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"beckett" poems
Bury me in Paris, when my heart stops and my eyes open wide, next to Beckett or Sarte & de Beauvoir, ménage à trois. Bury me in Paris, where the tourists go, on the Champs-Élysées, or near the home of Picasso. Bury me in Paris where the Seraphs scoff and roll their brown eyes and the saints sell paints on the edge of the Seine’s grime. Bury me in Paris between the pavement and le Métro, take my body to whatever stop, just go. Bury me in Paris on a winter’s night, beneath the Louvre pyramid light. Bury me in Paris with Lady Liberty in tow, make my bed next to de Balzac, next to Marceau. Bury me in Paris at the foot of l’Obélisque accompanied by pharaohs, exhumed. Bury me in Paris, leave me there, I guess, in the hotel room overlooking the Arc. I, fully dressed. Bury me in Paris while listening to Robespierre’s final scream, the silence drowned out only by the guillotine. Bury me in Paris, Montrouge, your angel calls to me, that one who serves macarons at the head of the Tuileries. Bury me in Paris, with the Angel, unimpressed, next to her, I, in eternal rest. Bury me in Paris, toss me off Bir-Hakiem, splashing, or under tour Eiffel in the springtime night, waking. Bury me in Paris, my body yearns to be free and true, but if I am to die in New Orleans, bon Ange de Montrouge, Bury me there with the jazz worms, singing: “Angel, come to me, come to me, Angel, come.”
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Jul 31, 2013
Jul 31, 2013 at 3:26 PM UTC
bury me in Paris
Twentysomething Emo looks at teenage Emo and laughs. It was something purely aesthetic, with brain chemicals churning and wiry bodies yearning under the guise of straightened bangs and perched beanies, skin tight black outfits parading the dusty grounds of Warped Tour. Twentysomething Emo is the real deal-- lamenting over high school salad days because real life is so unsure, college degrees and full-time jobs, watching friends and lovers come and go in our lives. After a long day of responsibility and groveling, we drive home (or somewhere just as distant) with our emo anthems blaring through the speakers. We scream the songs back at them, truly feeling the words for the first time. I'm the same age as William Beckett, Adam Lazzara, and Pete Wentz when they wrote these songs-- and though the bangs have receded and the jeans have slackened, I am perpetually Emo. The unrequited love and the nearing distant future-- it's come too soon. I hope thirtysomething Emo looks back on my meandering twentysomething Emo and laughs-- as he plays the melancholy tunes pouring out of the speakers with some more of life fading away in his rearview mirror. This town gets smaller every day.
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Jun 12, 2016
Jun 12, 2016 at 12:45 AM UTC
Decennary Emo (A Decade under the Influence)
You told me once that I am your favorite writer. I was hesitant and unsure. Your innocence might jinx me this time. Then you laughed, as you always do, like a child giggling while waiting the rain from the summer sky. Everything becomes clear. After all, whatever comes from you is never you. Of course, you are as always an empty being. Your emptiness tells many stories. Your emptiness fools me. Your emptiness is the real vessel of soul. Your emptiness is a parchment for budding thoughts. Your emptiness is a magic. No wonder, I fell in love with that emptiness. I just do not know if emptiness loves me back. Or, was it me who stares at the abyss long enough that a centenary gone by. 1900: The Boxer rebellion begun. Freud published his Interpretation of Dreams. 1903: The Wright brothers marked their first flight. In turn, Curtiss decided to invade the sky. 1912: Titanic anchored to Atlantis, to its final resting place. Two years after, the first World War broke out. Horses galloped to the killing fields. 1925: The first among many trials of the century began. That day, Darwin risen for the second time. 1934: ****** became Fuhrer. The world becomes a theater. “Absurd,” says Beckett. “Cruelty” for Artaud. 1939; 1941: Second World War broke out; Pear Harbor bombed. Asia Pacific meets its infernal fate. 1945: Three mushroom clouds seen: New Mexico, Hiroshima, and Nagazaki. 1960’s: Humanity becomes obsessed with multiple wars: cold, space, nuclear, music, universities; not counting the mutants who played major roles in between. 1986: Itay wrote a letter to Inay. The letter reached Manila after a few days from Jeddah. 1989: Capitalism won. Berlin wall fell like a paper plane after its victorious flight. My parents met for the first time. Months later, they decided to cut the cake and get married. 1993: The World Wide Web saw its day. I was born. Twenty two years later, I met her. A year after, Phil Collins sang once again Separate lives. That time, I know, I will never be your favorite writer.
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Dec 26, 2016
Dec 26, 2016 at 6:34 PM UTC
You Told Me Once That I am Your Favorite Writer
You told me once that I am your favorite writer. I was hesitant and unsure. Your innocence might jinx me this time. Then you laughed, as you always do, like a child giggling while waiting the rain from the summer sky. Everything becomes clear. After all, whatever comes from you is never you. Of course, you are as always an empty being. Your emptiness tells many stories. Your emptiness fools me. Your emptiness is the real vessel of soul. Your emptiness is a parchment for budding thoughts. Your emptiness is a magic. No wonder, I fell in love with that emptiness. I just do not know if emptiness loves me back. Or, was it me who stares at the abyss long enough that a centenary gone by. 1900: The Boxer rebellion begun. Freud published his Interpretation of Dreams. 1903: The Wright brothers marked their first flight. In turn, Curtiss decided to invade the sky. 1912: Titanic anchored to Atlantis, to its final resting place. Two years after, the first World War broke out. Horses galloped to the killing fields. 1925: The first among many trials of the century began. That day, Darwin risen for the second time. 1934: ****** became Fuhrer. The world becomes a theater. “Absurd,” says Beckett. “Cruelty” for Artaud. 1939; 1941: Second World War broke out; Pear Harbor bombed. Asia Pacific meets its infernal fate. 1945: Three mushroom clouds seen: New Mexico, Hiroshima, and Nagazaki. 1960’s: Humanity becomes obsessed with multiple wars: cold, space, nuclear, music, universities; not counting the mutants who played major roles in between. 1986: Itay wrote a letter to Inay. The letter reached Manila after a few days from Jeddah. 1989: Capitalism won. Berlin wall fell like a paper plane after its victorious flight. My parents met for the first time. Months later, they decided to cut the cake and get married. 1993: The World Wide Web saw its day. I was born. Twenty two years later, I met her. A year after, Phil Collins sang once again Separate lives. That time, I know, I will never be your favorite writer.
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As a teenage boy I used to fall asleep at night listening to the graveled voice of Ernie Harwell fashion for me word-images of the exploits by a band of superheroes called the Detroit Tigers. In those semi-lucid moments before slumber, I could see the shimmering outline of my destiny: you see all American boys are meant to be Tigers. So imagine my confusion, when I fractured the right talus bone my Junior year of high school, even putting on weight around the middle, where no athlete worth his pin stripes would gain. My karma had begun to take on mass. I began to acquire knowledge, as the only perceived defense against some parallel universe impinging upon reality. Oh, I had everyone convinced, even my keenest teachers believed I was destined to make my mark in scholarly pursuits. But no one saw the crying ego of one meant to be a Tiger, nor how that bottled up the emergence of the Man. Never reconciled, the Man curled up in fetal dormancy. Lifespan became synonymous with interstellar drift. And every encountered star of knowlege was dwarfed, having long ago collapsed of its own gravity. Still the heavens of knowledge are auspicious, so I looked outward, when all the answers lay concealed within. Only as my life left the outskirts of occluded reality did I then begin to inherit from my instinctual id, begin to listen to disconsolate internal voices, who had known me all along, perhaps better than myself. The thing is ... the stage has long been set on middle-age, what props lie about are encrusted with patina, laden with a dust impossible to gauge or preempt, made worse by the lack of cast, save one. Neither Beckett, nor Pinter, could have absurded this. So, when my acts strike you as quixotic, when I cut with a penknife through propriety, it's because I finally remember what it meant to be a Tiger.
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Dec 1, 2012
Dec 1, 2012 at 7:15 PM UTC
We All Die Unhealed
As a teenage boy I used to fall asleep at night listening to the graveled voice of Ernie Harwell fashion for me word-images of the exploits by a band of superheroes called the Detroit Tigers. In those semi-lucid moments before slumber, I could see the shimmering outline of my destiny: you see all American boys are meant to be Tigers. So imagine my confusion, when I fractured the right talus bone my Junior year of high school, even putting on weight around the middle, where no athlete worth his pin stripes would gain. My karma had begun to take on mass. I began to acquire knowledge, as the only perceived defense against some parallel universe impinging upon reality. Oh, I had everyone convinced, even my keenest teachers believed I was destined to make my mark in scholarly pursuits. But no one saw the crying ego of one meant to be a Tiger, nor how that bottled up the emergence of the Man. Never reconciled, the Man curled up in fetal dormancy. Lifespan became synonymous with interstellar drift. And every encountered star of knowlege was dwarfed, having long ago collapsed of its own gravity. Still the heavens of knowledge are auspicious, so I looked outward, when all the answers lay concealed within. Only as my life left the outskirts of occluded reality did I then begin to inherit from my instinctual id, begin to listen to disconsolate internal voices, who had known me all along, perhaps better than myself. The thing is ... the stage has long been set on middle-age, what props lie about are encrusted with patina, laden with a dust impossible to gauge or preempt, made worse by the lack of cast, save one. Neither Beckett, nor Pinter, could have absurded this. So, when my acts strike you as quixotic, when I cut with a penknife through propriety, it's because I finally remember what it meant to be a Tiger.
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Increasingly there’s more in my life A life between barcode SIM Remote with apocalyptic news and dire pornographers life among multiple camera teams between several videos about a future that all sounds good blocks of life between advertising and surveys on how Europeans can achieve the cosmic ****** and a more profitable single currency living ever more my own life inside an inland country where in waiting and loneliness I see greetings from where I hope to reach the Himalayas and write: ‘Life is no good with Coca-Cola!’ Dan Mircea Cipariu [Translated by Jon a’Beckett] New Europe Writers  Bucharest Tales, Contemporary Literature Press, Bucharest 2014
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Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 6:06 AM UTC
"Bungee jumping"
I have a little secret It’s about the place I work I’m supposed to be a teacher But a school’s not where I lurk I spend my weekdays cooking Serving people tea I’m not a chef though, in a classroom’s Where I’m meant to be. I think if I fry one more egg Fill one more sugar *** Spend one more minute worrying If the ****** teapot’s hot I might just lose the will to serve At least the will to fry I’m so tired of the ‘thanks so much’ The ‘have a good day’ lie But please do not misunderstand I’m not ungrateful for my job It’s just not what I trained for Being tied up to a hob I expected to be in a class Full of eager faces Whose imaginations I could take To so many different places Instead I’m filling stomachs Watching people eat and drink I cook and serve, a faceless drone So they don’t have to think I know it’s not forever This job I’ve grown to hate One day I’ll take this apron off Leave the café to its fate The café will survive I’m sure In fact I have no doubt That’s why I don’t feel guilty That I can’t wait to get out The café will go on and on Still serving up its tea But next time that I see the place What stranger will serve me? Will I feel that they are in my place? That their eggs are not quite right That their service could be quicker Their smile a bit more bright Will I feel that I should tell them How I once stood in their shoes? How I thought if I fried one more egg My sanity I’d lose I think I’ll save those comments Until she brings my tea I won’t want to discourage her While she’s still serving me Besides she may enjoy her job Who am I to wreck it? Just because I missed the world Of Austen, Keats and Beckett She knows just where her future lays I thought I knew the same So why do I still keep a secret Like it’s a source of shame? I shouldn’t moan about my job The wolf’s not at the door It’s only bad days when I think Just what did I train for?
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Jun 13, 2012
Jun 13, 2012 at 11:06 AM UTC
In someone else’s shoes
I have a little secret It’s about the place I work I’m supposed to be a teacher But a school’s not where I lurk I spend my weekdays cooking Serving people tea I’m not a chef though, in a classroom’s Where I’m meant to be. I think if I fry one more egg Fill one more sugar *** Spend one more minute worrying If the ****** teapot’s hot I might just lose the will to serve At least the will to fry I’m so tired of the ‘thanks so much’ The ‘have a good day’ lie But please do not misunderstand I’m not ungrateful for my job It’s just not what I trained for Being tied up to a hob I expected to be in a class Full of eager faces Whose imaginations I could take To so many different places Instead I’m filling stomachs Watching people eat and drink I cook and serve, a faceless drone So they don’t have to think I know it’s not forever This job I’ve grown to hate One day I’ll take this apron off Leave the café to its fate The café will survive I’m sure In fact I have no doubt That’s why I don’t feel guilty That I can’t wait to get out The café will go on and on Still serving up its tea But next time that I see the place What stranger will serve me? Will I feel that they are in my place? That their eggs are not quite right That their service could be quicker Their smile a bit more bright Will I feel that I should tell them How I once stood in their shoes? How I thought if I fried one more egg My sanity I’d lose I think I’ll save those comments Until she brings my tea I won’t want to discourage her While she’s still serving me Besides she may enjoy her job Who am I to wreck it? Just because I missed the world Of Austen, Keats and Beckett She knows just where her future lays I thought I knew the same So why do I still keep a secret Like it’s a source of shame? I shouldn’t moan about my job The wolf’s not at the door It’s only bad days when I think Just what did I train for?
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mini [=small car] mal [=preface as in 'malformed'] minim [=musical note] al [=aluminium] minimalism is art in its simplest form its fundamental features in words [start again from the top] [read beckett] in art [look at stella] [look at judd] in music [listen] [hear] [each] [note]
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May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013 at 3:01 PM UTC
Minimalist
Took 287 South to a Borders Goin Outta Biz Sale. Books may be anachronisms, relics from yesterdays analog age, but literacy's bankruptcy does have advantages. Take an additional 30% off on any orphans pleading release from the discount racks. Snooping down the literature isle Samuel Beckett's somber face arrested my roving eyeballs. A stern stare printed across 5 spines of his shrink wrapped oeuvre commanded my arm to rise to liberate the face from the dismal shelf. In mid flight my reach was hijacked by a Kris Kringley red snow flaked trim tome standing open face next to earnest Beckett. It was "The Christmas Sweater" by NYT Best Selling Author, Glenn Beck. Clasping at Beck's book, it inflicted a nasty paper cut to my ring finger. My mind recoiled, thinking, "serves you right. Like Martha, I shoulda chosen the better thing." I'll never make that mistake again. Borders Books Riverdale 2/20/11 jbm
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Nov 6, 2011
Nov 6, 2011 at 3:50 PM UTC
Choose The Better Thing
*Walter, I just want to sit on my *** and **** and think about Dante.* —Samuel Beckett All this fractures the Wolf. The ancient leaves amid the ancient woods, wind riffling wind in eddies she can see but she can’t hear, the braying of a fatted calf which she could eat, if she could hear thy call, O Wolf. The tympani pretend to be a thunder roll, the crashing cymbals mean to simulate the distant lightning, all the strings—cello, base, violin and viola—play the pizzicato of rain commencing… The Wolf sits to watch—what?—the floodlights fill the stadium? the baton poised? the crowd about to have their daily dose of not quite silence served up yet again? She hates that they have come to watch a prophecy. It’s raining full blast now, the Wolf’s exchange for music, how things balance out, how rain fornicates in the forest, with its pools and puddles, how it tenders lakes and rivers and shadows… It can’t be! Ahead she sees him. She sees Dante, the poet of the prophecy, the one she has to drown. It’s why she’s deaf. She will not hear him wail. **** him so he will rot in hell before the other poet comes. **** him and spare the world another poem about another world. The rain and music grow so dense around her soul. She is so quick, too quick for him to flee. She drags him still alive, drags him to the lake of his heart. Sink and die. In Paradise only bubbles rise. The tympani pretend to be a thunder roll, the crashing cymbals mean to simulate the distant lightning, all the strings—cello, base, violin, viola—play it soft, so soft, as if the rain is about to start… The Wolf and I walk the slopes of hell. When Farinata and Cavalcante rise up to ask her, ‘Who were thy ancestors?’ and ‘Where Is ***** she howls. O Wolf. O Tuscan. She howls.
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Aug 25, 2010
Aug 25, 2010 at 5:51 PM UTC
O Wolf, O Tuscan
*Walter, I just want to sit on my *** and **** and think about Dante.* —Samuel Beckett All this fractures the Wolf. The ancient leaves amid the ancient woods, wind riffling wind in eddies she can see but she can’t hear, the braying of a fatted calf which she could eat, if she could hear thy call, O Wolf. The tympani pretend to be a thunder roll, the crashing cymbals mean to simulate the distant lightning, all the strings—cello, base, violin and viola—play the pizzicato of rain commencing… The Wolf sits to watch—what?—the floodlights fill the stadium? the baton poised? the crowd about to have their daily dose of not quite silence served up yet again? She hates that they have come to watch a prophecy. It’s raining full blast now, the Wolf’s exchange for music, how things balance out, how rain fornicates in the forest, with its pools and puddles, how it tenders lakes and rivers and shadows… It can’t be! Ahead she sees him. She sees Dante, the poet of the prophecy, the one she has to drown. It’s why she’s deaf. She will not hear him wail. **** him so he will rot in hell before the other poet comes. **** him and spare the world another poem about another world. The rain and music grow so dense around her soul. She is so quick, too quick for him to flee. She drags him still alive, drags him to the lake of his heart. Sink and die. In Paradise only bubbles rise. The tympani pretend to be a thunder roll, the crashing cymbals mean to simulate the distant lightning, all the strings—cello, base, violin, viola—play it soft, so soft, as if the rain is about to start… The Wolf and I walk the slopes of hell. When Farinata and Cavalcante rise up to ask her, ‘Who were thy ancestors?’ and ‘Where Is ***** she howls. O Wolf. O Tuscan. She howls.
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~ March 2025 HP Poet: Mike Adam Age: 66 Country: UK Question 1: A warm welcome to the HP Spotlight, Mike. Please tell us about your background? Mike Adam: "Slum east London, dysfunctional violent childhood, playing on bombsites. School, dungeons and kidnappings, sad little boy. Love of dogs and plants and rocks. School: Beckett Shopenhauer, work, college, work university, 1st love lost, travel Asia beaches and mountains, monasteries, monks, Bhodidharma. Work, work, work, Lady J (published collection), retirement, happy at last." Question 2: How long have you been writing poetry, and for how long have you been a member of Hello Poetry? Mike Adam: "Began writing 10 years old, HP about ten years." Question 3: What inspires you? (In other words, how does poetry happen for you). Mike Adam: "Poems gestate and arrive unbidden, laid like turtle eggs, a little hole, sand flicked and forgotten." Question 4: What does poetry mean to you? Mike Adam: "From 1,000 posts perhaps start with the latest few. I call them "mercifully short," easy to read but, given time, you may unpack a great deal." Question 5: Who are your favorite poets? Mike Adam: *"Ryokan: Why ask who has Satori, who has not? What need have I for that dust, fame and gain Montale: Life that seemed vast Is briefer than your handkerchief"* Question 6: What other interests do you have? Mike Adam: *"Amidst the first suicidal mass extinction in history I am grateful to read new poetry and garner hope from young poets still expressing themselves in beautiful combinations of words so thank you all for that... Who am I? I don't know"* Carlo C. Gomez: “Thank you so much Mike, we really appreciate you giving us the opportunity to get to know the person behind the poet! It is our pleasure to include you in this Spotlight series!” Mike Adam: "With gratitude, Mike." Thank you everyone here at HP for taking the time to read this. We hope you enjoyed coming to know Mike a little bit better. We certainly did. It is our wish that these spotlights are helping everyone to further discover and appreciate their fellow poets. – Carlo C. Gomez We will post Spotlight #26 in April! ~
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Mar 2, 2025
Mar 2, 2025 at 4:45 PM UTC
HP Writers Spotlight: Mike Adam
~ March 2025 HP Poet: Mike Adam Age: 66 Country: UK Question 1: A warm welcome to the HP Spotlight, Mike. Please tell us about your background? Mike Adam: "Slum east London, dysfunctional violent childhood, playing on bombsites. School, dungeons and kidnappings, sad little boy. Love of dogs and plants and rocks. School: Beckett Shopenhauer, work, college, work university, 1st love lost, travel Asia beaches and mountains, monasteries, monks, Bhodidharma. Work, work, work, Lady J (published collection), retirement, happy at last." Question 2: How long have you been writing poetry, and for how long have you been a member of Hello Poetry? Mike Adam: "Began writing 10 years old, HP about ten years." Question 3: What inspires you? (In other words, how does poetry happen for you). Mike Adam: "Poems gestate and arrive unbidden, laid like turtle eggs, a little hole, sand flicked and forgotten." Question 4: What does poetry mean to you? Mike Adam: "From 1,000 posts perhaps start with the latest few. I call them "mercifully short," easy to read but, given time, you may unpack a great deal." Question 5: Who are your favorite poets? Mike Adam: *"Ryokan: Why ask who has Satori, who has not? What need have I for that dust, fame and gain Montale: Life that seemed vast Is briefer than your handkerchief"* Question 6: What other interests do you have? Mike Adam: *"Amidst the first suicidal mass extinction in history I am grateful to read new poetry and garner hope from young poets still expressing themselves in beautiful combinations of words so thank you all for that... Who am I? I don't know"* Carlo C. Gomez: “Thank you so much Mike, we really appreciate you giving us the opportunity to get to know the person behind the poet! It is our pleasure to include you in this Spotlight series!” Mike Adam: "With gratitude, Mike." Thank you everyone here at HP for taking the time to read this. We hope you enjoyed coming to know Mike a little bit better. We certainly did. It is our wish that these spotlights are helping everyone to further discover and appreciate their fellow poets. – Carlo C. Gomez We will post Spotlight #26 in April! ~
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Thank you Beckett. Thank you Richard Lange. I will fail better, next time.
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Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 3:31 PM UTC
Advice Distilled 3Xs
The names castle and I write books for a living This talent of mine is completely Gods giving The genre of the books I write is mystery I love to explore my characters history All was going well and I was making a living off the books Until I learnt my plots were being converted into reality by some crooks Of course, the police first suspected me I knew I was innocent so I didn't attempt to flee And that was when I first met gorgeous miss Kate My meeting her was a game played by fate Don't judge a book by its cover; she was a ******** cop And to catch a criminal at nothing would she stop So I helped miss Beckett with all the information I had I really liked her and to have her as a partner I was glad
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Sep 8, 2014
Sep 8, 2014 at 12:10 PM UTC
CASTLE
Our lot was not to stay all night; In kneeling praise by bathroom stalls. Alcohol numbed your honesty's bite, wrote her destiny on the divider walls. And we weren't the kind to cheat, don't believe, All the loose lips half-cross town, Last call patrons who watch me leave, And shut this ****** down... Like Zane and Beckett, so convinced, Their **** would last forever, Bad enough to make you wince, If they spend one more second together. Or Jane and Kinney, young, driven, and full, Of lust or something similar. Don't be surprised, you've seen this fire, The end? ...all too familiar. And pretty Syd had all the gall, and Pony Boy thought he knew the score... but he's just a **** like so much Pyrex, Stuffed inside his paper ***** But Ashtray Woman with ***** Mouth, And monster's blood on toilet tissue, Is just another frightened girl, With real and dangerous daddy issues. Now, here, at the close (I'm still glad to say), You deserve almost everything, that you've won, Our karma arose ( and, in time, took the day ). Now I ponder regrets in the hours before dawn, It wasn't the when, or with whom we may lay, or the time in the morning before I should be gone, It's more about how we desired to stay... When we gazed into stars lying flat on your lawn. I once craved your poison but, now, in my way, I'm actually glad to see you gone.
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Mar 24, 2017
Mar 24, 2017 at 11:26 PM UTC
L'Enfant Terrible
*concerning anti-kantian lexicon completion to understand the notion of a priori (it's a niche interest... c. bukowski explains it better in the book tales of ordinary madness in the chapter titled **** and kant and a happy home... well, not really, if he knew german i’d say that he was truly defining a priori, learning a language rather than unconsciously acquiring one from the first word mama or whatever toddlers say first when they mastered the bladder and **** muscles, which are oddly designed to be consciously / forcefully trained because they're crafted as slacked... weird), let’s say that’s about as much relevant to me as is this scenario:* an actress about to perform the monologue script of not i, prior to performance and at the stage of memorisation asks samuel (beckett): ‘what does this mean? this one line? it’s bothersome for my conscience, my sense of meaning and direction, what does it mean?’ then ol’ samuel tells her: ‘back up, bets and back up, it’s the most self-conscious eventuality of all vague attempts to stand outside of oneself within the scaffold of using language - this dismemberment beginning with extracting thought for the senses to see hear and feel, writing... this morphing of the substance we consider thought without ethos, ethics, choices, looking at the zeitgeist... but honestly? i haven’t got the foggiest idea... i wrote it because i wrote it, the desired intentions are reserved for those desiring to read it and leave it.’ like the famous p.s. of human history written by moses on sinai, the melting of ice enveloping britain and elsewhere up north, formerly known as the ice age causing flooding elsewhere... and that metaphor of: lions gazelles... two-by-two, two-by-two being a metaphor for monogamy... whereas the harems of other animals like walruses was obviously avoided and gave us islamic polygamy (added to the fact that people refer to themselves via the zodiac... taurus... scorpio... capricorn... or the chinese calendar... dragons tigers pigs rats and monkeys etc.); otherwise known as hermeneutics - extraction of meaning from very concise texts... very very concise texts which, if taken literally... leave you as quickly as they came, and make you specialise in geology or biology instead.
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Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 9:25 AM UTC
the famous p.s. written by moses / on noah
*concerning anti-kantian lexicon completion to understand the notion of a priori (it's a niche interest... c. bukowski explains it better in the book tales of ordinary madness in the chapter titled **** and kant and a happy home... well, not really, if he knew german i’d say that he was truly defining a priori, learning a language rather than unconsciously acquiring one from the first word mama or whatever toddlers say first when they mastered the bladder and **** muscles, which are oddly designed to be consciously / forcefully trained because they're crafted as slacked... weird), let’s say that’s about as much relevant to me as is this scenario:* an actress about to perform the monologue script of not i, prior to performance and at the stage of memorisation asks samuel (beckett): ‘what does this mean? this one line? it’s bothersome for my conscience, my sense of meaning and direction, what does it mean?’ then ol’ samuel tells her: ‘back up, bets and back up, it’s the most self-conscious eventuality of all vague attempts to stand outside of oneself within the scaffold of using language - this dismemberment beginning with extracting thought for the senses to see hear and feel, writing... this morphing of the substance we consider thought without ethos, ethics, choices, looking at the zeitgeist... but honestly? i haven’t got the foggiest idea... i wrote it because i wrote it, the desired intentions are reserved for those desiring to read it and leave it.’ like the famous p.s. of human history written by moses on sinai, the melting of ice enveloping britain and elsewhere up north, formerly known as the ice age causing flooding elsewhere... and that metaphor of: lions gazelles... two-by-two, two-by-two being a metaphor for monogamy... whereas the harems of other animals like walruses was obviously avoided and gave us islamic polygamy (added to the fact that people refer to themselves via the zodiac... taurus... scorpio... capricorn... or the chinese calendar... dragons tigers pigs rats and monkeys etc.); otherwise known as hermeneutics - extraction of meaning from very concise texts... very very concise texts which, if taken literally... leave you as quickly as they came, and make you specialise in geology or biology instead.
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~Still life In the window frame Empty stare Through the self-imposed Prison of glass - On the windowsill Candle never lit - Souvenirs of the past Painting - An empty shell Of a woman, staring Chiaroscuro background - Darkness, shade, hardly any light To illuminate The inside Of the jail Contemplating Escape? Suicide? Waiting For what For the end? Waiting for whom? Waiting for God-ot! He, who shall never come - In vain Still waiting Years too late For the bells to toll In the window frame Oil on canvas - It is me Through the window pane Staring through the glass Resigned Lifeless Still life On canvas Author Notes: Waiting for Godot - Samuel Beckett's - absurd tragicomedy; Godot never shows up.
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Oct 14, 2010
Oct 14, 2010 at 2:14 PM UTC
Oil on Canvas
After three drinks, I sit and focus On the night in Santo Domingo, Like Greene’s Honorary Consul, It is “the right measure” for me, Beckett reads Beckett remembering. Where he strips man’s inexhaustible Search for meaning to bare bones. These thoughts aided by a smooth Handmade cigar and Carlos Primero, I wonder as I focus on this scrap of Scribbles should I keep it, or leave it On the table, for some ***** to read, While he smokes the dog-end of What was a reasonably good cigar?
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Nov 25, 2012
Nov 25, 2012 at 9:34 AM UTC
Focus
I am waiting like a girl waits on the bench of the garden for her beau. I am waiting like those two cobber wait for the Godot. (Samuel Beckett) I am waiting like the Merchant's wife does wait for the return of her soulmate. (Ezra Pound) I am waiting like Taran looks for Amar. (Tum Bin 2) I am waiting like the peacock does wait for the rainfall. I am waiting like every successful man gets a pat on his back. I am waiting for the day to hear not the golden words but my ears are waiting just to hear whether am I as important as you are in my life...
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Nov 26, 2016
Nov 26, 2016 at 5:51 AM UTC
Am I important?
Watching documentaries about your trendy bands. The 'Creative Process'. My shaking hands. I'm inspiration and envy and my own constant shame Because I'm still Lost to Larsson but by a new name. I find meaning in nothing and nothing is mine. I find meaning in water, in four inked red lines. I fixate and form cycles, I'm Beckett's star act. I make all these references, I muddle all that. I'm an artist, I read, these aren't my own thoughts. I'm not troubled, just open, And I'm not really lost. So what can I believe in? Hell, what can anyone? **** God. **** 'The Classics' I'll believe in being young.
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Jul 6, 2013
Jul 6, 2013 at 9:16 PM UTC
Unreliable Narrators
Have you trapped yourself trying to articulate gray Alors Beckett I don't always comprehend but my eyes weep all the same you bicker banter circling squares so much nonsensical purpose so so naturally I'm scared to ponder for too long it's been too much of too little (Pause.) Are we all beggars of stories blind to all but bind to time seeking sunshine Are we but a topple away from the beginning or endings Humor me (Pause.) Did you keep coming back leave once twice five times in all to spin me away with two windows with lights I couldn't place with falling and entrances and sheets of cloth not music not white (Pause.) I am laughing at the sadness not blind yet Do I sit or stand or kneel to rejoice Take your tools and not quite fools but keep me awake I'm in an all too familiar not quite empty I've made no impositions on this all too much family (Pause.) How did I get woven into this game This isn't mine no more my pain is killing living still Listen to me so so cuckoo Hear me here Me to say Humor me Sprout unending Me to say There is no more me to stay (Exit Samuel.)
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Jan 1, 2017
Jan 1, 2017 at 8:20 PM UTC
Curtain
i stood before the mirror, pale as a powdered lie, with strands the colour of fallen empires and dignity rubbed dry. the bleach had no mercy, the dye had no aim — i emerged from the wreckage with only myself to blame. my scalp, a battlefield, my pride, a powdered wig. i whispered threats to heaven with a plastic comb so big. the townsfolk fled in silence, the moon refused to rise, and even my reflection looked away from my disguise. somewhere between brass and madness, i found a kind of grace — the lord of bad decisions, with toner on my face. so let the ships keep sinking, let the storm winds howl and hiss — i’m lord cutler beckett, darling, and i was born for this.
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Jul 5, 2025
Jul 5, 2025 at 1:15 PM UTC
lord cutler beckett. (a bleach opera in several acts)
vaguen (Samuel Beckett, notation on MS of Happy Days) I Fire comes bouncing in from the desert a threat to houses Here’s what we do says the King to Rudyard Kipling who is visiting Stuff wet rags in the eaves throw the silverware in the swimming pool And my letters Rudyard Kipling is thinking will you be pressing my letters to your breast as we skid towards the car Truly diverse people the King and Kipling one or the other was always getting his feelings hurt Above them a strip of once blue sky now dark adust II Nowadays there are technicians of despair you can work at it Going to the Buddhist study group I pass a thin crumpled man at a wall his face on the bricks Behind him another big black city legs wide apart roaring Say you aren’t stupid then why aren’t you happy III New guy at the Buddhist study group Eyes cut to bits I want he keeps saying So I don’t get so he keeps saying A bunch of sage grass has blown onto his head and grown down into his mind He shakes hands with everyone over and over again at the door IV I had previously been to the Old South Thirty minutes into the faculty dinner a man to my left drops his eyes and his voice says he murdered his brother with a shotgun when he was twelve The other diners appear to have heard this before On the plane home I sit across from a vet with a falcon on his lap It observes the other passengers severely Drinks apple juice from a cup with very small silver lips V At twenty-eight thousand feet above the uncarved block of NY state a cricket jumps onto my coat Vaguen it says Anne Carson currently teaches at NYU and will publish a handmade book called NOX in 2010. She is the author of Autobiography of Red, Plainwater, and other books of poetry, non-fiction, and mixed genre.
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Jun 30, 2014
Jun 30, 2014 at 11:23 AM UTC
Peril—by Anne Carson
vaguen (Samuel Beckett, notation on MS of Happy Days) I Fire comes bouncing in from the desert a threat to houses Here’s what we do says the King to Rudyard Kipling who is visiting Stuff wet rags in the eaves throw the silverware in the swimming pool And my letters Rudyard Kipling is thinking will you be pressing my letters to your breast as we skid towards the car Truly diverse people the King and Kipling one or the other was always getting his feelings hurt Above them a strip of once blue sky now dark adust II Nowadays there are technicians of despair you can work at it Going to the Buddhist study group I pass a thin crumpled man at a wall his face on the bricks Behind him another big black city legs wide apart roaring Say you aren’t stupid then why aren’t you happy III New guy at the Buddhist study group Eyes cut to bits I want he keeps saying So I don’t get so he keeps saying A bunch of sage grass has blown onto his head and grown down into his mind He shakes hands with everyone over and over again at the door IV I had previously been to the Old South Thirty minutes into the faculty dinner a man to my left drops his eyes and his voice says he murdered his brother with a shotgun when he was twelve The other diners appear to have heard this before On the plane home I sit across from a vet with a falcon on his lap It observes the other passengers severely Drinks apple juice from a cup with very small silver lips V At twenty-eight thousand feet above the uncarved block of NY state a cricket jumps onto my coat Vaguen it says Anne Carson currently teaches at NYU and will publish a handmade book called NOX in 2010. She is the author of Autobiography of Red, Plainwater, and other books of poetry, non-fiction, and mixed genre.
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In a classroom of twenty or more, The teacher walks in with a thought of pride, "I am here," She thinks to herself, And we all stand to wish, "Good Morning". The Teacher teaches Literature, The Teacher is a lady of fifty-five, The teacher walks in every day, With a lot of pride, especially on Saturdays. She prepares the lesson plans, Fused with the state as to what is to be taught, As to what is to be reasoned, and what is to be asked, She teaches all students who belong to a class. She addresses the students, calling names and more, Talks in all platitudes, and looks down upon the floor, She teaches all students, about romantic outbursts, She praises Keats and Tagore, but not Beckett or Hurst. But one fine Monday, there was he, A Cherry Little boy, Big eyed, Twenty three, Asked a question about false nationhood or so, She was a teacher with a lot of pride, as you know... With a thought of tasty theories, and elitism in mind, She bashed and washed him down into the drain, As to not him, but his hopes were drowned, And this is how the teacher throttled "The Questions, Which were all around...." But In a classroom of twenty or more, 'These' students never fail to follow, 'The' teacher walks in every day, And usually, teaches Literature, on endless Saturdays! She teaches approaches and Literature, on Saturdays.
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Aug 31, 2017
Aug 31, 2017 at 12:50 PM UTC
On Saturdays.
now those eidolic dread horses have scarred your slumber, passed 9, passed 10,  and even your furniture has silent, open mouthed, nightmares over the too soon dead, dead school friends who never ended their crossings, and see, see, she stoops, in shroud  ghastly knelt as in prayer, but you can’t see, see through the tricks  of light that scream “she is there”, your crumpling chest  boiling as the bones in your legs subside while those, without body,  cross the empty room, no need to surmise that which lies bereft and restless may yet have something to say and you, you are the luckless soul who lives upon their byway and now,  now the voices, the voices start, those grody sounds, that won’t stop, stop your heart, beneath the floor, within the walls, the precedent for dull footfalls calling, calling to us one by one with no clear sight of saint or villain, a spectral round of hide and seek, directed by a floorboards creak, each time we search there’s nothing, nothing there, but of this guest we’re so aware, who was first, it or us, we can’t be sure, sure it wasn’t brought  from distant shores, for it never raised its head or voice before, before that gift from land of Vlad was carried over our threshold and ushered in something, something cold,  the bearer of an ancient fear, something as of yet unclear, or are we in thrall of phantoms more explainable   This is a combination and refinement of what were two separate poems, previously published, to make by far a more satisfying whole. I believe it more convincingly captures some of the fear and panic I was trying to convey and should be read in a breathless manner as if you were living in a world that was entirely scripted by Samuel Beckett
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Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 10:45 AM UTC
(aɪˈdəʊlɒn)
now those eidolic dread horses have scarred your slumber, passed 9, passed 10,  and even your furniture has silent, open mouthed, nightmares over the too soon dead, dead school friends who never ended their crossings, and see, see, she stoops, in shroud  ghastly knelt as in prayer, but you can’t see, see through the tricks  of light that scream “she is there”, your crumpling chest  boiling as the bones in your legs subside while those, without body,  cross the empty room, no need to surmise that which lies bereft and restless may yet have something to say and you, you are the luckless soul who lives upon their byway and now,  now the voices, the voices start, those grody sounds, that won’t stop, stop your heart, beneath the floor, within the walls, the precedent for dull footfalls calling, calling to us one by one with no clear sight of saint or villain, a spectral round of hide and seek, directed by a floorboards creak, each time we search there’s nothing, nothing there, but of this guest we’re so aware, who was first, it or us, we can’t be sure, sure it wasn’t brought  from distant shores, for it never raised its head or voice before, before that gift from land of Vlad was carried over our threshold and ushered in something, something cold,  the bearer of an ancient fear, something as of yet unclear, or are we in thrall of phantoms more explainable   This is a combination and refinement of what were two separate poems, previously published, to make by far a more satisfying whole. I believe it more convincingly captures some of the fear and panic I was trying to convey and should be read in a breathless manner as if you were living in a world that was entirely scripted by Samuel Beckett
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after reading irish literature, you sort of end up cuckoo with an Apache yawn; try Samuel Beckett's Watt and you'll get v.i.p. status for sure.
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May 17, 2016
May 17, 2016 at 7:01 AM UTC
Apache yawn