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"capillaries" poems
a tear drops from her eyes and it brings no cause though it quivers with emotion and the stars do not shine brighter when polished with her briny tears but dim their glow and listen listen! to her sobbing but wait her capillaries will burst! stop it! stop it! its translucence its opaqueness the inherent contradictions it produces and the images it emanates so while her eyes may open they are unfocused and gone and the click of their judgements is obscene because her soul has escaped where has it gone? she swears she saw it just a moment ago just a moment just a moment just a moment
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Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 8:29 PM UTC
Stop Crying, It's Ugly
I'm stripped. Flipped inside out. Every emotion I've ever had for you kept locked away within this ribcage is now laid bare. As I stand here, exposed before you, The brutal honesty of my love for you is now clear. The 206 bones in my body have been etched with the 206 love letters that I've written to you in my head. Every impulse I have shoots from my brain at the speed of 170 miles per hour, racing through 46 miles of nerves, reminding 640,000 sense receptors of their need to touch you smell you taste you. Though I am just a humble man comprised of 60 chemical elements, my heart beats your name 100,000 times per day. 25 trillion red blood cells act as messengers, carrying word of your beauty across 60,000 miles of veins, arteries, and capillaries. Every fiber of my being consumed with one thought. You.
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Nov 9, 2013
Nov 9, 2013 at 11:48 AM UTC
Anatomy (A Love Letter)
My heart is filled with arteries, veins, reggae, capillaries. The blood in my circulatory system is tainted by life. Reggae.
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Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 10:24 AM UTC
The Heart
Your hummingbird heart keeps panicked time; a quick-step march of hollow beats that bruise the arching breadth of your ribs                     (ribs caged by cellophane layers                     of capillaries and fever hot skin-                     don't you worry that those bones will                     someday burst into fresh air, make their mark on                     the rigid landscape?) It would escape if not for my weight pressed down like stones; my body locked between shivering limbs, come in from January's cold to clutch at your fire. You are only slow When sleeping; When your sugar water has run low. I drilled a hole in your dish And drained it away.
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Jun 10, 2011
Jun 10, 2011 at 7:17 AM UTC
Hummingbird
My body is the training ground for All of the reject demons My inner demons failed to qualify as the right sort of fight To match with any worthwhile struggles so My inner demons are over dramatic children      They do not wage wars      They throw tantrums      They stand inside my temples and pound the walls      When they do not get what they want      And shriek ringing into my ears until they turn blue      Then fall asleep when they get tired      Forgetting that they were supposed to be upset My inner demons are pretentious      They call themselves demons      When they are more like imps      They tickle at anxiety with the nerve to call it an attack      And separate velcro and seams with the audacity to say that      They broke something      Then press on my heart      Daring to call it an ache My inner demons are clumsy      They walk with their toes curling around my eyelashes      And slip and spill their handfuls of tears      At inopportune moments As I tremble due to the ones      That have tripped and tangled themselves      In my heartstrings and vocal cords      Causing me to grasp my rib cage in desperate attempts to reach them      And tear apart the inconveniences My inner demons are shy      They sway in my veins to the rhythmic pulse      With clawed hands outstretched to the blue walled sky      Cautious to never leave a scratch through my skin      They dance on nerve endings and muscle tissue      With footwork just gentle enough to not summon bruises      And hold themselves still against my capillaries      As if their presence might distract my blood from      Its daily circulation My inner demons are hoarders      They over-stuff the filing cabinets in my brain      With reports and analysis of too many situations      And pick up old emotions and hide them in the recesses      Of each ventricle and aorta      Creating pseudo-space for newer, stranger, replicas      Then pack extra breaths into my lungs      Storing "just in case" inhalations and overused sighs      They insulate their homes with extra calories and extra clothes      Hiding until they can forget themselves My inner demons are moody      They like to stitch up new wounds with the thorns of roses      And pry open old ones with feathers      They tie my tongue with pages of foreign textbooks      They tie my tongue in gauze and cotton      They tie my tongue with other tongues      And pins and needles and teeth and drawstrings      They are self depreciating and they know that they      Are not worthy of their title My inner demons are pathetic      I suppose they're right where they belong
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May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 12:53 AM UTC
Reject Demons
My body is the training ground for All of the reject demons My inner demons failed to qualify as the right sort of fight To match with any worthwhile struggles so My inner demons are over dramatic children      They do not wage wars      They throw tantrums      They stand inside my temples and pound the walls      When they do not get what they want      And shriek ringing into my ears until they turn blue      Then fall asleep when they get tired      Forgetting that they were supposed to be upset My inner demons are pretentious      They call themselves demons      When they are more like imps      They tickle at anxiety with the nerve to call it an attack      And separate velcro and seams with the audacity to say that      They broke something      Then press on my heart      Daring to call it an ache My inner demons are clumsy      They walk with their toes curling around my eyelashes      And slip and spill their handfuls of tears      At inopportune moments As I tremble due to the ones      That have tripped and tangled themselves      In my heartstrings and vocal cords      Causing me to grasp my rib cage in desperate attempts to reach them      And tear apart the inconveniences My inner demons are shy      They sway in my veins to the rhythmic pulse      With clawed hands outstretched to the blue walled sky      Cautious to never leave a scratch through my skin      They dance on nerve endings and muscle tissue      With footwork just gentle enough to not summon bruises      And hold themselves still against my capillaries      As if their presence might distract my blood from      Its daily circulation My inner demons are hoarders      They over-stuff the filing cabinets in my brain      With reports and analysis of too many situations      And pick up old emotions and hide them in the recesses      Of each ventricle and aorta      Creating pseudo-space for newer, stranger, replicas      Then pack extra breaths into my lungs      Storing "just in case" inhalations and overused sighs      They insulate their homes with extra calories and extra clothes      Hiding until they can forget themselves My inner demons are moody      They like to stitch up new wounds with the thorns of roses      And pry open old ones with feathers      They tie my tongue with pages of foreign textbooks      They tie my tongue in gauze and cotton      They tie my tongue with other tongues      And pins and needles and teeth and drawstrings      They are self depreciating and they know that they      Are not worthy of their title My inner demons are pathetic      I suppose they're right where they belong
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Drink the stars. Consume them and let them course through your bloodcurrent, Carrying the fluorescence to your furthest capillaries. You will see glowing veins scintillate beneath your skin, As if a thousand cracks are forming on your body-- Allowing the pureness and beauty of your bright soul To escape its host.
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Nov 13, 2014
Nov 13, 2014 at 11:36 PM UTC
Euthanasia
Life energy radiates within-- literally the energy of beings exist within your veins; hungry animals thirst within those capillaries. The lungs that heave are the muscular tissues of  little chickens-- tendons that tore to make you strong, elongated strands of fat from each bite made the skin around your lips. Though the calcium of bones was not used in this current cuisine-- blood was made into pudding dessert maybe used to make hemoglobin. We feast on flesh to create our own same goes for the creatures that we eat they mangle the essence of life to satisfy their own longevity. All must eat to survive, remember with each bite comes the sacrifice from the sky it begins with the Sun, and ends with the Earth.
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Aug 27, 2015
Aug 27, 2015 at 1:49 AM UTC
Eating Animals - Eaten Animals
The deep sighs of fall send chills across the daisies. My compass is sick and there’s a sense of urgency in my eyelashes, feeling around for the blisters on my skin searching for a bed to sleep. Facets of sleep encourage the rain to fall, cold weather raising capillaries under my skin. I wrote the history of the Holocene era on daisies, microscope lenses tickling my eyelashes; dim lighting makes me home sick. My mind is sick, I dream of oceans in my sleep, medicine labels printed on my eyelashes pill bottles coloured like fall. Tattoos of purple fringed daisies cover my shoulders like skin. Teeth full of apple skin; asking God how not to be sick, wondering if a sacrifice of daisies will get my blood to sleep. My hair is like the leaves during fall; I hope I get to keep my eyelashes. There’s snow in my eyelashes, landscapes of frost form on skin the cold air begins to fall, I decide to call in sick preferring to hide in a hot sleep until my breaths sprout purple daisies. How to grow Gerber daisies, without losing my eyelashes? My fingernails are full of sleep, hot tea grasps at my paper skin. The panacea for the sick is a perfect concentration of wool sweaters and fall. You eat daisies in the fever of fall. Through my eyelashes I am morally sick, but yesterday I finally let sleep settle into my skin.
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Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 11:45 PM UTC
Sestina 1 - Surgical winds
We’re all reptilian; our skins slough free Each hour, a few epidermal cells cleared Sliding away so silently that we Don’t even know that we have disappeared And then the dermis – it steps bravely up The hypodermis in its place stands to All cells and capillaries to duties new And slowly, slowly, there is a brand new you But what is truly important every day Is that we don’t slough our dear friends away
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Jul 28, 2018
Jul 28, 2018 at 3:59 PM UTC
We are all Reptilian (Today I'm a RHYMING Reptilian...)
#The Battleground Beneath Her Skin (A Physiology of Light and War) Before it reaches her; even before her breath draws it in, I break myself down..   not as surrender,   but as choice. Each particle stripped bare, each atom exhaled made clean by the reckoning of my own dark, infused with the stubborn weight of light earned, not borrowed. Within the responsibility of what   leaves me, I enter the quiet union— the kneeling choice to align with the hand of God, to let even my smallest fragments carry His capacity to heal. Every airborne particle, accountable, deliberate, refined enough to cross the distance, to enter her without deception. Beneath her skin, a war unfolds. It is not loud, not made of swords, but of smaller things.. things unseen by eyes, but never missed by the marrow, the blood, the quiet trembling of cells that have known both wound   and wonder. Light and dark.. not in theory, but in matter thread themselves through every atom, every strand of her being. Not metaphor, but measurable: *the way shadows lean into the soft chambers of her lungs, the way light, when chosen, can rewrite the blueprints etched into the bloodstream.* This is the battleground.. her body, her breath, her most involuntary places. Where no poetry of seductive manipulation.. no whispered counterfeit can cover what is real. Only substance speaks here. Only intent. Only what survives the fire of accountability earns the right to stay. The particles come; stripped down, atomized, refined.. not by accident, but by the slow, steady grind of volition. They enter her; through breath, through pores.. *through the quiet, relentless openness that even fear cannot close completely.* And inside-- the war begins. ..   ..   ..   .. Mitochondria spark— tiny engines deciding what stays, what burns away. Capillaries widen, rivers branching through her like tributaries willing to carry what is real, what is earned, what is Light. The counterfeit falters here. Pretty words mean nothing to oxygen. False portraits dissolve beneath the chemistry of truth. The cells remember;   they choose. And as the Light infuses the quietest corners of her.. her thighs, her hips, the soft stretch of her waist; there is no seduction, no trickery. Only the hard-won intimacy of substance made pure. Not by the blending of oils, not by the friction of skin, but by the deeper, unseen alchemy of what enters, what lingers, what refuses to bow to darkness. The battleground is hers now. And though the shadows  will not yield easily, they cannot claim her; not where light has been chosen, earned, metabolized. The war is not over, but benea.th her skin, within her blood, *Light has begun to rise.* #
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Jun 28, 2025
Jun 28, 2025 at 11:54 AM UTC
Airborne (Part I)
#The Battleground Beneath Her Skin (A Physiology of Light and War) Before it reaches her; even before her breath draws it in, I break myself down..   not as surrender,   but as choice. Each particle stripped bare, each atom exhaled made clean by the reckoning of my own dark, infused with the stubborn weight of light earned, not borrowed. Within the responsibility of what   leaves me, I enter the quiet union— the kneeling choice to align with the hand of God, to let even my smallest fragments carry His capacity to heal. Every airborne particle, accountable, deliberate, refined enough to cross the distance, to enter her without deception. Beneath her skin, a war unfolds. It is not loud, not made of swords, but of smaller things.. things unseen by eyes, but never missed by the marrow, the blood, the quiet trembling of cells that have known both wound   and wonder. Light and dark.. not in theory, but in matter thread themselves through every atom, every strand of her being. Not metaphor, but measurable: *the way shadows lean into the soft chambers of her lungs, the way light, when chosen, can rewrite the blueprints etched into the bloodstream.* This is the battleground.. her body, her breath, her most involuntary places. Where no poetry of seductive manipulation.. no whispered counterfeit can cover what is real. Only substance speaks here. Only intent. Only what survives the fire of accountability earns the right to stay. The particles come; stripped down, atomized, refined.. not by accident, but by the slow, steady grind of volition. They enter her; through breath, through pores.. *through the quiet, relentless openness that even fear cannot close completely.* And inside-- the war begins. ..   ..   ..   .. Mitochondria spark— tiny engines deciding what stays, what burns away. Capillaries widen, rivers branching through her like tributaries willing to carry what is real, what is earned, what is Light. The counterfeit falters here. Pretty words mean nothing to oxygen. False portraits dissolve beneath the chemistry of truth. The cells remember;   they choose. And as the Light infuses the quietest corners of her.. her thighs, her hips, the soft stretch of her waist; there is no seduction, no trickery. Only the hard-won intimacy of substance made pure. Not by the blending of oils, not by the friction of skin, but by the deeper, unseen alchemy of what enters, what lingers, what refuses to bow to darkness. The battleground is hers now. And though the shadows  will not yield easily, they cannot claim her; not where light has been chosen, earned, metabolized. The war is not over, but benea.th her skin, within her blood, *Light has begun to rise.* #
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We lie amidst Ripe mountain herbs, The nightingale has just begun its summer trill, This hymn for golden vocal cords Composed no owner of a writing quill So sweet were melodies produced That I mistook the front row lady’s cheap perfume For blossoms, above which haunting hornets mused; For an aroma of our Shakespeare love in bloom. The serenading cardboard creatures – Those thieve their voice from birds with no address. Meanwhile a glass raised in a playhouse features But colored water, as red as gipsy’s dress. When the last spectator goes, Having not found at least one genuine sun, As actors, we recede into descending roles; Electric blood in lamps’ capillaries feels numb.   A lovely ladybug, I doubt, I will ever catch, A lifelike flower, dipped in a painting fusion: All this, fine artists tenderly attach   To lifeless decorations, for aid they do us in a willful staged illusion. Three burnt sienna pearls run down your spine Yet after a big round of applause These jewels are no longer signs of the divine, But witches’ marks or, rather, unalluring flaws. After the play I went to buy a notebook from my shopping list To store the overgrowing verses, such as these; A sheet of paper guarantees To treat them like extinguishing bees Cashiers ****** the change into my hand, You purchased hothouse roses with; And up those pretty useless beauties stand In someone’s vase, whose name remains a myth. They give me back those polished dimes You traded for a pair of shoes. I’ve seen you marshal through onstage lifetimes, Yet to disclose personas’ traces the theater walls refuse. Your chocolate hair has just fallen from the hairdresser’s hand,– That’s how I know the summer’s coming to a bitter end.
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Apr 6, 2019
Apr 6, 2019 at 7:02 PM UTC
“A fictional confession”
We lie amidst Ripe mountain herbs, The nightingale has just begun its summer trill, This hymn for golden vocal cords Composed no owner of a writing quill So sweet were melodies produced That I mistook the front row lady’s cheap perfume For blossoms, above which haunting hornets mused; For an aroma of our Shakespeare love in bloom. The serenading cardboard creatures – Those thieve their voice from birds with no address. Meanwhile a glass raised in a playhouse features But colored water, as red as gipsy’s dress. When the last spectator goes, Having not found at least one genuine sun, As actors, we recede into descending roles; Electric blood in lamps’ capillaries feels numb.   A lovely ladybug, I doubt, I will ever catch, A lifelike flower, dipped in a painting fusion: All this, fine artists tenderly attach   To lifeless decorations, for aid they do us in a willful staged illusion. Three burnt sienna pearls run down your spine Yet after a big round of applause These jewels are no longer signs of the divine, But witches’ marks or, rather, unalluring flaws. After the play I went to buy a notebook from my shopping list To store the overgrowing verses, such as these; A sheet of paper guarantees To treat them like extinguishing bees Cashiers ****** the change into my hand, You purchased hothouse roses with; And up those pretty useless beauties stand In someone’s vase, whose name remains a myth. They give me back those polished dimes You traded for a pair of shoes. I’ve seen you marshal through onstage lifetimes, Yet to disclose personas’ traces the theater walls refuse. Your chocolate hair has just fallen from the hairdresser’s hand,– That’s how I know the summer’s coming to a bitter end.
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The undeniable sense of presence, seen through the realms of deception... Amidst the very capillaries strung infinitesimally throughout our bodies... Overwhelming at times, the very concept cripples our thoughts, Circling us back to seemingly endless questions - Endless roads without a point of reference, Leaving us standing in a dark crowded space searching for the unreachable light... Yet, the meaning behind the unseen presence forces the deluded mind to forge on - Stretching our morbid ideals even further... Leaving us the inhibited beings we possess... Still concluding at plebeian answers - Fitting, yet discouraging... The common capacity of our restraining thought process, leaves us almost hopeless to accumulate the information needed to fulfill our determining destination... But it is that feeling, That inkling sensation of the undeniable presence that keeps us searching - That gives us hope... And in that minute innovative state we dwell on what could be...
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Sep 13, 2012
Sep 13, 2012 at 9:05 PM UTC
Undeniable Presence
Thud thud, like the beat of a battle drum, Hallowed cries of victory Within the capillaries of your body, A faint pulsation of adrenaline, Fresh from the free fall of another Spiralling of self control, Beneath layers of fair, smooth skin lies the undulating tide of blood and oxygen, Cascading down narrow slivers of your veins. each shuddered breath is another catalyst of Life, Another slam on the accelerator that surges you further down the fast lane, Those faint pulses of yours Never cease to amaze me.
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May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 5:01 PM UTC
Pulse
Dostoyevsky said, “your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.” I've felt rage seething in my chest for as long as I can remember. I've felt as his talons ripped open my sternum, digging for a place to call home. this rage has nestled deep into my ribcage, devouring my will to survive while carelessly residing within my nightmares. I've surrendered to this forsaken depression fury has vacated deep in the confines of my irises - despite witnessing myself across grey-tinted glasses; a smoldering storm rippling miasma throughout my body, manipulating my hands into a devout pyromaniac; suffocating every chance to heal. I've known nothing but bitterness congesting my heart. My dreams were burdened dreadfully with the stench of wrath. it mutilated my arms; burrowing into capillaries, and asphyxiating my habit to vanish. This incessant sin I've endured has brought me to my knees, existing only to ***** out my ability to be a mortal in an unforgiving universe. I am not a cosmic metaphor, the iron residing underneath my skin has become impenetrable. I am adorned with stillness while this betrayal has bloomed into a supernova. the things in which I lack have ignited into an endlessly violent explosion - Atomizing my bones, swirling stardust into a forlorn emptiness. A world that was held by the unfaltering resistance I persevered against, it has ravaged my memories, my moribund existence trembled; shivering from the growl of the recoil - the remnants of creation kissed abysmal lips within the faraway distance of a boundless abyss, raining tears for the last time as the destruction leaves a life void of meaning. The last words ever heard in this universe spoke softly as if to lull the existential bereft into a long hiatus - "This was all for nothing, just as destitute as this vacant nothingness, human life is ill-fated to be star-crossed and powerless."
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Sep 25, 2024
Sep 25, 2024 at 6:51 PM UTC
Cosmic Metaphor
Dostoyevsky said, “your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.” I've felt rage seething in my chest for as long as I can remember. I've felt as his talons ripped open my sternum, digging for a place to call home. this rage has nestled deep into my ribcage, devouring my will to survive while carelessly residing within my nightmares. I've surrendered to this forsaken depression fury has vacated deep in the confines of my irises - despite witnessing myself across grey-tinted glasses; a smoldering storm rippling miasma throughout my body, manipulating my hands into a devout pyromaniac; suffocating every chance to heal. I've known nothing but bitterness congesting my heart. My dreams were burdened dreadfully with the stench of wrath. it mutilated my arms; burrowing into capillaries, and asphyxiating my habit to vanish. This incessant sin I've endured has brought me to my knees, existing only to ***** out my ability to be a mortal in an unforgiving universe. I am not a cosmic metaphor, the iron residing underneath my skin has become impenetrable. I am adorned with stillness while this betrayal has bloomed into a supernova. the things in which I lack have ignited into an endlessly violent explosion - Atomizing my bones, swirling stardust into a forlorn emptiness. A world that was held by the unfaltering resistance I persevered against, it has ravaged my memories, my moribund existence trembled; shivering from the growl of the recoil - the remnants of creation kissed abysmal lips within the faraway distance of a boundless abyss, raining tears for the last time as the destruction leaves a life void of meaning. The last words ever heard in this universe spoke softly as if to lull the existential bereft into a long hiatus - "This was all for nothing, just as destitute as this vacant nothingness, human life is ill-fated to be star-crossed and powerless."
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it,s loose cotton electric *** copper children husky sighing t he trickle of daughters into the little wet cracks on Railroad ave. a beggars hand gesticulating empty spans a river of grins course toward amber oblivion and jarring rhythms. she's a white idea. a lemon dress ***** her hips are a delicious war of curving apparitions a dearth of pleasure loaded folds. or else a caustic laceration; some hernia of capillaries blotting ivory thighs a n d all the children giggle, teeth cleaning pearly cheeks splay the efforts of their throats all over the cobbles. it,s a night FRIDAY yes
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Aug 5, 2010
Aug 5, 2010 at 7:36 PM UTC
Railroad Ave
Sleep evades Tomorrow excites swollen red capillaries Hurt my eyes I do not wish to speak My love is immense And I fear that immensity most
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Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 3:08 AM UTC
fear
The Empire State Building is a giant middle finger Concrete is broken, NYPD, taxis racing, red light green light I enter the hand of the city through it's capillaries breaking mad concrete Warm gusts of **** grime, and transportation swallow me The city feeds off dreams and hope which we personally, willingly give up We all somehow learn to accept this fate  The passerby no longer human but broken mirror  The hand inundates my eyes from breezes of tomorrow The spacy apartment, and the affluent career and the acquantanceship Of the handful of New Yorkers that run the hand: all questionable plans today It's as if the hand's grasp, although sharp and brick, would venerate your intellect, guaranteed If that's the case, I see wizards of wisdom everyday snoozing on concrete and cardboard and plastic Bearded, black with dirt and skin, threads ripped by a world inferrior than the one in thier minds Empire "Middle Finger" State  of intellect, scrapping billion dollar clouds Sardine can subways, escalators, elevators, high on crack **** speed of sound The cash nerve system meltsdown into golden chips to feed the pigeons Glass and steel craft spaces for modernity to be sold like a Washington Heights ***** You can feel the growth of the hand at the end of your intestines It's a warm, uncomfortable vibration revealed in your ******** Foreign tongues buzz through the air, through your hair for 19.95 New York needs a haircut, some profound discipline so we wake up from this bizzare life of welcomed pain You once charmed me with hopes of culture, open minds, connections, real connections, love and laughter Yet, Today I am hungry in Murray hill I am cold in Chelsea I am broken in Union Square I ***** in SoHo I have fallen in the East River And I bleed on financial monoliths  Someone have mercy on my wills It is an intention trying to be fulfilled But failed when it became self-aware
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Nov 4, 2010
Nov 4, 2010 at 11:44 PM UTC
The Empire State Building is a Giant Middle Finger
The Empire State Building is a giant middle finger Concrete is broken, NYPD, taxis racing, red light green light I enter the hand of the city through it's capillaries breaking mad concrete Warm gusts of **** grime, and transportation swallow me The city feeds off dreams and hope which we personally, willingly give up We all somehow learn to accept this fate  The passerby no longer human but broken mirror  The hand inundates my eyes from breezes of tomorrow The spacy apartment, and the affluent career and the acquantanceship Of the handful of New Yorkers that run the hand: all questionable plans today It's as if the hand's grasp, although sharp and brick, would venerate your intellect, guaranteed If that's the case, I see wizards of wisdom everyday snoozing on concrete and cardboard and plastic Bearded, black with dirt and skin, threads ripped by a world inferrior than the one in thier minds Empire "Middle Finger" State  of intellect, scrapping billion dollar clouds Sardine can subways, escalators, elevators, high on crack **** speed of sound The cash nerve system meltsdown into golden chips to feed the pigeons Glass and steel craft spaces for modernity to be sold like a Washington Heights ***** You can feel the growth of the hand at the end of your intestines It's a warm, uncomfortable vibration revealed in your ******** Foreign tongues buzz through the air, through your hair for 19.95 New York needs a haircut, some profound discipline so we wake up from this bizzare life of welcomed pain You once charmed me with hopes of culture, open minds, connections, real connections, love and laughter Yet, Today I am hungry in Murray hill I am cold in Chelsea I am broken in Union Square I ***** in SoHo I have fallen in the East River And I bleed on financial monoliths  Someone have mercy on my wills It is an intention trying to be fulfilled But failed when it became self-aware
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Those who are held back by depression are often viewed as 'miserable' or 'negative', but people really do not understand the fragile nature that these sufferers must face. It is an unconditionally delicate misconception, one of which that encourages society to hold such a stereotypical perception it can ultimately tip the scales and cause unfaltering chaos on the body, the mind and the soul. We are left to pick up the pieces of ourselves from the stone-like words that people throw at us, the icy glances when they see that we're trying to hold back stale tears that we were unable to release the night before and instead faced a daunting and relentless course of insomnia, the cold shoulder when we are desperate to breathe and release the demons that cloud our heads and our judgements in order to feel free again. It is unnerving to think that we must wander through life as shadows whilst others dance in the carefree sunlight of their ignorance. They are blinded by the sun rays of misunderstanding or lack of interest, they are educated but do not put their knowledge and understanding to the test and instead flee when the school bell of fear and commitment resonates through the hallowed halls of our hearts, our arteries, veins, capillaries, blood cells. It is a tragic and petrifying truth, one of which breaks me a little more inside as each day passes.
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Jan 11, 2014
Jan 11, 2014 at 3:14 PM UTC
Depression: A Truth
the school yard picnic tables had a lost and found. sewn together was a book of miscellaneous cities where fools were growing together and churches were picking themselves up. they used anchors and rope to sew us together, much like the systems they used for shipwrecks and fallen warriors, but we found glaciers to lead us back home. we followed the shelves of mountains and the roof of skies. written in the wooden planks were tales of men dying from broken hearts, but so what? we let our hearts murmur and bleed bold acts of brilliant gestures. we were two fools growing together. we forgot the cities in our pockets, hoping that concealing could accommodate how we really felt. heart murmurs could skip some beats, but we want each moment to end up on our feet. we just hoped that the glacier roads will take us where we need to go. the arrows were colored coffee grounds, we were almost belligerent from the flask full of body language, and my wooden teeth were chattering from the touch of falling atmosphere. emergent empires, frozen to our road had heavy hearts pumping through, trying to reach to us. it had my attention, and it spoke through capillaries leading to our toes. we left with train wrecked eyes and faith leaning on our sleeves, because we realized that you never have really lived because you have never really died. so let our hearts murmur bold intentions and we will follow the glaciers home.
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Sep 17, 2011
Sep 17, 2011 at 12:08 PM UTC
heart murmurs & glacier roads
He’s trick, like enrapturing Wherein lies the paradox of his pantheism parapet’s paragon Extraversion embezzlements and euthanasia extortions Diction’s enunciation echoes of opaque opulence Its redolence a savory waft The evolution of psychic clarity’s élan vital Bizarre dichotomous augur the singer’s aural austerity Gypsy Queen, his guitar’s moniker, romanced aimed intention Elaborate elliptical empathy endeavors for posterity’s predication Pandemically  phatic  propriety venerations Their apex crux axis beyond finite solution Carousel ceaselessly ceremony chaos character charisma Cerebral cortex’s ****** matrix The individual must remain sacrosanct Traipsing through the fallow furrows of assimilation’s xenobiotic barratry Like capillaries' capricious and intravenous intrepid Incalculably sensual beyond emotion’s expression Impetus intrigue's intuitional verve Ethology’s entelechy, theosophy’s theophany Zoomorphic zoolatry's social contiguities Futurity's corporeally preternatural fatidic
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Jul 20, 2015
Jul 20, 2015 at 7:13 AM UTC
Salacious mesmerism's endemic impromptu
I am the key to the lock in your house You burned a hole in my heart Where the arteries flow. And the veins are blocked like gutter drains, No one can pass - through the Red Sea, A no go area. A hairline fracture into a million capillaries, Split arteries to take each feeling individual to the tips of my skin. Still covered beautiful but a nails cuticles, Impaled on a cross resembling a torso. Hollow bones that play like xylophones In the tombs of hidden organs that echo & resonate through the decay of a necrophiliacs playground. Dislocated limbs swing round a rib cage, Splinters shatter the skin revealing the droplets of blood that pour like rain and tears combined. Twist past as they gloop through a cutlets spine. Always on my mind, always on my mind. Cobwebs of memories, Embedded in a decayed gut, Dug up like skeletons in cemeteries to find the remedy or medicine to plug the bullet shaped holes you made in my heart.
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Feb 23, 2016
Feb 23, 2016 at 6:26 AM UTC
Climbing up the walls (part one)
I asked the love inside me to sleep but not to die. To fly like swallows at sea, give me peace, but please, be homesick. I asked the love inside me to relent it’s doping up like an Indian Luna discarding the moon for daylight. I asked would it be stoic, Drown the sun for just a day and hang dark over street-signs that have anagrams of her name or point to wherever she sleeps. I asked the love inside me to keep the love-bites in my capillaries lest they phosphoresce like the backs of cuttlefish. I asked would it be patient to shine them later, as inkblots, reminding me of what the softness of her lips can do. I asked the love inside me to remember and not to hope. Keep our room everlasting alight with music, and like my love, my own. there’s lipstick kissed filter tips and roaches made from textbooks littering the ash-hardened carpet. The lift of bra strings over collarbone tracing a mole meeting like the Saone and Rhone there. Hungover afternoons where the heat stays asleep in the air circulating with our radiance as if our hearts fill the whole space. The time moves glacially like we’re children having nothing to compare it with but the length of hair and the states of cliff faces. Two stillborns meeting in the afterlife. The first time and the last time and all the love in between is alive.
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Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 5:31 PM UTC
What I asked the love inside me.
I thought the cold air would help But there's only ******* smoke Free **** I'm living the dream of a million burnt out lungs with capillaries astray - Sadness is a comfort Happiness burns against my eyelids It sears against the grey - Age doesn't matter as long as you pay Head high to keep the nausea at bay; Visions blur, thought the alcohol in my backpack somehow took effect it was just the ******* smoke.
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Dec 23, 2015
Dec 23, 2015 at 3:19 AM UTC
Beijing, China
The river in me                      exists.   Its outflow of pour drenches the gullies makes moist the sand that graces your toes I flow into your roots strengthen your                    capillaries pump liquid gold inside your veins loving your flaws like kintsukuroi you piece me together adorn my cracks with powdered metals, still loving them for being broken a longing               quenched I want you dripping down my chin, my thighs when you rush through me just like that, the soothing aqua tempest I have always wished for
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Mar 16, 2019
Mar 16, 2019 at 2:48 PM UTC
aqua
In the shadows of the walls where laughter once reverberated as a symphony of gleeful bliss, intonational inclines arise in the dark as dancing phantoms haunt the smirking silence which dissipates from the splotched, upended floorboards, while midnight footprints breathlessly creak, cradling the demonizing affirmations whispered, the very ones I knew would never become true. We stood by, powerlessly spectating as the love we once shared gasped for air, red in the face, its gushing carotid bulging in desperation, four lungs incinerating themselves with imminent anticipation of the death gleaming just over the horizon, its violet hues juxtaposing with the glimmering night skies of faded constellations comprising the celestial as moonlit silhouettes waltzed across the water, a bright cerulean rippling in our presence, the genesis of a journey unforeseen. Brutal acceptance rains from my eyes, a rumbling river that reigns supreme over the rounded stones stacked high as a towering dam of branches and rubble, leftover waste long forgotten and forlorn; hometown fantasies of childhood memories linger longer than our lost loyalty, liberating me from the rusted chains you'd stapled into my brittle bones, a leash tied tightly around my throat to **** me from my courageous caution back into the splintered wheel dictating our selfish agendas, empty promises of dilapidated affirmations now turned weary and worn with this newfound sense of reflection, a dichotomy depicting time's own passage, the consequence of a metamorphic resolution of open wounds blossoming into eroded scars. Futuristic visions of lesions now mended seamlessly fuse with renewed self-reception, your broken promises stitched with the threads ripped from the capillaries comprising my core, blood-stained carpet of scarlet and crimson fading into an aged and weathered maroon, never truly waning in its acquainted pigment yet blossoming into a stained fabric portraying the promises of the past, of decayed ruins now industriously erected into a radiant utopia of gallant, rubious valor, the final product of an unyielding resolve to have our story rewritten, our own steadfast evolution.
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Jan 6, 2024
Jan 6, 2024 at 6:24 PM UTC
An unyielding resolve.
In the shadows of the walls where laughter once reverberated as a symphony of gleeful bliss, intonational inclines arise in the dark as dancing phantoms haunt the smirking silence which dissipates from the splotched, upended floorboards, while midnight footprints breathlessly creak, cradling the demonizing affirmations whispered, the very ones I knew would never become true. We stood by, powerlessly spectating as the love we once shared gasped for air, red in the face, its gushing carotid bulging in desperation, four lungs incinerating themselves with imminent anticipation of the death gleaming just over the horizon, its violet hues juxtaposing with the glimmering night skies of faded constellations comprising the celestial as moonlit silhouettes waltzed across the water, a bright cerulean rippling in our presence, the genesis of a journey unforeseen. Brutal acceptance rains from my eyes, a rumbling river that reigns supreme over the rounded stones stacked high as a towering dam of branches and rubble, leftover waste long forgotten and forlorn; hometown fantasies of childhood memories linger longer than our lost loyalty, liberating me from the rusted chains you'd stapled into my brittle bones, a leash tied tightly around my throat to **** me from my courageous caution back into the splintered wheel dictating our selfish agendas, empty promises of dilapidated affirmations now turned weary and worn with this newfound sense of reflection, a dichotomy depicting time's own passage, the consequence of a metamorphic resolution of open wounds blossoming into eroded scars. Futuristic visions of lesions now mended seamlessly fuse with renewed self-reception, your broken promises stitched with the threads ripped from the capillaries comprising my core, blood-stained carpet of scarlet and crimson fading into an aged and weathered maroon, never truly waning in its acquainted pigment yet blossoming into a stained fabric portraying the promises of the past, of decayed ruins now industriously erected into a radiant utopia of gallant, rubious valor, the final product of an unyielding resolve to have our story rewritten, our own steadfast evolution.
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