"cfl" poems
About: CFL
4/13/13
You made me love you
Against my will
You grew tired of me
But I love you still
Am I as unloveable
As it seems?
Can I only truly
Be loved in my dreams?
I did nothing wrong
And you threw me away
Was I just a distraction
For a rainy day?
I thought we were happy
That we'd never part
Then out of the blue
You broke my heart
You said 'forever'
I thought it was true
I never felt for anyone
What I felt for you
I feel it still
Though you obviously don't
My brain says 'let go'
But my heart just won't
They say to move on
And meet someone new
I've tried and I've tried
But my heart's set on you
I hate you sometimes
For hurting me
You made me fall
But didn't catch me
You walked away without a scratch
I was put in Intensive Care
You're safe at home without a care
I'm lost without you; still gasping for air
It's been years since that day
My world fell apart
When you crushed my dreams
And shattered my heart
But my heart still holds on
My love was so true
I've tried to let go
But I still think of you
I want to move on
For this wound to heal
But time only EASES
The pain that I feel
The wound's not so fresh
The pain not as bad
But still it hurts
And makes me so sad
Confusion and hurt
A wound that won't mend
Longing and sadness
That won't seem to end
I wish and I hope
Let this be the day
My sadness and longing
And hurt go away!
I'm sure it will happen
I will move on
But I'm tired of waiting
It's taking so long!
Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 3:59 AM UTC
still, so still..
a musty odor abutting against my door
percolating from the malodorous appendages of a subordinate
feigning work at this late night hour.
And my frazzled CFL is glistening over
intolerable Latin, scribbled before my eyes for me to devour
Feb 14, 2014
Feb 14, 2014 at 8:53 AM UTC