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"cajoles" poems
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This is the story of two lonely souls.... Who found each other, without cajoles... Neither had ever had a mate.... Yet Jack and Gill decided to date..... They felt an instant connection.... As both were Chefs and had a fixation.... One for Chicken the other for Bacon.... And so decided to take their direction.... From what they had learned in life.... Party animals that they were.... And perhaps now you can concure..... Their feelings for each other.... Was so far from any another.... People just didn’t understand.... Why when they walked, it was always hand in hand.... They never strayed and held tight to their ways.... Believing their world was just another phase.... But eventually the world would accept you see.... That what they had was called * “ smaltzy “.... *Yiddish word for rendered chicken / animal fat or a garish over the top fancy party...
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Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 11:28 PM UTC
To Each His Own...
weary of mothers and friends losing their children, before their time, weary of failing to achieve reconciliation with whatever one nominates the force that regulates, fate, Name-Your-God, deity of your choice, nature, laws of physics, the "whatever" that controls, interferes, that you think to believe wills these event's occurrence non-randomly cessation of formalities, one sided truce signed and delivered, unafraid to call this what it is, **** and damning fate, for no god could be so cruel... If only there was a Dislike button for life and the poems wrenched from death at 5:00 am this thought is my sole inhabitant once again, nature's bosses distort, another friend's grief asks, cajoles me to betray my/thy belief banish it or me, for we both cannot be cohabitants under the one roof, of this limited mind, where flailing poems never good enough, failing to express my sorrowed rage
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Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 6:03 AM UTC
A Childless Mother (weary of mothers losing their children)
A growing sickness Flowing through my veins Burning away inside, eating me away As the darkness takes over from within. Lapses in sanity, I find myself lying In cold sweat, falling through the chasm And I know its only a matter of time Before the demon inside has arisen. A manic bloodlust takes over my being I ache for the violence to be set free. In their dead eyes, I see reflections of mine A murderous gleam shining within As my face stretches into a smile that isn’t mine. Every fibre of my being, repulsed by myself Petrified by the beast I have become I cry out in pain and anguish As I feel Him taking over again. Under the light of the gibbous moon I revel in my madness, as her Screams goad me on and take me To the precipice. I stand grinning at Her broken,bloody form in the earth As she whimpers a pathetic plea for mercy. No one knows of my disease; He only Claims my body for himself in the dark Leaving me behind to feel the horror and disgust In the cold, grey sunlight. Every night I struggle inside I fight against my inner devil, pleading For reason and humanity to return To the twisted ******* I have become. He stretches my face into a wide smirk Reminding me of that exquisite, repulsive Scent of flowing gore; He coaxes me, He cajoles, He beckons me to join Him As my will weakens and my body surrenders. And so ends my tale, I have lost myself To the contorted insanity I bred inside. Horrified, repulsed, revolted with my being My death only entices me now Promising relief from my unholy illness. But I know that small comfort is lost on me Eventually, He’ll possess me entirely And in the remorse of this truth I lie And I feel Him return inside, eagerly awaiting my demise No more can I hold out against Him. No more can I wear the mask of Jekyll.
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Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 10:53 PM UTC
Jekyll
A growing sickness Flowing through my veins Burning away inside, eating me away As the darkness takes over from within. Lapses in sanity, I find myself lying In cold sweat, falling through the chasm And I know its only a matter of time Before the demon inside has arisen. A manic bloodlust takes over my being I ache for the violence to be set free. In their dead eyes, I see reflections of mine A murderous gleam shining within As my face stretches into a smile that isn’t mine. Every fibre of my being, repulsed by myself Petrified by the beast I have become I cry out in pain and anguish As I feel Him taking over again. Under the light of the gibbous moon I revel in my madness, as her Screams goad me on and take me To the precipice. I stand grinning at Her broken,bloody form in the earth As she whimpers a pathetic plea for mercy. No one knows of my disease; He only Claims my body for himself in the dark Leaving me behind to feel the horror and disgust In the cold, grey sunlight. Every night I struggle inside I fight against my inner devil, pleading For reason and humanity to return To the twisted ******* I have become. He stretches my face into a wide smirk Reminding me of that exquisite, repulsive Scent of flowing gore; He coaxes me, He cajoles, He beckons me to join Him As my will weakens and my body surrenders. And so ends my tale, I have lost myself To the contorted insanity I bred inside. Horrified, repulsed, revolted with my being My death only entices me now Promising relief from my unholy illness. But I know that small comfort is lost on me Eventually, He’ll possess me entirely And in the remorse of this truth I lie And I feel Him return inside, eagerly awaiting my demise No more can I hold out against Him. No more can I wear the mask of Jekyll.
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1023 It rises—passes—on our South Inscribes a simple Noon— Cajoles a Moment with the Spires And infinite is gone—
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It rises—passes—on our South
Breathless . . . Heaving . . . Sputtering . . . Many more steps to go. Hardened feet. No longer are my steps maligned by stabs of blood. Condemnation . . . Damnation . . . Corruption . . . My seasoned back launches into my perennial burden. And another step I take. Into an inevitable future of drudgery. Hope . . . Exoneration . . . Absolution . . . Have long been forgotten. Their burnt ashes adorn my forehead. My shoulder screams ahead, into the weight it upholds. Rumble . . . Rumble . . . Rumble . . . Each step like the millions before it, thrusts the stone another foot towards the jagged peak that towers impressively up ahead. Dum Da De . . . Dum Da Doo . . . Dum De Da Dum . . . And the day goes on. Dum Da De . . . Dum Da Doo . . . Dum De Da Dum . . . And the night lives long. Breathless . . . Heaving . . . Sputtering . . . My war-torn muscles relax. And the stone sits. Stares at the valley below. Lightning . . . Rain . . . Thunder . . . The wind caresses and cajoles, And the stone rolls down below, echoing Thor’s exclamations And my heart leaps with joy. After all, there will be another day. And my feet have hardened anyway. Ha Ha . . . Ha Ha . . . Ha Ha . . .
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Dec 14, 2016
Dec 14, 2016 at 10:03 AM UTC
***** Sisyphus
if i were to ask if you'd prefer the truth over happiness, would you take the red pill or the blue? in *Your Heart is a Muscle the Size of a Fist*, Sunil Yapa writes, "care too much and this world will **** you cold." but there is no greater love than this: i'll lay my life down for both strangers and friends. it's true what the adages say. knowledge may yet yield power, but most find bliss in fictitious myths. the tyranny of dead deities cajoles the soulless, self-inflicted ignorance claps the mind in shackles, a brain neutered by obedient acquiescence. there is a somber courage in sobriety. i'll deny until i die, defying the urge to idolize a substance that distracts the mind from misery. i choose to question everyone and everything, even if a clear-head invites utter agony. conviction is certainly a long and lonely road, but our integrity is the very last inch of us and—within that inch—we are free. so steadfast, i remain a stone anchored to the riverbed by the weight of gravity and the rushing tides eroding me. we'll stand strong in solidarity with all those suffering, opposing the specter of dominance, illusory as a phantom, ephemeral as the passage of time. i'll unleash an omnipotent psyche, inspired by the insight found in the closing lines of a punk and artist's call-to-arms: pursue what haunts you. if the truth terrifies you, good. that is precisely what veracity ought to do.
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Nov 27, 2016
Nov 27, 2016 at 7:59 PM UTC
pursue
Like puppets dancing on strings Are Presidents and princes Prime Ministers and politicians And the tune they dance to Is older than their kingdoms Behold the King of this world Hidden away from the public eye Yet commanding nations with a whisper He was glorious and beautiful once And he walked among the innocent But, in one moment of vanity He stole rulership of the world His personality is stamped upon mankind For he sets the pace While most men follow He spoke the first lies Inflicted the first casualty And he has never felt regret Has never shed a tear Though his wars have taken millions And his devotees have enslaved nations He is the author of confusion The instigator of Hellfire and hatred The creator of trinities and tribulation He accuses you and I of cowardice and selfishness Yet is himself running scared And clinging to power and life He is the excuser of unholy child abusers And the inspiration of Jihadist bombs He speaks lies about the innocent And glorifies the guilty He hunts all good men As a lion hunts the deer He will tear at your throat And consume you He is the Resistor The Slanderer He cajoles those who consider his existence And paints himself in mythical proportions He would destroy the earth rather than surrender it Would rather ruin if he cannot rule Yet the whole world is in his hands But not forever Because forever does not belong to him And not life For the gift of life is not his to give
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Jan 27, 2021
Jan 27, 2021 at 1:55 AM UTC
The King of The World
Cryptic dreams awaken the mind Telling more than I want to know Hinting at emotions undefined The glint of rough gems to be mined Possible rapture threatens contentment Disturbing the balance and the flow Turbulence enters the calm of the present Subconscious susurrations could prove prescient The painstakingly built façade stays intact But the lingering dream won’t go No use denying its deep impact As it cajoles me to think and act
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Dec 1, 2016
Dec 1, 2016 at 1:42 AM UTC
Lucid Dreams
*Different breeds of the same very greed Variant creeds many of the desire same Different loves, heart the same so very lame, Thoughts many from a brain conditioned. It isn't me...Am I what when that YOU divine Teases,taunts,cajoles me and short circuits This circle vicious, cycle of lives and thoughts? Then verily am I a soul unbonded and Free, Living constant with possibilities all unbound.*
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Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 5:04 PM UTC
Short Circuiting My Vicious Circle Of Life!
On The Great Lawn of my mind, The city's biggest dance floor, Upon its cushions, stepping lightly, The spring breeze, feeling its way, Making, reawakening, a thousand acquaintances, Absent parent kissing each long-lost babe-blade of grass Breeze takes each blade of spring grass: Cajoles, asks not, With windy hands, guided missiles, gentle/firm push/pull engage/ disengages, open/closes Breeze makes each one Neck, caress their neighbor, A thousand pas de deuces of fresh faced green children. All in all a triumphant processional, Cloaked in robes of sky blue velvet, Crowned by the sun's burnt orange kisses. At the middle school dance, The walls are portrait painted with the shy ones, The ones-who-don't-know-how-to-ask. Passover's children Needy for a Moses. Student of the spring breezes, This silly earnest teacher/chaperone, Grand-pa-rent will: Cajole, ask not, With hands, guided missiles, gentle/firm push/pull engage/ disengages, open/closes Under his tutelage, Every boy and girl A dancer, a blade, Each a Passenger on the fuselage Of his Spring Ballroom breeze. These are my spring rites imagined, Visions of my sight unimpaired, Present and future clarified. Soon we will teach our own Little Princes and Princesses, The shelter of dancing, Feel the embrace of nature, Under the mantle of an A Capella choir of tree leaves, We will lie side by side, Skyward pointing, Sharing our spring-sprung imaginings, Performing each and all Upon the breeze to carry away, For all to gleeful applaud!
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Sep 14, 2013
Sep 14, 2013 at 9:22 AM UTC
Spring Breezes (wherever your are blowin today)
On The Great Lawn of my mind, The city's biggest dance floor, Upon its cushions, stepping lightly, The spring breeze, feeling its way, Making, reawakening, a thousand acquaintances, Absent parent kissing each long-lost babe-blade of grass Breeze takes each blade of spring grass: Cajoles, asks not, With windy hands, guided missiles, gentle/firm push/pull engage/ disengages, open/closes Breeze makes each one Neck, caress their neighbor, A thousand pas de deuces of fresh faced green children. All in all a triumphant processional, Cloaked in robes of sky blue velvet, Crowned by the sun's burnt orange kisses. At the middle school dance, The walls are portrait painted with the shy ones, The ones-who-don't-know-how-to-ask. Passover's children Needy for a Moses. Student of the spring breezes, This silly earnest teacher/chaperone, Grand-pa-rent will: Cajole, ask not, With hands, guided missiles, gentle/firm push/pull engage/ disengages, open/closes Under his tutelage, Every boy and girl A dancer, a blade, Each a Passenger on the fuselage Of his Spring Ballroom breeze. These are my spring rites imagined, Visions of my sight unimpaired, Present and future clarified. Soon we will teach our own Little Princes and Princesses, The shelter of dancing, Feel the embrace of nature, Under the mantle of an A Capella choir of tree leaves, We will lie side by side, Skyward pointing, Sharing our spring-sprung imaginings, Performing each and all Upon the breeze to carry away, For all to gleeful applaud!
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I don't think winter Was ever meant to be Who can live when the cold Freezes your soul? I want the warmth of the sun To kiss my skin I want the delicate flutter of A butterflys wing against my cheek But nature plays this cruel trick On me every September It cajoles me with red and gold leaves The shades of amber and burnt orange Delight my eyes All the while the leaves are dying And I will never behold them again Bare branches will reach up like skeletal arms Against dull gray clouds Snow will descend and a hush will fall Like death, but not quite And I must wait so long for the first bloom Of color to push up through the spring snow Promising the warmth of summer to follow I don't think winter Was ever meant to be
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Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 11:51 PM UTC
Seasons
Those remembered doubts which night trysts dissolve. Those careful steps ascending towards bodied joy Come abide with me. Silhouette Maple tree hither my Wile. Those nagging doubts dissolves night's gown. More careful than misplaced steps, cajoles the pressing concern Come hither with me. For your silhouetted laughter flights from loves concourse Those raging doubts Have left me I had to choose Between you and the clear blue light. That night gown you apologetically wore is abject in happen-stance. Shrouding the matter further Loves discourse blighted Where hearts resolved to meet. Metaphysical garden, overwrought thoughts revealingly
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Dec 8, 2012
Dec 8, 2012 at 1:07 PM UTC
The night gown poetically breezes
I'm not "Religious". I believe in sin (Wink wink- If you know what I mean) but I don't believe in religion when it cajoles or demeans. Yet there is a ray of light in the windows of my dreams. And it calls to me in a voice at once radiant and dim. I call it the universe, but were I Religious, I'd call it "Him". I am not loud, nor do I preach. I believe in soft voices, and hymns sung only in one's head. I believe in the reach of silence, broad and inky and welcoming. I believe in my own inner thoughts and their peace (and too, their dread) Yet there is a voice that tells me, in words softly said that sometimes only the loudest sermons truly can teach. I am non-religious, and I have been for a while. I believe in dulcet whispers, and the sweet touch of sin. I believe in Metal Music, and the musical devil within. Then why, whenever I see someone capitalize "Him" does my mouth turn up at the corners, and grant me an unasked, yet welcome smile?
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Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 10:12 PM UTC
Religion?
The sunlight, Softly removes the blanket of snow To awaken earth from winter's sleep. And the mild breeze Gently cajoles the cocooned bud Out of her drowsiness. Slowly the blossom wakes up, Stretch towards the unbound sky And the light drizzle Freshens her to face the tunes of nature. A playful butterfly and a bubbly bee Greets the jubilant flower with great enthusiasm. In the frame of time and space Life after life unfolds in spring's loving care!
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Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 9:17 AM UTC
Life Unfolds In Spring
Your muse sits on the draining board Swinging her legs like a child A quizzical look on her face As you make yourself a coffee Eyes follow you round the room, You haven't spoken in a while Pen and paper lay where you left them Since the last time you were inspired Writing words to shake the world Simile and metaphor straight from your Soul, but even though she whispers, nudges And cajoles, you continue to ignore her There are other poets in the world Screaming out for inspiration Begging for the right word to guide them Bring them to the ****** of creation Don't leave the door too long open She may slip away without you noticing.
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Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 1:37 PM UTC
Your Muse Sits on the Draining Board
10,000 reasons, ten thousand years, A cloud of witnesses, over head They are the ones who praise and roar                                              raise their voices; for you. Many years before though one fallen, lost before the fight was fought                  thought it right to recruit with doubt. These are the unseen, not good, and the Unseen not at all bad, both are armies, only One leader leads; the other cajoles, then, takes his toll, many a jaw dropping, eternal soul. Then you look around you, the landscape, city, country, mountain, lake open ocean and outer space, awe and wonder on your face. Then you look around you, after you text, talk, and tap your phone, 'buds in your ears, what you experience replaces your fears. Of being alone. When the dark (one) closes in, and pours over you your sin, and it has been so long you only want to hide, but you are part of the Seen world, where is the light switch, anyway... the noisy noise, breaks your poise, separate yourself and make time for ...  prayer "Open my eyes, so I can see" ©DWE062013
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Jun 29, 2013
Jun 29, 2013 at 2:58 AM UTC
Seen and Unseen
for Richard Shepherd who wrote to tell me one of my babies, (1) made him: “Oh my, speechless” my stated aim, my purposed gain, is to write of only love poetry, oh too human am I, going astray the most human contributory trick, is when “she,” temptation, oft cajoles, “this way please” and I easygoing and submit obligingly your words spontaneous, mark & make me, likewise spit out gratitude of words simple, informing you that you are too, too kind, then pause reflective does such a thing even exist? bemusedly, smiling silent at my silliness, as I debate~contemplate, the potent notion if kindness can ever be measured as in excess, by what  measuring cup system could we contrive to ascertain if there be lines drawn, for the most best of human attributes? it is Monday Morning and such silly peculiarities have no busily business populating my gray matter, but compulsory demands state forthright you cannot retreat from this windrowed wonderland hedgerow, for when seeing these deep waters, can easy sink a poet for a funking, dunking, nay, a drowning! but I am only dancing around the edges of a fire upon the beach, and gingerly admit that there is no limitation to this conceptual, can we be too human, could one ever not say your loving, your essences~senses fragrant, are airborne and therefore unlimited, beneath this shared sky~sphere. yet never my intent to rob a human of the power of speech *but this statement of de~unlimited awe too much, and therefore my understanding deepens, when and what a heart feels is without definition, without lineage, every time reborn, and my loving of your kind words, overflowing will be my principled purpose this day that every person whose path intersects mine, shall be greeted with the tools in my possession, which thanks to you, are identified as an undefined unlimited too, too much kindness and my one job is to be a proof of this raison d'être for all ofour existences* this hen issue now resolved, be a lovely au naturel love poem and obedient to my only truest mission
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Nov 25, 2024
Nov 25, 2024 at 10:55 AM UTC
too, too kind. (if such thing exists)
for Richard Shepherd who wrote to tell me one of my babies, (1) made him: “Oh my, speechless” my stated aim, my purposed gain, is to write of only love poetry, oh too human am I, going astray the most human contributory trick, is when “she,” temptation, oft cajoles, “this way please” and I easygoing and submit obligingly your words spontaneous, mark & make me, likewise spit out gratitude of words simple, informing you that you are too, too kind, then pause reflective does such a thing even exist? bemusedly, smiling silent at my silliness, as I debate~contemplate, the potent notion if kindness can ever be measured as in excess, by what  measuring cup system could we contrive to ascertain if there be lines drawn, for the most best of human attributes? it is Monday Morning and such silly peculiarities have no busily business populating my gray matter, but compulsory demands state forthright you cannot retreat from this windrowed wonderland hedgerow, for when seeing these deep waters, can easy sink a poet for a funking, dunking, nay, a drowning! but I am only dancing around the edges of a fire upon the beach, and gingerly admit that there is no limitation to this conceptual, can we be too human, could one ever not say your loving, your essences~senses fragrant, are airborne and therefore unlimited, beneath this shared sky~sphere. yet never my intent to rob a human of the power of speech *but this statement of de~unlimited awe too much, and therefore my understanding deepens, when and what a heart feels is without definition, without lineage, every time reborn, and my loving of your kind words, overflowing will be my principled purpose this day that every person whose path intersects mine, shall be greeted with the tools in my possession, which thanks to you, are identified as an undefined unlimited too, too much kindness and my one job is to be a proof of this raison d'être for all ofour existences* this hen issue now resolved, be a lovely au naturel love poem and obedient to my only truest mission
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Quand tu touches ma tige Tu ne la touches pas seulement À proprement parler : Tu l'aiguises, tu l'affûtes, tu la redessines Tu adoucis les angles et les courbures Tu la fais flèche de cathédrale Juste en la frôlant de tes ailes de fée. Quand tu touches ma tige Je ne savoure pas seulement À proprement parler Je frémis, je frétille, je pétille de tous mes rhizomes Je sors de mes entrailles telles des queues de comète De petits couinements infinis d'années-lumière Adulterines et incestueuses Tu m'effleures, tu m'effeuilles J'enfle, j'enfle, je gonfle Je vogue entre les galaxies et les îles Et toi pendant que tu m'electrises De tous tes cils De toutes tes tentacules Pendant que tu me transfigures Tu me cajoles sans hâte en geignant. Et dans chaque gémissement Je crois entendre en playback "Have you ever been to Electric Ladyland"
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Nov 27, 2019
Nov 27, 2019 at 4:13 AM UTC
Quand tu touches ma tige
Her excitement wet, on her hips, and lips her tongue, dips, rolls, cajoles, and licks **** as no surprise deep within, her eyes as her deepest sighs, his body, mind, transfixed
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Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 9:10 AM UTC
It's in the eyes (Limerick)
On this auspicious day of Her becoming a Republic.... BHARAT MATA DESIRES Our Bharat Mata, today requests; and Her children cajoles, to truly love Her. Wondering, from their sleep, their siesta, indifference, when will they rise n stir ! Ages of attacks n conquests have tired Her, now our solace She seeks. She asks Her soldiers n leaders to truly love Her; and not become meek. Awaiting eagerly She is for Her children to love Her; waiting for that truly happy morn. Wishes She another Gandhi, Shastri, Dadabhoy, Bhagatsingh n Patriots many be born. Desires She that correct n clean up they, all the mess; all that has sadly gone wrong. Desires She, that all Her administrator sons, become honest n strong; That for Her, they, a great name in the current times earn, is Her burning desire. Can all the leaders, big n small by their deeds n actions everyone else aspire. Armin Dutia Motashaw
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Jan 26, 2021
Jan 26, 2021 at 2:38 AM UTC
BHARAT MATA DESIRES
Curled in a quivering ball, She holds her lips sealed tight. Her sole goal is to pass the night Without utterly losing it all. Fingers pressed to temples, Eyes shut with all her might, She waits for dawn's first light And begs for it to be gentle. She begs for Time to have mercy On her worn and wearied soul. She pleads, beseeches, and cajoles For Time to find her worthy. And when the sun's beams Breach the womb of dawn, Her exhausted form looks upon A new day and a new dream.
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May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 6:14 PM UTC
Dawn
Information guarantee ask and what will be. In her guidance, moments changed this man and what will be is what? I am, surrender, I give in She has won, this tug, if war is what it be she wins at every thing and today is everything and she wins, she wins, the game. I have aces up my sleeve though don't believe I'll use them yet, She gets me, understands the foibles that trouble me, cajoles and comes close then she cuddles me, If it was only up to me I'd ask for information guarantee from everyone's in this but me, and what will be?
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Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 8:37 PM UTC
Pierced
I am a forest of many small fires. Matches tossed carelessly into tinder which waits fervently for the touch of a sparking disarray, I am all at once a smolder and senseless blazing flame and the smoke which billows away from me reeks arrestingly of shame. And so I am ashes, purely enveloped the black sickening airs of ghastly passions, insisted becomings and hasty stashes, I am shame and attempts to mask it seem to disintegrate like the cajoles of yesterday. I am a forest of many small fires which have melded into one, as the blurring of myself with the long observed sum. As dust dry bones to the carcasses of slain, the creatures of innocence whose tried escapes but in vain, I slough the suffering of a thousand drunkards on the undeserving lips, of the meticulous sparrow’s sloppily incinerated nest. I am dissolution to good and my flames stand to show, of how easily destruction may pass for personal growth.
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Mar 14, 2019
Mar 14, 2019 at 2:58 PM UTC
“Personal Growth”
I may have never been the light of your life but you were mine. Recently when people voice the word ‘therapy’, it elicits in me a feral sort of anger. It's a routine: rage, panic, and exhaustion. My mother’s quaint china dishes have found a steady home on my sienna wooden floors. Please understand why I taste acid and rancid flesh when I think of your hazel eyes and strong arms. My Tracy Chapman record echoes monotonously out to me, but the blood simmering in the grooves of my brain fills my ears with a sound that displeases my auditory senses. It sounds like static from a broken radio. The wind howls through the cracks of my windows and sometimes it cajoles the door open. Somehow, my penchant for you never fails to disappoint me as my eyes flit up for the briefest second to see if you've arrived. I use my teacups as wine flutes and my heart as a pincushion, but maybe your broad shoulders and firm chest could shelter me from myself. My desk stands proudly in the corner of the room. Enrobed in dust and half-eaten pizza slices, it stands proof of what you've done to me. Mr. Teddy is taking a nap. His cottony, soft, white insides poke out in tufts from under the patchwork. Another one bites the dust. The poison seeps through the gaps in between my teeth and panic swallows me like an ocean. If you want, I would clad your feet in my shoes but I have never been one to chase after something so I cannot fathom how to explain to you why they have holes on their soles, much like my soul. The towel pools at my feet as I feel the heat behind my eyelids start to cool. Exhaustion sweeps over me like a summer breeze. I can hear fast cars as the put me to sleep. It smells like petrichor; wet earth after the storm.
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Sep 27, 2017
Sep 27, 2017 at 10:50 PM UTC
petrichor
I may have never been the light of your life but you were mine. Recently when people voice the word ‘therapy’, it elicits in me a feral sort of anger. It's a routine: rage, panic, and exhaustion. My mother’s quaint china dishes have found a steady home on my sienna wooden floors. Please understand why I taste acid and rancid flesh when I think of your hazel eyes and strong arms. My Tracy Chapman record echoes monotonously out to me, but the blood simmering in the grooves of my brain fills my ears with a sound that displeases my auditory senses. It sounds like static from a broken radio. The wind howls through the cracks of my windows and sometimes it cajoles the door open. Somehow, my penchant for you never fails to disappoint me as my eyes flit up for the briefest second to see if you've arrived. I use my teacups as wine flutes and my heart as a pincushion, but maybe your broad shoulders and firm chest could shelter me from myself. My desk stands proudly in the corner of the room. Enrobed in dust and half-eaten pizza slices, it stands proof of what you've done to me. Mr. Teddy is taking a nap. His cottony, soft, white insides poke out in tufts from under the patchwork. Another one bites the dust. The poison seeps through the gaps in between my teeth and panic swallows me like an ocean. If you want, I would clad your feet in my shoes but I have never been one to chase after something so I cannot fathom how to explain to you why they have holes on their soles, much like my soul. The towel pools at my feet as I feel the heat behind my eyelids start to cool. Exhaustion sweeps over me like a summer breeze. I can hear fast cars as the put me to sleep. It smells like petrichor; wet earth after the storm.
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