i don’t work, because i haven’t found the
right job, i am trying to shake the ****** out of me, so my next reincarnated
life can be normal, or ya know living in normal surroundings, you see, dudes
i am doing what i used to do, i am in my living room, and i will never get tired
from doing this, here are 10 reasons why i think it’s important to shake my ****** out
of me, for a normal next life
10 you see i wanna get drunk without doctor’s telling me, drinking started my mental illness
9 i want to be nicer to my family, because they really helped me, get a grip of the high life
8 i believe in positive suffering, and my way is, slowly learning how to enjoy life on a community stage
7 i would like to do anything in my next life, i can’t cram in this life
6 i would like to lose my lazy man’s body, for if not this life, but for my next life
5 i am practicing reading my poems in show format so one day i can read them on radio
4 i want to learn more about how poor people suffer and why rich people only give to boost their credits
3 despite people saying i ain’t entertaining, i think my youtube shows are entertaining and worth a look
2 i want to host a christmas carols concert somewhere in this world, and doing these shows are boosting my confidence
1 i want to get rid of my crazy person from within me, ya know the man who is getting cranky on the street and slowly help other people who are suffering the same way, i do it through youtube
PS and one more thing, i am very interested in helping other disabled people feel confident enough to go on youtube and PARTY PARTY PARTY
Jul 10, 2015
Jul 10, 2015 at 10:06 AM UTC
AT LEAST I HAVE VIDEOS, DUDE, AT LEAST I AM GAME TO PUT MY WORK ON YOUTUBE
AND I DID ENTERTAIN IN THIS VIDEO, YOU ARE JUST A CRITIC, WHO WANTS TO BE PERFECT
I AM SORRY IF I SPOILED YOUR PERFECT LITTLE WORLD, AS BASIL FAWLTYY SAYS I AM
SO SORRY I AM NOT PERFECT, OK, A NEGATIVE MESSAGE LIKE THIS, IS WAY BETTER THAN
NOT HAVING ANYTHING
I WATCH THE SHAYTARDS THEY ARE COOL, I WATCH BRATAYLEY THEY ARE COOL
I WATCH BROADWAY SHOWS ON YOUTUBE AND I WATCH OLD EPISODES OF BECKER AND FAWLTY TOWERS
I AM PREPARED TO GIVE YOU THE CHANCE, TO PROVE YOURSELF ON YOUTUBE
I DON'T CRITICISE, I AM A NICE PERSON, AND I CAN ENTERTAIN PEOPLE
I CLICKED ON YOUR BUTTOW, NO VIDEOS, WHY, THE **** ARE YOU JUDGING ME
WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING, OK
I AM A COSMIC SLEEPER, I LIKE GOING TO SPACE IN MY DREAM
I AM A HIT WHEN I GO TO THE POETRY SLAMS, BRINGING MY CHARACTERS
ALL MY PIECES OF POETRY ARE COOL AND FUN
AND PROVIDES A BIT OF A LAUGH, OK
YOU AREN'T STOPPING ME FROM BEING A FAMOUS PERSON
CAUSE I AM NOT SHY, DUDE,
AT LEAST I HAVE YOU SHOULD UPLOAD VIDEOS TOO, TO SEE IF YOU CAN DO BETTER
AT LEAST I HAVE VIDEOS, DUDE
AT LEAST I HAVE VIDEOS DUDE
AT LEAST I HAVE VIDEOS DUDE
YOU LOOK LIKE A CRITIC
I HATE CRITICS, YA SEE CRITICS ARE THE PROBLEM, NOT ME
I AM A YOUTUBE ENTERTAINER, OK
WATCH AAA YOUTUBE TV AND AARON CLAYTON
READ CATCH A FALLING ******
BETTER THAN YOU MATE
Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 1:46 PM UTC
hi dudes
because of my previous two lives as greame thorne and patrick dunbar being brutally murdered and kidnapped
i have been treated like a little yeah mate yeah kid, you see what i was really saying was please dad let me be like your mob
but i was fighting him like a hooligan, you see the previous lives kidnapping turned me into a little shy boy to the world
you see i wanted to be famous, i ended up in the psych ward
i wanted to be like the cool kids, i ended up grabbing all the cool kids
you see i have been having problems ya see, like last year i was good in my play but this year i am having reincarnation hooligan itchiness in my feet
and i am still watching instead of doing, but i am still doing my art, which this picture is, of me reaching out for my proud fathers love
when he likes the discipline from the army and now i feel he stole the methane smoothie off me, to still treat me like a little yeah mate yeah kid
i want to have views on aaron clayton and aaa youtube tv and i want to have people think i am an interesting writer
i like watching the shaytards and bratayley, i know they are families, but they are cool families, and besides which, ivy gimbert, my gran is annie
from bratayley and my old school mate scott mcdonald who came back as my cat lucky is the youngest son on the shaytards
and i enjoy watching it, i am not trying to get down their pants, i just think they are cool families, but because of my last 2 human lives
i feel i will be begging all my life, and at least i can watch these youtube shows to bring back peace
i feel my dad is at peace now, since i saw his next and current life betty campbell was near jimmy barnes
and this picture is when betty wore a denim shirt and a pink ribbon on her hair
you see i shouldn’t have committed that crime back in 1990, because i could be judged what i watch on youtube
and i don’t want that, i am watching it for artistic purposes, and writing as well
and a lot of it could be religious, you see i can’t read minds, i ain’t doing that
i like famous people and with my gran and nan and dad and uncle ray all in their next lives, i feel they are at peace
and canberra residents say my father in his next life is still like them, and i am still a little yeah mate yeah kid
and this picture shows how much pressure i am under trying to reach out, and now, i am losing my cool streak because
i am going to tribunal hearings instead of photo shoots and acting spots, i am on a psychiatric order instead of a spot on ellen’s show
i want to be famous not be a hardened criminal
and the itchiness shows my laziness like a little yeah mate yeah kid
please read the words and examine the picture
athena is taking my hooligan out of me, bit by bit
Jul 26, 2015
Jul 26, 2015 at 8:24 AM UTC
HI DUDES
I WOULD LOVE TO GET INTO HOLLYWOOD, BUT I HAVE TO SETTLE WITH WHAT I AM DOING
WHICH IS PLAYS WITH MENTAL HEALTH, NOW, DON’T GET ME WRONG, I LOVE THIS A LOT
YA SEE, I HOPE WE ARE STILL RIGHT TO GET FUNDING FOR NEXT YEAR, CAUSE THIS IS
MAKING ME BE ONE OF THE FAMOUS PEOPLE, YEAH I AM GOING TO DRAMA THIS YEAR, 2015
I AM LEARNING CHARACTERS, BUT I WOULD LOVE TO BRING MY CHARACTERS OUT TO THE
OPEN STREET, I HAVE BOUGHT TOPSY THE CLOWN TO GORMAN HOUSE, AND I WOULD LOVE
TO READ MY POEMS ON THE RADIO, OR START A NEW SHOW ON MAYBE, ADELAIDES CHANNELL 44
YA SEE PERHAPS, I CAN START A NEW POEM READING SHOW, AND I CAN SHOW SOME OF ADELAIDES
FAVE NIGHT SPOTS, THAT IS WHY I PUT MY FAKE IMAGINARY TV STATION TO YOUTUBE, TO GIVE
THE TV BOSSES IDEAS, OF HOW THEY CAN USE ME, ON THEIR SHOWS, YA SEE I CAN HELP IN
NEW MORNING SHOWS, I AM WILLING TO LEARN MORE JOKES, NO SUSIE AND MARCO WERE
CHARACTERS, BROUGHT ON TO SHOW MY COMMITMENT TO GETTING UP TO LIVE TV
AND IT SHOWS THAT EVEN IF I READING, THEY CAN FIND A WAY, I WILL WORK WELL LIKE THIS
YOU DIDN’T SEE MY MISH MASH VARIETY NIGHT SHOW IN FULL, BUT IT SHOWS, I AM JUST
ABOUT AS FUN AS THE TV PEOPLE, OK, WELL I DON’T READ, BUT I CAN READ, AND WE NEED
TO SHOW THESE TV PEOPLE, THAT I CAN DOM SHOWS LIKE
BREAKFAST SHOWS ON COMMUNITY CHANNELS, REFERENCE AAA YOUTUBE TV AND AARON CLAYTON
PARTY SHOWS FOCUSING ON NIGHT SPOTS, BRINGING FUN FAMILY LIFE TO THESE NIGHT SPOTS
LIKE PLAYING DRINKING GAMES YOU WOULD HEAR AT HOME PARTIES, USE YA IMAGINATION
I WOULD LOVE AN RELATIVELY EASY BUT HIGH PAID ROLE IN MUSICALS
I HAVE STORIES THAT PEOPLE LOVE TO ACT OUT
YOUNG PEOPLE IN CANBERRA HAVE ALREADY ACTED OUT ONE OF MY ROLES
POETRY SHOWS ON CHANNELL 44 ADELAIDE, WHERE WE CAN FIND OUT HOW MANY POETS
ARE ABLE TO SHARE THEIR POEMS, ON A SHOW,
I NEED TO GET MY NAME OUT THERE, OK, I NEED TO FEEL PART OF THE WORLD
I DON’T READ, BUT I CAN ACT AND ENTERTAIN,
I AM A YOUTUBE ****** ONN AAA YOUTUBE TV AND AARON CLAYTON
I AM JOHNNY GEORGIE BROWN ON HELLO POETRY
I AM WRITER JOE ON WRITERSCAFE
I AM BRIAN ALLAN ON ART COLONY
GO TO THE MENTAL HEALTH TV FACEBOOK PAGE AND READ BRIAN ALLAN
I WANT TO BE FAMOUS, I DID ART THERAPY IN BELCONNEN
AND I AM TRYING TO BRING THEM TO ACT IT FOR THE COMMUNITY IN 2015
I AM AN INTERNET CELEBRITY
I AM XFACTOR GIANT ON ART 3000.COM
I CAN CHANGE THE WORLD’S THOUGHTS, PLEASE GIVE ME A GO
I KNOW I AM 45, AND NOT A YOUNG PERSON
BUT, I AM TELLING YOU WHAT I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH
PLEASE ONE DAY HELP ME, GAIN ME ENOUGH MONEY
SO I CAN GET AT LEAST ONE HOMELESS HOTEL IN THE WORLD BEFORE
I GO TO MY NEXT LIFE, I AM TRAINING FOR STARDOM AS WE SPEAK
THROUGH MENTAL HEALTH
Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 12:13 AM UTC
wind soughs outside
slightly
I'm up late tonight
my sister careens
on the eastern coast
touches Topsail
with her lacy fingers
and I cross mine
wheels and wheels
like lockstep men
march inland
automobiles whine
like soon, treelines
I'm up so late
my best friend dreams
in the wayside,
somewhere west of me
after a long day
of convincing her boyfriend
to high-tail his *** out of Raleigh
Clayton, it is
he decided
her fret only calmed enough to sleep
by his promises of a high-rise property
and below 70 mile wind speeds
I can feel my eyelids tug
my brother's fingers thrum
on countertops
well-wishes in morse
as he says he'll stop thinking about it, now
no, wait... now
and my mother works to bend
each emerging frown
as my fingers drum up natural disaster nonsense
I watch, wait for the earth's recompense
as it surely blares through my old house's fence
rippling through the silhouette of the statue
my sister's soul had attached itself to
every crevice of county road
every man-hiked piedmont mile
interstices of feet and snow
the dirt that has seen every trial
to fail under inclement weather
they say it's overdue
that it's been a while
Sep 12, 2018
Sep 12, 2018 at 1:48 AM UTC
For My angels
F. N
T. O. I. M
R. R. R. Y
A. E. E. H
P. V. E
R Memmorie. A
E Clayton. R
V Warren. T
E. W
N. E
L. W
L. I
Sent. For
From. Above
Me. To. Love
A. Gift
To. Lift
My. Heart
Loved From
The. Start
My. Soul
Now
W
H
O
L
E
Nov 15, 2017
Nov 15, 2017 at 10:37 AM UTC
dudes
i am not worried about how i sound in my youtube videos for AAA YOUTUBE TV and aaron clayton
because people are watching me, it’s like TV stars, some area liked, as ted damson’s becker said
you should feel free to hate or like my stuff, you should just do it with the right reasons
i have over 50 views on a truck parade in gungahlin, and on nye i had voices of women
saying YOU **** be an adult, but i don’t care, because i checked, i was pretty popular
that night, i still hear that voice, but i drown it out, to be good, i don’t care how i look
in my videos, just as long as i am having fun, you see i don’t care on the teasing, because i
can handle the teasing, i just totally ignore it, and i have fun, i gave up my breakfast show
because i am not a morning entertainer, cause the medication gave me no energy
but that doesn’t stop me from enjoying youtube, or hello poetry or art colony
everyone likes me on these sites, i am popular, ok, i am liked all over the internet
i am bringing my characters out, i will bring a few more out, i was marco and topsy the clown
at poetry slam, that is why the young say i am cool, and i will continue to do this
i did room to move today and i brought my patrick dunbar character out, which
is a previous life of mine, anyway, they called me AWESOME, and i am
watch my brumbies night live show, on AAA YOUTUBE TV
i am an internet celebrity, pretty **** cool
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 6:41 AM UTC
Your Mount Olympus fortresses
Erode and then they crumble
When my Trojan horse of truth invokes
Unholy Roman rumble
From down under to the jungle
Made of concretes I be steppin'
For the Amazons I'm reppin'
Down to earth, I'm crackin' wise
To the starways I be trekkin'
With a metalcore aggression
Down a dead end street oppression
Up the chain
Of command
A Hindu caste ascension
I'm a lion-hearted man
Cub learnin' from Bageera
I don't fear ya'
cuz' I'll sheer ya'
Khan on some Tarzan drugs
Aheeeyaheeeyaa'n all the Clayton outta my lungs
With a wicked tongue
Venom fangs
Icy veins and monkey brains
Acid spittin' bigger bangs
Where the silver surfer hangs
You will find me chillin'
Like a villain
Drawin' blanks? Let me fill 'em
With the guts that I be spillin'
I be killin' your God willin'
Let me finish, you diminish
What your faith can not replenish
Are the energy resources
You relinquish to the menace
That the devil still endorses
This four horsemen rule enforces
An apocalyptic foot race
To the end of days
End of times
End of all the real divines
Locked inside the mind confines
Imprisoned by the color blinds
Open up and step outside
The system's crooked party lines
Left is wrong, wrong is right
But freedom's always black and white
So leave it, take it, you can't fake it
Higher powers? Easy bake it
Peace through war, you do not make it
Law and order? Fuckin' break it
Rock this world which'yo earthquake ****
Feel the supernova sun
Explode within as you become
The impetus of synthesis
The universe of life and death
Creator of the infinite
Dimensions in a single breath
Mar 4, 2017
Mar 4, 2017 at 2:32 AM UTC