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"beastly" poems
I see you, monster... In your sockets bore dead, dark eyes They hold the blackest of stares Nebulous swirling pits of demise Thin lips would spout the most sibilant of hisses Every so often would curl into a snarl Dry and chapped, almost unworthy of kisses Large, rough snout, jutting out like a crag You sniff around tirelessly for easy targets Preying on the unsuspecting minds of those under your flag Tapering chin, sprouting strands of coarse hair Unkempt and gritty from your last meal Decaying teeth, crooked due to little to no care Your face is cratered; tales of trying adolescent years Wearing a face only a mother could love Expressionless but it screams out your fears Ugly jointed limbs that grew out of sync Disproportionate, misshapen, grotesque Little noggin with sparse hair, packed within, a brain that thinks I hear you, monster... As you stalk your sleepless nights Nocturnal ambience be your playground Lurking in the dark; places with no light Bulky, heavy feet but deft and silent Can barely notice when you're up and about As if cloaked yourself stealthy, with steps ever transient Respire you do, exhaling breaths so gnarly Ingesting good air, converting into fervid, loathsome notions With which you paint a portrait so ghastly I feel you monster... Deep within the recesses of my heart Destroying and distorting all that was pure Testing my will till I should fall apart You're but the twisted manifestation of conscience Feeding on my trials and nurturing them into vile abominations I despise that of you but I seem to have developed dependence I see you, monster... You're horrid and beastly, an embodiment of absolute horror I await the day that you would finally dissolve For I am weary of seeing you staring back in the mirror
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Sep 18, 2014
Sep 18, 2014 at 9:23 PM UTC
Monster
I see you, monster... In your sockets bore dead, dark eyes They hold the blackest of stares Nebulous swirling pits of demise Thin lips would spout the most sibilant of hisses Every so often would curl into a snarl Dry and chapped, almost unworthy of kisses Large, rough snout, jutting out like a crag You sniff around tirelessly for easy targets Preying on the unsuspecting minds of those under your flag Tapering chin, sprouting strands of coarse hair Unkempt and gritty from your last meal Decaying teeth, crooked due to little to no care Your face is cratered; tales of trying adolescent years Wearing a face only a mother could love Expressionless but it screams out your fears Ugly jointed limbs that grew out of sync Disproportionate, misshapen, grotesque Little noggin with sparse hair, packed within, a brain that thinks I hear you, monster... As you stalk your sleepless nights Nocturnal ambience be your playground Lurking in the dark; places with no light Bulky, heavy feet but deft and silent Can barely notice when you're up and about As if cloaked yourself stealthy, with steps ever transient Respire you do, exhaling breaths so gnarly Ingesting good air, converting into fervid, loathsome notions With which you paint a portrait so ghastly I feel you monster... Deep within the recesses of my heart Destroying and distorting all that was pure Testing my will till I should fall apart You're but the twisted manifestation of conscience Feeding on my trials and nurturing them into vile abominations I despise that of you but I seem to have developed dependence I see you, monster... You're horrid and beastly, an embodiment of absolute horror I await the day that you would finally dissolve For I am weary of seeing you staring back in the mirror
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Eyes of pale celadon refulgent in the dusk lips of skin so thin they grin around the tips of tusk Jagged saw-like teeth beneath a sagging beastly jaw the putrid reek of flesh and cheek he's gobbled - nights before His pointed nose will point his toes when he snuffs you shuffling by the fright enough will be so tough your legs will lignify! And once he's done he'll click his tongue his mood enhanced by food he'll walk home late and ululate his deepest gratitude
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May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 11:05 AM UTC
Beastly Gratitude
The power I get from your personality. You're a lion, a natural born leader. King of the jungle, in this barren valley you give me hope. Hope in a savior, in a presence so uniquely rare and strong. I want to be like you, I want your charisma. You make everyone seem so simple. Far above average, your capable of emancipating glory. A righteous and kind soul. Your energy spreads through the beastly sinners and compels their spirit to change into something beautiful.
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Jul 19, 2015
Jul 19, 2015 at 3:25 PM UTC
Your Power
The beast loving the beast he didnt have sympathy for beauty and the way that beauty should be treated. Beauty she didnt have the hard core nature of reality that means the way a beast should be. Beauty and her Beast The tender love and affection that beauty needed. Was often ignore rejected and neglected. from the beast. The same way, that beauty wasnt able to saddle the hard core meaness and the rocky foundation. That the beast was used to. To accept him being what he is. Unloving uncaring ungiving. because he is better known as this beast. Beauty and her Beast. Beauty would often be torn ravished and taken for granted. While the beast would often feast on the tender meat. Of Beauty! Ravishing and seeking, beastly taking. Barely ever having anything descent to be giving. No kindness no loving ways, no maturity. Because the beast didnt even love himself. This beast he be! Sometimes as beauty would be recovering she'd reach for him in his rocky hard core places and it would leave her torn. In tragedy torn ripped places because Beauty. Needs peace beauty needs sweet relief. That couldnt be provided. By a ravishing Beast. Beasty and her beast. The way he seeks,, the way he treats the way he harms. The way he rings alarms. Beauty would sigh love me! The Beast would say Hate me. Hate me I am Beast! My Features are beast My ways are Beast. My Heart is beasty. For I remember am Beast. Beauty would cry Love me, desire me, want me, Cherish Me, feed me nourish me. comfort me, cradle me. For I am beauty and I seek love and maturity. I am Beauty. Do Not Devour me. But nourish me and treat me kindly   And Know that I am beauty. I seek sweet sleep sweet deliverance For I am Beautiful I need not  a Beast! Don't be beasty let me transform you into my Prince charming my romantic knight and shinning armor. can I kiss the beast and he turn into my romantic beast. By SelinaSharday.. All Rights reseved S.A.M 2018
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Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 11:13 AM UTC
Beauty and the beast!
The beast loving the beast he didnt have sympathy for beauty and the way that beauty should be treated. Beauty she didnt have the hard core nature of reality that means the way a beast should be. Beauty and her Beast The tender love and affection that beauty needed. Was often ignore rejected and neglected. from the beast. The same way, that beauty wasnt able to saddle the hard core meaness and the rocky foundation. That the beast was used to. To accept him being what he is. Unloving uncaring ungiving. because he is better known as this beast. Beauty and her Beast. Beauty would often be torn ravished and taken for granted. While the beast would often feast on the tender meat. Of Beauty! Ravishing and seeking, beastly taking. Barely ever having anything descent to be giving. No kindness no loving ways, no maturity. Because the beast didnt even love himself. This beast he be! Sometimes as beauty would be recovering she'd reach for him in his rocky hard core places and it would leave her torn. In tragedy torn ripped places because Beauty. Needs peace beauty needs sweet relief. That couldnt be provided. By a ravishing Beast. Beasty and her beast. The way he seeks,, the way he treats the way he harms. The way he rings alarms. Beauty would sigh love me! The Beast would say Hate me. Hate me I am Beast! My Features are beast My ways are Beast. My Heart is beasty. For I remember am Beast. Beauty would cry Love me, desire me, want me, Cherish Me, feed me nourish me. comfort me, cradle me. For I am beauty and I seek love and maturity. I am Beauty. Do Not Devour me. But nourish me and treat me kindly   And Know that I am beauty. I seek sweet sleep sweet deliverance For I am Beautiful I need not  a Beast! Don't be beasty let me transform you into my Prince charming my romantic knight and shinning armor. can I kiss the beast and he turn into my romantic beast. By SelinaSharday.. All Rights reseved S.A.M 2018
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Beastly is this monster state yet many damsels cannot avoid Some may call it disturbingly conflicting and become annoyed Where rationality coexists with irrationality in an unstable realm Pretty monster states navigate this journey as captains at the helm Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states No need to disguise your fury or depressions Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states This is just part of your amazing expressions Wonder is this monster state since the inception of Adam and Eve Men can only hope to be compassionate, steadfast and never peeved One moment, pretty monster states can be loving and best friends Next moment, challenging one’s good nature and spirit to extreme ends Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states No need to disguise your fury or depressions Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states This is just part of your amazing expressions Frightful is this monster state like a suspenseful thriller or mystery Only those who are not faint of heart can sleuth this case history Where a profound will of character serves to stabilize one’s constitution Bringing the monster state to an uneventful but amenable restitution Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states No need to disguise your fury or depressions Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states This is just part of your amazing expressions.
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Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 10:44 AM UTC
Pretty Monster States ***
the banners are blowing steady (fully extended in the hot august wind) contemporary in style tightly trimmed and all gloriously dressed in the latest colors and hues it’s a fleeting distraction though as the caskets and children and grieving widows are rolled steadily across the burning tarmac it’s the beginning of that inevitable two part proceeding a skotoma for the ages delusionary in nature rich in grays and eerily reminiscent of that foreign reign clipped in silence with dark roots of fear set deep in the bowels of a chapter of unimaginable sin indifference as pronounced as the accompanying salutes haphazard sentiments that are cloaked in the horror of endless aborted days forgotten buggies and bunkers and rat packs *how could the switch be set so wrong?* it’s truly an illusion (this way of the world) simple indulgence can grow so beastly and consuming try telling the tale to the tibetan monks or broad peak sherpas (those boys know how to get it done!) how to bask in the ice cold waters how to savor the lava hot falls *couldn’t the others have figured this one out?* the flags have settled at half mass and are tinted in a charred yellow brown the lifeless dreams and inspirations now in the rear view leif running solo (exempt of his trusted gunners) ready for the numbered lines his eyes open to the ever changing enemy at hand
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Aug 18, 2017
Aug 18, 2017 at 11:45 PM UTC
bring the boys back home
I am a caged animal, not a human being. Not a caged bird, though I know why it sings. More like a circus lion, forced to jump rings, The world is my audience And everywhere I walk is the stage. People say I’m free to walk but someone keeps me caged, The crowd gives applause, And point their fingers, I’m enraged. I’m just an angry *** animal, not a human being. I have animalistic behavior and beastly features, Can an animal be a savior and a beast a preacher? We’re all God’s creatures, But what you see is an animal caged, Like I’m not a human being. Even though I’m on this stage, There’s not a being more human than me.
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Oct 2, 2010
Oct 2, 2010 at 12:18 AM UTC
Caged Animal
Forlorn sheets fluttering in the winds splattered in smoke and ruination, empty the streets where she'd played lost: Haunting her now among shadows in the cell she's chained to slavery of the religious kind. Beast more than beast these men that stare in hubris awaiting their turn to partake of infidel flesh. Behold! The holy empire of God is here. That morning she'd grown up - blood between her thighs had stopped her play, and her chastity was proclaimed. Selima must learn to respect men and the ways of God and His rules of modesty. Now, as he grunts and groans in holy pleasure as he mounts her by turns, tied up at the altar to be an example of how ****** the lot of the pagan and faithless be. Mother, is this the modesty that God commands of infidel women? How merciful indeed is He that He creates in faithful men a beastly craving and provides too for them uncircumcised ***** in pillage.
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Sep 8, 2014
Sep 8, 2014 at 2:23 PM UTC
Uncircumcised *****
i may not be jasmine but i can travel the world with you i may not be mulan but i'll be fighting for you i may not be snow white but i'd die for you i may not be cinderella but i'd wait for you past midnight i may not be ariel but i'd swim with you through the storms i may not be belle but i'd still love you past your beastly appearance i may not be your average princess but i'm still me and i'll be here for you
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Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 7:05 AM UTC
not your average princess
She had that octopus smile, always reaching for something. I was her small fish; her handmaid. I lived in her nebulous world for far too long. Inky confusion... There's a reason for your treason, said the old man to the shark, but Hem forgot, a beast is a beast, they do beastly things. We all have to eat. I'm done being the meal. It's your Ocean, I'm just trying to swim in it. You're an oyster, and I want your pearl, but I won't drown for it.
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Nov 16, 2021
Nov 16, 2021 at 7:34 AM UTC
I Just Want to Swim
Piggies dancing, floating along narrow passages towards what they hope is their ends. Their means have been stolen and packaged and sold by big suited, corporate, handy-handy machines. They eat piggies every day and love it, love it, love it down their gullet. They are not worth a mention yet they get it, they want nothing but your attention, they don’t need it yet they get it. Their appetites are insatiable and contagious, they use it against us by showing us how we are nothing but what they are     and we are fools enough to take it as Truth.                                                                                                                                                                  Shame. We have shame because they debase us and hence debase themselves. We have shame because we see their debasement and yet powerlessness is in our bones. We have shame because all we want is not all we get and nowhere near all we deserve, -it measures much lower.    It is irrelevant, it is biased, it is useless, IT is un-real-(UnRealistic, UnRelated, UnTrue)                                                                                                                                                            Lie. If my breath stinks or my hair is greasy or my cloths ***** my teeth yellowed, my feet smelly, my nails long, my social life quiet and solicitous-   will you discern a negativity in my human-ness? We are no villains. We hate only those who would have us believe that we must hate ourselves and each other. They are no beasts like us. The animal within, encased by a carapace of Humanity glued and mortared by self-centered ideologies gets too thick and you must break it by looking at yourself. ******** and ******* and spitting and grunting and moaning in ecstasy and pain. Repeat after me and say it loud with beastly yell “ I am a ********* beautiful Animal!”
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Jan 25, 2013
Jan 25, 2013 at 7:07 PM UTC
Animals
Piggies dancing, floating along narrow passages towards what they hope is their ends. Their means have been stolen and packaged and sold by big suited, corporate, handy-handy machines. They eat piggies every day and love it, love it, love it down their gullet. They are not worth a mention yet they get it, they want nothing but your attention, they don’t need it yet they get it. Their appetites are insatiable and contagious, they use it against us by showing us how we are nothing but what they are     and we are fools enough to take it as Truth.                                                                                                                                                                  Shame. We have shame because they debase us and hence debase themselves. We have shame because we see their debasement and yet powerlessness is in our bones. We have shame because all we want is not all we get and nowhere near all we deserve, -it measures much lower.    It is irrelevant, it is biased, it is useless, IT is un-real-(UnRealistic, UnRelated, UnTrue)                                                                                                                                                            Lie. If my breath stinks or my hair is greasy or my cloths ***** my teeth yellowed, my feet smelly, my nails long, my social life quiet and solicitous-   will you discern a negativity in my human-ness? We are no villains. We hate only those who would have us believe that we must hate ourselves and each other. They are no beasts like us. The animal within, encased by a carapace of Humanity glued and mortared by self-centered ideologies gets too thick and you must break it by looking at yourself. ******** and ******* and spitting and grunting and moaning in ecstasy and pain. Repeat after me and say it loud with beastly yell “ I am a ********* beautiful Animal!”
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Ornery odious ordinate ostensive opulence ornate optimal Motivity meatus meticulous morsel moribund mendacity monstrance Lucidity lingam loquacity longevous licentious lurid languishing Votary volition verve venery vector vauntness vast Talismanically telepathy tantamount terrestrial tellurian transition tractive Idolatry -ics incus ictus ichor icon icky Yogi yowl yore yoni yerk yenta yantra Gimpy gesticulation genre gestational glitch genuflection grandiose Dastardly douceur denouement denigrational deplorable despicable desperate Paltry potentate portentous plagiaristic pandemic plenipotentiary plenary Jouncy jocular jeopardy jettison jurisprudence jaunt juxtaposition Ramify repartee radix recital rectitude rendition repertoire Beastly bartizan bodacious belligerent brusque blatant blasphemously Enmity exigency exacerbation extemporaneous edifice eulogy exoneration Zoolatry zoomorphic zilch Zephyr zoic zygosity zealotry Sultry solace subtlety substantiation suborn subliminal sensorium Unity ultimatum usurping unfathomable uncanny unbridled unary ***** hornswoggle horizon huckster homogeny holistic heuristic Nugatory notch nostrum notorious nihilism nimiety nimbus Wrathy wreak wroth wrought wrest wrangle warranty Artistry autonomy articulation agility acuity asperity acerbity Keeky kangaroo court kowtow kobold kleptomania kinetics kinesiology Xylography xenophile xerophilous xylophagous xylem xanadu xenobiotic Critically credibility critique coercion conjugational conjunctive corporeal Queasy quasi quantum quintessence quagmire quixotic quantify Flighty flippant flamboyance faux pas fornicatious fictitious finite
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Jan 22, 2013
Jan 22, 2013 at 5:31 AM UTC
Iconoclasm
Ornery odious ordinate ostensive opulence ornate optimal Motivity meatus meticulous morsel moribund mendacity monstrance Lucidity lingam loquacity longevous licentious lurid languishing Votary volition verve venery vector vauntness vast Talismanically telepathy tantamount terrestrial tellurian transition tractive Idolatry -ics incus ictus ichor icon icky Yogi yowl yore yoni yerk yenta yantra Gimpy gesticulation genre gestational glitch genuflection grandiose Dastardly douceur denouement denigrational deplorable despicable desperate Paltry potentate portentous plagiaristic pandemic plenipotentiary plenary Jouncy jocular jeopardy jettison jurisprudence jaunt juxtaposition Ramify repartee radix recital rectitude rendition repertoire Beastly bartizan bodacious belligerent brusque blatant blasphemously Enmity exigency exacerbation extemporaneous edifice eulogy exoneration Zoolatry zoomorphic zilch Zephyr zoic zygosity zealotry Sultry solace subtlety substantiation suborn subliminal sensorium Unity ultimatum usurping unfathomable uncanny unbridled unary ***** hornswoggle horizon huckster homogeny holistic heuristic Nugatory notch nostrum notorious nihilism nimiety nimbus Wrathy wreak wroth wrought wrest wrangle warranty Artistry autonomy articulation agility acuity asperity acerbity Keeky kangaroo court kowtow kobold kleptomania kinetics kinesiology Xylography xenophile xerophilous xylophagous xylem xanadu xenobiotic Critically credibility critique coercion conjugational conjunctive corporeal Queasy quasi quantum quintessence quagmire quixotic quantify Flighty flippant flamboyance faux pas fornicatious fictitious finite
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Machine ground days Somehow survived by clinging to precarious plans Die for those. For proles are stuck in a televised gleam but I’m barred from distractions I’m a man of action Spring healing: I found a new hope to get through the day It has a name and it’s you Workday: animistic curses against people and their systems and products except animals would escape forever as soon as they open the cage but we stay The beastly gnashings of overworked merchandisers for invisible self pocket stuffers The competition's getting to us, comrades I feel swindled out of my labor I was pregnant but they sold my child before I woke up Addressing the solipsism of my rehab circle: I’m Kagey, and my life is hazy but, blunted or no, let’s get this clear: don’t trust your senses and that goes for all my human peers Body is a cage full of defenses Still, I’m suspicious of reality whether it’s façade society or the wooden chair in front of me Still, I enjoy the virtual scenery I ain’t talking about on the T.V. or phone screen I mean the willows, buildings, and faces But all these mushy green acres are fakers blobs without our eyesight Still tho, me and the universe are tight.
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Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 8:00 AM UTC
Cashier Writings on Receipt Paper
Finite fictitious fornicatious faux pas flamboyance flippant flighty Quantify quixotic quagmire quintessence quantum quasi queasy Corporeal conjunctive conjugational coercion critique credibility critically Xenobiotic xanadu xylem xylophagous xerophilous xenophile xylography Kinesiology kinetics kleptomania kobold kowtow kangaroo court keeky             Acerbity asperity acuity agility articulation autonomy artistry Warranty wrangle wrest wrought wroth wreak wrathy Nimbus nimiety nihilism notorious nostrum notch nugatory Heuristic holistic homogeny huckster horizon hornswoggle ***** Unary unbridled uncanny unfathomable usurping ultimatum unity Sensorium subliminal suborn substantiation subtlety solace sultry Zealotry zygosity zoic Zephyr zilch  zoomorphic  zoolatry Exoneration eulogy edifice extemporaneous exaserbational exigency enmity Blasphemously blatant brusque belligerent bodacious bartizan beastly Repertoire rendition rectitude recital radix repartee ramify Juxtaposition jaunt jurisprudence jettison jeopardy jocular jouncy Plenary plenipotentiary pandemic plagiaristic portentous potentate paltry                      Desperate despicable deplorable denigrational denouement douceur dastardly Grandiose genuflection glitch gestational genre gesticulation gimpy Yantra yenta yerk yoni yore yowl yogi Icky icon ichor ictus incus -ics idolatry Tractive transition tellurian terrestrial tantamount telepathy talismanically Vast vauntness vector venery verve volition votary Languishing lurid licentious longevous loquacity lingam lucidity                                 Monstrance mendacity moribund morsel meticulous meatus motivity Optimal ornate opulence ostensive ordinate odious ornery
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Jan 23, 2013
Jan 23, 2013 at 5:48 AM UTC
Iconoclasm Epithet
Finite fictitious fornicatious faux pas flamboyance flippant flighty Quantify quixotic quagmire quintessence quantum quasi queasy Corporeal conjunctive conjugational coercion critique credibility critically Xenobiotic xanadu xylem xylophagous xerophilous xenophile xylography Kinesiology kinetics kleptomania kobold kowtow kangaroo court keeky             Acerbity asperity acuity agility articulation autonomy artistry Warranty wrangle wrest wrought wroth wreak wrathy Nimbus nimiety nihilism notorious nostrum notch nugatory Heuristic holistic homogeny huckster horizon hornswoggle ***** Unary unbridled uncanny unfathomable usurping ultimatum unity Sensorium subliminal suborn substantiation subtlety solace sultry Zealotry zygosity zoic Zephyr zilch  zoomorphic  zoolatry Exoneration eulogy edifice extemporaneous exaserbational exigency enmity Blasphemously blatant brusque belligerent bodacious bartizan beastly Repertoire rendition rectitude recital radix repartee ramify Juxtaposition jaunt jurisprudence jettison jeopardy jocular jouncy Plenary plenipotentiary pandemic plagiaristic portentous potentate paltry                      Desperate despicable deplorable denigrational denouement douceur dastardly Grandiose genuflection glitch gestational genre gesticulation gimpy Yantra yenta yerk yoni yore yowl yogi Icky icon ichor ictus incus -ics idolatry Tractive transition tellurian terrestrial tantamount telepathy talismanically Vast vauntness vector venery verve volition votary Languishing lurid licentious longevous loquacity lingam lucidity                                 Monstrance mendacity moribund morsel meticulous meatus motivity Optimal ornate opulence ostensive ordinate odious ornery
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How beastly the bourgeois is especially the male of the species-- Presentable, eminently presentable-- shall I make you a present of him? Isn't he handsome? Isn't he healthy? Isn't he a fine specimen? Doesn't he look the fresh clean Englishman, outside? Isn't it God's own image? tramping his thirty miles a day after partridges, or a little rubber ball? wouldn't you like to be like that, well off, and quite the thing Oh, but wait! Let him meet a new emotion, let him be faced with another man's need, let him come home to a bit of moral difficulty, let life face him with a new demand on his understanding and then watch him go soggy, like a wet meringue. Watch him turn into a mess, either a fool or a bully. Just watch the display of him, confronted with a new demand on his intelligence, a new life-demand. How beastly the bourgeois is especially the male of the species-- Nicely groomed, like a mushroom standing there so sleek and ***** and eyeable-- and like a fungus, living on the remains of a bygone life ******* his life out of the dead leaves of greater life than his own. And even so, he's stale, he's been there too long. Touch him, and you'll find he's all gone inside just like an old mushroom, all wormy inside, and hollow under a smooth skin and an upright appearance. Full of seething, wormy, hollow feelings rather nasty-- How beastly the bourgeois is! Standing in their thousands, these appearances, in damp England what a pity they can't all be kicked over like sickening toadstools, and left to melt back, swiftly into the soil of England.
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How Beastly The Bourgeois Is
How beastly the bourgeois is especially the male of the species-- Presentable, eminently presentable-- shall I make you a present of him? Isn't he handsome? Isn't he healthy? Isn't he a fine specimen? Doesn't he look the fresh clean Englishman, outside? Isn't it God's own image? tramping his thirty miles a day after partridges, or a little rubber ball? wouldn't you like to be like that, well off, and quite the thing Oh, but wait! Let him meet a new emotion, let him be faced with another man's need, let him come home to a bit of moral difficulty, let life face him with a new demand on his understanding and then watch him go soggy, like a wet meringue. Watch him turn into a mess, either a fool or a bully. Just watch the display of him, confronted with a new demand on his intelligence, a new life-demand. How beastly the bourgeois is especially the male of the species-- Nicely groomed, like a mushroom standing there so sleek and ***** and eyeable-- and like a fungus, living on the remains of a bygone life ******* his life out of the dead leaves of greater life than his own. And even so, he's stale, he's been there too long. Touch him, and you'll find he's all gone inside just like an old mushroom, all wormy inside, and hollow under a smooth skin and an upright appearance. Full of seething, wormy, hollow feelings rather nasty-- How beastly the bourgeois is! Standing in their thousands, these appearances, in damp England what a pity they can't all be kicked over like sickening toadstools, and left to melt back, swiftly into the soil of England.
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Our solar lamps   plead for more sunshine as they die   in the middle of dinner every night even  in this  stark Texas   late afternoon light         all the while I can still get a beastly burn the faintest suggestion of Fall wafts through the chilled grocery store air         rife with frothy pumpkin lattes maybe if I stare long enough at the neighbor’s front porch loaded with gaudy gourds I can almost trick myself into feeling crisp.
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Sep 30, 2014
Sep 30, 2014 at 1:24 AM UTC
Pumpkins and Palm Trees
If I ever see you again I'll spat insults and hope they Spray on your aviators like the bugs that squashed against my windshield the last time I drove away from you If fate destroys me and I am in the same pub one night as your wormy self I'll tell you how you're the most arrogant, vapid, shallow, womanizing, ******* male mascot I've ever had the disgust to know I'll slap you hard across the face Oh and not like Scarlett O'Hara, you demon darling No crushing kiss will follow and I'll mean vengence vile will seep through my mouth instead of the sweet saliva I let you taste long ago If I ever hear your voice or see your mocking manequin among my tele again With disgraceful force I will lift that 50 lb set and propel that ******* screen across the state The way your black static apology shattered the brightness that used to reside within me If I hear of you one more dispicable time I'll grow bombs maticulously within my empty core and time them so perfectly that all of your dysfunctional doormat confidants will explode the second they come near me and their manipulative cells will burst and be burried among the soil of ***** words you whispered in my ears **** if I ever see you again I'll shatter every martini glass around me and down a fifth of fireball and breath venomous fire and burn you, you beastly boy And I'll pretend beauty amongst you and walk away, a tall glass of water That could diffuse that angry licking fire that is swallowing you up When I see you again I won't acknowledge your existence and I'll be dressed to the nines and I won't do a ******* thing about it Because you aren't worth a sentence within this stanza But I know I am.
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Feb 7, 2013
Feb 7, 2013 at 11:03 PM UTC
Revenge.
If I ever see you again I'll spat insults and hope they Spray on your aviators like the bugs that squashed against my windshield the last time I drove away from you If fate destroys me and I am in the same pub one night as your wormy self I'll tell you how you're the most arrogant, vapid, shallow, womanizing, ******* male mascot I've ever had the disgust to know I'll slap you hard across the face Oh and not like Scarlett O'Hara, you demon darling No crushing kiss will follow and I'll mean vengence vile will seep through my mouth instead of the sweet saliva I let you taste long ago If I ever hear your voice or see your mocking manequin among my tele again With disgraceful force I will lift that 50 lb set and propel that ******* screen across the state The way your black static apology shattered the brightness that used to reside within me If I hear of you one more dispicable time I'll grow bombs maticulously within my empty core and time them so perfectly that all of your dysfunctional doormat confidants will explode the second they come near me and their manipulative cells will burst and be burried among the soil of ***** words you whispered in my ears **** if I ever see you again I'll shatter every martini glass around me and down a fifth of fireball and breath venomous fire and burn you, you beastly boy And I'll pretend beauty amongst you and walk away, a tall glass of water That could diffuse that angry licking fire that is swallowing you up When I see you again I won't acknowledge your existence and I'll be dressed to the nines and I won't do a ******* thing about it Because you aren't worth a sentence within this stanza But I know I am.
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You know why I'm obsessed with makeup? You know why I literally BREAK. DOWN. when I see myself in the mirror on one of those REALLY ugly days that I have? You know why I seem f!cking vain and beauty obsessed and attention seeking because of how self-deprecating I am? You know why I am currently crying...alone...on my bedroom floor...kind of pathetically? Because now I'm a little bit scared That maybe I DO have a disease of the mind Maybe I DO have something in my head that isn't right It just seems so impossible Because I mean I look in the mirror And all I see is this hideous shameful beastly girl So ugly In fact, I genuinely feel terrible for the people who have to look at me and I don't know why I just don't see how anybody could ever possibly think that I am pretty And for some reasons I'm crying right now And I feel really alone But no no no There is no way I really have dysmorphia Is there? I feel embarrassed Like I come across shallow And stupid And makeup obsessed Because I can't ever see myself as pretty NOT EVEN ONCE not even decent Not even reasonable I just. see. UGLY. and ashamed of my face, And ashamed of my obsession With cosmetics Because it is like the only medicine they made To fix this affliction Makeup can make up for how ugly I am maybe it can fix me maybe I won't hate myself anymore but it never does and I hate crying alone!
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Nov 24, 2014
Nov 24, 2014 at 11:16 PM UTC
But I'm not dysmorphic! ...right?
in a dark of frenzy it boils up inside until summarily and inexplicably see the colour between brown and blue more than see it, immerse myself in it swimming slowly in its clouds see the colour between brown and blue everywhere votive candles light the colour between brown and blue with slender tapers that touch a life any life, your life casting strange shadows, loose shadows between the colour of brown and blue children swarm, children with bright white starvation hair, children with hands like small worn mittens who raise red swarms in hot worn out death laden dust dust that cauterizes the nostrils with the stench of penurious insanity the colour between brown and blue that inveigles a purchase of flies bottle blue, black blue, green blue, swarming blue, swirling whirling blue a black and blue confetti of flies then the sudden zero of the colour between brown and blue hair raising, command faith willed, willing, mumbling, murmuring the excitement of writing between the colour of brown and blue trees shake and tremble words regurgitate themselves like hot food, the bark, write now fully electrically charged seized by the colour between brown and blue forget everything else, write, write more, more, write trembling with sudden shudders of merciless vowels, madness penurious pencil moves across, demanding paper pushing worn words, worthy words whittled by use words not yet written, words of wonder oh what words beautiful, baffling,baleful, words with beastly beatitudes, words that conjure the mind words between brown and blue that leave you skinny like a stray dog words so demanding leave you shut up in an airless abattoir of high energy and low residue the colour between brown and blue where everywhere is everywhere else touched by the flames of the colour between brown and blue
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Oct 3, 2013
Oct 3, 2013 at 11:01 PM UTC
the colour between brown and blue
in a dark of frenzy it boils up inside until summarily and inexplicably see the colour between brown and blue more than see it, immerse myself in it swimming slowly in its clouds see the colour between brown and blue everywhere votive candles light the colour between brown and blue with slender tapers that touch a life any life, your life casting strange shadows, loose shadows between the colour of brown and blue children swarm, children with bright white starvation hair, children with hands like small worn mittens who raise red swarms in hot worn out death laden dust dust that cauterizes the nostrils with the stench of penurious insanity the colour between brown and blue that inveigles a purchase of flies bottle blue, black blue, green blue, swarming blue, swirling whirling blue a black and blue confetti of flies then the sudden zero of the colour between brown and blue hair raising, command faith willed, willing, mumbling, murmuring the excitement of writing between the colour of brown and blue trees shake and tremble words regurgitate themselves like hot food, the bark, write now fully electrically charged seized by the colour between brown and blue forget everything else, write, write more, more, write trembling with sudden shudders of merciless vowels, madness penurious pencil moves across, demanding paper pushing worn words, worthy words whittled by use words not yet written, words of wonder oh what words beautiful, baffling,baleful, words with beastly beatitudes, words that conjure the mind words between brown and blue that leave you skinny like a stray dog words so demanding leave you shut up in an airless abattoir of high energy and low residue the colour between brown and blue where everywhere is everywhere else touched by the flames of the colour between brown and blue
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Roar! The sanctuary roars, Some of its many beasts seem angry, They all feel hungry. Roar!! The roar is sadder, Some of the advanced beasts feel sad, They all miss hunting. Roar! The roar is full of sorrow, Some of its beasts can't contain the sorrow, They all miss their families.
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Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 5:29 AM UTC
A Beastly Sanctuary
I dream of you in ten shades of blue, belly as beastly as the moon as tarred as the rounds of your eyes, I bud feathers beneath the bulbs of my lungs as your chin crepes down to the sun, I dream of you as the cold bites my blossoming cheeks, palms as big as the sky, as bold as my tongue during a spat over and over again, love and hate and versa and versa, I dream of you during my wake as I lay shaking, bones glued to the pulps of my skin, I dream of you but only as I breathe and so then what of my death, will you leave me as she left you and he, I and her and we, baby, baby, tell me, do you often dream of me too?
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Nov 14, 2016
Nov 14, 2016 at 10:29 AM UTC
of ********** pillow fights
You stripped my soul, Ripped me from my shoes Where I stood in innocence. You extracted my childlike traits, Treated my body As your ********* paycheck. My whole future Was laid out in front me. Now you fabricated a dent in it, One that has shattered me Forever. I used to smile, Be full of life, Slept at night, My body never reeked the incessant scent of the lifeless souls you sold me to. My heart ached everyday, I longed for home, where safety was waiting for me. Everyday I was a raindrop, Trying to cling onto the window of hope, But always slipped away. You don’t understand the pain, You’re only in it for the hunnits Please understand, That my dehumanization is not worthy For what you gain. My body became an abstract canvas, For your ugly pleasures. Bruised, bloodied, beaten, and battered. Cuts and aches line my delicate skin, But to you all my pain is fake. You slapped my delicate face, every time I asked for my precious prize of my childhood, every time clear oceans surged out of my eyes. “Shut the hell up!” You yelled As I let out wails of agony. You stepped all over me Like I was a used cigarette. You ignored my shrieking screams, Actually, You loved it. You forced me To comply with their beastly gratifications, Only in return for your abundant riches. You stepped on me, like I was a ***** grimy, muddy puddle, over and over Even so, I was still considered desirable. I am NOT your canvas. I am NOT your paycheck. I am NOT your plaything. I am worthy of honor, worthy of respectful awe and delicacy. I did not feel the worth of a human being anymore. I felt ill treated, broken, bent, demeaned. You stripped my soul, and, Deprived me of my self respect. And I will never Ever Be the same. The only thought That seeps into my mind At sunrise and the brink of midnight, Is that I Was someone’s ***** Listen to the pleas of Children, their ribbons shriveling up. Spouses, their vows rupturing. Siblings, their hearts torn apart. Parents, Bawling for their sanities, Waiting to rejoice With their miraculous bundles of joy—
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Mar 24, 2017
Mar 24, 2017 at 11:13 AM UTC
Pulverization
You stripped my soul, Ripped me from my shoes Where I stood in innocence. You extracted my childlike traits, Treated my body As your ********* paycheck. My whole future Was laid out in front me. Now you fabricated a dent in it, One that has shattered me Forever. I used to smile, Be full of life, Slept at night, My body never reeked the incessant scent of the lifeless souls you sold me to. My heart ached everyday, I longed for home, where safety was waiting for me. Everyday I was a raindrop, Trying to cling onto the window of hope, But always slipped away. You don’t understand the pain, You’re only in it for the hunnits Please understand, That my dehumanization is not worthy For what you gain. My body became an abstract canvas, For your ugly pleasures. Bruised, bloodied, beaten, and battered. Cuts and aches line my delicate skin, But to you all my pain is fake. You slapped my delicate face, every time I asked for my precious prize of my childhood, every time clear oceans surged out of my eyes. “Shut the hell up!” You yelled As I let out wails of agony. You stepped all over me Like I was a used cigarette. You ignored my shrieking screams, Actually, You loved it. You forced me To comply with their beastly gratifications, Only in return for your abundant riches. You stepped on me, like I was a ***** grimy, muddy puddle, over and over Even so, I was still considered desirable. I am NOT your canvas. I am NOT your paycheck. I am NOT your plaything. I am worthy of honor, worthy of respectful awe and delicacy. I did not feel the worth of a human being anymore. I felt ill treated, broken, bent, demeaned. You stripped my soul, and, Deprived me of my self respect. And I will never Ever Be the same. The only thought That seeps into my mind At sunrise and the brink of midnight, Is that I Was someone’s ***** Listen to the pleas of Children, their ribbons shriveling up. Spouses, their vows rupturing. Siblings, their hearts torn apart. Parents, Bawling for their sanities, Waiting to rejoice With their miraculous bundles of joy—
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Here I stand at the edge of the woods, hands trembling At the thought of entering How am I gonna do this My sanctuary I miss But it was taken away One evil dark day Once what brought me joy Now seems to destroy No longer happy memories Me in his clutch is all I see Please my friend take my hand and lead me For the images he left are beastly Hold me tight while I grive For his dark deeds seethe His putrid touch I still feel It's to much, to real I want my sanctuary back I don't want this beautiful place to turn black I want to hear the nightingale's song again Watch the fish in the creeks swim Watch the breeze Play about the tree's I want to once again sit quietly Seeing the deer walk about so skittishly Please my friend hold me tight So these thoughts of his invasion I can fight Please stay right beside So when it gets to much in your arms I can hide This time the darkness I can't fight on my own For the cut he left was down to the bone So grip my hand tight and lead me in One deep breath let us begin Confronting the memory where it began Hold on to me so I can stand Help me dear friend take back this land
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Apr 25, 2016
Apr 25, 2016 at 12:19 PM UTC
Taking Back My Sanctuary ***** in the Woods)
Your beastly desires were always hidden beneath A calm and cool exterior, hiding truth You waited and hunted me, tracked me And watched me as your intentions stayed aloof, Preparing to at last spring your vicious trap Cleverly laid in the deep woods of passion You are a beast, who stalks this once lush forest And I am your prey, lying dead in trees now ashen
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Feb 24, 2020
Feb 24, 2020 at 8:34 PM UTC
Wendigo