Jumbled together is chaos 
Emotions flittering
Through the minds endless thoughts
Through the crevasses
Of the open mind
That seems so closed.
The old one is over
There are two new.
One who isn't claimable 
The other
Who is open and free
From ropes bound around his neck.
Like me.
The obvious choice it would seem
The most difficult as well
How to choose
How to pick.
How can one decide such a thing
The other option
Being one and only for a while
Being mine and mine alone
Just having myself
It's not a necessity
Just a pleasure
A gift.
Choices of an unseen future.