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"carbonated" poems
Yogurt. "I begin the day buying yogurt in a small favorite grocery store." Not pizza, nor gatorade. Bananas although they are imported from afar and grown in monocultures. Attract fruit flies in August. Peaches locally grown with rainwater. I ate all the farmer's peaches alone stacking them by the railroad tracks. Water -- rainwater, tap water, distilled water, carbonated water, spring water –-- deep gulps, infinite sips. Nuts in moderation, or not, unsalted, raw, replacing chips. His bowl of filberts, almonds, walnuts quiet weekday mornings. Edible plant parts -- roots, leaves, stems, flowers, fruit, buds. In olive oil or butter. Potatoes -- look online how best to prepare. Baked or fried. With a little fish or meat. Tea and honey, play and prayer. Swimming and running, talking quietly. Bread? Bread's possible as the Bible. Each is liable to bloat us. Wine and dandelions. Dandelion wine's Ray Bradbury's story. Cans in a pantry, books on a       shelf to the end of time. Pasta we used to call spaghetti, never noodles. I wonder if I can remember       how to make grandma's sauce. Tomatoes -- cherry, grape. Grab God's eye going by.
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 11:34 AM UTC
Yogurt and Honey
we had been mopping the kitchen floor all day and the dirt never stopped coming back and earlier we had sprayed the entire front porch down with the garden hose and now it was still wet which made it feel as if it had recently rained when in fact the grass was a crunchy brown carpet of regrets. the night before we had drunk orange smoothies laced with lime and something aged sleek and dark (i think it must have been the reason we couldn't sleep that night lay awake in my parents bed and i told you why i wouldn't go swimming until the sun rose the dog barked the birds screamed their morning songs and my body stopped its nightly spasms of fear.) and the next evening we put on a miranda lambert song (the one we drank to in your mother's van last winter) sat on the wet porch swing and cracked open our first beers they were really bad i gagged because it tasted like carbonated banana bread with too much stale baking soda and we poured half of them into the flower beds the next morning was sunday and we had milk and muffins in the kitchen with simon and garfunkel then went back out to the porch drank iced coffee in the eleven o'clock sunlight and you said "if this were a normal sunday i would have been up at six at church by eight and done teaching my first sunday school class by ten." (is beer as much of an acquired taste as coffee is? because i can't ever remember not liking it i used to think it was bitter but i always liked it anyway.) i didn't say anything because i didn't want to say what was on the tip of my tongue that this kind of sunday had become my normalcy and our variety of saturday night no longer felt like underage drinking and more like the way i was meant to be.
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Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 3:15 PM UTC
underage drinking
we had been mopping the kitchen floor all day and the dirt never stopped coming back and earlier we had sprayed the entire front porch down with the garden hose and now it was still wet which made it feel as if it had recently rained when in fact the grass was a crunchy brown carpet of regrets. the night before we had drunk orange smoothies laced with lime and something aged sleek and dark (i think it must have been the reason we couldn't sleep that night lay awake in my parents bed and i told you why i wouldn't go swimming until the sun rose the dog barked the birds screamed their morning songs and my body stopped its nightly spasms of fear.) and the next evening we put on a miranda lambert song (the one we drank to in your mother's van last winter) sat on the wet porch swing and cracked open our first beers they were really bad i gagged because it tasted like carbonated banana bread with too much stale baking soda and we poured half of them into the flower beds the next morning was sunday and we had milk and muffins in the kitchen with simon and garfunkel then went back out to the porch drank iced coffee in the eleven o'clock sunlight and you said "if this were a normal sunday i would have been up at six at church by eight and done teaching my first sunday school class by ten." (is beer as much of an acquired taste as coffee is? because i can't ever remember not liking it i used to think it was bitter but i always liked it anyway.) i didn't say anything because i didn't want to say what was on the tip of my tongue that this kind of sunday had become my normalcy and our variety of saturday night no longer felt like underage drinking and more like the way i was meant to be.
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I saw this list And it had all these ways To build endurance. It was all about being healthy, Said you should stop drinking Carbonated drinks, Do more reps than you did last time. But if you asked me How to build endurance? I'd say first You pray. You pray and pray And ask for God to Teach you Endurance- Which is basically asking For trials and troubles. And you enjoy Every flower And smell Every rose, Because Endurance is about Savoring the good times While you're in the bad. And endurance Isn't one of those things You set out to build. It's one of those Build it Or be broken things And sometimes Build it And be broken. Because you never know How much you can endure Until the weight of the world Is on your shoulders. So if you asked me How to build endurance, I'd say prayer, Trials and troubles, Savor the flowers In the middle of a hurricane, Remember tomorrow Will be a brighter day, And drink carbonated drinks- Because you never know How long it'll be between.
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Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 4:48 PM UTC
How to Build Endurance
you're drinking, and then you can't control the reaction upon entering the tetragrammaton... one h is for hushed up laughter, for sighs (ah), and then the alter deja vu is a cocktail of: ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, yeah, so many, so you can look at it rather than say it... it's a sunny day, go out and play or something... leave me with the anchor of **** humanity dragging us down, or simply basing us in the underwater fudge of mud to a standstill... it's sunny, go out and play, ride a bicycle or something... you know, living 20 odd years in an english society i never had an english girlfriend, i'm told she's a real firecracker fortune-cookie... my hands are cold, i swear by the oath of the old Bailey i never touched her thighs... scouts' honour, cross my fingers and wear woman's underwear with a bowler hat to match my serious demeanour... yep, an Abbey Road's standstill... a fifth beetle chatting cheeky chat chat of a chirp... gurgles of fizz in carbonated wine known as champagne, well that's me... or as the roadrunner said to speedy Gonzales... hark a sayonara when changing the gears to a 100m sprint world record. the Mayan disease? ah right... excess spontaneous laughter, unstoppable like a tide; got chatting to a ms. khan... Genghis' great great... great great great great great... great great granddaughter... a doctor from pakistan... nice english accent gets you all the pleasantries so everything can go to hell... the sleeping pills prescription is waiting... now the sick-note... so i don't crash a plane into the Swiss elevations by "accident" while sitting on an arm-chair of nails while everyone else is farting into cushions. honest to god, the tetragrammaton is like a brick wall for vowels, you hit the ball against the four walls, and the vowels are either ****** up or they extract the consonant stability of the four letters, and your safest bet to express them is to laugh; well, i do call it a Mayan disease... because my stomach is aching from building a six-pack with the giggles.
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Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 7:40 AM UTC
a convulsive attack of a Mayan disease
you're drinking, and then you can't control the reaction upon entering the tetragrammaton... one h is for hushed up laughter, for sighs (ah), and then the alter deja vu is a cocktail of: ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, yeah, so many, so you can look at it rather than say it... it's a sunny day, go out and play or something... leave me with the anchor of **** humanity dragging us down, or simply basing us in the underwater fudge of mud to a standstill... it's sunny, go out and play, ride a bicycle or something... you know, living 20 odd years in an english society i never had an english girlfriend, i'm told she's a real firecracker fortune-cookie... my hands are cold, i swear by the oath of the old Bailey i never touched her thighs... scouts' honour, cross my fingers and wear woman's underwear with a bowler hat to match my serious demeanour... yep, an Abbey Road's standstill... a fifth beetle chatting cheeky chat chat of a chirp... gurgles of fizz in carbonated wine known as champagne, well that's me... or as the roadrunner said to speedy Gonzales... hark a sayonara when changing the gears to a 100m sprint world record. the Mayan disease? ah right... excess spontaneous laughter, unstoppable like a tide; got chatting to a ms. khan... Genghis' great great... great great great great great... great great granddaughter... a doctor from pakistan... nice english accent gets you all the pleasantries so everything can go to hell... the sleeping pills prescription is waiting... now the sick-note... so i don't crash a plane into the Swiss elevations by "accident" while sitting on an arm-chair of nails while everyone else is farting into cushions. honest to god, the tetragrammaton is like a brick wall for vowels, you hit the ball against the four walls, and the vowels are either ****** up or they extract the consonant stability of the four letters, and your safest bet to express them is to laugh; well, i do call it a Mayan disease... because my stomach is aching from building a six-pack with the giggles.
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She's staring at her favorite scarf and weeping away at her life. Mother doesn't love her, Father doesn't understand her. And the image of her scarf is constantly appearing in her mind. She has come to the conclusion that she'd look best wearing it, Hanging from one foot from her ceiling. Funny how something meant to make someone so warm, Can be used to make a body stone-cold. Should she wear the scarf with butterflies on it? Or the one her sister gave her for Christmas, The day they stopped talking to each other altogether? Should she wear the one she wore on her first date with him, Or is that too much? Mother is screaming at her, Telling her that her room is too cluttered. There are scarves laying everywhere on the ground, The girl is comfortable with it. But I wonder what she'd do when her mother sees her cluttered mind. "Mom, how does this scarf look on me?" The girl will ask from up above, Or maybe down below. But she won't care, because she's too preoccupied with the girls flaws. Her room gets too explosive, Shes not exactly like the mothers firstborn. She hangs out with friends too often to avoid being home. Scratch that, at her house, because a home is where the heart is, But all I see are carbonated feelings being bottled up, And shaken, But the girl doesn't dare pop open the cap. Now the mother is pushing the girl away And throwing everything she has, Both literally and figuratively, And the mother officially wages a war against the girl. The mother is armed with the girl's dear father, And her words, And all the girl has to offer are scarves. She has an assortment of 13 exactly, But she doesn't know which one to wear.
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Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 11:34 AM UTC
HER FAVORITE SCARF
She's staring at her favorite scarf and weeping away at her life. Mother doesn't love her, Father doesn't understand her. And the image of her scarf is constantly appearing in her mind. She has come to the conclusion that she'd look best wearing it, Hanging from one foot from her ceiling. Funny how something meant to make someone so warm, Can be used to make a body stone-cold. Should she wear the scarf with butterflies on it? Or the one her sister gave her for Christmas, The day they stopped talking to each other altogether? Should she wear the one she wore on her first date with him, Or is that too much? Mother is screaming at her, Telling her that her room is too cluttered. There are scarves laying everywhere on the ground, The girl is comfortable with it. But I wonder what she'd do when her mother sees her cluttered mind. "Mom, how does this scarf look on me?" The girl will ask from up above, Or maybe down below. But she won't care, because she's too preoccupied with the girls flaws. Her room gets too explosive, Shes not exactly like the mothers firstborn. She hangs out with friends too often to avoid being home. Scratch that, at her house, because a home is where the heart is, But all I see are carbonated feelings being bottled up, And shaken, But the girl doesn't dare pop open the cap. Now the mother is pushing the girl away And throwing everything she has, Both literally and figuratively, And the mother officially wages a war against the girl. The mother is armed with the girl's dear father, And her words, And all the girl has to offer are scarves. She has an assortment of 13 exactly, But she doesn't know which one to wear.
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This is the machine. Tucked under necklaces, poppies and daffodils calligraphic fingertip Xs hurry across pockets. Thursday morning job postings markers on construction paper windows exhausted by making parts. Keep weddings in thunderstorms to hide the sound of windmills in chests, bittersweet directions to ticking clockwork. Carbonated water can’t convince summer to stay, musical breaths and tulip footsteps remind me of the gears in my knees. Always buy wallets used daylily bank notes folded into stairwells, the heels of my socks. Blue collars in ochre wheelbarrows soaking next to the white ones. We are quiet machines. With cogs in our wrists battery powered bone and sinew. Baby’s breath white in our hair, tiny bunches piled into collar bones or concave stomachs. You have stars in your hair whispering in manufactured voices to pull out your eyelashes. Consumed by the concept of concepts on ravine park benches, marred with newspaper labyrinths smelling of rolled up sleeves. Hand held gummy bears prompt me to check my fluid levels, bubbly orchids in my left palm. Sugar intakes and patterned pants hide homemade pulses. This is the machine.
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Jun 1, 2013
Jun 1, 2013 at 12:14 PM UTC
This is the machine
Interpreting Dreams Series Part 1 1/15/2014 I've got this idea that the world has too many feelings. Too many smiles that have turned upside down. Too many tears that have gone unnoticed. This couple sits at a table with a pretty white cloth. Glasses of fancy carbonated water, bubbly like their first date. But now, they hate each other. They sit and complain about everyone in their lives. and on their minds, they just hate their selves, not even each other. They look at others with a scathing jealousy. One guy takes a nap He finds an electric taser in his dreams He uses it to shock himself back awake, but then he realizes he didn't want this moment to ever end. Where dreams are reality and you don't have to suffer fraught with what's not. She puts on her pearls and then walks out the door. She knows how she got them, lies to herself, doesn't want to feel like a ***** But still, she wants more. There's something special about being the only one standing in a crowd. Whether you're up on stage or in the middle of a pit. You feel this sense that the moment is great but it isn't amazing without another person to stand beside you. They cried at a bus stop, a family knowing they had no money to celebrate holidays this year. They don't need to, but it's the feelings that matter. They cried. We never know what we will find, when we look for something. Our feelings are dangerous if we go looking for them and end up lost.
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Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 5:55 AM UTC
Interpreting Dreams (1)
Barry’s dead. I saw you dying weeks ago; An oyster shell turned empty can, Scrumpled up and finished By the past’s magnet attraction In your shakey hands. It’s just a habit now and you can hardly kick yourself. Buckets of Grolsch: My swash-buckling hero Turned slosh-slurping zero once again And shiny surfaces Never suited you. Scrub away at that black demon matter With the sole white spirit Your genius affords. A shattered socialist Posy primrose ****** That’s the story of your life – All most man. Now beneath the cowslips And the heifer’s hooves, Your saintly-thorny words without a roof: But who will speak for you? And trawl the depths As you once did in youth? Prizing open oysters… I hope that where you are Your silence brings relief. I hope that where you are You smell the borage breeze. I hope that where you are There’s ox-cheek for tea And your carbonated past Is carbonating in mute peace. Tonight the argent stars Are dulled in disbelief Tonight the slate that you’ve carved Is the hardest you will teach. Tonight the tumblestones Are falling down in grief: For Barry’s gone to rediscover Pearl And the beauty of her peace.
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Feb 22, 2011
Feb 22, 2011 at 4:40 AM UTC
Rediscovered Pearl
I step gently onto the ground as I glide across the shore, padding with a light caution to protect the un-callused skin coating the bottom of my slightly burnt feet, the covering not yet thick and worn from a full summer of bare use. The sand underfoot is a speckled grey, thoroughly beaten to a fine, almost silky carpet, dark with captured ocean and fresh with salty spray. As the seconds pass, the darkness below fades, and my feet somewhat sink, though they are not engulfed, only hugged around the edges so that if I stepped away, a slight shadow of myself would remain behind. I do not, however, move, and instead, allow the earth to slowly bend for my being. I feel miniscule grains of shell aged several millennia rush between my toes as the sea easily escapes the weak attempt to cage it. The next wave tears in, and I see it frothing and foaming, rabid and furious toward the shore, but as it reaches me, it is little more than a carbonated, salty trickle. As the water laps at my ankles, I turn toward the dunes, away from the infinite horizon and know that the slight depression I have left is already being brushed into oblivion, my only mark flicked aside. As I pad softly away, the ground transforms from bland silk to stained glass. The speckled grey sand brightens to a yellow tan, then fireworks to an endless prism of shells, appearing like millions of hooks, swirls, and bowls, across the now slightly undulating ground. Like stars in the Milky Way floating throughout an endless sea of blackness, the shells are scattered in hued bands across the beach, twinkling with reflected starlight. Above me, doming the serene landscape is an azure sky free from all but a few cotton ***** which have been stretched by the sea fairing breeze to be all but transparent. The smell of salt reaches my nose as a bucolic waft emanates from the expanse to my back. I close my eyes, shading my vision and trusting the peace of my surroundings to hold. The faded calls of gulls echo along the shore and the popping of sea foam bubbles sharpens as my mind turns to rely on the sense of sound. Opening my eyes again, I see nothing of the landscape’s composure has altered. But for all its calm tranquility, isn't it strange, that I am walking through a graveyard.
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Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 9:36 PM UTC
The Beach
I step gently onto the ground as I glide across the shore, padding with a light caution to protect the un-callused skin coating the bottom of my slightly burnt feet, the covering not yet thick and worn from a full summer of bare use. The sand underfoot is a speckled grey, thoroughly beaten to a fine, almost silky carpet, dark with captured ocean and fresh with salty spray. As the seconds pass, the darkness below fades, and my feet somewhat sink, though they are not engulfed, only hugged around the edges so that if I stepped away, a slight shadow of myself would remain behind. I do not, however, move, and instead, allow the earth to slowly bend for my being. I feel miniscule grains of shell aged several millennia rush between my toes as the sea easily escapes the weak attempt to cage it. The next wave tears in, and I see it frothing and foaming, rabid and furious toward the shore, but as it reaches me, it is little more than a carbonated, salty trickle. As the water laps at my ankles, I turn toward the dunes, away from the infinite horizon and know that the slight depression I have left is already being brushed into oblivion, my only mark flicked aside. As I pad softly away, the ground transforms from bland silk to stained glass. The speckled grey sand brightens to a yellow tan, then fireworks to an endless prism of shells, appearing like millions of hooks, swirls, and bowls, across the now slightly undulating ground. Like stars in the Milky Way floating throughout an endless sea of blackness, the shells are scattered in hued bands across the beach, twinkling with reflected starlight. Above me, doming the serene landscape is an azure sky free from all but a few cotton ***** which have been stretched by the sea fairing breeze to be all but transparent. The smell of salt reaches my nose as a bucolic waft emanates from the expanse to my back. I close my eyes, shading my vision and trusting the peace of my surroundings to hold. The faded calls of gulls echo along the shore and the popping of sea foam bubbles sharpens as my mind turns to rely on the sense of sound. Opening my eyes again, I see nothing of the landscape’s composure has altered. But for all its calm tranquility, isn't it strange, that I am walking through a graveyard.
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What is originality anymore? The pop songs we listen to day in day out, That are only updated remixes of Songs that our parents Already know every lyric to.
 Is it the pranks we play on each other at school, Poking holes in the top of water bottles, So we don’t get caught when we try to catch our class mates. Drowning them In carbonated energy drinks. Don’t think you’ll get away with it. The teachers already know, About flicking elastic bands at the backs of girls knees, So they scream a little louder And turn around to see Boys smirking faces, Because they have been there before.
 Define originality.
 Originality . /əˌrɪdʒɪˈnalɪti/ noun 1. the ability to think independently and creatively.
 •the quality of being novel or unusual
 synonyms: inventiveness, creativeness, creativity, innovativeness, innovation, novelty, freshness, newness, imagination, break with tradition, resourcefulness, cleverness, daring, individuality, unusualness, unprecedentedness, uniqueness, distinctiveness
. Is it smuggling ***** in water bottles, Or sneaking down to the back garden To have one last cigarette with your friends, At 1am On New Years When you have had more to drink than your parents Yet you are only 15. Watering down whiskey from your parents liqueur cabinet With apple juice. 
Getting caught drunk After being out with friends, Stumbling in at 2am On Sunday morning.
 Storming up to your room After having a row with your parents. Slamming the door, Screaming at the floor, Calling a friend, And ******** about the people who brought you into this world.
 Maybe I’m not as good with words Than I thought I was
 O r i g i n a l i t y I s D e a d 
Your parents Grandparents Aunties and uncles Have seen it all before It’s a fact of growing up And one day You will too know Exactly how it is
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Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 6:33 PM UTC
Originality
What is originality anymore? The pop songs we listen to day in day out, That are only updated remixes of Songs that our parents Already know every lyric to.
 Is it the pranks we play on each other at school, Poking holes in the top of water bottles, So we don’t get caught when we try to catch our class mates. Drowning them In carbonated energy drinks. Don’t think you’ll get away with it. The teachers already know, About flicking elastic bands at the backs of girls knees, So they scream a little louder And turn around to see Boys smirking faces, Because they have been there before.
 Define originality.
 Originality . /əˌrɪdʒɪˈnalɪti/ noun 1. the ability to think independently and creatively.
 •the quality of being novel or unusual
 synonyms: inventiveness, creativeness, creativity, innovativeness, innovation, novelty, freshness, newness, imagination, break with tradition, resourcefulness, cleverness, daring, individuality, unusualness, unprecedentedness, uniqueness, distinctiveness
. Is it smuggling ***** in water bottles, Or sneaking down to the back garden To have one last cigarette with your friends, At 1am On New Years When you have had more to drink than your parents Yet you are only 15. Watering down whiskey from your parents liqueur cabinet With apple juice. 
Getting caught drunk After being out with friends, Stumbling in at 2am On Sunday morning.
 Storming up to your room After having a row with your parents. Slamming the door, Screaming at the floor, Calling a friend, And ******** about the people who brought you into this world.
 Maybe I’m not as good with words Than I thought I was
 O r i g i n a l i t y I s D e a d 
Your parents Grandparents Aunties and uncles Have seen it all before It’s a fact of growing up And one day You will too know Exactly how it is
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If you can escape me in little thought bubbles Like I am a bottle of carbonated soda ((And you are the hiss that escapes me when I'm too shaken up to remember We should have digested our feelings by now)) Then perhaps I should shovel my fist deeper into my mouth To keep all of these words from dribbling out
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Feb 20, 2013
Feb 20, 2013 at 12:19 PM UTC
My Heart Hiccuped and a Poem Came Out
There were furrows in his brow Kept his music much too loud Paper skin and paper grin To his chest, a heart we'll pin Veins are ****** tunnels A carbonated bottle A lump love funnels, Bubbles over, feeling sober Dismal future, no four leaf clover Afraid to search around for a light Afraid to wait around and see that it might Not be all that worthwhile He lived to take flight Dark crimson in a ****** vile Injection withdrawn, thin paper smile Down below, Ground is coming near And before the pavement A vision was clear A final thought rummaged through his brain A blissful blow, a final aching pain A florescent concussion, an angelic cheer A temporary life he lived For it was not death he feared
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Oct 12, 2015
Oct 12, 2015 at 6:17 PM UTC
he lived to take flight
a haiku I: carbonated water rocks slightly flavorful carbonated beverage one liter bottle a haiku II: ode to seltzer in massachusetts seltzer costs eighty-nine cents one liter bottles? a haiku III: read and recycle and stuff NY-MA-ME-CT-VT five cent deposit (960 mL) **** haiku format… you liars that isn’t a ******* liter that is less than a liter **** america for not adapting to the metric system.
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Apr 30, 2012
Apr 30, 2012 at 3:55 PM UTC
haiku to seltzer
One full bowl of chilli, at least two dozen saltines, one hot dog, and two handfuls of chips later, I vow not to eat tomorrow. I had two small chicken tenders and a bottle of carbonated orange juice at lunch, and half an hour later I was hunched over in a bathroom stall and my mouth tasted of stomach acid and regret. I ate once yesterday and the same thing happened. I know it's unhealthy, I know it can **** me, but all the same the only thing on my mind is how much I regret eating so much. I know it's unhealthy, I know it can **** me, but all the same I find a strange sort of comfort in knowing that I'm at least strong enough to control my appetite. I know it's unhealthy, I know it can **** me, but all the same I can't get enough of this self-hatred spilling out of my mouth, tinted with the taste of last hour's meal.
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Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 6:03 PM UTC
5:00 p.m.
*i was eating a pepperoni pizza today, and took a salty tongue into the night, £270 on my bank account - great stuff - took five quid out, felt like buying four oranjeboom reds at 8.5% each, instead bought two, and perrier carbonated glass-bottled water... god the thirst in this cement sahara...* the best transition accompanying drinking and listening to music comes from the heights of reggae to creedence clearwater revival... no, not the eagle, not Leonard the skin-head with an 'ard on... creedence... lebowski who was bukowski's posthumous alter-ego... so i did a galileo while drinking, the light on my side-table by the bed light glowed, put my sunglasses on... the stars disappeared and the planets appeared... oddly enough, as is usual the case of counter-intuitive matters when looking at astronomical geographies... mars far left... venus in the middle, and jupiter the biggest and therefore the brightest far right... i worked it out against linear tactics... the distance of the earth from venus doesn't make a difference with the distance from mars, but the distance of mars from jupiter is greater, see you in 100 years to prove the point and whether it matches up to HARD, NECESSARY, PROOFS... LIKE MAINTENANCE *** ******* a girl with a really really exaggerated libido, having to wear a ****** while she was on her period, in the toilet and she bewildered saying: 'most guys don't dig the female bits...' hell... i'd do necrophilia... shame the relationship turned to a sour toast with her, shame, really... really really. oh yeah, after smashing that £600 martin & co. guitar to celebrate valentines day (chłopiec z gitarą był by dla mnie parą my grandmother used to sing... well... sorry to disappoint, i had her rastafarian shoelaces for a pin-up belt to walk and play, or simply stand still and note string twangs... była giiitara... ni ma giiitary...) and bought myself a drum-kit: well... just my finger-drumming antics on my legs; or as a wise man said: **** her, leave the rest for a backward trek into life without maps but only premonitions.
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Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 8:27 PM UTC
a bottle of Perrier water
*i was eating a pepperoni pizza today, and took a salty tongue into the night, £270 on my bank account - great stuff - took five quid out, felt like buying four oranjeboom reds at 8.5% each, instead bought two, and perrier carbonated glass-bottled water... god the thirst in this cement sahara...* the best transition accompanying drinking and listening to music comes from the heights of reggae to creedence clearwater revival... no, not the eagle, not Leonard the skin-head with an 'ard on... creedence... lebowski who was bukowski's posthumous alter-ego... so i did a galileo while drinking, the light on my side-table by the bed light glowed, put my sunglasses on... the stars disappeared and the planets appeared... oddly enough, as is usual the case of counter-intuitive matters when looking at astronomical geographies... mars far left... venus in the middle, and jupiter the biggest and therefore the brightest far right... i worked it out against linear tactics... the distance of the earth from venus doesn't make a difference with the distance from mars, but the distance of mars from jupiter is greater, see you in 100 years to prove the point and whether it matches up to HARD, NECESSARY, PROOFS... LIKE MAINTENANCE *** ******* a girl with a really really exaggerated libido, having to wear a ****** while she was on her period, in the toilet and she bewildered saying: 'most guys don't dig the female bits...' hell... i'd do necrophilia... shame the relationship turned to a sour toast with her, shame, really... really really. oh yeah, after smashing that £600 martin & co. guitar to celebrate valentines day (chłopiec z gitarą był by dla mnie parą my grandmother used to sing... well... sorry to disappoint, i had her rastafarian shoelaces for a pin-up belt to walk and play, or simply stand still and note string twangs... była giiitara... ni ma giiitary...) and bought myself a drum-kit: well... just my finger-drumming antics on my legs; or as a wise man said: **** her, leave the rest for a backward trek into life without maps but only premonitions.
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Silent little boy With those piercing blue eyes Gorgeous and vibrant As if I'm staring at the sky's Dark brown locks Curly and now dyed black For a cosplay of kaneki ken Now that was a throw back Tall and lanky Like most of my friends The new student of the year Fresh from New Zealand Though you're longing to go home As this place isint really your style Homesickness I would call it You've been feeling it for awhile And to a girl you caught feelings One that used you as a past time While the other was genuine Until she changed her mind Silent around most people But we have some good conversation Sheep go meow I say with a smirk You're a problem you say While laughing at your declaration You don't drink carbonated drinks As you hate the bubbly fuzz Its quite strange I think Cause everybody else kinda does And you're a good kid I reckon Though you need to voice yourself more As you dont allow people to know you And so they think you a bore But I know there's something more Then the silence and those stares As you can laugh and smile with me I can feel that you truly care But I won't fault you for your choices Cause you may not want people around But at least for another year You're stuck on Australian ground So make the most of your stay my boy Have fun and open up a little As you've done with me that way everybody can see That you're a good kid Just a tad anti social Thats why I call you Silent E
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Dec 7, 2018
Dec 7, 2018 at 9:09 PM UTC
Silent E
She's a spitfire. A kinda girl that makes you want her no matter how poisonous she can be. With an infectious smile, and a swing with those wide hips, she make your mind melt. Like a shaken glass bottle of coke, she was bubbles of carbonated water mixed with sugar and unknown chemicals that make your taste buds sizzle. But she explode on you if you weren't careful. She wasn't afraid to say, "I hate you". She often said it quite often, especially to boys who tried too hard, or not at all. She was a wild thing and liked fire even if she got burned. And she wasn't afraid to hurt you. And if you hurt her, watch it. If you hurt someone she loved, then you better run. But a ****** she was, and sparky, sorta spinster sort of attitude she had towards love. She didn't want it. She needed it not in her mind. But alas at night she be alone and cold, wanted some arms to have to hold her. And her cold hard eyes defied their love. She was crude and not careful, and said words that make those boys want her more then they should. She teased and taunted and played with em all. Wanting nothing to do with them and their easy hearts. She wanted someone who was strong. Someone who wasn't so easy to or so nice. She didn't like nice, because as hard as she tried she couldn't be nice. She wasn't nice or selfless or loving. She was war, and strife, and like to make other people mad. She say stuff she didn't mean, and make sure people knew what she thought, even if it didn't matter. She wanted a guy who could manage it. Who could settle her down and be ok ruffling her feathers and calling her names. She wanted him keeping it interesting, unlike the others who bored her to tears. Yeah, she was the one that I didn't want to tame but loved so much anyways.
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Nov 8, 2012
Nov 8, 2012 at 5:29 PM UTC
She Was...
She's a spitfire. A kinda girl that makes you want her no matter how poisonous she can be. With an infectious smile, and a swing with those wide hips, she make your mind melt. Like a shaken glass bottle of coke, she was bubbles of carbonated water mixed with sugar and unknown chemicals that make your taste buds sizzle. But she explode on you if you weren't careful. She wasn't afraid to say, "I hate you". She often said it quite often, especially to boys who tried too hard, or not at all. She was a wild thing and liked fire even if she got burned. And she wasn't afraid to hurt you. And if you hurt her, watch it. If you hurt someone she loved, then you better run. But a ****** she was, and sparky, sorta spinster sort of attitude she had towards love. She didn't want it. She needed it not in her mind. But alas at night she be alone and cold, wanted some arms to have to hold her. And her cold hard eyes defied their love. She was crude and not careful, and said words that make those boys want her more then they should. She teased and taunted and played with em all. Wanting nothing to do with them and their easy hearts. She wanted someone who was strong. Someone who wasn't so easy to or so nice. She didn't like nice, because as hard as she tried she couldn't be nice. She wasn't nice or selfless or loving. She was war, and strife, and like to make other people mad. She say stuff she didn't mean, and make sure people knew what she thought, even if it didn't matter. She wanted a guy who could manage it. Who could settle her down and be ok ruffling her feathers and calling her names. She wanted him keeping it interesting, unlike the others who bored her to tears. Yeah, she was the one that I didn't want to tame but loved so much anyways.
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I am as strong as I want to be, because right now I care more about leaning out and taking in as few calories as possible. Losing the pounds in order to gain 'em back, you know? There's very few questions that truly have a right or a wrong answer, and I believe that with 98% of me. Sometimes a right answer simply means it is socially acceptable and a wrong answer is the truth, so in that situation you'd want to throw away your moral compass, clench your jaw, and hope that the lies that come out just result in pearly, shiny teeth. you take a sip of something and it tastes like, ummm.. bad. it tastes like deceit, but that isn't totally possible (OBVIOUSLY), so in a literal sense it just tastes like the Coca Cola syrup that didn't have any carbonated water mixed with it. It's sweet, flavorful, but kind of tastes like it could erode my car engine in a matter of seconds, you know? I feel the sip deep inside of my body, I can feel it trailing down my esophagus (is that what it is?) or maybe just my throat, a tube to my stomach and then to parts of me I better just not try to name out of fear of sounding stupid. fear of sounding stupid drives the majority of things I do, but that's okay, because at least I don't sound stupid. the sip gets caught in the pit of my gut and I start to feel uneasy. I probably should have looked at the bottle before sipping it, huh? I probably should have asked for a detailed list of ingredients like the responsible wanna-be-vegan I should be? I call myself a wannabe most things. its just the person I am. I take a seat because I don't feel good. this is going to hurt, this is going to land me in the hospital probably and might take a whole while to get over. this is turning too literal and I'm trying to beat around the bush, so ill just tell you about the time I took a sip of a coke can and a bee was inside and it flew around in my mouth for a solid 5 seconds before I managed to open, spit, and scream. that could be poetic if you really hunt, like I waited 5 whole seconds to get the monstrous bee out of my ******* mouth, I just sat with a confused look on my face for 5 whole seconds!!! thats a whole giant metaphor! I still swallowed the Coca Cola and it tastes like *** IMAGINE THAT people- poison only takes like poison once you've swallowed it.
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Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 6:00 PM UTC
Coca Cola
I am as strong as I want to be, because right now I care more about leaning out and taking in as few calories as possible. Losing the pounds in order to gain 'em back, you know? There's very few questions that truly have a right or a wrong answer, and I believe that with 98% of me. Sometimes a right answer simply means it is socially acceptable and a wrong answer is the truth, so in that situation you'd want to throw away your moral compass, clench your jaw, and hope that the lies that come out just result in pearly, shiny teeth. you take a sip of something and it tastes like, ummm.. bad. it tastes like deceit, but that isn't totally possible (OBVIOUSLY), so in a literal sense it just tastes like the Coca Cola syrup that didn't have any carbonated water mixed with it. It's sweet, flavorful, but kind of tastes like it could erode my car engine in a matter of seconds, you know? I feel the sip deep inside of my body, I can feel it trailing down my esophagus (is that what it is?) or maybe just my throat, a tube to my stomach and then to parts of me I better just not try to name out of fear of sounding stupid. fear of sounding stupid drives the majority of things I do, but that's okay, because at least I don't sound stupid. the sip gets caught in the pit of my gut and I start to feel uneasy. I probably should have looked at the bottle before sipping it, huh? I probably should have asked for a detailed list of ingredients like the responsible wanna-be-vegan I should be? I call myself a wannabe most things. its just the person I am. I take a seat because I don't feel good. this is going to hurt, this is going to land me in the hospital probably and might take a whole while to get over. this is turning too literal and I'm trying to beat around the bush, so ill just tell you about the time I took a sip of a coke can and a bee was inside and it flew around in my mouth for a solid 5 seconds before I managed to open, spit, and scream. that could be poetic if you really hunt, like I waited 5 whole seconds to get the monstrous bee out of my ******* mouth, I just sat with a confused look on my face for 5 whole seconds!!! thats a whole giant metaphor! I still swallowed the Coca Cola and it tastes like *** IMAGINE THAT people- poison only takes like poison once you've swallowed it.
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If I spoke underwater about the things that I hated I'd run out of gas and the water would be carbonated It's belated, but I realise that everyone I've dated Faded away because they found someone 'better' I just guess that means I'm fated to be rated second So this girl wants to get down with me But doesn't want anything higher Yet I'll keep running back & stand by her Feelings of objectification I guess my body is like a slum & I need some gentrification
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Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 6:47 PM UTC
Second
Je t'adore. I say it in French so the words don't seem as heavy. Heavy things leave both parties weaker than when they started. You make me feel all carbonated inside.
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Oct 14, 2013
Oct 14, 2013 at 9:46 PM UTC
Soda Pop
THERE ARE ALL TYPES OF BOTTLES IN LIFE, JUST KNOW WHICH ONES TO CHOOSE. THERE IS ONE I'M SURE YOU KNOW, CAN REALLY BE ABUSED. CHOOSING A BOTTLE AT AN EARLY AGE IS FOR YOUR PRECIOUS CHILD. JUST TO PUT IT IN ONE'S MOUTH, BRINGS YOU A HAPPY SMILE. THERE ARE ALL TYPES OF SODA BOTTLES, FILLED WITH CARBONATED DRINKS. THEY ARE NOT TOO GOOD FOR YOUR INSIDE, THEREFORE, YOU BETTER THINK. THEN THERE IS THE WATER BOTTLE, SOMETHING TO CLEANSE AND REFRESH. THIS BOTTLE PURIFIES YOUR SKIN, AND BRING OUT YOUR BEST. BY, AUTHOR & POET, SANDRA JUANITA NAILING
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Oct 7, 2014
Oct 7, 2014 at 10:21 PM UTC
THE BOTTLE
Take this feeling from my gut, or give me a gun Carbonated soda in the pit of your stomach And candy cane lips I wanna **** on Excuse me for being crass, but all I want is your hands on my *** Your nails are gonna dig a thousand stories into my skin And I've never felt more alive Singing the absolut lullaby
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Sep 29, 2012
Sep 29, 2012 at 2:20 PM UTC
Triple Dog Dare You
Your voice isn't like a song Or a prayer. It's more like a secret. I am selfish and don't want to share it. I wan't to catch it in a jar with fresh air and the scent of pine trees A bottle to mix it with carbonated bubbles An envelope filled with letters never written. I want you shrunken down and curled up in the curved shell of my ear. Whisper, scream, sing, laugh, mutter. I have a seven-track mind and I'd like you to narrate them all for me. Read me your homework, your favourite book, your shopping lists, the ingredients of your shampoo. The breaths and lilts and stutters Keep it raw and new and open And I'm honoured. Share the secret with me.
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Sep 21, 2014
Sep 21, 2014 at 4:11 AM UTC
Dance On My Eardrums
“Start a new chapter” What a cliché talk of trash, Sick of the story, Sick of the characters Sick to death of the bromidic lifestyle Of our “protagonist”, Who’s more of a ********* No ambition, no talent, no heart, No anything really, Blind shots in the dark. “I’ll stick to it” He says “Everyday!” He declares But everyday becomes every week And every week becomes every month And every month becomes-not every year, But whenever-he-feels-he’s-capable, Able to apply words into a fable Of tongue tangling and mind rotting slur. He’ll be going out today, Wasting money on fatty foods and Carbonated poison he doesn't need. And in an almost pitiful attempt To feel better about what he failed He’ll say “I’ll try tonight” in a whisper. Does he write tonight? Does he ****
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Jan 23, 2014
Jan 23, 2014 at 9:16 AM UTC
I'll write this tomorrow
“Look at Mother Nature on the run in the 1970s.”      Neil Young The earth battles back, Katrina, Loma Prieta and Sandy destroy our complacency, Hurricanes and earthquake chase us from our homes. Our flood-ravaged farms fail us. The bees go out on strike, Refusing the work that sustains us. Drought destroys germination, Our food at war with our metabolism, Energizing while poisoning our bodies. Dioxin & mercury cross our epidermis, Infect us; **** us in revenge. The air itself in rebellion, Hot, fetid, over-carbonated; Unbreathable. The atmosphere itself, Voting us off the planet. The non-human and the inorganic conspire against us, Plot extinction of our species, Condemn us for crimes against the earth.
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May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 7:52 PM UTC
"Vibrant Matter: Episode I