I miss you
When I say that, I miss you more
I’m looking at your photo
But I still miss you
Time is so cruel
I hate us
Now it’s hard to even see each other’s faces

It’s only winter here
Even in August, winter is here
My heart makes time run
Like a Snowpiercer left alone
I wanna hold your hand
And go to the other side of the earth
To end this winter
How much longing has to fall like snow
For the spring days to come?
Friend

Like a small piece
Of dust
That floats in the air
If the flying snow is me
I could
Reach you faster

Snowflakes are falling
Getting farther away
I miss you (I miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
How much more do I have to wait?
How many more nights do I have to stay up?
Until I can see you? (until I can see you?)
Until I can meet you? (until I can meet you?)

Past the end of this cold winter
Until the spring comes again
Until the flowers bloom again
Stay there a little longer
Stay there

Did you change?
(Did you change?)
Or did I change?
(Did I change?)
I hate even this moment that is passing
I guess we changed
I guess that’s how everything is

Yeah I hate you
Although you left
There hasn’t been a day that I have forgotten you
Honestly, I miss you
But now I’ll erase you
Because that will hurt less than resenting you

I’m blowing out the cold you
Like smoke, like white smoke
I say that I’m gonna erase you
But actually, I still can’t let you go

Snowflakes are falling
Getting farther away
I miss you (I miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
How much more do I have to wait?
How many more nights do I have to stay up?
Until I can see you? (until I can see you?)
Until I can meet you? (until I can meet you?)

You know it all
You’re my best friend
The morning will come again
Because no darkness,
No season
Can last forever

Cherry blossoms are blooming
The winter is ending
I miss you (I miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
If I wait a little longer (if I wait)
If I stay up a few more nights
I’ll go see you (I’ll go see you)
I’ll go pick you up (I’ll go pick you up)

Past the end of this cold winter
Until the spring comes again
Until the flowers bloom again
Stay there a little longer
Stay there

~BTS

I saw him in a K-Vibe store
His sight melted my ice-*******.
He saw me watching and smiled at me.
Walked the short distance, my heart filling with glee.
Our hands brushed,
We both blushed,
And then I noticed the thing that broke the love spell
He was wearing an EXO hoodie
And I a BTS sweat with koya smell
And hence we couldn't be together
for I am an ARMY and he an EXO-L

I lived on the city streets of Bangkok Thailand for years, I felt right at home I know Bangkok inside out

...from the sukhumvit in nana klong toey to Khoa San road to Klong Thom market in China town to orient circle at night the most incredible high crimson monolith I ever seen to

Chao Phraya river near wat Sam phraya Buddhist temples to samut prakhon to Sam rong imperial world to bang na to on nut Tesco Lotus to

ekami to BTS sky train to Siam center plaza to Phetcheburi road to Pantib Plaza

I would walk for days nonstop with no money no food no room beat up a lot

knifed gang attacks had two switchblade knifes pepper spray wore wigs and barefoot in age old soot many kilometers on foot through the took tooks exhaust at the cost of lusting for Thai girls ***!

a kid in a candy shop Thai baht sniffed out by lovely Thai ****** they know how to thrill steal and **** a man 10,000 years old bold tradition consumes your soul

Sweet **** teenage Asian girls will ******* to ruin. Black and blue dumbfounded man taken down faster than a sandblaster can

Dilapidated old buildings all rusted.
Sidewalks all busted apart chased by dogs Siamese cats all over at night Bangkok is Halloween every night of the year especially in nana near soi 11-5

The era of the diamond Siamese cats that's the price to pay to come to Thailand!

Silom road explodes with colored gemstones and Thai gold chains to dazzle the girls who entertain you at Pat Pong and deploy joy at Soi Cowboy

Hanuman king God of the monkeys flys on your back to attack your backpack Jack

Sultry femme fatale ladyboys exist to emerge nightly sinister moves to take down the forang old man *** clown

Drunk bar man crawls around to eat kitty girls pink underwear so beware fool dog of the danger lurking at every corner don't warn her she already knows you wanna **** on her cute Asian toes

Signs all over read ... We love our king
He resembles Michael Jackson with a cowboy hat, and gold military jackets

I was in very good health from eating fruits water pad Thai pla mook fish and sangsom and Chang
I could speak basic Thai

Bumrungrad hospital on soi 1 - 3
Is the top rated in se Asia

I was tested as age 18 healthwise

I was not surprised

The environment is superb to health

Nice Thai people nice asian **** slutty girls to hang out with and more so much more
Age notwithstanding

Thailand is indeed...

A whole other world

my life was like a rope walk
a thin rope of sanity I walked on
and below was a thousand feet Valley of depression,
you miss a step ,you never come back.
struggling to balance myself ,
and then I met you .
the saviour ,
like the albatross
who came to save the ancient mariner.
you came into my life and with you came hope.
the rope beneath my feet widened ,
widened to become a plank.
and as you grew closer,
the plank became solid ground.
the valley started to disappear
and the fear melted down.
now I could risk missing steps,
enjoying the grass and the tiny falls.
it felt like never before ,
and there was no turning back.
but I realised, on the ground I wasn't alone .
not just mine,
but you had saved a zillion lives .
but that didn't matter now .
they all loved you and so did I .
so we all pledged :
to help you, to love you forever
and that anything that gets to you
have to first get through us .
we all are debtors of your love
and we will pay back by standing by you .
you are the nation of our happiness
and we are your A.R.M.Y.















saranghae BTS

These 7 boys, you see, saved me in 1 2! 3!. At first, I hated, then my hardness faded. I began to see their beauty, they were such pure cuties. When I whispered a broken cry, they responded with wings so I can fly. When I smiled and whispered “I’m fine”, they heard my voice shake and spotted the lie. Now, everything is alright, I will no longer fight. Every time, they bow, I wonder how, anyone can ever move on. And forget their sound, their voices singing so loud “ohh love yourself and don’t cry. We’re here till the end, it’ll all be fine” no more sighs because I’ll forever have these 7 guys, by my side.

"𝘚𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘭𝘺, 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘺? 𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘦?

𝘉𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥, 6 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥, 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥, 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘳, 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴.

             𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 6 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥,
        𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯.                                                          𝘐𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦... 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘵𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦, 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘺, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘱 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘵.

𝘐𝘧 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘵𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯....

𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘨𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘢𝘺."

⁻ 'ˢⁱⁿᶜᵉʳᵉˡʸ, ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵃˢᵗ'
⁻ 'ᵀᵒ ᶠᵘᵗᵘʳᵉ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ ʷʰᵒ ʳᵉᵃᵈˢ ᵗʰⁱˢ:
ʸᵒᵘ ᵐⁱˢˢ ᵗʰᵒˢᵉ ᵗⁱᵐᵉˢ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ʸᵒᵘ..? ᴵ ᵈᵒ ᵗᵒᵒ. ᵗʳᵘˢᵗ ᵐᵉ... ᴵ ᵈᵒ ᵗᵒᵒ'

You're here for a reason... after all
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winter is just a season

My eyes were so used to the dark, dimmed light blinded me. But I think meeting them was meant to be. I saw no hope in life, but they helped fly the kite. They helped me overcome the fright, so for that, I hold them tight. Not wanting to hurt their souls because they saved me as a whole. And I fell so hard for these 7 when the clock hit 11:11.

Hello, I just wanna say this to myself in 2039
Im proud of you

es curioso cómo
hablamos de amor propio
sólo cuando nos dejan de querer
sólo de vez en cuando
pienso para siempre en cuánto
nos cuesta querernos
cuando alguien más nos quiere
más si nos quiere mal,
mas si nos quiere bien
quizás nos contagie querer bien
pero no me termina de pasar
¿hay alguien que quiera bien
si nadie nunca nos quiso bien?
¿cómo querer aprender a querer
si es más fácil desentenderse
y desaparecer
cuando se pone complicado?
y abandonar, antes de
ser abandonado
despertarme absolutamente solo
porque queman los abrazos
y nunca dejo de pensar
en que todos van a irse en cuanto puedan
así que me anclo a cáscaras
dejo la cartera en la puerta
todas las ventanas abiertas
y me dejo querer, quizás
en cuotas de un mes, quizás
si tenés suerte, un poco más
y te digo absolutamente todo de mí
para no decirte nada
no preguntes si no querés darte cuenta
de que no hay nada para decir
o quizás sólo no me interesa que lo sepas
si sólo me interesa tu lengua
no me hace sangrar, pero casi
después de siglos sigo verde
con el cuello violeta sosteniendo tu cabeza
con tus manos en mis tetas
y yo pienso, guau,
quizás sí te quiera
pero re que no
porque no sabés quién soy
y no me interesa lo que sos
afuera de mi imaginario
y sabé que yo estoy siempre
pero nunca estoy
porque no me necesitás
si yo no te necesito
y lo que necesito no me lo podés dar
eventualmente voy a estar bien
voy a saberme conocer
y puede ser que un día te la presente
cuando nazca y tenga nombre
hasta ahora soy un cuerpo
y un conjunto de recuerdos
así que tratame como tal
y no esperes mucho más de mí
¿no es acaso
lo que todos somos en el fondo?
¿está mal no ser nada?
bts - buenas tardes soco