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"cerebellum" poems
So tired yet so awake I sit at the edge of an ellipsis crimping the charred innards of my tattered soul to make a masterpiece of gore and internal war. over the years of self loathing I finally love myself but getting ****** up feels ****** perfect and watching this world unfold anew with each hit or shot rocks my mind unkind but exemplary in it's own fortitude to prevail my own veils aside they're cast and fumbled with as thick smiles seed and the pace is set for the evening I can't help but think that leaving could do me good but who backs out before the last shot? who leaves before the deafening toll of midnight? Cinderella's umbrella of security and purity is at jeopardy and with great haste she wastes away the good looks for late night ***** and nicotine forgetting to clean her closet of supreme validity on the functioning teen trying not to be mean, but completely obscene in gestures with the barbie's manufacturers groping for caspers in the utopian disasters of the girl they forged many decades back, but lost track of the track that played that summer night in the moonlight of immaculate humor and love above all the oozing essence that manifested now tested, for virtual ****** your cerebellum will tellem the positive credo that we all know is hooked on the days drift wood with byzantine benzodiazapines to guide her haunted spirit till the cracks turn to crevasses and prehistoric protons mate with electrons in the vat that is abrewing to plot the lies watch the skies fade to grey as it may be about time for the ecliptic rhymes to find reconciliation in the bladed grains of mortality and sigh for being high in this lowered juncture of subsisting future buys you time to mull over such a daydream as your last breath
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Jul 22, 2014
Jul 22, 2014 at 7:51 AM UTC
Track 1
So tired yet so awake I sit at the edge of an ellipsis crimping the charred innards of my tattered soul to make a masterpiece of gore and internal war. over the years of self loathing I finally love myself but getting ****** up feels ****** perfect and watching this world unfold anew with each hit or shot rocks my mind unkind but exemplary in it's own fortitude to prevail my own veils aside they're cast and fumbled with as thick smiles seed and the pace is set for the evening I can't help but think that leaving could do me good but who backs out before the last shot? who leaves before the deafening toll of midnight? Cinderella's umbrella of security and purity is at jeopardy and with great haste she wastes away the good looks for late night ***** and nicotine forgetting to clean her closet of supreme validity on the functioning teen trying not to be mean, but completely obscene in gestures with the barbie's manufacturers groping for caspers in the utopian disasters of the girl they forged many decades back, but lost track of the track that played that summer night in the moonlight of immaculate humor and love above all the oozing essence that manifested now tested, for virtual ****** your cerebellum will tellem the positive credo that we all know is hooked on the days drift wood with byzantine benzodiazapines to guide her haunted spirit till the cracks turn to crevasses and prehistoric protons mate with electrons in the vat that is abrewing to plot the lies watch the skies fade to grey as it may be about time for the ecliptic rhymes to find reconciliation in the bladed grains of mortality and sigh for being high in this lowered juncture of subsisting future buys you time to mull over such a daydream as your last breath
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I hate zombies they are the infantile enemy the foe against which there is     no guilt the essential         human questions of right of wrong   of morality never apply to the cerebellum-craving undead.  It's us or them    hunt or be hunted    **** or be killed they are enemies that fail to       challenge    our notions of what it is    to be us give me a werewolf any day or rather - any moon the tortured lycanthrope    forces the protagonist to choose to **** because     unlike zombies there's always    a chance    however small    that a werewolf can find redemption
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Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 10:01 PM UTC
I Hate Zombies
You are a compass, and eventually every direction you lead me in takes me back to you. I think I am the north pole. I think I'm confused, or just confusing you; I think we're two of a kind. I once watched your magnetic heart swell when I touched you: I realized I was hurting you as I loved you all too tenderly; I never thought of that as a possibility. You quickly made yourself a home in my cerebellum; I can't even sleep anymore. You're always there, tapping, tapping, tapping, sneaking your way through me, pulling strings that don't belong to you. I can't talk about you: you always interfere. My tongue tumbles ineloquently over your name; I've lost control. You are, again, tapping, rapping on my motor controls. Get out of my head, or come back home to my heart. I am bitter, and I am turning, and I am not sure whose fault it is. In the end I'm sure it's mine, but it's much easier to blame you, and I do. I blame you. Why did I have to love you; why did I have to leave you? What made this all happen, was it the stars, or the moon forcing a change in the tides? Was it some other cliché, or was it just my idiotic decision? I have lost you again.
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Sep 17, 2013
Sep 17, 2013 at 5:33 PM UTC
Compass
allocation of supreme alliteration illustrates perpetual contemplation and concentration that dictates a maligned mastication of federal incarceration of elongated complementary probation leaving you cuffed and based on baseless accusations conducted in aboriginal abbreviations masked task force concluding a course of brevity conducted in coordination then coordinating and copulating condemnation for a homeostasis of thought bought scolded eroded and shot inefficacy perpetrating cultural holocaust irrelevance somersaults galactic static of mathematical bombastic smack addict glued shut in a craft attic floral resurrection gartered section of ****** selection she moves fluid through unaltered perfection of cosmic bypass past the point of extemporaneous infinitude reciprocating fortitude of sinews congregating fabricating visuals of vitality soldering axonal membranes on the cerebellum and cortex simulation of sensual vortex demented fusion more blessed I am that which stands to understand the incomprehensible unconsidered options of racial conflicts the screaming round of unaltered copper fiber severing life from the living only now can we debunk the years
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Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 9:01 AM UTC
White Demon
“What can a poem do?” —————————- ***”A poem is a not a tourniquet when you’re bleeding. It’s not water when you’re thirsty or food when you’re hungry. A poem can’t protect you from an airstrike, or from abduction, or from hate. It’s hard to write when our words feel like they’re not enough—they can’t do the real, tangible work of saving lives, or making people safer.”*** (see (1) Maggie Smith) <~> as is my wont, I write, as is my Natted~inhabited, retiring to the local watering holes of Cerebrum & Cerebellum, them regular haunts, where all requests are mailed, processed, satisfied & marked; ‘return & render to the sender, who’s on a cerebral ****** and that request? ‘give me the words’ (2) those ‘to do’ words, floaters, direct to top of list, those ‘can do’ words, that can effect the affect, spare the despair, realize the fungible, concretize cures, soften hard waters, giving a worsening worn life fabric a curated baby blanket feel, a 4-ply human tissue of ‘words that tell me everything’ (2) salve solution verbs that bounty-wipe spills in entirety, vacuum up spillage spoiling of 17 days of terrible nouns, uncovered-unknown rages caused by inflicting prepositions released a hatred rising, safety rebury it deeper, drug & destruct the sleeper agents, and let me start over again with ‘telling me everything by saying nothing’ (2) the pausal silence, the quieted spaces tween the heartbeats, where ‘reflection,’ the noun, and its world of alternations, reflection, the noun, look inwards, but shining outward, this, this! is where the poem goes to do! enervating & arresting its contradictory powers rock you into wild docility, possessive and submissive, contradictory interferences, smoothing the roughness, closing the gaps it opens, healing the caused truthful cuts, with words that tell you everything and nothing, open the holes, filling the gaps, that is what a poem do, in and by the manner it is spoken… <~> “Sometimes a poem is the stone you carry in your pocket—the one you rub when you’re worried.  Let’s fill our pockets with poems.” (see (1) Maggie Smith)
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Oct 24, 2023
Oct 24, 2023 at 10:10 PM UTC
“What can a poem do?”
“What can a poem do?” —————————- ***”A poem is a not a tourniquet when you’re bleeding. It’s not water when you’re thirsty or food when you’re hungry. A poem can’t protect you from an airstrike, or from abduction, or from hate. It’s hard to write when our words feel like they’re not enough—they can’t do the real, tangible work of saving lives, or making people safer.”*** (see (1) Maggie Smith) <~> as is my wont, I write, as is my Natted~inhabited, retiring to the local watering holes of Cerebrum & Cerebellum, them regular haunts, where all requests are mailed, processed, satisfied & marked; ‘return & render to the sender, who’s on a cerebral ****** and that request? ‘give me the words’ (2) those ‘to do’ words, floaters, direct to top of list, those ‘can do’ words, that can effect the affect, spare the despair, realize the fungible, concretize cures, soften hard waters, giving a worsening worn life fabric a curated baby blanket feel, a 4-ply human tissue of ‘words that tell me everything’ (2) salve solution verbs that bounty-wipe spills in entirety, vacuum up spillage spoiling of 17 days of terrible nouns, uncovered-unknown rages caused by inflicting prepositions released a hatred rising, safety rebury it deeper, drug & destruct the sleeper agents, and let me start over again with ‘telling me everything by saying nothing’ (2) the pausal silence, the quieted spaces tween the heartbeats, where ‘reflection,’ the noun, and its world of alternations, reflection, the noun, look inwards, but shining outward, this, this! is where the poem goes to do! enervating & arresting its contradictory powers rock you into wild docility, possessive and submissive, contradictory interferences, smoothing the roughness, closing the gaps it opens, healing the caused truthful cuts, with words that tell you everything and nothing, open the holes, filling the gaps, that is what a poem do, in and by the manner it is spoken… <~> “Sometimes a poem is the stone you carry in your pocket—the one you rub when you’re worried.  Let’s fill our pockets with poems.” (see (1) Maggie Smith)
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Is there a way to say what I feel without having to hide in strawberry fields. I look for a way to disguise my cries, with clever language and creative lies. Despise me if you really care about another mothers terrible heir. Dare to spare me a little change, I need a sip of something strange. The taste of nature smelling sweet now signifies I am complete. I don't mean to say what manages to emerge. When it comes to gluttony, we always tend to purge. Scrambling through the dialogue I've logged within my cerebellum cell. Heaven is a Neverland, this place, a kind of Hell.
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Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 2:49 AM UTC
Melancholy Flower/ Melon Cauliflower
She hides in pockets of flesh in my gums I can taste her in the morning when I spit at night I can feel her swimming in an ocean of mouthwash In sleep she oozes onto my pillow moistening the dusty fabric under my cheek When shes really playful she will wiggle herself into my cerebellum and dance furiously with my dreams or gently sing lullabies when my heart wont let me sleep when the world and its filth have commandeered my hope she is there to brush away the dirt with untarnished hands she is my religion she is my ****** without her I am sick a smoldering heat of black matter and fungi she is antibacterial soap on my soul Lysol wipes to my tarred lungs with one whiff I am cleansed of debris she saturates the oxygen in my blood she resides in my abdomen I can feel her in my kidneys.
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Oct 8, 2011
Oct 8, 2011 at 5:08 PM UTC
I Feel Her in my Kidneys
frantic antics rewire my brain, almost as if it were never a brain at all— circuits and switches and copper thread, my computerized cerebellum, my inorganic head, as biology becomes machine. what powers my body, this metallic monstrosity? there is no plug, no battery— only the cogs and gears of a watchmaker's fever dream and sheer, dumb luck. because, while they stood around and waited idly for my parts to rust, i was killing time in a vacuum, ignoring the earnest embraces of air and rain. and thus, here i rest, with the sound of my own meek ticking thrumming against these pink asylum walls but because i stayed awake to tell the tale, and to rub their sordid noses in the dirt, i suppose my isolation was worth it.
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Jun 23, 2012
Jun 23, 2012 at 11:05 PM UTC
mechanic depressive
Ballads R-U the nourishment Like the Bella baby greens Tossing your salad like The artwork deviant Like the myriad The musical chairs Messages unique piece Playing the brain organs The new road of legions Cerebellum moving Perky pinks the possum We move into a certain era Intense Opera breathing, pacing, dreaming More feeding the balance of love needing Musical digestion Heart rate inside your movement shows affection All themes like soap operas The nervous system musical brain Gets damaged like the Asylum So emotional heartbeat got more rhythm Your hums needing tums The Lifes crises But not feeling accountable the brains works Every function ballads of love Inside your heart diction Like the ballad-making Your best transformation Orchestrated hands to lead The musical brain Love letters arrive on the train So tranquil love physical momentarily Has a certain quality like the ballad of love mutiny We find in life its a long sip The brain wave long neck           Giraffe hot cafe We feel everyone's tragedy Living so high in the (Castle) the step up Not giving up the highness the majesty the brain depressed But such a parody foods for the soul no control eating binge You want to dodge out But you're the musical genius Magical brain fast and furious Is tricky to remember you have          The talent          To be Lucky* Fill it with love and gravity He's the laughing stock of the comics Like the simple life He's the built-in love a ballad with such structure The popular form of poetry Musical notes a blend of symmetry Chariots of fire the key to love Whats truly above all we need is love He takes your breath away Reading into the        "Britannica" Archie comics and Veronica Historical moments Cleopatra The ballads of culture Songs we remember I love September the day I was born Ballads and songs "My Girl" "Stop Look Listen to your heart" "Love is all around" You came to the right place Peace and love, please stick around we love you
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Feb 8, 2019
Feb 8, 2019 at 9:40 AM UTC
Ballads Musical Brain
Ballads R-U the nourishment Like the Bella baby greens Tossing your salad like The artwork deviant Like the myriad The musical chairs Messages unique piece Playing the brain organs The new road of legions Cerebellum moving Perky pinks the possum We move into a certain era Intense Opera breathing, pacing, dreaming More feeding the balance of love needing Musical digestion Heart rate inside your movement shows affection All themes like soap operas The nervous system musical brain Gets damaged like the Asylum So emotional heartbeat got more rhythm Your hums needing tums The Lifes crises But not feeling accountable the brains works Every function ballads of love Inside your heart diction Like the ballad-making Your best transformation Orchestrated hands to lead The musical brain Love letters arrive on the train So tranquil love physical momentarily Has a certain quality like the ballad of love mutiny We find in life its a long sip The brain wave long neck           Giraffe hot cafe We feel everyone's tragedy Living so high in the (Castle) the step up Not giving up the highness the majesty the brain depressed But such a parody foods for the soul no control eating binge You want to dodge out But you're the musical genius Magical brain fast and furious Is tricky to remember you have          The talent          To be Lucky* Fill it with love and gravity He's the laughing stock of the comics Like the simple life He's the built-in love a ballad with such structure The popular form of poetry Musical notes a blend of symmetry Chariots of fire the key to love Whats truly above all we need is love He takes your breath away Reading into the        "Britannica" Archie comics and Veronica Historical moments Cleopatra The ballads of culture Songs we remember I love September the day I was born Ballads and songs "My Girl" "Stop Look Listen to your heart" "Love is all around" You came to the right place Peace and love, please stick around we love you
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Relaxing in the front yard Peering up at the sky Mesmerized by the sound of the leaves dancing in the breeze Watching the clouds sashay by The shapes they made entertained my cerebellum. The warm summer sun bakes the smell of lilac into the air My best friend relaxes beside me, mimicking my every move. living in our minds Not a single care This was ours Our moment Our time The grass was frigid and plush beneath our backs The sweet breeze kissed our faces This was one of my favorite places.
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Apr 16, 2013
Apr 16, 2013 at 10:01 PM UTC
Lilac Air
I have died many times. My body hung next to Jesus at Golgotha. I was once decapitated in the French Revolution. I’ve had my eyes gouged out at Gettysburg. I have died many times. My chest was riddled with bullets on the beaches of Normandy. My lungs dissolved and I had a stroke in Auschwitz.  My skin baked, bubbled, and blistered from Hiroshima to Nagasaki. I have died many times. I bled out from a ruptured heart during Columbine. On 9/11, my rib caged cracked and I even stopped breathing. _______________________________________________________________ I have died too many times. I shot myself in the head last night. Dream-spells dripped out from the void and so I shot myself through the heart, stuck my fingers in the hole to see if it hurt and it stung a little. I have died too many times.  I took an ax and split my head open; a flock of pigeons were pecking at my cortex. They flew out and church hymns rang from my cerebellum. I have died too many times.  I lit a bonfire in my brain; the light burst from my eye sockets and now my head is a paper lantern. I clawed at my chest till I ripped my heartstrings; they sung happy birthdays in Arabic so I blew out the fire. I have died too many times. I took a baseball bat and busted my face open; I was swinging for the fences and swallowed my teeth on accident. I have died too many times.  I tore out my stomach, drank the acid, and ****** myself.  I tried pulling my lungs over my head just to suffocate. I have died too many times.  When I discovered my spinal cord, I plucked it out, wrapped it around my neck, and hung myself from the tallest redwood I could find.
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Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 2:54 PM UTC
Apoptosis
I have died many times. My body hung next to Jesus at Golgotha. I was once decapitated in the French Revolution. I’ve had my eyes gouged out at Gettysburg. I have died many times. My chest was riddled with bullets on the beaches of Normandy. My lungs dissolved and I had a stroke in Auschwitz.  My skin baked, bubbled, and blistered from Hiroshima to Nagasaki. I have died many times. I bled out from a ruptured heart during Columbine. On 9/11, my rib caged cracked and I even stopped breathing. _______________________________________________________________ I have died too many times. I shot myself in the head last night. Dream-spells dripped out from the void and so I shot myself through the heart, stuck my fingers in the hole to see if it hurt and it stung a little. I have died too many times.  I took an ax and split my head open; a flock of pigeons were pecking at my cortex. They flew out and church hymns rang from my cerebellum. I have died too many times.  I lit a bonfire in my brain; the light burst from my eye sockets and now my head is a paper lantern. I clawed at my chest till I ripped my heartstrings; they sung happy birthdays in Arabic so I blew out the fire. I have died too many times. I took a baseball bat and busted my face open; I was swinging for the fences and swallowed my teeth on accident. I have died too many times.  I tore out my stomach, drank the acid, and ****** myself.  I tried pulling my lungs over my head just to suffocate. I have died too many times.  When I discovered my spinal cord, I plucked it out, wrapped it around my neck, and hung myself from the tallest redwood I could find.
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If I could pick the menu, I'd choose a tasty appetizer of Hendrix pituitary, & a huge salad covered with Joplin cortex. Plant's gray matter for the main course, sides of Jaggar & Morrison stems, along with a bottle of Springsteen spinal fluid. I'd definitely have to order an ample sweet-portion of Daltrey thalamus & sprinkle it with some Cobain lobes. A shot of John's cranium with a nightcap of Townsend cerebellum would surely hit the spot.
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Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 10:10 PM UTC
Zombie Rocker
This is for a girl whose name means light, Who fights every day of her life to beat the gravity of depression, Whose dearest pastime is turning everyone she encounters to poetry, Who’s never stopped looking for fairies or shaking glitter over everything, Who is tall in the flesh and tall in the heart; love overflowing, Who aspires to be ironclad but always tender, Who knows too much about bruised innocence and precious things ripped away, Who can never get enough of walks in the wind and rain—all of that pulsing sensation, all of that alive-alive-alive, Who salutes Eve each time her teeth break the skin of an apple, Who is thoroughly in love, Who has taught herself to bleed out with dignity, Whose defiance could halt the turn of the earth, Who grew up on bare feet, free will, and the softest joy imaginable, Who would die for justice, Whose soul is warm and messy and unfurling, Who has a family of artists living in her head [Alcott scribbling in the cerebral cortex, Van Gogh mixing pigments near the frontal lobe, Ginsberg clacking at his typewriter beside the cerebellum], Who dreams of avenging the marginalized, Whose arsenal includes sturdy black boots and neon strength, Who is ruthless yet sentimental beyond belief, Who slipped into the world with a sweetness she’s never really lost, Who lives like she writes like she laughs like she argues like she loves, with heat and certainty and unending vibrance. This is for myself.
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Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 10:57 AM UTC
A Toast
It was social experimentation To be locked away, windowless Four walls, perpetually fixed - as his figure in a lightless room Ears removed, mouth sewn closed Eyes blinded, no light, no sound Muted humanity, no dignity He happened upon a laughing child before the procedure and that sound echoed inside Deep within his bowels it reverberated Through his blood Distorted in his stomach Youthful innocent laugh, it grew monstrous It began to talk and the beast within was personified Day one he lost his mind Day two was still day one (how irresponsive time becomes) Day three the laugh became a growl Day four the voices started Day five in absentia Day six he was done Day seven, bizarre interim - that between life and death Profoundly lost in swingin' psychosis Met by the devil in detailed cerebellum Watched memories deteriorate like some reel-to-reel burning, spluttering His wife now only a hydrogen hallucination Do you, the reader, know true loneliness? The observation deck was packed on day eight Muted, yet guttural screams of anguish from deep within his throat Were haunting reminders of the damaging effect of psychological studies and the fragility of humanity The cataract voids in his stoic face they betrayed fear, and begged captors for some respite from this hellish dream Until in a tormented blinded haze, the voice was clear His ears still dead, though this voice was true Spoke but three subtle words The subject experienced simultaneous neurological Joy and fear He had heard the de facto vocalisation of some supreme he spoke them aloud his only utterance and the teary eyed scientists gathered sterile needle no words dead.
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Jan 4, 2014
Jan 4, 2014 at 11:04 AM UTC
Know Not What You Should Say, But Know What Should Not Be Said
It was social experimentation To be locked away, windowless Four walls, perpetually fixed - as his figure in a lightless room Ears removed, mouth sewn closed Eyes blinded, no light, no sound Muted humanity, no dignity He happened upon a laughing child before the procedure and that sound echoed inside Deep within his bowels it reverberated Through his blood Distorted in his stomach Youthful innocent laugh, it grew monstrous It began to talk and the beast within was personified Day one he lost his mind Day two was still day one (how irresponsive time becomes) Day three the laugh became a growl Day four the voices started Day five in absentia Day six he was done Day seven, bizarre interim - that between life and death Profoundly lost in swingin' psychosis Met by the devil in detailed cerebellum Watched memories deteriorate like some reel-to-reel burning, spluttering His wife now only a hydrogen hallucination Do you, the reader, know true loneliness? The observation deck was packed on day eight Muted, yet guttural screams of anguish from deep within his throat Were haunting reminders of the damaging effect of psychological studies and the fragility of humanity The cataract voids in his stoic face they betrayed fear, and begged captors for some respite from this hellish dream Until in a tormented blinded haze, the voice was clear His ears still dead, though this voice was true Spoke but three subtle words The subject experienced simultaneous neurological Joy and fear He had heard the de facto vocalisation of some supreme he spoke them aloud his only utterance and the teary eyed scientists gathered sterile needle no words dead.
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Mental disability what an epigram, it bounds on burried complexity Titter inside hysterical effectuation Feeling electrical currents misfiring in my cerebellum Screaming unremebered prayers in my night terrors at the devils fornication Remaining in my presence, anticipating my sleep ***** to reverse the dementia Waking day dreams, lost in unreality Descry vociferation calling my name Wanting to claw my etes out against nebulous shadows creeping behind Wanting a medium to banih apparitions from my space Paranoid of all establishment While securing eye contact with others, they could decipher all my thoughts With binoculars neighbors surveil Me camouflaged with drawn shades and pale skin To go outside summoned all my demons Wanting to battle, rage war to fulfill some morbid desire Annihilating hordes in my dreams by any means ***** to reverse the madness OCD for a little control A million times repeated thoughts flashing in my eyes Confusion! What day is it? Am I doing something wrong? Not glancing in mirrors hiding from myself Garbled guttural utterances in my left ear Hot breath on my neck Bawling at flexibility and spontaneity Not in my scheme for the coming confusing hours Wanting to pull my skull off exposing the insanity Just wanted it to STOP!! ***** to reverse the derangement Limbs not answering brain waves crisscrossed as they dwell On a daily basis surviving hell On a nightly basis in true hell Needing to shriek and explode Afraid to sleep, walking in exhausted dreams Broken pains in my bones No peace day or night My medication saved my life
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Aug 26, 2013
Aug 26, 2013 at 11:48 AM UTC
A Glimpse Into Insanity
Mental disability what an epigram, it bounds on burried complexity Titter inside hysterical effectuation Feeling electrical currents misfiring in my cerebellum Screaming unremebered prayers in my night terrors at the devils fornication Remaining in my presence, anticipating my sleep ***** to reverse the dementia Waking day dreams, lost in unreality Descry vociferation calling my name Wanting to claw my etes out against nebulous shadows creeping behind Wanting a medium to banih apparitions from my space Paranoid of all establishment While securing eye contact with others, they could decipher all my thoughts With binoculars neighbors surveil Me camouflaged with drawn shades and pale skin To go outside summoned all my demons Wanting to battle, rage war to fulfill some morbid desire Annihilating hordes in my dreams by any means ***** to reverse the madness OCD for a little control A million times repeated thoughts flashing in my eyes Confusion! What day is it? Am I doing something wrong? Not glancing in mirrors hiding from myself Garbled guttural utterances in my left ear Hot breath on my neck Bawling at flexibility and spontaneity Not in my scheme for the coming confusing hours Wanting to pull my skull off exposing the insanity Just wanted it to STOP!! ***** to reverse the derangement Limbs not answering brain waves crisscrossed as they dwell On a daily basis surviving hell On a nightly basis in true hell Needing to shriek and explode Afraid to sleep, walking in exhausted dreams Broken pains in my bones No peace day or night My medication saved my life
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Alas, this miniscule moment of separation, Igniting infernos of cardiac anguish, Coursing silver slivered lightning to the cerebellum, Shall not, sever the connection of our entanglement. Entangled like microscopic electrons, Bound by more than optical illusion, Our hearts have joined for eternity, No matter the distance in time or space, Your heart skips a beat and I lose my breath.
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Aug 4, 2013
Aug 4, 2013 at 3:12 AM UTC
Entangled
I saw you I saw your brain spilling out its cerebellum, medulla oblongata, etc All over- unrecognizable indistinguishable I saw I thought those were some kind of pink pulses Lord knows, weirder things have been found and seen I saw I saw I hope there is justice for you I will pray for your soul My soul will meet yours when the knell rings for me I hope you find peace I hope you know that I called And called and tried and tried To help you even though you were already gone I saw your friend- his eyes, his expression I really did try Please find yourself another life I hope your friend finds peace Knows it wasn't all his fault I hope his eyes lose the haunted shocked expression I really wish he can drive again I hope he can continue working - he looked like one of those people you know those ones? working hard to make it out of drudgery? I hope he makes it through this And I really really wish you guys hadn't had a fight before this Find peace Go safe Go softly Your death was sudden Ripped out of this earth Like you were never meant to exist That was meant to be me I hope it didn't hurt too much And those ******** that did this to you? I hope they didn't mean it I wish they hadn't been high before this Your death shouldn't be meaningless And although You might be simply another obituary in tomorrow's newspaper This poem will say *"I saw you. I prayed for you. I greeted you. I witnessed your existence. You meant something Just as your death did. I wish you peace and that you go Safely, soundly Wishing you that your loved ones Remember you with love And maybe some heartbreak But they find strength. Tonight, I s   a   w You"*
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Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 1:18 PM UTC
hit and run
I saw you I saw your brain spilling out its cerebellum, medulla oblongata, etc All over- unrecognizable indistinguishable I saw I thought those were some kind of pink pulses Lord knows, weirder things have been found and seen I saw I saw I hope there is justice for you I will pray for your soul My soul will meet yours when the knell rings for me I hope you find peace I hope you know that I called And called and tried and tried To help you even though you were already gone I saw your friend- his eyes, his expression I really did try Please find yourself another life I hope your friend finds peace Knows it wasn't all his fault I hope his eyes lose the haunted shocked expression I really wish he can drive again I hope he can continue working - he looked like one of those people you know those ones? working hard to make it out of drudgery? I hope he makes it through this And I really really wish you guys hadn't had a fight before this Find peace Go safe Go softly Your death was sudden Ripped out of this earth Like you were never meant to exist That was meant to be me I hope it didn't hurt too much And those ******** that did this to you? I hope they didn't mean it I wish they hadn't been high before this Your death shouldn't be meaningless And although You might be simply another obituary in tomorrow's newspaper This poem will say *"I saw you. I prayed for you. I greeted you. I witnessed your existence. You meant something Just as your death did. I wish you peace and that you go Safely, soundly Wishing you that your loved ones Remember you with love And maybe some heartbreak But they find strength. Tonight, I s   a   w You"*
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Think about it, She off-handedly remarks: Formality is separateness Lost in one of the nebulous folds Of my cerebellum I acknowledge her comment with a thousand yard stare Eagle eyed, I surf a warm updraft To rise above it all But I can't slip the prison of pre-conception Amuse me, she says. Whisper me your pretty little lyrics, Sing me your song You have one of the most interesting faces I’ve ever met I brazenly tell her, and My minds eye is full of anticipation I know it’s pedantic I am not so romantic Maybe we should not peel back the veneer, but A peak It’s inexplicable Naive and unassuming, with Bashful sincerity, and An enduring patience Awaken: open your eyes The serpent goddess counsels And you will find your way
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 3:51 AM UTC
Waiting for the Moon
He was there with me, now he's there with her. Or him, them, maybe all alone. He makes things better by slipping endorphins and stimulants of all different shades down his little-boy throat. He used to tickle my sides and put kisses on my shell, that held my cerebellum in all nice and snug. We would go no where; Never get anything done. We would make small talk about growing up. I would think about him and think that he wasn't enough. He was nice and gave me all that he had got. All of the lonesomeness, all of the sad, all of the mad crept about. Past my hazel irises and began to erupt, mushing out. Out of my ears, my pores, some right out of my mouth. That day in March my hypothalamus flip-flopped and resigned from its job. The boy who was there fell right out of touch. An automatic reflex kicked in quicker than a frog catching a bug. My legs lay criss-crossed and bony, unshaven as I picture him picturing his old best friend, who he left and lost. He day dreams of being aged and playing Go Fish. Crackling at me to draw, I grab his prune-textured hand. In real life he starts to cry. He sets down his room temperature can of Mountain Dew. Grabs a couple of different colored pills and goes out to party in attempt to help him not remember.
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Oct 22, 2012
Oct 22, 2012 at 1:21 AM UTC
Go Fish
As He And I take a dip into each others solar eclipse He sips from my faucet that drips and not the one located between my thick thighs and hips but from the truth that flows from the softness of my lips. In that moment he Indulged in Truth's kiss. As he was overcamed by a state of bliss. Thats when He knew That God must Exist. Now to him I say this....... "Lets Go beyond Us As I allow you Undress my Conscious Make love to my thoughts As you diminish my distraughts Lick my intelligence to taste the saccharine nectar of my Essence As I give you this mental ******** You will be headed in the right direction And there will be no need for a ****** for our protection Just dive into my purely unadulterated love and affection Make your understanding stand at attention Stick your knowledge in my head's dimension. Giving me all its been missing as I not only hear but Inventively listen. Love me good and so deep That upon me your heart begins to seap And My my eyes begin to weap Make my cerebellum ****** until it reaches its peak. Keep going deeper until you hear all the words I dont speak. Have you found the Subtance in which you seek? See into the depths of my soul until you see A light of shimmering glittering Gold. Touch my psyche with a gentle caress. Until you uncover the glory of my nakedness. now its spiritual fire burning with Red hot flames from within inscreasing my soul's desire. I let him see the quintessential part of me that in just a short time I had courageously bared. And He allowed me to breathe in the fresh air from his atmosphere As I tasted his words like freshly cut herbs And He explored all my bountiful roads to learn all my turns and curves As he Disect my unwritten literature to understand my creative verbs. We fly beyond the clouds like 2 lovebirds. I have become the many pages of his diary As he shares his most private moments between him and me so secretly. I feel like my my world is being pulled into his force of gravity. And yet the question I ask is,"Is he into me?" But I can already answer that by his his energy. While he's staring into my eyes endlessly. My universe has been shaken by the waves of his charismatic frequency. As we are luxuriating in our Unfiltered Raw level of Intimacy.
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Feb 4, 2017
Feb 4, 2017 at 9:34 AM UTC
A Poetic Love Affair
As He And I take a dip into each others solar eclipse He sips from my faucet that drips and not the one located between my thick thighs and hips but from the truth that flows from the softness of my lips. In that moment he Indulged in Truth's kiss. As he was overcamed by a state of bliss. Thats when He knew That God must Exist. Now to him I say this....... "Lets Go beyond Us As I allow you Undress my Conscious Make love to my thoughts As you diminish my distraughts Lick my intelligence to taste the saccharine nectar of my Essence As I give you this mental ******** You will be headed in the right direction And there will be no need for a ****** for our protection Just dive into my purely unadulterated love and affection Make your understanding stand at attention Stick your knowledge in my head's dimension. Giving me all its been missing as I not only hear but Inventively listen. Love me good and so deep That upon me your heart begins to seap And My my eyes begin to weap Make my cerebellum ****** until it reaches its peak. Keep going deeper until you hear all the words I dont speak. Have you found the Subtance in which you seek? See into the depths of my soul until you see A light of shimmering glittering Gold. Touch my psyche with a gentle caress. Until you uncover the glory of my nakedness. now its spiritual fire burning with Red hot flames from within inscreasing my soul's desire. I let him see the quintessential part of me that in just a short time I had courageously bared. And He allowed me to breathe in the fresh air from his atmosphere As I tasted his words like freshly cut herbs And He explored all my bountiful roads to learn all my turns and curves As he Disect my unwritten literature to understand my creative verbs. We fly beyond the clouds like 2 lovebirds. I have become the many pages of his diary As he shares his most private moments between him and me so secretly. I feel like my my world is being pulled into his force of gravity. And yet the question I ask is,"Is he into me?" But I can already answer that by his his energy. While he's staring into my eyes endlessly. My universe has been shaken by the waves of his charismatic frequency. As we are luxuriating in our Unfiltered Raw level of Intimacy.
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My father left my mother waiting on a promise but no more pretty anniversary vacations only divorce lawyers and yelling bitter compromises drawing sobs from my mother on the first Christmas Eve that you weren't here I was eighteen when it happened so It didn't hit me quite so hard as my thirteen year old brother but it did hit me not a haymaker but a series of sharp jabs to the cerebellum and it makes me mad thinking back to all the comparisons between us and it makes me absolutely ******* furious that try as I might I still love you But don't call me son because you divorced us and I appreciate your monetary lifeboats but I would make it without them besides I think of it as compensation for what you did to my head Mother dearest's pain flowing through open vessels to the salt of lovers and I've been falling in love ever since every pretty faced girl who ever looked as if she'd frowned became angelic saviors in my eyes something to protect and love forever But I can't love every cute girl I see forever I know that and I love them too much to hurt them to be honest I think you stole the hope of me ever understanding what real love is I just want to save every girl whose cheeks are scarred with forgotten tears but I can't so I revert to a one night stand fueled by futility and whiskey and ****** beer never allowing myself to give that old poison that we like to call Love I carry a cross made of sins of the father
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Feb 26, 2013
Feb 26, 2013 at 10:37 AM UTC
unneeded redemption
you are so ****** in the head. they say "crazy can't see crazy" but, baby, i looked you dead in the eyes, and man, someone stirred your brain with a fork. cerebellum penetrated by tines. amygdala spooned into their mouths like lukewarm soup. sliced a knife straight through your hypothalamus. left the rest to swirl around in that thick skull of yours. you're used goods, they told me. you passed your expiration date. a little too ripe around the edges. i could see that. you asked people to palpate your skin, like checking cantaloupe. you spit out your seeds in between inhaling smoke and ******* down liquor. she warned me that you were a wild one. rebellion and fierce independence. all lions and tigers and bears, sutured together with wolfish teeth and hyena laughter. forever breaking out of cages and biting the hands that fed you. now if only you could see it too. or if only i'd saw it earlier.
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Jan 6, 2013
Jan 6, 2013 at 8:35 PM UTC
"people will say we're in love."