How can somebody's exuberant words be so painful to me?
I was on my cloud
My heaven 
My peak
I was racing through life with a grin and a soda
The hood down with my hair racing in the wind
The best time of my life should have started
I should have had it
I should 
But I dont 
A pain that hurts
I have never befoure felt this so strong 
I'm loosing
I'm loosing speed
My hair is straight and there is no wind 
While everyone passes me with a crazy funnel of happiness 
I just don't get why
Why I cannot I have that
I guess I'll have to wait for my momentum to come.....