Too much, too fast.
Breathless at a stoplight.
I HAVE NO TIME
Always with the rushing, barely feeling, barely knowing where I am.
Now there's nothing.
It's a break, slow and stale.
What do I do?
There are four or five things maybe but none feel right and I can't bring myself to move.
I try one thing,
Not even my eyes can focus on anything.
Skipping, blinking, nothing.
Give me back the whirlwind, or give me gravelike nothing.
Nothing is right.
I need power to feel and peace to fight or I am already dead.
I'm trusting You.
Thanks so much for reading, it means a lot.
Honestly, I'm not feeling much better for the moment. Things were getting a bit slow this afternoon and the Gravelike paragraph applied for like two hours, but I pulled myself out of it and I'm okay now. Let's see how long the feeling of well being lasts this time...