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"bulb" poems
she wanted to be a blade of grass amid the fields but he wouldn't agree to be a dandelion she wanted to be a robin singing through the leaves but he refused to be her tree she spun herself into a web and    looking for a place to rest turned to him but he stood straight declining to be her corner she tried to be a book but he wouldn't read she turned herself into a bulb but he wouldn't let her grow she decided to become a woman and though he still refused to be a man she decided it was all right by Nikki Giovanni S T  ..... two's-day :) 17 dec 2013
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Dec 17, 2013
Dec 17, 2013 at 10:27 AM UTC
W O M A N - Nikki Giovanni
,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 11:17 AM UTC
how do you know when (a human is too broken?)
,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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This is the easy time, there is nothing doing. I have whirled the midwife's extractor, I have my honey, Six jars of it, Six cat's eyes in the wine cellar, Wintering in a dark without window At the heart of the house Next to the last tenant's rancid jam and the bottles of empty glitters ---- Sir So-and-so's gin. This is the room I have never been in This is the room I could never breathe in. The black bunched in there like a bat, No light But the torch and its faint Chinese yellow on appalling objects ---- Black asininity. Decay. Possession. It is they who own me. Neither cruel nor indifferent, Only ignorant. This is the time of hanging on for the bees--the bees So slow I hardly know them, Filing like soldiers To the syrup tin To make up for the honey I've taken. Tate and Lyle keeps them going, The refined snow. It is Tate and Lyle they live on, instead of flowers. They take it. The cold sets in. Now they ball in a mass, Black Mind against all that white. The smile of the snow is white. It spreads itself out, a mile-long body of Meissen, Into which, on warm days, They can only carry their dead. The bees are all women, Maids and the long royal lady. They have got rid of the men, The blunt, clumsy stumblers, the boors. Winter is for women ---- The woman, still at her knitting, At the cradle of Spanis walnut, Her body a bulb in the cold and too dumb to think. Will the hive survive, will the gladiolas Succeed in banking their fires To enter another year? What will they taste of, the Christmas roses? The bees are flying. They taste the spring.
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Wintering
This is the easy time, there is nothing doing. I have whirled the midwife's extractor, I have my honey, Six jars of it, Six cat's eyes in the wine cellar, Wintering in a dark without window At the heart of the house Next to the last tenant's rancid jam and the bottles of empty glitters ---- Sir So-and-so's gin. This is the room I have never been in This is the room I could never breathe in. The black bunched in there like a bat, No light But the torch and its faint Chinese yellow on appalling objects ---- Black asininity. Decay. Possession. It is they who own me. Neither cruel nor indifferent, Only ignorant. This is the time of hanging on for the bees--the bees So slow I hardly know them, Filing like soldiers To the syrup tin To make up for the honey I've taken. Tate and Lyle keeps them going, The refined snow. It is Tate and Lyle they live on, instead of flowers. They take it. The cold sets in. Now they ball in a mass, Black Mind against all that white. The smile of the snow is white. It spreads itself out, a mile-long body of Meissen, Into which, on warm days, They can only carry their dead. The bees are all women, Maids and the long royal lady. They have got rid of the men, The blunt, clumsy stumblers, the boors. Winter is for women ---- The woman, still at her knitting, At the cradle of Spanis walnut, Her body a bulb in the cold and too dumb to think. Will the hive survive, will the gladiolas Succeed in banking their fires To enter another year? What will they taste of, the Christmas roses? The bees are flying. They taste the spring.
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Iron bench, open sore dragon rock, three in score flesh on body, tortured soul arms high, in hell's hole Corner bulb, neon light drake hotel, second flight jolly pop, rizla plus open flame, behind the bus Broken fixtures, tully hat channel swimmer, at the bat blind alley, words of cuss dealer waving, in a fuss Grim reaper, boys in blue super bee, armored shrew ****** sips, swollen glands potpourri, on demand Black death, huddler's arch beat the cold, and summer parch toothless grin, ****** glare obituary, to be shared Dead of night, decontrol cheeva tar, black coal east central, chinatown mr. freeze, is coming down Foot soldier, skidder row chicken feed, and white blow silver spoon, casted hand demons surface, on demand Frantic sounds, below the glass poison waiting, to be passed crack pipes, over coat bodies flat, begin to float Gospel sounds, from union square friends gather, deep in prayer guardian angels, now deployed thornton park, without a void Covenant house, in holy charm welcomes all, with open arms salvation spreads, on chapel row kindness that, cannot be sold
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Oct 14, 2017
Oct 14, 2017 at 5:36 PM UTC
Pidgeon Park
The artichoke of delicate heart ***** in its battle-dress, builds its minimal cupola; keeps stark in its scallop of scales. Around it, demoniac vegetables bristle their thicknesses, devise tendrils and belfries, the bulb's agitations; while under the subsoil the carrot sleeps sound in its rusty mustaches. Runner and filaments bleach in the vineyards, whereon rise the vines. The sedulous cabbage arranges its petticoats; oregano sweetens a world; and the artichoke dulcetly there in a gardenplot, armed for a skirmish, goes proud in its pomegranate burnishes. Till, on a day, each by the other, the artichoke moves to its dream of a market place in the big willow hoppers: a battle formation. Most warlike of defilades- with men in the market stalls, white shirts in the soup-greens, artichoke field marshals, close-order conclaves, commands, detonations, and voices, a crashing of crate staves. And Maria come down with her hamper to make trial of an artichoke: she reflects, she examines, she candles them up to the light like an egg, never flinching; she bargains, she tumbles her prize in a market bag among shoes and a cabbage head, a bottle of vinegar; is back in her kitchen. The artichoke drowns in a *** So you have it: a vegetable, armed, a profession (call it an artichoke) whose end is millennial. We taste of that sweetness, dismembering scale after scale. We eat of a halcyon paste: it is green at the artichoke heart.
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Ode To an Artichoke
I have a 75 watt, glare free, long life Harmony House light bulb in my toilet. I have been living in the same apartment for over two years now and that bulb just keeps burning away. I believe that it is fond of me. - Richard Brautigan
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Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 1:04 PM UTC
Affectionate Light Bulb
I was treated like the VIP, A cat and a big fish, A hook and a big Six, whilst visiting madam bow-peeps rotisserie of ***** Always receptive, Wearing open silk working 9 to 5am. With a little overtime, hot funk never satisfies, She had the way-with-all to feign, delight; even interest, before negotiating the price, Two shekels, She was classy, kind of slick, she tickled my ears for nothing more than kindness, a small token in exchange for a smile. She popped on a tune, as she took off her dress. The petting started her two hands tugging with the zipper of my jeans. A woman's touch... Ha HA, the rich sultry kiss of ***** tight and tasty; ***** like a ripe tomato, Sugar fried and drunk. She opened her legs, her hair smelled like shampoo, She was on her belly, knees tucked up as I took in the fruit, deep holes filled with **** and shabby fingers, hollow spit and angry poison, head spinning to the groove, loud and high, The bed squeaked and a single light bulb dangled like a loose tooth, Ten minutes and two ******* love songs! Sick and spent up, I got dressed to leave, I said with a poke, "I couldn't get laid, Not even in a ***** house!" And now I'm back in the cold again, only dirtier.
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Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 4:50 PM UTC
The ********** inspired by William & Don G
Thank you for the memories, The unexpected, sudden hits of nostalgia Taking me back to carefree days Of playing football after a summer rainstorm, Of laughing in woodwork class, Of my grandmother's awesome cakes. Like time travel on the cheap, You weather away the years, And the strata of cynicism and regret, Momentarily eroding my reality, Revealing the manchild at my core, Allowing him the briefest chance to once again explore. But these are unpredictable reveries, Three dimensional snatches of memories. It's time they developed some kind of smell recorder, Just like sights and sounds can be held for posterity. But such technology would not compare to my physiological wonder; Magically transforming scent into vivid memories.
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Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 1:57 PM UTC
Ode To My Olfactory Bulb (or The Need For A Smell Recorder)
My parents gave me a pink childhood framed with lace and luxury-- but a black stain has spread there, deep as the amount of time I’ve spent thinking about what people are capable of, and how they can stand hanging a mirror in every bathroom, because water cannot clean people of the lie they told their brother or the betrayal inflicted against their friend, some wrongs of which may never be realized, but will always remain in the form of a new freckle on my left cheek or shadow beneath my eye. And I am sorry, because I should have sooner heeded my mother’s words when she told me I was the moral compass grounding you stonedust streets. Your childhood resembled a light bulb broken before it tasted electricity, no one taught you North from South and how different the terrain may become when you find yourself in the mountains with only sandals on your feet. I had been that for you, and you told me as much every weekend we spent riding in the bed of my father’s pickup truck and shouting against wind-gusts that threatened to carry our voices away from one another-- I have sinced learned there are many ways to **** a person. I killed you when I stole your sense of direction like floorboards from beneath your cracked and bleeding feet, and allowed you to fall--who knows how far-- landing in a pile of skin-biting needles and leftover sediment, the very bottom of brown-glass bottles strewn across the floor. Staying would have saved you, I’m sure, and I’ll never forget that I turned away out of fear, cowardice, because I hated the sight of your skin-and-bone crowd, friends in name but not in heart, and left you lost among them, And you who knew no better remained, your humanity expelled with each smoke-laden breath and then evaporating, nonextant.
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Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 7:45 PM UTC
The Second Macbeth
My parents gave me a pink childhood framed with lace and luxury-- but a black stain has spread there, deep as the amount of time I’ve spent thinking about what people are capable of, and how they can stand hanging a mirror in every bathroom, because water cannot clean people of the lie they told their brother or the betrayal inflicted against their friend, some wrongs of which may never be realized, but will always remain in the form of a new freckle on my left cheek or shadow beneath my eye. And I am sorry, because I should have sooner heeded my mother’s words when she told me I was the moral compass grounding you stonedust streets. Your childhood resembled a light bulb broken before it tasted electricity, no one taught you North from South and how different the terrain may become when you find yourself in the mountains with only sandals on your feet. I had been that for you, and you told me as much every weekend we spent riding in the bed of my father’s pickup truck and shouting against wind-gusts that threatened to carry our voices away from one another-- I have sinced learned there are many ways to **** a person. I killed you when I stole your sense of direction like floorboards from beneath your cracked and bleeding feet, and allowed you to fall--who knows how far-- landing in a pile of skin-biting needles and leftover sediment, the very bottom of brown-glass bottles strewn across the floor. Staying would have saved you, I’m sure, and I’ll never forget that I turned away out of fear, cowardice, because I hated the sight of your skin-and-bone crowd, friends in name but not in heart, and left you lost among them, And you who knew no better remained, your humanity expelled with each smoke-laden breath and then evaporating, nonextant.
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You're just a tiny bit minimalist in your own unique way a white star I have to squint to see in daytime sky not a Mercedes five point but a Nissan Micra car you park neatly in a three point turn by my netsuke and put a circular dent on my platonic furniture Your two humble rooms devoid of any bold sculpture except a fold-out table and a miniature bubble chair and a futon for a bed which is troublesome to share you draw the line at adornments but allow a wallflower A bulb in a bowl is your ornamental garden feature mealtimes a nibble on grated carrot celery cucumber you run so long on empty you're an eco friendly teacher stretching out the energy is a passion of my lover engaging in lessons on sustaining a resourceful nature Your shoes two pointe ballet slip ons easy to care barely there g-string thin cotton underwear nothing loud to upset your understated figure slight as a pin drop your bottom's semi-derrière sits so light on feet I'd swear you float on air I rarely get to hear you come before you're in my hair with a voice pitch high as a smitten kitten's purr your upper reaches get a score sized single 'A' nice when it fits into our schemes of feng shui I carry your bundle home on the roadway rivers of light yet you only burn one ray of candle power at night born of scintillating atoms which flow along each vein containing so much love without clutter in your frame a brave star small as wings formed of minuscule wire flutters in your eyes with minimal flare but deep desire
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Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 12:54 PM UTC
My Bonsai Ballerina
You're just a tiny bit minimalist in your own unique way a white star I have to squint to see in daytime sky not a Mercedes five point but a Nissan Micra car you park neatly in a three point turn by my netsuke and put a circular dent on my platonic furniture Your two humble rooms devoid of any bold sculpture except a fold-out table and a miniature bubble chair and a futon for a bed which is troublesome to share you draw the line at adornments but allow a wallflower A bulb in a bowl is your ornamental garden feature mealtimes a nibble on grated carrot celery cucumber you run so long on empty you're an eco friendly teacher stretching out the energy is a passion of my lover engaging in lessons on sustaining a resourceful nature Your shoes two pointe ballet slip ons easy to care barely there g-string thin cotton underwear nothing loud to upset your understated figure slight as a pin drop your bottom's semi-derrière sits so light on feet I'd swear you float on air I rarely get to hear you come before you're in my hair with a voice pitch high as a smitten kitten's purr your upper reaches get a score sized single 'A' nice when it fits into our schemes of feng shui I carry your bundle home on the roadway rivers of light yet you only burn one ray of candle power at night born of scintillating atoms which flow along each vein containing so much love without clutter in your frame a brave star small as wings formed of minuscule wire flutters in your eyes with minimal flare but deep desire
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. \       |       / \               •think my               / pen's almost dry•it's get- ting oh so hard•ideas seem to just \   fly on by•i'm unable to deal any more   / cards•bottom of the barrel•i seem to be scraping•trapped in a long, dark tunnel• coherence eluding...the words that need inking•i need a simple little trick...•to soothe this perpetual itch•need my /        bulb come on really quick•hope-        \ fully as soon as I flick on /               the...switch•               \ |   ooooooooooo   | ••••••••• ••••••••• ••••••••• ••••••••• ••••• ooo
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Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 12:10 PM UTC
Bulb
This is me In the darken room, in a void hiding from your hands Don’t touch me Stop saving me Let my blood flow Let these wounds rip I’m okay I will be okay. I’m putting my foot down. I’ll cut this hair so you’ll stop climbing this tower, I’ll cover my face for I don’t want to be awake to a true love kiss, I will let the spindle of the spinning wheel ***** me and surrender to the curse I’m packing these baggage The one that’s marked trust issues, The one with dreams written all over it I’m bringing it back home Back home to this ribcage So please. Let the darkness of this place shine Allow this sorrow in its heaven My demons can take it from here For I am sorry for the way your arms are covered in bruises Your body became a map of the places you rescued me from Your eyes dry from trying to stay awake on the nights my demon demand to be accompanied That you become selfless just because I was selfish So darling Let the bulb stay burned Leave me in my new home And let your bruises heal This is my fighting ring The one I’ve made you bleed for all these years I will face this nightmare I will let it conquer me I will fall and fight And Ill keep fighting And I will save you from saving me.
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Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 4:42 AM UTC
Forced a home out of you.
When you kiss me, I don't think you realise, but my lips turn into an explosion of electricity on your dead circuit board mouth. Let me revive you. Let me shock you into submission. Let me make your hair stand on end, your knees tremble. Either that, or just smash my bulb. My light flickers when I see you with somebody else, and what use is a dim light to anybody? Apart from the little extra illumination it shines on you. Maybe I could rewire you. Maybe I could flip a switch. Maybe I could turn on your lips and you could kiss me, kiss me, under a streetlamp. Maybe you could be my light in the dark. I think there's been a power cut. I can't see. My eyes are under a blanket of darkness, and your light has gone out. I guess I'll just have to switch on mine whilst you smoulder for another brighter, more beautiful light. Time to pull the plug.
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Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 9:04 AM UTC
Electricity
He thought that he had been evicted like a raucous Irishman, late once again on the rent, his belongings and furniture strewn on the lawn His cold, deadly stare and ruffled red, said the same, with haughty indignation written all over him As could be expected with any eviction, belongings strewn to the street, it started to rain; large splattering drops falling from the sky with an audible impact, adding insult to the injury But he was just a child, set free and off to learn on his own, his perch and roost along with his chair, moved to his new home He had outgrown the large screen porch, which was such a ridiculous place for an Owl anyway Wood and glen gone, surrounded by girder and screen, locked into the realm of old peoples coffee and cigarettes Tucked up into the eaves ignominiously, or sitting on the lamp, grooming flesh from his over large and taloned feet He would sit silhouetted by the dim red glow of the bulb, relaxing, until a noise would spin his head and he would become hooded and glaring death The lamp added a glow to his eyes, which already burned with a raptors fire and he would become the personification of evil to the world of prey Low and crouched, wings slightly spread; he would become the terrifying story that small warm animals tell their children at night to keep them in line and safe But now he has been moved outside and all of his familiar belongings with him, or most anyways Now he perches outside, either on the rough, twisted branches near his roost, or his favorite chair, and contemplates late into the night But it seems that he prefers the comfort of his living room and he rests on the arm of the chair, quiet and pensive in the still and humid darkness He stares at me while I smoke; the white plumes drifting like iridescent fog into the moonlight, while I observe him from his former home, illuminated by the dim lamp light His saffron eyes gleam in the darkness, his dark form robed in that of the raptor, wings held down, with the tips outstretched like fingers He stares at the lamp, standing like a pedestal against the wall and I wonder to myself Does he want his ****** lamp moved out there too?
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Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 4:44 PM UTC
Owls with furniture
He thought that he had been evicted like a raucous Irishman, late once again on the rent, his belongings and furniture strewn on the lawn His cold, deadly stare and ruffled red, said the same, with haughty indignation written all over him As could be expected with any eviction, belongings strewn to the street, it started to rain; large splattering drops falling from the sky with an audible impact, adding insult to the injury But he was just a child, set free and off to learn on his own, his perch and roost along with his chair, moved to his new home He had outgrown the large screen porch, which was such a ridiculous place for an Owl anyway Wood and glen gone, surrounded by girder and screen, locked into the realm of old peoples coffee and cigarettes Tucked up into the eaves ignominiously, or sitting on the lamp, grooming flesh from his over large and taloned feet He would sit silhouetted by the dim red glow of the bulb, relaxing, until a noise would spin his head and he would become hooded and glaring death The lamp added a glow to his eyes, which already burned with a raptors fire and he would become the personification of evil to the world of prey Low and crouched, wings slightly spread; he would become the terrifying story that small warm animals tell their children at night to keep them in line and safe But now he has been moved outside and all of his familiar belongings with him, or most anyways Now he perches outside, either on the rough, twisted branches near his roost, or his favorite chair, and contemplates late into the night But it seems that he prefers the comfort of his living room and he rests on the arm of the chair, quiet and pensive in the still and humid darkness He stares at me while I smoke; the white plumes drifting like iridescent fog into the moonlight, while I observe him from his former home, illuminated by the dim lamp light His saffron eyes gleam in the darkness, his dark form robed in that of the raptor, wings held down, with the tips outstretched like fingers He stares at the lamp, standing like a pedestal against the wall and I wonder to myself Does he want his ****** lamp moved out there too?
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the down keeps me up needing to crash but thoughts beckon i know i must pay tomorrow full moon tonight what’s your excuse? if you’re a woman don’t misconstrue i’m not a misogynist true misogyny neccitates great admiration full moon tonight what’s your excuse? i don’t care tonight gonna stay awake till collapse i dreamed Apple traded $99.00 monday morning and i bought it i’m not your type not your type not your type i read Flaubert, Zola, Nabokov i know it’s hard to see i imagine angels what do you like in your cup of tea? while taking care of neighbor’s cat Oskar decided to replace porch standard white with green light bulb i hope they like it they’re burners they’ll be gone for two weeks
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Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 8:14 AM UTC
full moon tonight
I like to call this counting crows. A boy told me he liked me while I was high and crying listening to some indie ******** My ex girlfriend smoked everyday, 3:11 pm, after school in her backyard, and I guess that is sort of cringeworthy. Tell me you like me. I like to call this counting crows. And I wish I was pretty without make up, but I sold my soul and became demoralized. 
 My ex boyfriend split his wrist one day and blamed me, and I guess that is sort of cringeworthy. Tell me you’re okay. I like to call this counting crows. And you really can’t call me pretty because once, I loved someone and they called me pretty, but now he says I’m not the same- He said I’m glass, but I always thought I was marrow. I like to call this counting crows. And I keep throwing up water and candy and syllables, but you won’t like me once you reach the smell, And I’ve been empty for a long time,
but eating and eating and eating will only make you nauseated. There is a pit in my stomach filled with sand. I like to call this counting crows. And I didn’t expect to meet you here, but there you are smiling at me with top and bottom marbles that I’d love to play with someday. And here I am rubbing my knees trying to stand up without looking as feeble as I feel- 
I remember little things. Princess Diana died on my birthday. It takes one man to change a light bulb and a woman to light it. What the **** was the punchline? I really want to sleep. My best friend keeps making plans. I want to kiss you shoulders. Please lock the door”
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May 18, 2015
May 18, 2015 at 7:07 PM UTC
counting crows
I like to call this counting crows. A boy told me he liked me while I was high and crying listening to some indie ******** My ex girlfriend smoked everyday, 3:11 pm, after school in her backyard, and I guess that is sort of cringeworthy. Tell me you like me. I like to call this counting crows. And I wish I was pretty without make up, but I sold my soul and became demoralized. 
 My ex boyfriend split his wrist one day and blamed me, and I guess that is sort of cringeworthy. Tell me you’re okay. I like to call this counting crows. And you really can’t call me pretty because once, I loved someone and they called me pretty, but now he says I’m not the same- He said I’m glass, but I always thought I was marrow. I like to call this counting crows. And I keep throwing up water and candy and syllables, but you won’t like me once you reach the smell, And I’ve been empty for a long time,
but eating and eating and eating will only make you nauseated. There is a pit in my stomach filled with sand. I like to call this counting crows. And I didn’t expect to meet you here, but there you are smiling at me with top and bottom marbles that I’d love to play with someday. And here I am rubbing my knees trying to stand up without looking as feeble as I feel- 
I remember little things. Princess Diana died on my birthday. It takes one man to change a light bulb and a woman to light it. What the **** was the punchline? I really want to sleep. My best friend keeps making plans. I want to kiss you shoulders. Please lock the door”
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Well I'm just a light bulb, and you deserve the stars.
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Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 4:44 PM UTC
Stars
yes, you can kiss my rose petal eyelids my stained cheeks my humming neck my willing waist my burning skin anywhere on my restless body but kiss my lips, and I'll spend the rest of my life aching grieving searching for your stinging tongue   fate assured me    we'd burn violently     but ultimately suns die      every flame grows tired       every bulb will break       every wick will drown        charred and regretful     weary and worn out    drained of energy   choking for air i'm not ready to ignite just yet
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Dec 31, 2017
Dec 31, 2017 at 8:02 AM UTC
safety precautions
i can still feel his hands around my neck. the fingers like words and “i don’t love you” and it stings although he wasn’t the first to say it, i can’t breathe. she haunts our hallways, our floorboards are cracking beneath our feet, our home is crumbling between our fingertips and i can feel her weight on my chest. sometimes i think that she should just go by the way that her footsteps echo after she’s gone. i remember a wall full of holes from where his fists kissed ever so gently. i think that wall is what my heart might look like but lately i’ve had trouble finding my pulse. i can still feel his hands around my neck. does he know why i can’t look him in the eye? does he know the blue makes me feel like I’ve swallowed too much water, does he know i can’t breathe? i think I’m still trying to understand why beautiful things die in my fingertips and why he stomps on every rooting bulb my wilting body tries to plant, why he ripped my roots from beneath my feet and why my hair started to fall out why he put his hands on my throat and how i still feel them there. has he figured it out? does he know that lemon scented bleach would taste better than her on his lips and the ******** they splatter? i can still feel his hands around my neck. i was born into light, into pain, into love and he wasn’t the first man to leave a mark on my body and i feel like he is the works with the universe to watch me fall things fall and shatter without you touching them, things break while you’re sleeping and everything about him and her stings like saltwater and everything about me bends for him like light. i can still feel his hands around my ******* neck. he crashed into her hips like his hands to my bones, like fists to walls, the walls rattled, my ribcage rattled, he was rattled and i can still feel his hands around my neck, pushing, like me trying to ******* make this work. what is this? his hands are like ghosts around my throat, the memory of her wrapped around his body instead of me wrapping, holding in place icanstillfeelhisfuckinghandsaroundmyfuckingneck i am not stupid you know. i can only see that he moves like these words write themselves, and he speaks like music bleeding through a closed window, i swear, i am still cracked though i still have tattoos left from the tips of his fingers from those heavy-handed nights, i swear, they didn’t even sting.
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Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 12:47 AM UTC
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i can still feel his hands around my neck. the fingers like words and “i don’t love you” and it stings although he wasn’t the first to say it, i can’t breathe. she haunts our hallways, our floorboards are cracking beneath our feet, our home is crumbling between our fingertips and i can feel her weight on my chest. sometimes i think that she should just go by the way that her footsteps echo after she’s gone. i remember a wall full of holes from where his fists kissed ever so gently. i think that wall is what my heart might look like but lately i’ve had trouble finding my pulse. i can still feel his hands around my neck. does he know why i can’t look him in the eye? does he know the blue makes me feel like I’ve swallowed too much water, does he know i can’t breathe? i think I’m still trying to understand why beautiful things die in my fingertips and why he stomps on every rooting bulb my wilting body tries to plant, why he ripped my roots from beneath my feet and why my hair started to fall out why he put his hands on my throat and how i still feel them there. has he figured it out? does he know that lemon scented bleach would taste better than her on his lips and the ******** they splatter? i can still feel his hands around my neck. i was born into light, into pain, into love and he wasn’t the first man to leave a mark on my body and i feel like he is the works with the universe to watch me fall things fall and shatter without you touching them, things break while you’re sleeping and everything about him and her stings like saltwater and everything about me bends for him like light. i can still feel his hands around my ******* neck. he crashed into her hips like his hands to my bones, like fists to walls, the walls rattled, my ribcage rattled, he was rattled and i can still feel his hands around my neck, pushing, like me trying to ******* make this work. what is this? his hands are like ghosts around my throat, the memory of her wrapped around his body instead of me wrapping, holding in place icanstillfeelhisfuckinghandsaroundmyfuckingneck i am not stupid you know. i can only see that he moves like these words write themselves, and he speaks like music bleeding through a closed window, i swear, i am still cracked though i still have tattoos left from the tips of his fingers from those heavy-handed nights, i swear, they didn’t even sting.
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the bulb in the ground is not enough not enough to brighten the path not enough to cut and place in a vase not enough to give as a gift with chocolate not enough to let dry and fold into a book certainly it's not enough but we see promise in the bulb we water it we tend to it we protect it we make sure sun shines on it and even though it's buried and we could dismiss it we could say it will come to nothing we watch, we wait, we help and it's a tulip
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Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 5:08 PM UTC
tulip
*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!&#£ if you prefer political sensitivity and a blanket and a ***** and a nanny); unlike germ- -any (+)- where they love to **** on each other in the shadow of the crucifix procreating for films, while in england they're into children; owning a use of a word, venerating its usage: where's the Schengen vocabulary? i want to be there - free flow of words like spotting a kestrel in my garden one time, while the traffic shovels hours into comparison with sea waves and a traffic-jam becomes a static tsunami for the eyes.
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Mar 4, 2016
Mar 4, 2016 at 11:17 AM UTC
Schengen vocabulary
*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!&#£ if you prefer political sensitivity and a blanket and a ***** and a nanny); unlike germ- -any (+)- where they love to **** on each other in the shadow of the crucifix procreating for films, while in england they're into children; owning a use of a word, venerating its usage: where's the Schengen vocabulary? i want to be there - free flow of words like spotting a kestrel in my garden one time, while the traffic shovels hours into comparison with sea waves and a traffic-jam becomes a static tsunami for the eyes.
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(the city had fought the fortnight before) fire burned through the little skirts and plastic lunch boxes carrying the nourishment of our future doctors and worldshakers—                                  Future tax paying Americans And beacon of the nation. Wide awake, in the thoughts of a light bulb, (Where sidewalk stairs politic with the devil,) A raindrop fell and whispered to the asphalt, “Tell me what you know about happiness…” And somewhere, in the middle of a pineapple parade, A Pepsi can smiled and danced the night away with Nyquil labels.
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Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 9:12 PM UTC
How to fit a 1000 suns in a napkin