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Before there was anything that mattered everything that would ever be existed , it was the essence of totality , it was without dimensional constriction or necessitated form .  Optimistically speaking time had no relative realism to it’s progression because realistically nothing had happened yet .  As it continued it became according to it’s innate inflections as a functionally integrable form .  The questionably understandable nature of it’s conjunction was an omnipotent directive beyond necessitated action or morphological construction .  The enigmatic consciousness of it’s relatively interrelated conception was spontaneous and yet it continued without elemental omniscience.   As the relative complexity of it’s interrelations evolved dimensional consistence was born.  Humanly understandable laws of physical integration governed many facets of it’s conjunction yet the totality of it’s ramification was beyond humanly realistic conjecture .   The organic morphology of biological ontogeny was a conceptually reflective derivative of functional physical mechanics yet it’s diversity exceeded it’s physical complexity , understanding evolved .  Relatively extraneous interpolations of adhesively practical extremity succeeded in a hierarchy of functionally integrable forms . Retrospectively speaking pragmatic practicality is a humanly rational possibility .  Rational logic can conceive of individually totalitarian structural forms , yet the implosive nature of their rational cohesiveness becomes a practical partiality due to the diversity of their definitive impetus . Perhaps the essence of our being is the logical counterpart for the matrix of our subjectively conclusive social fragmentation , or perhaps we are evolutionally incapable of cumulatively rational correlation.  Problematic diversity could be perfectible on an individually infinite level or contrarily perhaps ubiquitous causality is the ultimate survivor.   In any case it is beyond our subjugatively rational cohesive coercion to intercede en masse on our own behalf as an integrated unit. Our conceptual abilities have been thwarted by the unmitigatably individual nature of our extraneous conclusiveness .
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Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 5:15 PM UTC
Glyph
Before there was anything that mattered everything that would ever be existed , it was the essence of totality , it was without dimensional constriction or necessitated form .  Optimistically speaking time had no relative realism to it’s progression because realistically nothing had happened yet .  As it continued it became according to it’s innate inflections as a functionally integrable form .  The questionably understandable nature of it’s conjunction was an omnipotent directive beyond necessitated action or morphological construction .  The enigmatic consciousness of it’s relatively interrelated conception was spontaneous and yet it continued without elemental omniscience.   As the relative complexity of it’s interrelations evolved dimensional consistence was born.  Humanly understandable laws of physical integration governed many facets of it’s conjunction yet the totality of it’s ramification was beyond humanly realistic conjecture .   The organic morphology of biological ontogeny was a conceptually reflective derivative of functional physical mechanics yet it’s diversity exceeded it’s physical complexity , understanding evolved .  Relatively extraneous interpolations of adhesively practical extremity succeeded in a hierarchy of functionally integrable forms . Retrospectively speaking pragmatic practicality is a humanly rational possibility .  Rational logic can conceive of individually totalitarian structural forms , yet the implosive nature of their rational cohesiveness becomes a practical partiality due to the diversity of their definitive impetus . Perhaps the essence of our being is the logical counterpart for the matrix of our subjectively conclusive social fragmentation , or perhaps we are evolutionally incapable of cumulatively rational correlation.  Problematic diversity could be perfectible on an individually infinite level or contrarily perhaps ubiquitous causality is the ultimate survivor.   In any case it is beyond our subjugatively rational cohesive coercion to intercede en masse on our own behalf as an integrated unit. Our conceptual abilities have been thwarted by the unmitigatably individual nature of our extraneous conclusiveness .
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Rigid, ugly, painful intervals of burning in the pores of my skin. A rough sensation in my heart, I missed her more than I cared for my own life.   At what point in time did my ancestors devolve me, when did my DNA first form this biological gap? My instincts were supposed to protect me.
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Nov 11, 2015
Nov 11, 2015 at 4:15 AM UTC
DNA
What a question skin woven as threads of canvas interpret this face quite a tapestry of biological traits ask again like I’m not even a who you’ll ring ring and ring but artwork will never get back to you
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Dec 29, 2016
Dec 29, 2016 at 5:26 PM UTC
What are you?
Ice cream is sweet and quite the treat A savory delight I crave at night At almost any time and any where, it is worth to desert for this dessert. Some keep it vanilla while others want a twist. Sometimes it's good to mix or other wise switch. Maybe you're ***** can't resist other flavored dishes? What if you were denied it or could no longer find it? *** how I'd crave its taste, but at least I'd lose weight. Other substitutes are lame and aren't quite the same. Regardless, I would survive and still be able to thrive. Why is *** so different? It's a biological need you'll probably say, so you, can't compare the two. I disagree completely. Though we'd all prefer not to be lacking, it's not as if we'd die for wanting. Additionally, people have lived ascetically and have been perfectly fulfilled and happy. Those kinds of people aren't born that way, but rather we are conditioned to be *** crazy. We are made to feel as if we are measured by who or how many we've been with. It is validation we truly desire and to know we always matter. And though *** is one of life's greatest gifts, it does not give your life an overarching bliss.
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Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 6:00 PM UTC
A Sweet Gift
A few seconds of his face A glimpse of a biological pull A desire to push and pinch To slam and hold dear Frissoning blossom Blossoming feelings Feeling warm Feeling cold Chilling heart melting once more? - Not really More of a pull attraction caused Causing strange thoughts scattered Wait, what? - Is it you I'm wanting I'm wishing Wishful thoughts Thinking of you Your smile smiling cutesy Smiling for me (I'm) weird, (Your s)mile's weird as well Smile for me (Make me happy)
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Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 9:47 AM UTC
Untitled
A man I once loved told me he wished I “cared more about my body” But I do care I care for every lump and curve as much as I hate them As much as he hated them I remember yearning for puberty A thing to make me tall And thin A biological fix for my PROBLEMATIC BODY Does he know the history? The gain and loss The bullies The pushed-into-puddles The nightmares I despise the power of his lips A lover disfigured That’s the vibe His words birthing a mantra of shame And I’ll never outrun this skin Thirty years later And he’s pushing me into a lake No principal to save me this time No dry clothes He left me years ago Found a much thinner replacement for my side of the bed It’s for the best I tell myself as I drunkenly throw rocks at his window “Don’t think Just eat” Is this just a game I play? Three glasses of whiskey and a Postmate Won’t chase the horror away Momentary pleasure (add guacamole) Is that enough? Will I ever be enough? No I am too much Too much skin Too much softness Too many folds Too much of me is filling up space That’s what they tell me I see the reflection and I hate all of this excess ME “I wish you cared more about your body” What is the remedy? A perfect diet A perfect exercise regimen Pills Sweat Porcelain Think before you speak on a body, sir Because your words alone Have the power to ignite a hell Of The Utmost Destruction His venom is still pulsing through me And I’m burning up I want to escape Crawl out from the water Become pure wind But how do I love me? How do I allow myself to occupy space? To stop hiding from every mirror, every glance at the ocean of my belly? I don’t know I’m not there yet I am on an opposite shore consumed by self-hatred Longing to set sail for somewhere Somewhere I can cherish the secrets that these sacred ripples of flesh hide Where my waistline is a treasure map of my wisdom A place where his words have no power Where I collapse into the sunset and set myself... F R E E
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Feb 15, 2021
Feb 15, 2021 at 11:46 AM UTC
I Care About My Body
A man I once loved told me he wished I “cared more about my body” But I do care I care for every lump and curve as much as I hate them As much as he hated them I remember yearning for puberty A thing to make me tall And thin A biological fix for my PROBLEMATIC BODY Does he know the history? The gain and loss The bullies The pushed-into-puddles The nightmares I despise the power of his lips A lover disfigured That’s the vibe His words birthing a mantra of shame And I’ll never outrun this skin Thirty years later And he’s pushing me into a lake No principal to save me this time No dry clothes He left me years ago Found a much thinner replacement for my side of the bed It’s for the best I tell myself as I drunkenly throw rocks at his window “Don’t think Just eat” Is this just a game I play? Three glasses of whiskey and a Postmate Won’t chase the horror away Momentary pleasure (add guacamole) Is that enough? Will I ever be enough? No I am too much Too much skin Too much softness Too many folds Too much of me is filling up space That’s what they tell me I see the reflection and I hate all of this excess ME “I wish you cared more about your body” What is the remedy? A perfect diet A perfect exercise regimen Pills Sweat Porcelain Think before you speak on a body, sir Because your words alone Have the power to ignite a hell Of The Utmost Destruction His venom is still pulsing through me And I’m burning up I want to escape Crawl out from the water Become pure wind But how do I love me? How do I allow myself to occupy space? To stop hiding from every mirror, every glance at the ocean of my belly? I don’t know I’m not there yet I am on an opposite shore consumed by self-hatred Longing to set sail for somewhere Somewhere I can cherish the secrets that these sacred ripples of flesh hide Where my waistline is a treasure map of my wisdom A place where his words have no power Where I collapse into the sunset and set myself... F R E E
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They say there was once a bird, The silent type always unheard, Hovering up in the sky, For all of eternity would it ever fly. The touch of a human upon it was always forbidden, Making a biological secret be forever hidden, Due to the transparency and the height of which cannot be reached, It makes another lesson of evolution not breached. What is know, however very little, Is the bird makes one feel rather belittled. It contains an immortality so great, That it is forever the same and never grows from it's traits. However, even though the phoenix of true legend is made of fire, This version is something that will always stay higher. It moves ever slow, like a turtle moving its bare arms, Yet it seems as if it forever sounds its alarms. Our alarms we sound at the dark times, though, As this phoenix creature begins to cast it's own shadow. All citizens race to their homes, Awaiting a closer strike from the phoenix within the clouds that roams. The phoenix moves, but notices no one near, Feeling the shivering of the cold and the town's fear. Emotion shows as small drops fall to the ground, For the phoenix finally screams it's thunderous sound. The great ground pound hits with the force of the phoenix's body, As if saying, "I wanted to be nice, but you hate me now, so nobody stop me!" One human man walks out to know what's going on, And realizes that the phoenix is blocking the sun. The phoenix above continues to cry The tears that do not heal, the ones that fall into the man's eye. He quickly wipes them off, And then looks all the way up. A question to the creature, "Why do you cry?" The phoenix responds with another tear out of it's eye. The man explains, "Now, listen please. I only want to be the one to appease." The phoenix slowly stops crying its last tear, Almost agreeing to listen the man's prayer. The man continues, "Unlike your brother who can heal, Your tears can do the same as the unreal." He explains, "Your sadness affects us all, As are our ears deafened by your great call. Now, all I hope for you is to select a different place and find it, So everyone, including you, will have some needed peace and quiet." The phoenix slightly nodded, with one last drop. It suddenly broke apart, with one final pop. The creature broke away to seek it's next destination, As it needed to go away and not cause more devastation. The phoenix is seen no more, Though I'm people have still seen it before. Look out in the sky with the best possible sight, And you may see the phoenix still hovering in it's slow flight.
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May 21, 2011
May 21, 2011 at 11:30 PM UTC
Cloud Phoenix
They say there was once a bird, The silent type always unheard, Hovering up in the sky, For all of eternity would it ever fly. The touch of a human upon it was always forbidden, Making a biological secret be forever hidden, Due to the transparency and the height of which cannot be reached, It makes another lesson of evolution not breached. What is know, however very little, Is the bird makes one feel rather belittled. It contains an immortality so great, That it is forever the same and never grows from it's traits. However, even though the phoenix of true legend is made of fire, This version is something that will always stay higher. It moves ever slow, like a turtle moving its bare arms, Yet it seems as if it forever sounds its alarms. Our alarms we sound at the dark times, though, As this phoenix creature begins to cast it's own shadow. All citizens race to their homes, Awaiting a closer strike from the phoenix within the clouds that roams. The phoenix moves, but notices no one near, Feeling the shivering of the cold and the town's fear. Emotion shows as small drops fall to the ground, For the phoenix finally screams it's thunderous sound. The great ground pound hits with the force of the phoenix's body, As if saying, "I wanted to be nice, but you hate me now, so nobody stop me!" One human man walks out to know what's going on, And realizes that the phoenix is blocking the sun. The phoenix above continues to cry The tears that do not heal, the ones that fall into the man's eye. He quickly wipes them off, And then looks all the way up. A question to the creature, "Why do you cry?" The phoenix responds with another tear out of it's eye. The man explains, "Now, listen please. I only want to be the one to appease." The phoenix slowly stops crying its last tear, Almost agreeing to listen the man's prayer. The man continues, "Unlike your brother who can heal, Your tears can do the same as the unreal." He explains, "Your sadness affects us all, As are our ears deafened by your great call. Now, all I hope for you is to select a different place and find it, So everyone, including you, will have some needed peace and quiet." The phoenix slightly nodded, with one last drop. It suddenly broke apart, with one final pop. The creature broke away to seek it's next destination, As it needed to go away and not cause more devastation. The phoenix is seen no more, Though I'm people have still seen it before. Look out in the sky with the best possible sight, And you may see the phoenix still hovering in it's slow flight.
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1. Nymphomaniac-addicts, Overweight bisexual vegetarians Climbing trees to stay fit and eating 80’s fried chicken ******* 2. just imagine Aquarians full of class valedictorians Swimming on display for graduation ceremony… reverse-symbolism of how Moolch drowned His ***** 3. Better yet, just imagine Holy wars, Beautiful words written to describe the burning pains Of holocaust...the Kristallnacht nights Under the mistletoe, Watching Hall of fame ball hawks on pivot toes Driving through hoes After the whistle blows 4 College Literacy classes teaching basic: Ideas that good questions leads to good answers, Reading reminders Free association conceptual constructions 5. But ************ professor: free association **** shticks misfires, false alarms are all art, too, Like sticking a dagger into an apple, Not the edible, but the technology. 6. Go head, deconstruct the philosophy Of oral cute-tification, according to the Tautology of Leviticus, With the same three half truths, pogroms against biological deviant... FLAGS! 7. Cryptic gospels of a ************ Where three F.F.F’s Stands for six six six Like how 1mg of juxtaposition And a dose of metamorphosis is the repertoire of a king of curmudgeon ‘cause even the Holy Ghost drinks from the cup of Christ’s blood. 8. Reading, Self-flagellation gospel-manual of Pope John Paul II, At shrink sessions under the daze of heron Piper methysticum blunts With sweet phat butts like lit lickerish that droop eyes Like the psalm of Valeriana officinalis root extract.
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Feb 12, 2012
Feb 12, 2012 at 12:46 PM UTC
Phrenology of SAMO (from 1.Amativeness to 8. Acquisitiveness)
1. Nymphomaniac-addicts, Overweight bisexual vegetarians Climbing trees to stay fit and eating 80’s fried chicken ******* 2. just imagine Aquarians full of class valedictorians Swimming on display for graduation ceremony… reverse-symbolism of how Moolch drowned His ***** 3. Better yet, just imagine Holy wars, Beautiful words written to describe the burning pains Of holocaust...the Kristallnacht nights Under the mistletoe, Watching Hall of fame ball hawks on pivot toes Driving through hoes After the whistle blows 4 College Literacy classes teaching basic: Ideas that good questions leads to good answers, Reading reminders Free association conceptual constructions 5. But ************ professor: free association **** shticks misfires, false alarms are all art, too, Like sticking a dagger into an apple, Not the edible, but the technology. 6. Go head, deconstruct the philosophy Of oral cute-tification, according to the Tautology of Leviticus, With the same three half truths, pogroms against biological deviant... FLAGS! 7. Cryptic gospels of a ************ Where three F.F.F’s Stands for six six six Like how 1mg of juxtaposition And a dose of metamorphosis is the repertoire of a king of curmudgeon ‘cause even the Holy Ghost drinks from the cup of Christ’s blood. 8. Reading, Self-flagellation gospel-manual of Pope John Paul II, At shrink sessions under the daze of heron Piper methysticum blunts With sweet phat butts like lit lickerish that droop eyes Like the psalm of Valeriana officinalis root extract.
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To future conquering civilizations in galaxies far far away . . . don't worry about polluting the air, our smokestacks have shot dirty-bombs into the clouds for centuries, mixing rain drops with the black grime of industrialization, transforming our children's tears into cesspools of sulfuric acid and ddt. We've also drained the bayous and swamps and between you and me don't even bother landing in Africa there isn't suitable drinking water for miles, you see. You can thank years of colonization for that. In fact, you may not want to land on Mondays, Tuesdays, or Thursdays in LA either- on those days the air quality index is 175 and far too unhealthy for any biological organism to survive. But at least you won't die of malnutrition you've got decisions: McDonald's or Burger King choose cholesterol and diabetes are your shock troops. Send them in immediately, there won't be much resistance we've got these things call lazy boys and daytime t.v which have enslaved the population and decreased the distance between fully functioning human beings and mindless apes. Don't worry about bringing weapons we've got those too we've perfected the art of blowing each other away there's not much for you to do. we destroy cities with fire from the sky and our mushroom clouds rise at least ten miles high. And god can't see, there's too much smoke in his eyes and our radiated children die with radiated sighs. While we are on the topic don't worry about us spreading propaganda we've lost the ability to communicate. We've learned books turn a peculiar dark yellow when lighted and burned. And forget erasing history, we've done that too. Our subjugation of native peoples is masked as 'patriotism' under the red, white, and blue. But don't get me wrong, I tell you all of this not to dissuade, please come and attack, please come and invade. Here, I'll even turn on the lights . . .
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Dec 23, 2012
Dec 23, 2012 at 9:06 PM UTC
Advice for Future Colonizing Civilizations
To future conquering civilizations in galaxies far far away . . . don't worry about polluting the air, our smokestacks have shot dirty-bombs into the clouds for centuries, mixing rain drops with the black grime of industrialization, transforming our children's tears into cesspools of sulfuric acid and ddt. We've also drained the bayous and swamps and between you and me don't even bother landing in Africa there isn't suitable drinking water for miles, you see. You can thank years of colonization for that. In fact, you may not want to land on Mondays, Tuesdays, or Thursdays in LA either- on those days the air quality index is 175 and far too unhealthy for any biological organism to survive. But at least you won't die of malnutrition you've got decisions: McDonald's or Burger King choose cholesterol and diabetes are your shock troops. Send them in immediately, there won't be much resistance we've got these things call lazy boys and daytime t.v which have enslaved the population and decreased the distance between fully functioning human beings and mindless apes. Don't worry about bringing weapons we've got those too we've perfected the art of blowing each other away there's not much for you to do. we destroy cities with fire from the sky and our mushroom clouds rise at least ten miles high. And god can't see, there's too much smoke in his eyes and our radiated children die with radiated sighs. While we are on the topic don't worry about us spreading propaganda we've lost the ability to communicate. We've learned books turn a peculiar dark yellow when lighted and burned. And forget erasing history, we've done that too. Our subjugation of native peoples is masked as 'patriotism' under the red, white, and blue. But don't get me wrong, I tell you all of this not to dissuade, please come and attack, please come and invade. Here, I'll even turn on the lights . . .
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Here oh postmodern nihilist the grave awaits your death wish: Life       a          struggle escape it death           so tempting grasp it              and take its era with you: Keep it             away from our church's                                                      our schools                                                                          our civics                                                                                                                                                                                and further culture. Lo, the children black as the hell they die in... Its inordinately subjective unconsciousness; confused emotionally with its ineptitude of reason. Blaming its former God, for their own doing. Wanting to save that world upon themselves left behind from such a rejection. Lest they live in a Christ so unjust. As to not know all men equally, but to judge them--in their distinction. Creation your natural law emphasizes that which we do not want to come to terms with. If only we could make us all inter-dependent biological beings of mechanization. Chain me to genetic determinism and biochemical reactions foremost -- lest my soul affirms inequality:                                                                                   Liberty exulted                                                                                   by the risen Lord: Supremacy/Autonomy © S. Wesley Mcgranor
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Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 6:51 PM UTC
Here Oh Postmodern Nihilist
Here oh postmodern nihilist the grave awaits your death wish: Life       a          struggle escape it death           so tempting grasp it              and take its era with you: Keep it             away from our church's                                                      our schools                                                                          our civics                                                                                                                                                                                and further culture. Lo, the children black as the hell they die in... Its inordinately subjective unconsciousness; confused emotionally with its ineptitude of reason. Blaming its former God, for their own doing. Wanting to save that world upon themselves left behind from such a rejection. Lest they live in a Christ so unjust. As to not know all men equally, but to judge them--in their distinction. Creation your natural law emphasizes that which we do not want to come to terms with. If only we could make us all inter-dependent biological beings of mechanization. Chain me to genetic determinism and biochemical reactions foremost -- lest my soul affirms inequality:                                                                                   Liberty exulted                                                                                   by the risen Lord: Supremacy/Autonomy © S. Wesley Mcgranor
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Redundant sexless girl Unable to fulfill your biological purpose The species will not continue - Not from your ***** Your womb is dried up The monthly cleanse broken Interrupted Your ovaries cry out- *The rain does not come The rain does not come The rain does not come* To wash away the old Prepare for the Coiling, growing, emerging The innocence to be birthed And spoiled by this world's evil. Redundant sexless girl Drained of life-giving blood Drained of nurturing power Drained of womanhood Redundant sexless girl Barren girl What use have you? What purpose? What right have you to still walk this most fertile Earth?
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Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 12:12 AM UTC
To continue the species
The pitter patter of rain echos through the soil, sending a message in morse code. Biological clocks begin to turn as fungi wake from their slumber. Hyphae radiate outward, mapping the skin of the earth, a living neural network woven into the soil of the forest.
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May 10, 2016
May 10, 2016 at 12:37 PM UTC
Fungi
Who do you listen to you? Your heart or the people that have control of everything in your life.... 891 days. 891 more days of being the owner of opinions and ideas that will go unheard. 891 more nights of sleeping in a place that I will never own. 891 more days of being a guiding older sister, and an unfortunately human daughter (key word human). Yes I have ideas, I am my own person, and yes I want to do things. Listen to me and value my voiced ideas as you would any other, and I will respect you. Force me into a mold of someone I am not, I will return what you throw in my face. I have problems and I am free to decide what I will do with them. You can restrict my body, but I assure you, you will never control my thoughts; my mind. Actions and words are easy to forget, but feelings, emotions, ideas…what constitutes the being of a person, cannot be erased from the mind. And the beauty of the true feelings of an individual is the ability for one to be able to choose who to share their true form with. If now I cannot, fighting and prying at me will only close me off further from your grasp. I have many sides and many personalities if I don’t trust you I will put on a mask, and I will only remove it when trust is earned or my spirit breaks. 891 more days of useless titles. Brother, sister, father, mother; useless. There's a biological relationship, sure, but family is not made up of pure science. People you can trust communicate with, share ideas and feelings with; that instinct to help when you know when someone is hurting, this constitutes a family. Love. Love is not forced, love is not created; much like trust love is earned and grown over time. One cannot decide that today a family will be made…forcing communication will only drive people further apart. Love grows when the conditions are right and that requires probably the most valuable thing us humans will experience in our life, time. 891 days until I am free. 891 days until I can be me. 891 days to learn, to grow, to cry, to laugh, and learn to show… show people who I really am. But like I said, everything takes time.
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Mar 16, 2013
Mar 16, 2013 at 6:55 PM UTC
891 Days
Who do you listen to you? Your heart or the people that have control of everything in your life.... 891 days. 891 more days of being the owner of opinions and ideas that will go unheard. 891 more nights of sleeping in a place that I will never own. 891 more days of being a guiding older sister, and an unfortunately human daughter (key word human). Yes I have ideas, I am my own person, and yes I want to do things. Listen to me and value my voiced ideas as you would any other, and I will respect you. Force me into a mold of someone I am not, I will return what you throw in my face. I have problems and I am free to decide what I will do with them. You can restrict my body, but I assure you, you will never control my thoughts; my mind. Actions and words are easy to forget, but feelings, emotions, ideas…what constitutes the being of a person, cannot be erased from the mind. And the beauty of the true feelings of an individual is the ability for one to be able to choose who to share their true form with. If now I cannot, fighting and prying at me will only close me off further from your grasp. I have many sides and many personalities if I don’t trust you I will put on a mask, and I will only remove it when trust is earned or my spirit breaks. 891 more days of useless titles. Brother, sister, father, mother; useless. There's a biological relationship, sure, but family is not made up of pure science. People you can trust communicate with, share ideas and feelings with; that instinct to help when you know when someone is hurting, this constitutes a family. Love. Love is not forced, love is not created; much like trust love is earned and grown over time. One cannot decide that today a family will be made…forcing communication will only drive people further apart. Love grows when the conditions are right and that requires probably the most valuable thing us humans will experience in our life, time. 891 days until I am free. 891 days until I can be me. 891 days to learn, to grow, to cry, to laugh, and learn to show… show people who I really am. But like I said, everything takes time.
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Yes This is a diary of a child With a biological age of 5 To this world She may be an ordinary one But at the age 3, she got matured Started to identify the space Where she can contribute She learned, how to take care of self, when parents are out how to be patient, when belly left half filled how to do parenting, when her sister cries how to be happy in small things how to struggle for survival Her way of life shows At the age of, 3, she was like 25 years responsible 4, she was like 35 years responsible 5, she is like 50 years responsible 24 hours a day, she is on duty 7 days a week I asked myself, what is childish? That responsible 5 years child, passing through Or the 50 years old, irresponsible one?
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 12:25 PM UTC
What Is Childish?
I'll study the demise in your eyes and wonder if there was ever a time that you cried For your loss. I'll copy and trace the structure of your face and realize that I am you. Then I will show you a picture of my Dad and tell you but This Is my father. Your genome may construct the structure of my bones but I am his daughter. And I am my mother And I wonder, if you'll find it any if at all meaningful- When I look you in the eyes and ask you How someone so ugly Can create something so beautiful. When God created you, He created the creation of me And all I know about my identity is that I'm half Haitian But that limb fell off from my family tree. I pray That God finds it in his heart to love you Because God doesn't love the ugly. Fortunately, My skin may be tinted from the sins that make me your kin But from the outside in I look just like my mother. Do you remember what she looks like? My name is Rissa Ann Perkins, and I hope that you can't sleep tonight. I hope that you frame a photo of my face in your brain And if ever again should you dream, I hope you wake up screaming my name. Are you ashamed? I'm not here to blame you I came to show you Just. How. Beautiful. I. Am. And I just have to know what it feels like To know that I Am you. You gave me life. I am you, And I don't even love you. So I have to know, Do you love yourself?
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Jan 31, 2013
Jan 31, 2013 at 3:46 PM UTC
For My Biological Father
An abstract of an academic paper written by a doctoral student: "In this semimanifesto, I approach how understandings of quantum physics and cyborgian bodies can (or always already do) ally with feminist anti-oppression practices long in use. The idea of the body (whether biological, social, or of work) is not stagnant, and new materialist feminisms help to recognize how multiple phenomena work together to behave in what can become legible at any given moment as a body. By utilizing the materiality of conceptions about connectivity often thought to be merely theoretical, by taking a critical look at the noncentralized and multiple movements of quantum physics, and by dehierarchizing the necessity of linear bodies through time, it becomes possible to reconfigure structures of value, longevity, and subjectivity in ways explicitly aligned with anti-oppression practices and identity politics. Combining intersectionality and quantum physics can provide for differing perspectives on organizing practices long used by marginalized people, for enabling apparatuses that allow for new possibilities of safer spaces, and for practices of accountability."--an abstract of a paper by doctoral student Whitney Stark Atomic particles, how can it be so that your purpose is not just to flow in and out of existence, building reality-- the stars, cosmic gas and galaxies-- but to “ally” with groups of humans fighting “hierarchies” and demanding “safe spaces” (even though their entire race is at the top of their planet’s food chain). In this mysterious universe there is no safety, accountability or identity, only elements, and energy. Brief combinations make life legible for a nanosecond in cosmic time, and doomed to strife. Biology does not know oppression, only generation, reproduction, until our growth chokes us and we fall like so many of our ancestors, who lived and died on this blue-green ball. And one day the sun will explode and blow even our atoms, which have endured (despite oppression), and the particles will go far until maybe they sow new life, in bodies unfamiliar, on planets unknown.
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Jun 11, 2017
Jun 11, 2017 at 9:31 AM UTC
The Universe v. Ideology
An abstract of an academic paper written by a doctoral student: "In this semimanifesto, I approach how understandings of quantum physics and cyborgian bodies can (or always already do) ally with feminist anti-oppression practices long in use. The idea of the body (whether biological, social, or of work) is not stagnant, and new materialist feminisms help to recognize how multiple phenomena work together to behave in what can become legible at any given moment as a body. By utilizing the materiality of conceptions about connectivity often thought to be merely theoretical, by taking a critical look at the noncentralized and multiple movements of quantum physics, and by dehierarchizing the necessity of linear bodies through time, it becomes possible to reconfigure structures of value, longevity, and subjectivity in ways explicitly aligned with anti-oppression practices and identity politics. Combining intersectionality and quantum physics can provide for differing perspectives on organizing practices long used by marginalized people, for enabling apparatuses that allow for new possibilities of safer spaces, and for practices of accountability."--an abstract of a paper by doctoral student Whitney Stark Atomic particles, how can it be so that your purpose is not just to flow in and out of existence, building reality-- the stars, cosmic gas and galaxies-- but to “ally” with groups of humans fighting “hierarchies” and demanding “safe spaces” (even though their entire race is at the top of their planet’s food chain). In this mysterious universe there is no safety, accountability or identity, only elements, and energy. Brief combinations make life legible for a nanosecond in cosmic time, and doomed to strife. Biology does not know oppression, only generation, reproduction, until our growth chokes us and we fall like so many of our ancestors, who lived and died on this blue-green ball. And one day the sun will explode and blow even our atoms, which have endured (despite oppression), and the particles will go far until maybe they sow new life, in bodies unfamiliar, on planets unknown.
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Before there was anything that mattered everything that would ever be existed , it was the essence of totality , it was without dimensional constriction or necessitated form .  Optimistically speaking time had no relative realism to it’s progression because realistically nothing had happened yet .  As it continued it became according to it’s innate inflections as a functionally integrable form .  The questionably understandable nature of it’s conjunction was an omnipotent directive beyond necessitated action or morphological construction .  The enigmatic consciousness of it’s relatively interrelated conception was spontaneous and yet it continued without elemental omniscience . As the relative complexity of it’s interrelations evolved dimensional consistence was born.  Humanly understandable laws of physical integration governed many facets of it’s conjunction yet the totality of it’s ramification was beyond humanly realistic conjecture .   The organic morphology of biological ontogeny was a conceptually reflective derivative of functional physical mechanics yet it’s diversity exceeded it’s physical complexity , understanding evolved .  Relatively extraneous interpolations of adhesively practical extremity succeeded in a hierarchy of functionally integrable forms . Retrospectively speaking pragmatic practicality is a humanly rational possibility .  Rational logic can conceive of individually totalitarian structural forms , yet the implosive nature of their rational cohesiveness becomes a practical partiality due to the diversity of their definitive impetus . Perhaps the essence of our being is the logical counterpart for the matrix of our subjectively conclusive social fragmentation , or perhaps we are evolutionally incapable of cumulatively rational correlation .  Problematic diversity could be perfectible on an individually infinite level or contrarily perhaps ubiquitous causality is the ultimate survivor .   In any case it is beyond our subjugatively rational cohesive coercion to intercede en masse on our own behalf as an integrated unit. Our conceptual abilities have been thwarted by the unmitigatably individual nature of our extraneous conclusiveness .
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Mar 8, 2013
Mar 8, 2013 at 4:14 PM UTC
Glyph
Before there was anything that mattered everything that would ever be existed , it was the essence of totality , it was without dimensional constriction or necessitated form .  Optimistically speaking time had no relative realism to it’s progression because realistically nothing had happened yet .  As it continued it became according to it’s innate inflections as a functionally integrable form .  The questionably understandable nature of it’s conjunction was an omnipotent directive beyond necessitated action or morphological construction .  The enigmatic consciousness of it’s relatively interrelated conception was spontaneous and yet it continued without elemental omniscience . As the relative complexity of it’s interrelations evolved dimensional consistence was born.  Humanly understandable laws of physical integration governed many facets of it’s conjunction yet the totality of it’s ramification was beyond humanly realistic conjecture .   The organic morphology of biological ontogeny was a conceptually reflective derivative of functional physical mechanics yet it’s diversity exceeded it’s physical complexity , understanding evolved .  Relatively extraneous interpolations of adhesively practical extremity succeeded in a hierarchy of functionally integrable forms . Retrospectively speaking pragmatic practicality is a humanly rational possibility .  Rational logic can conceive of individually totalitarian structural forms , yet the implosive nature of their rational cohesiveness becomes a practical partiality due to the diversity of their definitive impetus . Perhaps the essence of our being is the logical counterpart for the matrix of our subjectively conclusive social fragmentation , or perhaps we are evolutionally incapable of cumulatively rational correlation .  Problematic diversity could be perfectible on an individually infinite level or contrarily perhaps ubiquitous causality is the ultimate survivor .   In any case it is beyond our subjugatively rational cohesive coercion to intercede en masse on our own behalf as an integrated unit. Our conceptual abilities have been thwarted by the unmitigatably individual nature of our extraneous conclusiveness .
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From a young age I knew there was a man and a woman out there, complete strangers, who were, biologically, my grandparents. I knew my chances of meeting them were exactly zero to none. The parents who took my dad home that day were his parents And that was done. Before me sat a grandmother, and the spirit of a grandfather passed, who loved me more than any stranger-grandparent ever could who was there for every dance recital, every holiday, every mistake, every success who, though I bore no resemblance, watched me grow right before her eyes who swore the Easter bunny left treats at her house for me-- even when I was beyond the years of belief. Always wearing a  sweatsuit and gold stud earrings, with an added neck-scarf and red lip for special occasions. Telling tales of the "poor dear" animal she saw Dead on the side of the road-- Sad enough, you'd think it was her own. Church every Sunday and the shirt off her back, Had you asked. This woman I explain Shares no blood, but, a surname. I love her just the same If not more Than any grandmother Genetics had in store. She's a part of who I am, though not in my DNA. Nature versus Nurture: Nurture wins again. She taught me: Strength, grace, humility, selflessness, generosity, and patience Without sharing one biological thread By example she lead And I continue to follow In her footsteps.
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Sep 6, 2013
Sep 6, 2013 at 2:51 AM UTC
Grandma Genetics
we have been blessed with womanhood. not in a biological sense, nor a societal one, but a blessing, due to our values. no man could ever make my blood so darkly crimson make my heart race, beat in places within me for which i should be so condemned. i live for the subtle pain of lying down once you've torn my back to shreds– it's the ghost of you keeping me on my toes. i want the wine to hit you like it hits me like it makes me want you what it makes me want to do to you the way the black and grey lines make your face in my mind and the screaming color which you actually are and on occasion–i am taken to that place where my clinical proudness (and therefore, reserve) is gone and it doesn't matter except that you are mine and i simply want to make that very ******* clear every time i look at you i want you to know that i am thinking about the most carnal viciousness and how it might feel to be wanted by you how it might feel to have you screaming my name into my neck how it might feel sweet god among women in my bed let me tear apart the stitches in your skirt my dream is to not have to sacrifice one for the other– as in, you wanting me for me taking you.
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Oct 22, 2019
Oct 22, 2019 at 9:26 PM UTC
woman ***** woman
I am a father not because of biological deed but rather of the wisdom I feed I am a father not because of the title borne but rather for the life that’s worn I am a father not because of ancestral traits but rather the heart felt weights I am a father not because it’s a given right but rather embraced with might I am a father not because of some legal ritual but rather acts that are habitual I am father not because of profit or fee but rather by the family of “we” I am a father because I desire to be I am a father because it’s a gift to be I am a father because He told me to be.
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Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 8:42 AM UTC
Fatherhood
Of recent stories, i’m told our moon was the largest. i denied fact as truth, as is so often used. i wrote a report filled with errors only a universe could make and killed time for old time’s sake. but the buried limousines have somehow grown into trees where crows drink wine, and talk of future times where their only worry will be which way to glide to empty their minds. but talking to the doctor today, he was convinced of impeding biological holocaust - where bodies pile up as your vision is lost - and all along you were the fastest crook, spending money like time, and quicker than you took it. my vagrancy knows of great discord, the kind my mind mutates into a reward but the last vision of a dead knights sword is the exterior of the universe after all our inner wars. vapors collide in one last goodbye of both our love and time. i breathe your lips for one last eclipse and forget all the reasons why. we’ll meet again, on the run - towards the sun, but not with everyone. my mind goes blank with every breath of mine that you take
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Jan 9, 2012
Jan 9, 2012 at 11:09 PM UTC
drawing
Four parts, woven together Uniting all universal truths What others do with it's powers Only the future will prove The first strand displays the world's true nature Destroying everything it creates We become unwanted children Who have learned to incorporate Killing in our communities Biting, grinding flesh and bone Swallowing with guilt free demeanors Only leaving foul-stenched excretions as evidence Second Strand speaks of our basic biological anxiety To deny the terror of death Imperatively born, emerging from nothing Given a name and consciousness Hopelessly abandoned from the beginning Only to be fated always with everlasting death Strand three We hide underneath the "Vital lie of the character" Pretend to be shining knights in armor Who will make us forget our Unconscious anxiousness of death We all work to attain prestige, money, and the Fleeting feel of immortality Worshiping Gods with clay feet And when our beliefs are attacked "Holy wars" becomes the pseudonym for Our immortality projects The last strand All the efforts we put into Making this Earth perfect By eliminating scapegoat "enemies" and "evil" deities We end up making everything filthy In the effort to make everything right and pure We turn the Earth's soil black and color the sky red We strived for utopias, making dystopians All these actions seem unconscious But it is not the animals nature or Evolutionary process It's just us trying to pretend We don't have perishable bodies; Trying to deny death
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Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 11:55 PM UTC
The Denial of Death
Four parts, woven together Uniting all universal truths What others do with it's powers Only the future will prove The first strand displays the world's true nature Destroying everything it creates We become unwanted children Who have learned to incorporate Killing in our communities Biting, grinding flesh and bone Swallowing with guilt free demeanors Only leaving foul-stenched excretions as evidence Second Strand speaks of our basic biological anxiety To deny the terror of death Imperatively born, emerging from nothing Given a name and consciousness Hopelessly abandoned from the beginning Only to be fated always with everlasting death Strand three We hide underneath the "Vital lie of the character" Pretend to be shining knights in armor Who will make us forget our Unconscious anxiousness of death We all work to attain prestige, money, and the Fleeting feel of immortality Worshiping Gods with clay feet And when our beliefs are attacked "Holy wars" becomes the pseudonym for Our immortality projects The last strand All the efforts we put into Making this Earth perfect By eliminating scapegoat "enemies" and "evil" deities We end up making everything filthy In the effort to make everything right and pure We turn the Earth's soil black and color the sky red We strived for utopias, making dystopians All these actions seem unconscious But it is not the animals nature or Evolutionary process It's just us trying to pretend We don't have perishable bodies; Trying to deny death
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you're that biological catalyst that alters, speeds up (our) reactions. with you, the fastened heartbeats, the holding of hands, the chaste kisses-- they all sped up. with a snap, you've gotten me, all feverish affections strong and thick. you've got me, got me! i am that substrate bound, bound to your tantalizing active site. what possessed me to persist staying there, i'll never find out. but i forgot, you're an enzyme, and enzymes never change its form when they've altered its substrate. and silly as i was, pitiful little substrate, reduced to that of a broken form, in just a snap, snap!
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Nov 24, 2013
Nov 24, 2013 at 4:16 AM UTC
enzymes
Is this how we were mean to live, to die, to take care of each other? The woods and open space. To observe the ant and its care-free life? To love nature the way we so selfishly love ourselves? To caress the earth like we would our loved ones? Maybe, we secretly indulge in such biological dispositions by planting flowers in the souls of men. -m.c.
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Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 4:46 PM UTC
Biology