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"checkered" poems
Minnehaha Park is hot in the summer Even by the water Who knew it would be so hot Even down by the water? But all of it is hot And there are acorns everywhere Scattered on the ground Below our butts as we try to sit And have a little picnic On a brightly checkered blanket Between two tall trees That tower above us And grant us shade While pelting acorns down Into our cheese and crackers And fancy rosé wine Whatever that means I thought wine was wine But I guess they have personalities Like people Like couples Some things pair well together Like my crisp pineapple and cheap fuckin' pizza Or your stinky blue cheese and weird cookie-like ******* Like us And the cheese sits on a green marble slab Elegant as **** Because that's just who you are But that marble slab sits on top of a pizza box Simple as **** Because that's just who I am And we pair well On this hot *** summer day While we drink rosé And "I love you" is all we say Because sometimes we don't have to say anything We're okay without words In the middle of a park On a hot *** summer day
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Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 4:11 PM UTC
Minnehaha Park
In tunnelled darks, pastes of reminisce Outward disjoint points to irrelevance Spooned and coned in cold mountaintops The darks of sorrows and trails of struggles Persistence patterns of self satire in gloom Sunken in identity crisis of broad oceans Stormy seas spotlighted by beatific stars Trajectory of spilled ice in recurrent motions A mere past cocooned by fears and tears Clouded in thoughts that cruise and decline Greyed white imprinted by sudden sadness Madness echoes on arched ancient bricks Checkered maniacs of fulfilled passions Filed and iced in cased prolific memories Cascades of sunshine tickles to warmth Orchards of glow that bloom and grow Picked, ticked and unpacked from boxes Attacked, nurtured and stored in bliss Eventful lessons unfolds in untold augury A mission as the known permeates and fade Windowed eyes all line up in parade Mirrored lights digest the haunted haste A stranger to self, an ally to another A dance of bright entwine a twist of blur
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Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 11:48 AM UTC
Checkered Darks (Lyrical Poetry Additional Audio)
Maybe someday we could have a picnic together. Sunlight always makes your eyes shimmer like public swimming pools with a little too much chlorine, and I’d love to see you dance nervously when you discover a line of ants marching up your leg. I’d like to kiss you with the taste of potato salad fresh on your lips with a twist of lukewarm lemonade; you’d probably push me away self consciously, but the fact of the matter is that your mouth would excite me even after eating ten pounds of garlic. The red checkered blanket would bring out the creamy tones in your skin and I’d soon find myself devouring your beauty rather than the pre-made peanut butter and jam sandwiches. Your voice and its stories are sweeter than any strawberries I’ve ever tasted, anyhow. I could plan our lunches together for the rest of our lives, but you’re not the kind of girl to settle down for a lunch with someone like me, let alone for a lifetime. So for some inexplicable reason I imagine myself at your door, wicker basket in hand, with no answer. As it would seem, picnics aren’t really your scene. And neither am I.
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Oct 13, 2013
Oct 13, 2013 at 7:28 PM UTC
Picnic
When you go camping, and the world lifts itself from your shoulders and the problems back home seem silly and irrelevant human life, and what you may have been trying to achieve in your leather black ergonomic chair and your dark polished wood desk seems silly and irrelevant The world is here, in the wood-pecker’s tap-tap-taping in the trees the checkered calculated lines of the water being pulled to shore by the wind, viewed from above like the birds that push themselves into the tide and float back to shore then push themselves out again. the world is here, 
forgotten by the city, and the construction worker’s crack-crack-crack of the hammer the calculated system of traffic guided by flashing lights, turning signs and abrasive horns from behind the wheel 
where the man sits in a satin black suit and smooth leather car seat sipping at his morning coffee, purchased for $2.25 and cradled by spring-loaded cupholders, until he reaches for the silver handle of his glass office door, and stops looking down at his brown-leather shoes that cut into the rounded bone on the side of his ankle and decides, time to go camping
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Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 6:30 PM UTC
When you go camping
It's been a while. Since I wrote a poem. But not since I wrote about you. I write about you all the time. Every once in a while, I forget why. Then I remember why. I remember you, Or I see a picture. I see your blond hair. Your blue eyes. You're the reason I have a type. I think of your adventure, And your shyness, And your varying range of emotion. I think of all these Random memories, Floating around in my head. Like ping pong. And capture the flag. Like long flaring lights and computer bags. Like fire escapes, And hiding under tables, Like missing you in winter with eyelashes like a fable. Like long walks in the dark, And hidden dark handkerchiefs with white polka dots. Like plaid checkered jackets, even when it's hot. Like cargo shorts and a white fedora. Gathering under the arch like it's an agora. Hiding that handkerchief between the flora. God, I miss you more and more. Months til I see you, I'm down to only a few before. I almost can't wait, It makes me feel sad. The fact that I'd leave, Just like that. Just so I could see you again. It's Valentine's Day And I'm here without you. And I wish more than anything, For that to not be true.
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Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 10:05 AM UTC
Finally Down to Five
I had to play. I had to play.            my stolen heart turned hard to ***** T’was me snubbed. T’was me who snubbed.           And glittery diamonds to dirt, were clubbed.   But I had to play.             I had to play.                Cause he held all cards anyway. I had tried to run. I tried to run.       We were not there for love, but “fun”   And I HAD to play.                I YEARNED to play.. I was his       lonely.            desperate.                      prey.     Now he's moved on..                  He moves on.  leaves his          pathetic.                    little.                        pawns.                         I'd had to play                        I needed  to play.   I didn’t want to get away..     He'd gotten bored He gets bored.         He wiped away our checkered board.         Now he's not here.                        He was never HERE...          And I'd do anything to feel him near.                                                   Come play.                            Come play.
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Mar 28, 2022
Mar 28, 2022 at 5:24 PM UTC
Game over
Under silver wing San Francisco's towers sprouting thru thin gas clouds, Tamalpais black-breasted above Pacific azure Berkeley hills pine-covered below-- Dr Leary in his brown house scribing Independence Declaration typewriter at window silver panorama in natural eyeball-- Sacramento valley rivercourse's Chinese dragonflames licking green flats north-hazed State Capitol metallic rubble, dry checkered fields to Sierras- past Reno, Pyramid Lake's blue Altar, pure water in Nevada sands' brown wasteland scratched by tires Jerry Rubin arrested! Beaten, jailed, coccyx broken-- Leary out of action--"a public menace... persons of tender years...immature judgement...pyschiatric examination..." i.e. Shut up or Else Loonybin or Slam Leroi on *** gun rap, $7,000 lawyer fees, years' negotiations-- SPOCK GUILTY headlined temporary, Joan Baez' paramour husband Dave Harris to Gaol Dylan silent on politics, & safe-- having a baby, a man-- Cleaver shot at, jail'd, maddened, parole revoked, Vietnam War flesh-heap grows higher, blood splashing down the mountains of bodies on to Cholon's sidewalks-- Blond boys in airplane seats fed technicolor Murderers advance w/ Death-chords Earplugs in, steak on plastic served--Eyes up to the Image-- What do I have to lose if America falls? my body? my neck? my personality? June 19, 1968
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Crossing Nation
The dichotomy of purgatory is sprinkled with the delights and disciplines of a fretful uncertainty and steam locomotives can sound menacing when their pistons seek to establish torque on those rails of pursued destination with mesmerizing force. I know that time is like a fondling excitement, where constellations of perceived energy fields become intellectually categorized into mechanical parts of a metaphysical ****** Universal parameters of death may generate mischievous laughter, which resound throughout the silent galaxies of cosmological meadows. I have to say that geometrical co-ordinates automatically invoke thoughts of plain paper and hot chocolate – small figments of homosapien pastures where grazing is not a realistic occurrence. As we perceive the eternal impressions of epistemological nihilism, let us play the game of religious patience on this checkered board of architectural bliss.
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Dec 4, 2013
Dec 4, 2013 at 10:46 PM UTC
Fields of Spirituality
at age 8 i stopped wearing jeans because they were uncomfortable. at age 14 i wore high heels, fish nets, and skirts to school and a man once asked my mother if she really let me leave the house looking like that. i also wore checkered pajama pants and shirts with holes in them to class, i dressed up and down because everyone else seemed to dress in the middle. i dressed however i wanted to because my mother told that guy to shut the **** up and mind his own business. at age 16 i wore crop tops the size of sports bras and pants so tight i understood why they called them skin-ny jeans my **** and *** would be flying all over the place, but people with larger **** and larger bellies, people like me, weren't supposed to be wearing those sorts of things so i thought i must. or so i thought. at age 18 i started dressing in oversized shirts and formless dresses i didn't believe my body needed to be objectified and put on display anymore, i didn't need to prove that my waistline was small enough, i didn't need to wear the spanx i wore every day at 16. at age 20 i stopped wearing make up or a bra, my **** sagged and eyes bagged but i wanted to show people that ***** aren't always perky even on twenty year olds. i also stopped shaving my armpits i thought they were cute. at age 22 i stopped shaving my legs. i didn't think they were cute. but i realized not every decision i made about how i presented myself needed to be in order to make myself more beautiful. and at age 24 i shaved my head. a man once asked me, as he looked at my college ring wrapping itself around my pointer finger, if i always did things differently just to be different? and if id always be doing things just because someone told me not to? i should have looked at him and asked him what has he ever been told he cannot do?
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Jul 23, 2021
Jul 23, 2021 at 11:22 PM UTC
the evolution of a young woman's closet
at age 8 i stopped wearing jeans because they were uncomfortable. at age 14 i wore high heels, fish nets, and skirts to school and a man once asked my mother if she really let me leave the house looking like that. i also wore checkered pajama pants and shirts with holes in them to class, i dressed up and down because everyone else seemed to dress in the middle. i dressed however i wanted to because my mother told that guy to shut the **** up and mind his own business. at age 16 i wore crop tops the size of sports bras and pants so tight i understood why they called them skin-ny jeans my **** and *** would be flying all over the place, but people with larger **** and larger bellies, people like me, weren't supposed to be wearing those sorts of things so i thought i must. or so i thought. at age 18 i started dressing in oversized shirts and formless dresses i didn't believe my body needed to be objectified and put on display anymore, i didn't need to prove that my waistline was small enough, i didn't need to wear the spanx i wore every day at 16. at age 20 i stopped wearing make up or a bra, my **** sagged and eyes bagged but i wanted to show people that ***** aren't always perky even on twenty year olds. i also stopped shaving my armpits i thought they were cute. at age 22 i stopped shaving my legs. i didn't think they were cute. but i realized not every decision i made about how i presented myself needed to be in order to make myself more beautiful. and at age 24 i shaved my head. a man once asked me, as he looked at my college ring wrapping itself around my pointer finger, if i always did things differently just to be different? and if id always be doing things just because someone told me not to? i should have looked at him and asked him what has he ever been told he cannot do?
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When news broke out that the glorious White Building was to become dust to make way for a high rise that would displace both bones and ghosts, we were standing in a parking lot, my friends’ fists clutched tight around their motorcycle handles, their rapid Khmer lilting with each syllable as they quickly planned a memorial service for another shard of history that once did not have blood dripping from where it had been broken. My nickname was Country Girl, clueless and silly, full of questions, songs and dances, a patched-up mess with the face of a Vietnamese, the laugh of a Filipino, and the pride of a maybe, sometimes, almost Khmer. We left just as the city was starting to wake again. In journalism school, they never taught us how to grieve for ourselves, so we tried in the best way we knew how -- a funeral procession of worn rubber shoes and checkered polos, in our backpacks the cameras that would write our eulogies for us. I was the stranger whose connection to the deceased no one understood, but still let in, taught me a prayer, offered some porridge. That afternoon, I whispered a prayer. White Building, who stares death in the face, once a mother to the hands that had colored their age gold, please welcome me. Do not let your skeleton collapse beneath the weight of this stranger. Please, welcome me.
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Aug 27, 2021
Aug 27, 2021 at 2:10 AM UTC
Pyre
Waltzing into the blanket of dusk. A pawn escaping across the checkered board, Out and inwards to the green grassed yard. A sleeting figure, past-and-future, Gone the way of the fearless noble rook. Down-acrossed squares of black and white.   Into the field of endless battle. This game we play, has become a tournament. White against black, two players locked; Locked in a battle of constant wits. Who shall win? The noble too afraid to capture the evil queen or, The darkness plauging the board. Check and mate.
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Oct 30, 2012
Oct 30, 2012 at 2:41 PM UTC
Checkmate.
I berated her But she was stronger than me I put pressure on her But she was always magnificent I judged her harshly But she was always right I tried to control her But we both wanted freedom I made her weep But she made me see I kept her locked away But she survives I tried to quiet her But she sang, she danced I asked her to take the lead She said there's none to take I mistrusted her She waited patiently I wore my checkered suit She wore nothing but jewels I spoke to her timidly And she answered eagerly I invited her in And we arrived.
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Feb 28, 2021
Feb 28, 2021 at 5:32 AM UTC
Wolf Woman
I’m thinking of the faded checkered pattern that has been smoothed away by time on the dark cloth seats of a Nissan Pathfinder                                           driving down Ryan Road on a hot day in June. My mother, in the front seat, singing along to a Spice Girls cassette.   I’m thinking: red, plastic, crab-shaped sandbox and                                       McDonald’s Happy Meal toys.   I’m thinking: light princess pink, seafoam green, and robin’s egg blue.   I’m thinking of a framed cheetah cross stitch, hanging on the wall of what                                       used to be our bedroom at my grandparent’s house. I’m thinking: Barbie doll houses and Hot Wheels and a cul-de-sac at                                                                                      the end of the street.   The sweet smell of cigar smoke.  The ice cold splash of the garden hose.  The pop of a bubble.  The sting of soap in the eye.  Dreams by The Cranberries.  As Long as You Love Me by The Backstreet Boys.  A HelloKitty boombox slowly spitting out vapor when the deck builders hit a power line while digging.  The deer in the backyard looking for corn.  The faded wood of a playset that was never really played on. My father: sitting alone on a splintered bench by the firepit at the edge of the woods, empty beer cans at his feet, chain smoking cigarettes, and humming along to a song that is stuck—forever stuck—on the tip of my tongue. I do not know if this happened.  I cannot ask him.   (I’m not sure if I would want to ask him.)   But I can make an educated inference that that line of fiction is really nonfiction.   A memory that feels like a phantom limb.                               Sounds like the sharp crinkle of static.                                                        Covered in a gossamer, dreamlike haze.   There is a distinct otherness to this memory, to who                                      I think I was before the trauma.   We are two different people.  A yin and a yang.  A day and a night.   The hermit crab is soft beneath its hard shell. The asbestos is not apparent within the insulation.   You cannot see the lead in the paint. The mold inside the fruit.
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May 5, 2021
May 5, 2021 at 2:46 AM UTC
Imagine This Poem as a 4x6 Walgreens Photo Print From a 2002 FujiFilm Disposable Camera
I’m thinking of the faded checkered pattern that has been smoothed away by time on the dark cloth seats of a Nissan Pathfinder                                           driving down Ryan Road on a hot day in June. My mother, in the front seat, singing along to a Spice Girls cassette.   I’m thinking: red, plastic, crab-shaped sandbox and                                       McDonald’s Happy Meal toys.   I’m thinking: light princess pink, seafoam green, and robin’s egg blue.   I’m thinking of a framed cheetah cross stitch, hanging on the wall of what                                       used to be our bedroom at my grandparent’s house. I’m thinking: Barbie doll houses and Hot Wheels and a cul-de-sac at                                                                                      the end of the street.   The sweet smell of cigar smoke.  The ice cold splash of the garden hose.  The pop of a bubble.  The sting of soap in the eye.  Dreams by The Cranberries.  As Long as You Love Me by The Backstreet Boys.  A HelloKitty boombox slowly spitting out vapor when the deck builders hit a power line while digging.  The deer in the backyard looking for corn.  The faded wood of a playset that was never really played on. My father: sitting alone on a splintered bench by the firepit at the edge of the woods, empty beer cans at his feet, chain smoking cigarettes, and humming along to a song that is stuck—forever stuck—on the tip of my tongue. I do not know if this happened.  I cannot ask him.   (I’m not sure if I would want to ask him.)   But I can make an educated inference that that line of fiction is really nonfiction.   A memory that feels like a phantom limb.                               Sounds like the sharp crinkle of static.                                                        Covered in a gossamer, dreamlike haze.   There is a distinct otherness to this memory, to who                                      I think I was before the trauma.   We are two different people.  A yin and a yang.  A day and a night.   The hermit crab is soft beneath its hard shell. The asbestos is not apparent within the insulation.   You cannot see the lead in the paint. The mold inside the fruit.
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Through halls of cloud his spirit soared Through countless skies of gold In windless corridors of air Through vistas vast and bold. Across the checkered fields of green Above those mountains high My friend would wing his aeroplane Into an endless sky. The windswept beauty reaching out The world so far below This freedom to spread out his wings Would make my friend’s heart glow. His spirit soaring like a bird Into a sky of rain The sunlight setting in the West In shades of sweet refrain. Alone, aloft in peacefulness Is where he means to be, To fly as one with eagles High above a distant sea. To reach up through the heaven’s gate To be at one with God To spiral round like feather down And touch down on the sod. With a heavy heart and weary hands He shut his motor down Forever more to be with us Imprisoned on the ground. A sunbeam I see yonder there At play amongst the shrouds And I fancy seeing Leon’s ghost Flying up into those clouds. Marshalg Mangere Bridge 11th June 2008 Dedicated to my flying mate, the late Leon Denize.
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Feb 1, 2010
Feb 1, 2010 at 8:31 PM UTC
Ode to an Aviator
Booming Rhetorics  (Spoken Word- Freestyle-Dramatics) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ==Booming Rhetorics == by Checkered Darks ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ (Copy the link below to your browser) https://soundcloud.com/user-367453778/boomingrhetorics Human nature itself is a smash of contractual responsibility. A splash of rights afloat as we sink in our psychological rooted moral panics. All I see is a cascading titanic of ventures our mislaid adventures one after another. The criss cross of chains, we bonded in tax measures, reserve treasures...... It's not my leisure I beg you don't make your pleasure. I sink in pressure, resolving Karl Mark ideology of conflicted power. Is it our born nature or nurture to live in a world of social polarisation. A pole to pole, a tug of war. Each owning and holding a rope.Is it our task to cage in boxes, fencing notions of inequalities within our society. Is it our right this notion Bourgeoisie and Proletariat. Help me out as as I wade in the swampy lowland. Treading through and through, head afloat, the submerging walk me to the shores..... Help me find my way through this dark tunnel. Help me see the light, let the sun ray penetrate my blight. In our dichotomy of democracy we have made it right. A rolling ball of ........ 1. Stock them high sell them cheap is the order of the day. 2. Social warehousing of merging demand and supply chain. 3. A disintegration of socialist entrepreneurship. 4. Re-distribution of Export Production Zones in marginalised countries. 5. A surge of capitalism on this patch we call the universe. 6.Conortions of monopoly colluding sustainability. I pass this ball to you. As the industrial revolution fades and debates of "STEEL" revolves. My Speech is a mere consideration, our contradiction. The contractual complications that we have grounded and granted ourselves as humanity. My voice is an exchange, my gift, a cloud of thoughts, an arousing hope our haunting costs.
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Apr 4, 2016
Apr 4, 2016 at 6:19 AM UTC
Booming Rhetorics (Spoken Word- Freestyle-Dramatics)
Booming Rhetorics  (Spoken Word- Freestyle-Dramatics) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ==Booming Rhetorics == by Checkered Darks ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ (Copy the link below to your browser) https://soundcloud.com/user-367453778/boomingrhetorics Human nature itself is a smash of contractual responsibility. A splash of rights afloat as we sink in our psychological rooted moral panics. All I see is a cascading titanic of ventures our mislaid adventures one after another. The criss cross of chains, we bonded in tax measures, reserve treasures...... It's not my leisure I beg you don't make your pleasure. I sink in pressure, resolving Karl Mark ideology of conflicted power. Is it our born nature or nurture to live in a world of social polarisation. A pole to pole, a tug of war. Each owning and holding a rope.Is it our task to cage in boxes, fencing notions of inequalities within our society. Is it our right this notion Bourgeoisie and Proletariat. Help me out as as I wade in the swampy lowland. Treading through and through, head afloat, the submerging walk me to the shores..... Help me find my way through this dark tunnel. Help me see the light, let the sun ray penetrate my blight. In our dichotomy of democracy we have made it right. A rolling ball of ........ 1. Stock them high sell them cheap is the order of the day. 2. Social warehousing of merging demand and supply chain. 3. A disintegration of socialist entrepreneurship. 4. Re-distribution of Export Production Zones in marginalised countries. 5. A surge of capitalism on this patch we call the universe. 6.Conortions of monopoly colluding sustainability. I pass this ball to you. As the industrial revolution fades and debates of "STEEL" revolves. My Speech is a mere consideration, our contradiction. The contractual complications that we have grounded and granted ourselves as humanity. My voice is an exchange, my gift, a cloud of thoughts, an arousing hope our haunting costs.
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Speculation proved contagious, misinterpretation crept silently on patchwork soles (odds n' sods messily stitched, tittle tattle did no favours) like a flu it spread, hushed curiosities rested outside ol' Hutch baker's door, where even a freshly oven'd batch might strain an ear or five to net nearby tongue trading, seeds straining on their brows. Even those Mother hens had a cluck or two left in them, rumours about the 'Dust mite Martyr' as she was dubbed, “Does she have no shame, sitting pretty in Matrimony's dress?” one heaving checkered breast commented titling her beak to gain a better look - At that shriveller slumped, an examiner of the cobbles with such a religious stare her lids traced stones within the darkness, a traveller - wanderer not to be trusted, especially not with bloodied lilies tangled within her gleaming mop.
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Oct 25, 2011
Oct 25, 2011 at 1:58 PM UTC
Martyr
The violet sky stood bashful against the dimming horizon. Stark trees sprang from the ground, flourishing in dots midst the blushing stars. Street lights flicker on, reminding me of how mom didn't have to yell for me to come home, the lights whispered it to me, carried in the caressing breeze. I'm reminded in the spring, of the day me and my friend ran into the pelting rain and jumped through puddles, soaking our bodies in high pitched laughter and impending colds. I'm always reminded in the summer months, how everyone including myself, preferred water from the hose over water from the tap. Or how we'd run rampant through the field behind my house, screaming against the heat. The broken sidewalk reminds me of the time when we all thought we were cool for trying to smoke cigarettes we stole from our parents. I fell in love with patches of clovers more than that of a boy's selfish smile. I was more in love with the act of collecting lady bugs as pets rather than holding a hand pushed into mud. I preferred shallow swimming pools over the small voice of a boy asking me if i had other friends like them. Or how the beam of the sun was better than the beam of a slender, pale face with blue eyes. Blind and innocent children, we fell in love with things we could touch or splash in. We fell in love with the beautiful colors and characters in our favorite Saturday morning cartoons. When we weren't playing cops and robbers, we were lost in a world of SEGA and Super Nintendo 64. We were infatuated with a world that never altered, but our vision cleared of. We were saturated in a time where our only big worry was making sure we got our recess time. And when the smog cleared we realized our biggest worry was making our parents proud. And it seems that it should be the other way. We should be proud of the kid our parents raised. But ultimately, the monsters under our beds became the demons in our heads. And the kid your parents raised slowly became the kid you wish your parents never had. There won't be a day in my life where i wish i could fall in love with the sound of an ice cream truck, or the animals at the end of my bed again.
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Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 5:51 PM UTC
Checkered Sky
The violet sky stood bashful against the dimming horizon. Stark trees sprang from the ground, flourishing in dots midst the blushing stars. Street lights flicker on, reminding me of how mom didn't have to yell for me to come home, the lights whispered it to me, carried in the caressing breeze. I'm reminded in the spring, of the day me and my friend ran into the pelting rain and jumped through puddles, soaking our bodies in high pitched laughter and impending colds. I'm always reminded in the summer months, how everyone including myself, preferred water from the hose over water from the tap. Or how we'd run rampant through the field behind my house, screaming against the heat. The broken sidewalk reminds me of the time when we all thought we were cool for trying to smoke cigarettes we stole from our parents. I fell in love with patches of clovers more than that of a boy's selfish smile. I was more in love with the act of collecting lady bugs as pets rather than holding a hand pushed into mud. I preferred shallow swimming pools over the small voice of a boy asking me if i had other friends like them. Or how the beam of the sun was better than the beam of a slender, pale face with blue eyes. Blind and innocent children, we fell in love with things we could touch or splash in. We fell in love with the beautiful colors and characters in our favorite Saturday morning cartoons. When we weren't playing cops and robbers, we were lost in a world of SEGA and Super Nintendo 64. We were infatuated with a world that never altered, but our vision cleared of. We were saturated in a time where our only big worry was making sure we got our recess time. And when the smog cleared we realized our biggest worry was making our parents proud. And it seems that it should be the other way. We should be proud of the kid our parents raised. But ultimately, the monsters under our beds became the demons in our heads. And the kid your parents raised slowly became the kid you wish your parents never had. There won't be a day in my life where i wish i could fall in love with the sound of an ice cream truck, or the animals at the end of my bed again.
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Checkered choices rise some nights, play chess with all my frightful failings. Queen's Pawn to Rook 5.           Nail my footsteps           to the concrete season.           I'm losing pieces it seems. I'm a sardonic grinner      and under these eyebrows, it's nuclear winter. Wending my way through the last three years, I find no release valve. The pressure will build and place its long arm along my shoulder, pull me far from my friends. One.                                          Two. One.                                          Two.                    Step                  by step       by hammer blow step a story is crafted, installed with a lock           in a circular book. Queen's Pawn to Ryman Street                   1:45 a.m. simmering skin over ice armored innards, the freezing rain sends up my curses                                                like steam                                   clouding off of my shoulders and into the skyline. I've castled my way out of checkmate questions. Not my move to make,                      so I won't life a finger. Queen's Pawn to front doorstep,           then straight on to bed.
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Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 11:22 PM UTC
Absolute Pin
I don’t remember when I lost my tenderness And hardened into a thick shelled adult No more innocent, no more gullible Like a snake, I have peeled away my old self It was easy enough, but having shed it I realize no spring can bring it back! There was a time when my imagination Was so fiercely fuelled by fairy tales How I used to visit the magic realms Traversing the path from wonder to wonder! On fancy’s feathered wings, I flew Dwelling with fairies, demons and vampires Roaming through the gilded hallways of magic castles Peering into wishing wells Wandering into enchanted forests I searched under pillows for tooth fairies Lay awake in bed to hear a tap on the door With the ringing plea, falling in my ears ‘Open the door, my princess dear Open the door to thy true lover here’ Wondering if a slimy frog has leaped over to my bed Many hours were lost in fearful suspense Pondering if the hoodwinked Red Riding Hood Would escape the claws of death in the woods With bated breath I followed the three Billy goats On their way to the meadows beyond the bridge Cursing the wicked troll that lived under it Scrubbed old lamps hoping a genie would crop up To bring things, my little heart cherished, Looked up to see Aladdin on his magic carpet Whizzing past the clouds, Once I left my homework undone Thinking those helpful elves would do it While I snored away in the dead of the night Now bereft of all such queer fancies My brain has gone into lazy slumber My world once checkered with colorful patterns Now lies damp, dull and laden with strife!
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Jul 3, 2017
Jul 3, 2017 at 9:31 AM UTC
On Fairy Wings
I don’t remember when I lost my tenderness And hardened into a thick shelled adult No more innocent, no more gullible Like a snake, I have peeled away my old self It was easy enough, but having shed it I realize no spring can bring it back! There was a time when my imagination Was so fiercely fuelled by fairy tales How I used to visit the magic realms Traversing the path from wonder to wonder! On fancy’s feathered wings, I flew Dwelling with fairies, demons and vampires Roaming through the gilded hallways of magic castles Peering into wishing wells Wandering into enchanted forests I searched under pillows for tooth fairies Lay awake in bed to hear a tap on the door With the ringing plea, falling in my ears ‘Open the door, my princess dear Open the door to thy true lover here’ Wondering if a slimy frog has leaped over to my bed Many hours were lost in fearful suspense Pondering if the hoodwinked Red Riding Hood Would escape the claws of death in the woods With bated breath I followed the three Billy goats On their way to the meadows beyond the bridge Cursing the wicked troll that lived under it Scrubbed old lamps hoping a genie would crop up To bring things, my little heart cherished, Looked up to see Aladdin on his magic carpet Whizzing past the clouds, Once I left my homework undone Thinking those helpful elves would do it While I snored away in the dead of the night Now bereft of all such queer fancies My brain has gone into lazy slumber My world once checkered with colorful patterns Now lies damp, dull and laden with strife!
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A well-rehearsed dance, the waltzing waitress tosses The Times on table 1 as if she’ll actually finish the Sunday crossword this morning. She won’t. Grease lined lights flicker on one by one. Like spotlights on a stage. It’s show time. Twostepping while taking down chairs, she flows to the rhythm of ritual, across a worn checkered dancefloor. No applause. In a dining room of Astaire’s and Rogers she is the coffee choreographer. Pirouetting to the *** then a sidestep, quick! Quick! Slow. Warming up now, she stretches. Switching on the metal machinery. It grinds and growls as if it prefers decaf. Rings from rusted bells hanging from the door chime to the beat. This is her cue.
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Oct 14, 2016
Oct 14, 2016 at 10:09 AM UTC
Café Choreography
They number the benches they, those who need to have order and know the when and where of all things The sage of bench 33 doesn’t really ever see the brass plate with its proud threes he covers it with his frock as if to sublimely mock the “theys” who need to believe these graphic creatures keep the world from tilting too far on its throne The sage of bench 33 was once a number watcher, he too counting the ways and the days to find their sacred sum but now he only counts what really counts… the steps to his next meager meal the coins in his blue chipped cup and the stars he can see from bench 33 on moonless nights, amid the frenzied frights of those “theys” who number not only their days and the checkered concrete ways but also benches for the holy homeless
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Jan 20, 2012
Jan 20, 2012 at 6:19 PM UTC
The Sage of Bench 33
In the broken kitchen chair he sits Weeping the tears of a killer Face buried into the palms of his grisly hands He sobs uncontrollably for he knows what these hands have done He cries as a child might having seen his parents murdered Gasping and struggling to draw in a full breath Snot running from his nose, curling over the stubble of his upper lip With a clenched fist he wipes this away Rage building in his veins, hatred, and remorse His face grows red as he shakes uncontrollably with anger Unsure of what to do with himself he rises quickly to his feet His chair crashing back to the floor behind him He paces the kitchen back and forth Feet padding monotonously over checkered linoleum Suddenly, abruptly, he stops, his gaze drifting to the counter top As he catches sight of the skinless corpse he screams A blood curdling scream that chills to the bone Unable to bare the sight of his disembodied victim any longer He barrels out of the kitchen Crashing through doors, splinters of wood marking his trail In the bathroom he now stands Sulking in shame before a ***** mirror, staring down at his bare feet Slowly, he raises his head, eyes squeezed shut Fearing to find what he might see when he opens them He pauses here for several moments, collecting his thoughts Breathing deeply, hoarsely, sporadically huffing Mustering all of his courage, he makes this final leap, opening his eyes In the mirror before him he sees all too clearly himself Wearing a skin that is not his own Face, hands, feet, all that are exposed His own pale skin standing out in bold contradiction To the beautifully bronzed hollow man that he wears His pale and bony knuckles crash repeatedly into the face of the mirror Over and over again the thud and the crunch Broken skin and shattered glass Blood now smeared across what little reflective surface remains At last he can see himself no more Slumping down into a ball on the floor He sits alone and rocks The mere shell of a man remains With dripping hands he tears away a patch of flesh from his thigh Groping the floor blindly his hand closes over a shard of glass He is now far too numb to feel pain, dead inside Gripping tightly to the broken glass this broken man begins to write Carving his apology into his thigh
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Feb 3, 2014
Feb 3, 2014 at 1:36 PM UTC
The Apology (Pt. #2)
In the broken kitchen chair he sits Weeping the tears of a killer Face buried into the palms of his grisly hands He sobs uncontrollably for he knows what these hands have done He cries as a child might having seen his parents murdered Gasping and struggling to draw in a full breath Snot running from his nose, curling over the stubble of his upper lip With a clenched fist he wipes this away Rage building in his veins, hatred, and remorse His face grows red as he shakes uncontrollably with anger Unsure of what to do with himself he rises quickly to his feet His chair crashing back to the floor behind him He paces the kitchen back and forth Feet padding monotonously over checkered linoleum Suddenly, abruptly, he stops, his gaze drifting to the counter top As he catches sight of the skinless corpse he screams A blood curdling scream that chills to the bone Unable to bare the sight of his disembodied victim any longer He barrels out of the kitchen Crashing through doors, splinters of wood marking his trail In the bathroom he now stands Sulking in shame before a ***** mirror, staring down at his bare feet Slowly, he raises his head, eyes squeezed shut Fearing to find what he might see when he opens them He pauses here for several moments, collecting his thoughts Breathing deeply, hoarsely, sporadically huffing Mustering all of his courage, he makes this final leap, opening his eyes In the mirror before him he sees all too clearly himself Wearing a skin that is not his own Face, hands, feet, all that are exposed His own pale skin standing out in bold contradiction To the beautifully bronzed hollow man that he wears His pale and bony knuckles crash repeatedly into the face of the mirror Over and over again the thud and the crunch Broken skin and shattered glass Blood now smeared across what little reflective surface remains At last he can see himself no more Slumping down into a ball on the floor He sits alone and rocks The mere shell of a man remains With dripping hands he tears away a patch of flesh from his thigh Groping the floor blindly his hand closes over a shard of glass He is now far too numb to feel pain, dead inside Gripping tightly to the broken glass this broken man begins to write Carving his apology into his thigh
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Do you remember my wool sweater: How the fibers used to catch on your wristwatch And tangle themselves in the buttons on your checkered shirt? Those loose threads said what I was too afraid to— Don't let go; Stay just a little longer. Fiber after fiber, they unraveled, Until that old wool sweater was tattered and frayed and scattered— Softly curled strings on shirt edges and neckties, A memory begging not to be forgotten. Even after all this time, I'd bet you still find specks of red on your pillowcases Or on your jacket as you ride the bus to work. I hope you do.
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Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 2:16 AM UTC
The cold reminds me of you.