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"chrysanthemums" poems
Lady, your room is lousy with flowers. When you kick me out, that's what I'll remember, Me, sitting here bored as a loepard In your jungle of wine-bottle lamps, Velvet pillows the color of blood pudding And the white china flying fish from Italy. I forget you, hearing the cut flowers Sipping their liquids from assorted pots, Pitchers and Coronation goblets Like Monday drunkards. The milky berries Bow down, a local constellation, Toward their admirers in the tabletop: Mobs of eyeballs looking up. Are those petals of leaves you've paried with them --- Those green-striped ovals of silver tissue? The red geraniums I know. Friends, friends. They stink of armpits And the invovled maladies of autumn, Musky as a lovebed the morning after. My nostrils prickle with nostalgia. Henna hags:cloth of your cloth. They tow old water thick as fog. The roses in the Toby jug Gave up the ghost last night. High time. Their yellow corsets were ready to split. You snored, and I heard the petals unlatch, Tapping and ticking like nervous fingers. You should have junked them before they died. Daybreak discovered the bureau lid Littered with Chinese hands. Now I'm stared at By chrysanthemums the size Of Holofernes' head, dipped in the same Magenta as this fubsy sofa. In the mirror their doubles back them up. Listen: your tenant mice Are rattling the ******* packets. Fine flour Muffles their bird feet: they whistle for joy. And you doze on, nose to the wall. This mizzle fits me like a sad jacket. How did we make it up to your attic? You handed me gin in a glass bud vase. We slept like stones. Lady, what am I doing With a lung full of dust and a tongue of wood, Knee-deep in the cold swamped by flowers?
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Leaving Early
Lady, your room is lousy with flowers. When you kick me out, that's what I'll remember, Me, sitting here bored as a loepard In your jungle of wine-bottle lamps, Velvet pillows the color of blood pudding And the white china flying fish from Italy. I forget you, hearing the cut flowers Sipping their liquids from assorted pots, Pitchers and Coronation goblets Like Monday drunkards. The milky berries Bow down, a local constellation, Toward their admirers in the tabletop: Mobs of eyeballs looking up. Are those petals of leaves you've paried with them --- Those green-striped ovals of silver tissue? The red geraniums I know. Friends, friends. They stink of armpits And the invovled maladies of autumn, Musky as a lovebed the morning after. My nostrils prickle with nostalgia. Henna hags:cloth of your cloth. They tow old water thick as fog. The roses in the Toby jug Gave up the ghost last night. High time. Their yellow corsets were ready to split. You snored, and I heard the petals unlatch, Tapping and ticking like nervous fingers. You should have junked them before they died. Daybreak discovered the bureau lid Littered with Chinese hands. Now I'm stared at By chrysanthemums the size Of Holofernes' head, dipped in the same Magenta as this fubsy sofa. In the mirror their doubles back them up. Listen: your tenant mice Are rattling the ******* packets. Fine flour Muffles their bird feet: they whistle for joy. And you doze on, nose to the wall. This mizzle fits me like a sad jacket. How did we make it up to your attic? You handed me gin in a glass bud vase. We slept like stones. Lady, what am I doing With a lung full of dust and a tongue of wood, Knee-deep in the cold swamped by flowers?
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With cooler nights and soft warm days. quilts for the beds, days breeze welcome. We say goodbye to summer's blaze. Gold, orange and red are my Chrysanthemums, as fall doggedly leaves the desert kingdom. Soon will be gone, the light weight jackets. Leaves, will finally, dance from the trees. Goodbye to all the Farmer's Markets. While I warm my hands round a cup of hot tea, powdered sugar snow, in the hills I see. The bird bath has a coat of ice, small creatures go off and hibernate. My home is redolent with baking spice, red berries in the bushes, so ornate. It's Winters time to dominate.
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Nov 2, 2010
Nov 2, 2010 at 7:23 AM UTC
I Welcome Winter
in a taut black dress you brush by me   you are dark summer fruit simmering hot a sopping estuary   i gather you into me   you cascade like an undulating cat giggles like trembling gelatin cherry kiss lips   agile muscle shifting   pleating like soft furs against my thunderous chest your tremulous tongue rupturing like spiced chrysanthemums from heaven   i inhale your lavender breath   your saliva melts stormy mouth up-leaping i eat your soul and paradise ******** licking honey rainbows filling my mouth a thousand times   and a thousand more its never enough when some one has your heart suffocate me in your drooling mouth your body is my aviary and hot house of man eating plants i run to your teeth beautiful cleavers gleaming shivering with excitement   from your dragging bites my blood languishing at your feet have no regard for me eat my love   i live to be swallowed by you   i hold you through the night all dire raptures dark in mystic paradise   tangled in your hair may mourning never find us torrid scorched from flames infernal black candles uncrossing pasts devils **** your adoring toy   kisses never ceasing hot weather nostrils steaming your flexed body writhes a royal contortion   your heart cleaving so that i may like a sun   consume your darkest edges bitter chocolate so sweet   to fill griefs mouth with ecstasy my heart aches like a siren of echoes   calling to you   shaking your gates down   you are a titanic gravity   and i'm forever tumbling   like eternal burning ashes through cobalt night it is a steep decent into heavens arms as i crumble all smashing diamonds and hissing flames into open wounds weeping glitter your chin jutting throat stretched while pulling the roots of your hair exposing arteries pulsing stuffing myself on your marrow you plume like a volcanic moon showering me with spooling stars and butter **** kisses ill turn you into my glistening little ***** all swollen tears for more   rituals of adoration kisses like monsoon rains i look up at your supple form your haunches my temple   worshiping you smothered in heavens jaws you cascading pantie-less   in a taut black dress
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Aug 22, 2017
Aug 22, 2017 at 1:36 PM UTC
IN A TAUT BLACK DRESS
in a taut black dress you brush by me   you are dark summer fruit simmering hot a sopping estuary   i gather you into me   you cascade like an undulating cat giggles like trembling gelatin cherry kiss lips   agile muscle shifting   pleating like soft furs against my thunderous chest your tremulous tongue rupturing like spiced chrysanthemums from heaven   i inhale your lavender breath   your saliva melts stormy mouth up-leaping i eat your soul and paradise ******** licking honey rainbows filling my mouth a thousand times   and a thousand more its never enough when some one has your heart suffocate me in your drooling mouth your body is my aviary and hot house of man eating plants i run to your teeth beautiful cleavers gleaming shivering with excitement   from your dragging bites my blood languishing at your feet have no regard for me eat my love   i live to be swallowed by you   i hold you through the night all dire raptures dark in mystic paradise   tangled in your hair may mourning never find us torrid scorched from flames infernal black candles uncrossing pasts devils **** your adoring toy   kisses never ceasing hot weather nostrils steaming your flexed body writhes a royal contortion   your heart cleaving so that i may like a sun   consume your darkest edges bitter chocolate so sweet   to fill griefs mouth with ecstasy my heart aches like a siren of echoes   calling to you   shaking your gates down   you are a titanic gravity   and i'm forever tumbling   like eternal burning ashes through cobalt night it is a steep decent into heavens arms as i crumble all smashing diamonds and hissing flames into open wounds weeping glitter your chin jutting throat stretched while pulling the roots of your hair exposing arteries pulsing stuffing myself on your marrow you plume like a volcanic moon showering me with spooling stars and butter **** kisses ill turn you into my glistening little ***** all swollen tears for more   rituals of adoration kisses like monsoon rains i look up at your supple form your haunches my temple   worshiping you smothered in heavens jaws you cascading pantie-less   in a taut black dress
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Search. Search. Seek. Seek. Cold. Cold. Clear. Clear. Sorrow. Sorrow. Pain. Pain. Hot flashes. Sudden chills. Stabbing pains. Slow agonies. I can find no peace. I drink two cups, then three bowls, Of clear wine until I can’t Stand up against a gust of wind. Wild geese fly over head. They wrench my heart. They were our friends in the old days. Gold chrysanthemums litter The ground, pile up, faded, dead. This season I could not bear To pick them. All alone, Motionless at my window, I watch the gathering shadows. Fine rain sifts through the wu-t’ung trees, And drips, drop by drop, through the dusk. What can I ever do now? How can I drive off this word — Hopelessness?
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Autumn Love
I wonder how a rhododendron smells. Such a lovely word should have a scent To match, but words keep secrets the object tells; What fragrance could this flower represent? I've smelled my share of flowers, sweet and sour: Roses for rapture, Chrysanthemums for trust, Daisies for friendship with magic healing power, Rue for unrequited, and lilies for lust. I'd like to make a newer scent by breeding Flowers with all the traits I love the best. My unconditional tulip has been pleading For a sweeter scent than all the rest. Your love has such a scent my love can blend on Sweet enough to smell like Rhododendrons.
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Jan 2, 2012
Jan 2, 2012 at 10:27 PM UTC
Sonnet About Love and Flowers #77,232.
Whisper Drop peonies in my eardrums Sew violets under my skin Take all my fragrance in and Exhale Pave a path of fuchsia petals We’ll share baths with chrysanthemums, lilies, hydrangeas And crown ourselves in wreaths of all the roses.
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Jun 21, 2013
Jun 21, 2013 at 11:25 PM UTC
June 20, 2013 - Love Poem of Flowers
I You came to me in the robes of Cyclamen But how can I bring you a bouquet of red chrysanthemums? When I have not found any white chrysanthemums in the bouquet of your heart? Do not pluck the petals of my pure daisies with your eyes closed, lest you would be fooled by your wild guesses. Because, you do not need to set your foot on twelve daisies before you can see the dawn of your spring I will give you neither white nor red daisies after the last swallow of summer has flown away from your alcove, lest your dreams of them in autumn leave you heartbroken in winter. In my wanderlust quest for Ivy I did not find you in the bloom of Orange Blossom or in Lemon Blossom But I found you entangled in the paphiopedilum orchids of Phaphos with a garland of Peach Blossom dangling from your ringed neck Like a rose entangled in your own thorns Then I disentangled you before I led you to the lyceum of my Muses They welcomed you with the petals of Apple Blossom cast at your bleeding feet. They wiped your tears away with the golden petals of yellow roses and bathed you in the pool of the Coral Rose. They covered you with the Peach Rose and led you into the bed of my Rose of Persia before I came to you with my bouquet of the white Rose of Sharon and the Lily of the Valley II My heart is a bouquet of red roses Red roses in a vase of Michaelmas daisies As flowers bloom in the oasis in the desert Red roses will blossom in my heart So, here I am my dearest dove I have come to your nest to rest in your ***** I have come to you my sweetest love Where the roses in my heart will blossom. For my heart will no longer pine Nor will my enchanted spirit whine For as long as you are mine You will forever be my Valentine.
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Aug 8, 2013
Aug 8, 2013 at 5:12 AM UTC
Forever My Valentine
I You came to me in the robes of Cyclamen But how can I bring you a bouquet of red chrysanthemums? When I have not found any white chrysanthemums in the bouquet of your heart? Do not pluck the petals of my pure daisies with your eyes closed, lest you would be fooled by your wild guesses. Because, you do not need to set your foot on twelve daisies before you can see the dawn of your spring I will give you neither white nor red daisies after the last swallow of summer has flown away from your alcove, lest your dreams of them in autumn leave you heartbroken in winter. In my wanderlust quest for Ivy I did not find you in the bloom of Orange Blossom or in Lemon Blossom But I found you entangled in the paphiopedilum orchids of Phaphos with a garland of Peach Blossom dangling from your ringed neck Like a rose entangled in your own thorns Then I disentangled you before I led you to the lyceum of my Muses They welcomed you with the petals of Apple Blossom cast at your bleeding feet. They wiped your tears away with the golden petals of yellow roses and bathed you in the pool of the Coral Rose. They covered you with the Peach Rose and led you into the bed of my Rose of Persia before I came to you with my bouquet of the white Rose of Sharon and the Lily of the Valley II My heart is a bouquet of red roses Red roses in a vase of Michaelmas daisies As flowers bloom in the oasis in the desert Red roses will blossom in my heart So, here I am my dearest dove I have come to your nest to rest in your ***** I have come to you my sweetest love Where the roses in my heart will blossom. For my heart will no longer pine Nor will my enchanted spirit whine For as long as you are mine You will forever be my Valentine.
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When the summer sun is blazing, I pick daisy after daisy, I toss them to my elephant It makes him slightly crazy. I gather chrysanthemums When fall is in the air, I toss them to my elephant It makes him stand and stare. I harvest bright poinsettias In winter ,when it's chilly, I toss them to the elephant It makes him sort of silly. I pluck bouquets of tulips When they blossom in the spring, I toss them to my elephant ... It always makes him sing
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Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 7:36 PM UTC
I Toss Them to My Elephant
This is our blitz, puppydog, I said, dragging him away from the whizzbangs echoing green and purple off shopfronts. My Chuchundra scuttled ground-bellied from fallen ******* bags spilling guts like casualties of war and hoodlums tremendous in commando gear who set off peonies and chrysanthemums before charging triumphant down alleyways. We go home. I’m happy to leave these heroes the soda from the Catherine wheels, and the drizzle, for which London has yet to apologise.
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Oct 22, 2011
Oct 22, 2011 at 6:51 AM UTC
Fireworks
~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ Though glass, it is rimmed with gold around the cup, handle and even the saucer. Skilfully painted chrysanthemums   of various shades; the vermilion horizon, Spring's honey, songbird's magenta, sangria's fine wine, a parakeet's breast and the Aegean sea. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ And then, there are three sightly tea caddies with lacquered wooden bodies; one rosewood with red dancing fans, one burr-oak with golden mountainous landscape and one maple wood with green bamboo. Ainhana gently removes each of their lids by using the cloth, and presents the pearls that were wrapped in sun-kissed foil. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ She first lifts the rosewood caddy towards me. I close my eyes and focus on the scent. Without peeling back the foil, I know. It takes me to the far distant Province of Yunnan, past the snow-kissed mountains and rice terraces to a very still lake. I noticed that it began to bubble before a large splash rose. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ At that moment, I meet the lake's Guardian, the Imperial Wingless Dragon of legend. With its wet emerald-kissed scales drinking the sunlight. It's great body now entwined in a wispy clouds as it stares at me with eyes of liquid moons. Its tail crowned with a peacock feathered eye-spot whips around in the air, leaving an iridescent trail of colours. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ With a great leap, he soars through the air, trumpeting his great roar that rattles the skies. Just as quickly as he rose, he descends down with a Pearl Moon in his brown claw. By the stroke of its sienna-brown whisker, the small Moon cracks, presenting me it's contents, a long kept secret. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ The pearls are the colour of seaweed with streaks of yellow and burnt umber. With earthy notes whirls around my nose, along with some floral sweetness, burnt caramel licks, dragon spice and a wisp of apricot. Ah, so I see! One great guarded secret that he reveals to me! His best pearls ferment in the womb of the Moons! Purified by the Star Virtues of Elysia's Harmony! ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ 'Wonderfully rich Pu-erh Pearls,' I say, my eyes now open. 'My Lady's nose is as sharp as ever!' 'I just know my tea,' I chuckle, 'it's very unique in smell and taste.  I will save such fine broth for another day.' Ainhana nods, places on the tray and lift the burr-oak caddy. I close my eyes once again and my mind wanders yet again. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~
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Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 4:20 AM UTC
~ ⚘⚪ Jasmine Pearls IV ⚪⚘ ~
~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ Though glass, it is rimmed with gold around the cup, handle and even the saucer. Skilfully painted chrysanthemums   of various shades; the vermilion horizon, Spring's honey, songbird's magenta, sangria's fine wine, a parakeet's breast and the Aegean sea. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ And then, there are three sightly tea caddies with lacquered wooden bodies; one rosewood with red dancing fans, one burr-oak with golden mountainous landscape and one maple wood with green bamboo. Ainhana gently removes each of their lids by using the cloth, and presents the pearls that were wrapped in sun-kissed foil. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ She first lifts the rosewood caddy towards me. I close my eyes and focus on the scent. Without peeling back the foil, I know. It takes me to the far distant Province of Yunnan, past the snow-kissed mountains and rice terraces to a very still lake. I noticed that it began to bubble before a large splash rose. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ At that moment, I meet the lake's Guardian, the Imperial Wingless Dragon of legend. With its wet emerald-kissed scales drinking the sunlight. It's great body now entwined in a wispy clouds as it stares at me with eyes of liquid moons. Its tail crowned with a peacock feathered eye-spot whips around in the air, leaving an iridescent trail of colours. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ With a great leap, he soars through the air, trumpeting his great roar that rattles the skies. Just as quickly as he rose, he descends down with a Pearl Moon in his brown claw. By the stroke of its sienna-brown whisker, the small Moon cracks, presenting me it's contents, a long kept secret. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ The pearls are the colour of seaweed with streaks of yellow and burnt umber. With earthy notes whirls around my nose, along with some floral sweetness, burnt caramel licks, dragon spice and a wisp of apricot. Ah, so I see! One great guarded secret that he reveals to me! His best pearls ferment in the womb of the Moons! Purified by the Star Virtues of Elysia's Harmony! ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ 'Wonderfully rich Pu-erh Pearls,' I say, my eyes now open. 'My Lady's nose is as sharp as ever!' 'I just know my tea,' I chuckle, 'it's very unique in smell and taste.  I will save such fine broth for another day.' Ainhana nods, places on the tray and lift the burr-oak caddy. I close my eyes once again and my mind wanders yet again. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~
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the october rose is wistful and reticent our defenses dense like sediment and sentences love descends like a fog and we begin as quickly to depart our dialogue takes many turns from staunch to raunchy in a few minutes there is no need to be concerned its only in our heads our needs no longer mean anything love is lost in forms amidst the storms of anger and rage imprisoning our souls dinosaur bones roam the earth i went out in search of chrysanthemums and instead i found you lying on the ground making a pillow out of superconductive fungi to test your theories of interconnectivity what transpired cannot be spoken about all my doubts vanished and the words that were spoken resounded for days in my being as if they echoed from within some part of me that had always longed to hear them
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Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 11:44 PM UTC
in search of chrysanthemums
I found myself in darkness there My hands reached out and touched concrete. I could smell the wet cement and the odor of dead chrysanthemums. At my feet a wooden box and a brass plate displayed my name (Useful for Archeologists though I doubt if any ever came) my heart raced with anxiety there in the crypt none heard me scream. Where is the border beyond which sleep would end my fear and ease my pain? I woke in the darkness of my room The sheets were dripping with my sweat. It seems I'd been to hell and back and seen the eternity of regret.
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Dec 11, 2011
Dec 11, 2011 at 7:23 PM UTC
Cryptic
honoring the glass artistry of Dale Chihuly A rainbow of serrated globes, Friends to the water lilies, Floats in a sculptured pool. A surreal yellow glass Medusa Woven through a white crescent trellis Gleams in the midday sun. Choirs of chrysanthemums Sing with multicolored flora Blown from molten soda, lime and sand. Sheltered in a geodesic tropics Orange herons stand on legs of glass Amid living palms, bamboo and wild orchids. Towering blue spires Lift skyward out of the soil While butterflies dance In the misty veil of a waterfall. Nature and the shimmering world within Happily converge in the florid vision Of an effervescent man with a patched eye - A man called Chihuly. October, 2006
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Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 4:03 PM UTC
Garden of Glass
I watched you dance around the floor With beads of sweat dripping from your face You had tears in your eyes It was perfect, you were perfect The place was packed with 800 people All of you prancing with emotion But i could only see their shadows Because i couldn't get my eyes off of you Every move you made was ******** You spun around, you arched your back You stared across the room and into the spotlight As if you were a slave seducing your master You had your green shirt on That hugged your body so well And I blushed as i gazed at your perfection The moment the music stopped playing You looked up at me and smiled You waved and you started to walk towards me You were saying something but I couldn't hear you I replied but I couldn't hear myself either I didn't know what we were saying I watched you walk away to join the second round of rehearsals You were set to perform that evening, I couldn't wait I could have watched you all day I would see you up on stage and I'd be proud as others see how amazing you are I doubt you know that I think you're perfect And by perfect I mean beautifully flawed You held my hand before but I never told you it made me wonder If you did it because you wanted to or because it was cold I planned to wear my white dress for you, the one with the lace and all And I planned to hand you a bouquet of flowers, but not roses Red tulips and yellow chrysanthemums, probably Or better yet hydrangeas. I don't know. I was hoping that after I slipped in my white dress And after I bought you the flowers And after you danced And after they saw how amazing you are And after I handed you the flowers That maybe we can spend some time together and maybe you can hold my hand again I hope it won't be cold so I wouldn't have to wonder, either And maybe this time when you look at me, you wouldn't look away But instead press your lips against mine What I hoped for the most was that I wouldn't wake up Because if I did, I'd have to dream this dream again till I get the ending I hoped for I don't mind seeing you every night, having all this happen again But I can't wait for the night when I'd find out how it ends
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Nov 29, 2012
Nov 29, 2012 at 10:58 PM UTC
I dreamt of you
I watched you dance around the floor With beads of sweat dripping from your face You had tears in your eyes It was perfect, you were perfect The place was packed with 800 people All of you prancing with emotion But i could only see their shadows Because i couldn't get my eyes off of you Every move you made was ******** You spun around, you arched your back You stared across the room and into the spotlight As if you were a slave seducing your master You had your green shirt on That hugged your body so well And I blushed as i gazed at your perfection The moment the music stopped playing You looked up at me and smiled You waved and you started to walk towards me You were saying something but I couldn't hear you I replied but I couldn't hear myself either I didn't know what we were saying I watched you walk away to join the second round of rehearsals You were set to perform that evening, I couldn't wait I could have watched you all day I would see you up on stage and I'd be proud as others see how amazing you are I doubt you know that I think you're perfect And by perfect I mean beautifully flawed You held my hand before but I never told you it made me wonder If you did it because you wanted to or because it was cold I planned to wear my white dress for you, the one with the lace and all And I planned to hand you a bouquet of flowers, but not roses Red tulips and yellow chrysanthemums, probably Or better yet hydrangeas. I don't know. I was hoping that after I slipped in my white dress And after I bought you the flowers And after you danced And after they saw how amazing you are And after I handed you the flowers That maybe we can spend some time together and maybe you can hold my hand again I hope it won't be cold so I wouldn't have to wonder, either And maybe this time when you look at me, you wouldn't look away But instead press your lips against mine What I hoped for the most was that I wouldn't wake up Because if I did, I'd have to dream this dream again till I get the ending I hoped for I don't mind seeing you every night, having all this happen again But I can't wait for the night when I'd find out how it ends
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To the melody of "Sheng Sheng Man" I pine and peak And questless seek Groping and moping to linger and languish Anon to wander and wonder, glare, stare and start Flesh chill'd Ghost thrilled With grim dart And keen canker of rankling anguish. Sudden a gleam Of fair weather felt But fled as fast -- and the ice-cold season stays. How hard to have these days In rest or respite, peace or truce. Sip upon sip of tasteless wine Is of slight use To counter or quell The fierce lash of the evening blast. The wild geese -- see -- Fly overhead Ah, there's the grief That's chief -- grief beyond bearing, Wild fowl far faring In days of old you sped Bearing my true love's tender thoughts to me. Lo, how my lawn is rife with golden blooms Of bunched chrysanthemums -- Weary their heads they bow. Who cares to pluck them now? While I the casement keep Lone, waiting, waiting for night And, as the shades fall Upon broad leaves, sparse rain-drops drip. Ah, such a plight Of grief -- grief unbearable, unthinkable.
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Sorrow
"She smells raw mangoes and chrysanthemums,  what a combination!                                                                       how exotic" enamored city boy mused aloud, kissing his newfound lover a village belle, under the shade                     of a chattering peepal* a  rendezvous, so elating he could never imagine. "They didn't pay me much to pick the mangoes, still not ripe; had to pluck flowers in the afternoon, for decent wages"                            she candidly told.
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Apr 27, 2013
Apr 27, 2013 at 11:23 PM UTC
The City and The Village
I think I understand hookups and one-night stands now. The key to moving on is to replace all that stood before until there stands nothing that may cause you to unravel. Moment by moment, conversation by conversation,   I replace the replays, I can't bear the thought of another touching me, like I'm not yours. I got another ring today, all big and loose. It's funny how I picked this one, it keeps slipping off my fingers like you did. It's been two months since I last wore your ring. I don't see a difference between them, it feels the same on my thumb. and that should be the end of it, but oh well, I guess it isn't. I walked to the grocery store, paused at an aisle, took my time frowning over chocolate bars. You used to get me Munch, and so I picked the Mars bar. I don't skip meals now, (well, most days I don't) and in place of our routine conversations, I play a random show. I drown noise with noise. My days are decent. I'm surrounded by mindless jibber jabber. I participate. I paste a bright smile. “You look well now,” they say, “Well, I am” I reply. And I am fine. (I think I am?) 9/10 times I am. Then in a random mundane moment, memories of you resurface like a ring light and in that single moment, I let myself crumble. “I don't want him back. He's changed now. So have you and so what? If it's meant to be, it'll be. He's the love of my life. Well don't let him in, when (not if) he comes back. Do it from love, not for it. You deserve happiness. Both of you do. You want love. You are love. The ocean doesn't look for its water, Why will you look for what you have? It is what it is. and this too shall pass.” So on and so forth my inner monologue goes on, and I stare at my phone wondering if I can conjure you from my thoughts. I am kinder now. With myself, and everyone around. I wish I were kinder to you, but I was just a child. I know you're proud, and I am of you too. Do you think I can sculpt my favourite version of you? Wait, no. I already did that, I loved all of you and then everything fell apart. My thoughts swirl and I let them play. Incantations in my head Obligatory 3 am, weary sighs, contempt and rage. Oh, so much rage. Where is the calming lull of sleep, when you need it to sedate your despair? Resignation sets in, I play a familiar game. I ask the universe and unbiasedly it delivers the same day. "Universe, give me a sign, I'm really done this time. Yellow flowers if he's coming back, Dandelions if he's not. Universe let me move on. This is the last time, " In my version of He loves me, he loves me not I break flowers, not petals. I look for answers in colours and not action, And then I saw a dozen Dandelions.
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Jan 17, 2024
Jan 17, 2024 at 4:40 PM UTC
Sunflowers and Chrysanthemums
I think I understand hookups and one-night stands now. The key to moving on is to replace all that stood before until there stands nothing that may cause you to unravel. Moment by moment, conversation by conversation,   I replace the replays, I can't bear the thought of another touching me, like I'm not yours. I got another ring today, all big and loose. It's funny how I picked this one, it keeps slipping off my fingers like you did. It's been two months since I last wore your ring. I don't see a difference between them, it feels the same on my thumb. and that should be the end of it, but oh well, I guess it isn't. I walked to the grocery store, paused at an aisle, took my time frowning over chocolate bars. You used to get me Munch, and so I picked the Mars bar. I don't skip meals now, (well, most days I don't) and in place of our routine conversations, I play a random show. I drown noise with noise. My days are decent. I'm surrounded by mindless jibber jabber. I participate. I paste a bright smile. “You look well now,” they say, “Well, I am” I reply. And I am fine. (I think I am?) 9/10 times I am. Then in a random mundane moment, memories of you resurface like a ring light and in that single moment, I let myself crumble. “I don't want him back. He's changed now. So have you and so what? If it's meant to be, it'll be. He's the love of my life. Well don't let him in, when (not if) he comes back. Do it from love, not for it. You deserve happiness. Both of you do. You want love. You are love. The ocean doesn't look for its water, Why will you look for what you have? It is what it is. and this too shall pass.” So on and so forth my inner monologue goes on, and I stare at my phone wondering if I can conjure you from my thoughts. I am kinder now. With myself, and everyone around. I wish I were kinder to you, but I was just a child. I know you're proud, and I am of you too. Do you think I can sculpt my favourite version of you? Wait, no. I already did that, I loved all of you and then everything fell apart. My thoughts swirl and I let them play. Incantations in my head Obligatory 3 am, weary sighs, contempt and rage. Oh, so much rage. Where is the calming lull of sleep, when you need it to sedate your despair? Resignation sets in, I play a familiar game. I ask the universe and unbiasedly it delivers the same day. "Universe, give me a sign, I'm really done this time. Yellow flowers if he's coming back, Dandelions if he's not. Universe let me move on. This is the last time, " In my version of He loves me, he loves me not I break flowers, not petals. I look for answers in colours and not action, And then I saw a dozen Dandelions.
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the soil in my soles is wet this time of year the cracks filled with summer sun are mending the seeds of recovery have been carefully placed between my veins with every heart beat I can feel the green starting to make way to the surface it will be a long autumn blooming with sobriety nursing the chrysanthemums adorning my lucidity
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Nov 28, 2012
Nov 28, 2012 at 4:53 AM UTC
chrysanthemum
Buy me chrysanthemums Not lavandula or geraniums Or phalangium with their low hanging bulbs Why don’t you know I love chrysanthemums! Chrysanthemums, Dahlia…Hera…Willow? Lillian! Lillian, How could I take chrysanthemums from Lillian? You should know. I shouldn’t have to say anything! You should know. Buy me Viognier Not Muscat or Chardonnay Or Furmint with its corky taste Why don’t you know I love Viognier! Viognier, Vionnier…Vienne…Vienna? Dalmatia! Dalmatia, How could I take Viognier from Dalmatia? You should know. I shouldn’t have to say anything! You should know. Dalmatia, near Sibenik From where I dine on scallops, Or do you not know that I love scallops? If not then you should know that I love fickle, false and fair It’s my nature and you are my nurture If you did not know then know this, love’s a hapless farce
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Mar 11, 2012
Mar 11, 2012 at 8:55 PM UTC
B U Y M E C H R Y S A N T H E M U M S
In the midst of old ravines and paintings, a succulent soldier dreams. As dawn starts to paint, as the secondhand piano plays, his azure iris will gaze to the sun- the faraway maiden. In hope that one day, he'd sunbathe and chase dreams with spring nymphs in holy fields of bonnets and poppies. Into the poetic imaginations he submerged, eating dainty buns,saccharine berries and milk by a spiral pond; and pirouette like butterflies on feathery grass with florets and mist. Far across the sullen lakes, He'd run with the spring squirrels and foxes; through the honeyed prairie, the crooned secrets echo faintly like a damsel's song. In between His spellbinding tales, plants they giggle in harmonious blithe— that even the gale who gush by in haste, would stop and peer with serene awe. Abundance of miraculous faith He ignited to his vein, for the black dots of his crest and spine to someday evanesce. And in ease, realms of woodlands and lone moors abound upon his eyelids, that mother nature awaits him. tick tock, two steps away from the holy born of Christ, He died of collapsed dream, like muddy landslide of wet monsoon. His soul— a soul of a fey,beatific and mesmeric dreamer, perish away in stardust. a shriveled lilac body, graven into a treasure box, a seraphic smile carved. With waterfalls and chrysanthemums, moonbeam and fog, an elegy, and a handful of brimmed ash—the box sealed like a secret letter. that dusted night ashes charily scattered to the wide empyrean along with a brush of vain agony. Rest in peace, Floyd the cactus.
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Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 7:43 AM UTC
Spirit Soldier
In the midst of old ravines and paintings, a succulent soldier dreams. As dawn starts to paint, as the secondhand piano plays, his azure iris will gaze to the sun- the faraway maiden. In hope that one day, he'd sunbathe and chase dreams with spring nymphs in holy fields of bonnets and poppies. Into the poetic imaginations he submerged, eating dainty buns,saccharine berries and milk by a spiral pond; and pirouette like butterflies on feathery grass with florets and mist. Far across the sullen lakes, He'd run with the spring squirrels and foxes; through the honeyed prairie, the crooned secrets echo faintly like a damsel's song. In between His spellbinding tales, plants they giggle in harmonious blithe— that even the gale who gush by in haste, would stop and peer with serene awe. Abundance of miraculous faith He ignited to his vein, for the black dots of his crest and spine to someday evanesce. And in ease, realms of woodlands and lone moors abound upon his eyelids, that mother nature awaits him. tick tock, two steps away from the holy born of Christ, He died of collapsed dream, like muddy landslide of wet monsoon. His soul— a soul of a fey,beatific and mesmeric dreamer, perish away in stardust. a shriveled lilac body, graven into a treasure box, a seraphic smile carved. With waterfalls and chrysanthemums, moonbeam and fog, an elegy, and a handful of brimmed ash—the box sealed like a secret letter. that dusted night ashes charily scattered to the wide empyrean along with a brush of vain agony. Rest in peace, Floyd the cactus.
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and in it she stood awash with crescented chrysanthemums with honeysuckle skin and wisteria eyelashes and with it i said if nights were like coins id spend them all on you and twinkle them between my fingers shaking them up and admiring the glint and value of the night and its stars and the coppery, nickel-y dusk that stains my hand with the bouquet of metal and flowers goldenrod warmth from nights and coins invariably spent alongside only you with a perfume of evening and pressing summer heat and my whispers and promises that tell you that if nights were like coins id spend them all on you
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Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 2:56 AM UTC
if nights were like coins
Michiko would never know the strange creature that opened its bowels that day, was named Enola Gay she would remember the fine feel of the water on her face, the taste of tea she had with her pears, and the odor of chrysanthemums through her window the same window through which her mother would stare, there, at the morning sky at the smothering smoke of all creation her brother was left a shadow on a wall, nothing left at all of her father who stood at ground zero Michiko, only double digits the day before would follow her mother down the long road to the smoldering fires and scorched skin and the stalking stench of the dead on the path, along the way but only that day, Michiko would see the black giant growing in the summer sky a magnet to her eye more beautiful than all the sweet flesh and shrines that fed it a billion years in an instant that August morn
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Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 8:52 PM UTC
seventy years ago today
It's a pity, its a pity though we hate anything thorny,  and silently meditate on serendipity,   the cactus, we planted inadvertently,  among chrysanthemums and roses                                             we swear by, grew real quickly, proliferated avidly. Look at their ghastly smiles, prickly. You find them raise and shine early, on any weather, rain, drought or snow, when the gentle flowers all are withered , and sleepy, they remain succulent and sturdy. It's a pity, fragrant flowers loose heart easily, but  cactus, without fail, remain  alert and cocky, It's a pity, nice ones can't fight back and smile, look, the cactus flowers ask for nothing special, though spiky, they make us believe we are lucky. Aren't we thankful, for their tender mercies?
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Dec 19, 2012
Dec 19, 2012 at 12:39 AM UTC
A gentle invasion