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"battalions" poems
They are always with us, the thin people Meager of dimension as the gray people On a movie-screen. They Are unreal, we say: It was only in a movie, it was only In a war making evil headlines when we Were small that they famished and Grew so lean and would not round Out their stalky limbs again though peace Plumped the bellies of the mice Under the meanest table. It was during the long hunger-battle They found their talent to persevere In thinness, to come, later, Into our bad dreams, their menace Not guns, not abuses, But a thin silence. Wrapped in flea-ridded donkey skins, Empty of complaint, forever Drinking vinegar from tin cups: they wore The insufferable nimbus of the lot-drawn Scapegoat. But so thin, So weedy a race could not remain in dreams, Could not remain outlandish victims In the contracted country of the head Any more than the old woman in her mud hut could Keep from cutting fat meat Out of the side of the generous moon when it Set foot nightly in her yard Until her knife had pared The moon to a rind of little light. Now the thin people do not obliterate Themselves as the dawn Grayness blues, reddens, and the outline Of the world comes clear and fills with color. They persist in the sunlit room: the wallpaper Frieze of cabbage-roses and cornflowers pales Under their thin-lipped smiles, Their withering kingship. How they prop each other up! We own no wilderness rich and deep enough For stronghold against their stiff Battalions. See, how the tree boles flatten And lose their good browns If the thin people simply stand in the forest, Making the world go thin as a wasp's nest And grayer; not even moving their bones.
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The Thin People
They are always with us, the thin people Meager of dimension as the gray people On a movie-screen. They Are unreal, we say: It was only in a movie, it was only In a war making evil headlines when we Were small that they famished and Grew so lean and would not round Out their stalky limbs again though peace Plumped the bellies of the mice Under the meanest table. It was during the long hunger-battle They found their talent to persevere In thinness, to come, later, Into our bad dreams, their menace Not guns, not abuses, But a thin silence. Wrapped in flea-ridded donkey skins, Empty of complaint, forever Drinking vinegar from tin cups: they wore The insufferable nimbus of the lot-drawn Scapegoat. But so thin, So weedy a race could not remain in dreams, Could not remain outlandish victims In the contracted country of the head Any more than the old woman in her mud hut could Keep from cutting fat meat Out of the side of the generous moon when it Set foot nightly in her yard Until her knife had pared The moon to a rind of little light. Now the thin people do not obliterate Themselves as the dawn Grayness blues, reddens, and the outline Of the world comes clear and fills with color. They persist in the sunlit room: the wallpaper Frieze of cabbage-roses and cornflowers pales Under their thin-lipped smiles, Their withering kingship. How they prop each other up! We own no wilderness rich and deep enough For stronghold against their stiff Battalions. See, how the tree boles flatten And lose their good browns If the thin people simply stand in the forest, Making the world go thin as a wasp's nest And grayer; not even moving their bones.
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October's bellowing anger breaks and cleaves The bronzed battalions of the stricken wood In whose lament I hear a voice that grieves For battle’s fruitless harvest, and the feud Of outraged men. Their lives are like the leaves Scattered in flocks of ruin, tossed and blown Along the westering furnace flaring red. O martyred youth and manhood overthrown, The burden of your wrongs is on my head.
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Autumn
my worth cannot be measured in poundsinchesorounces & all that i am is neither reflected, nor summed up by a number sewn into a pair of jeans-- hi, my name is Ashley, real swell person. future midwife, Scorpio, size 14. Days in dressing rooms under poor lighting when those size 14s feel a little too tight make my day into a battle & if my being makes men cringe then I will stuff my face in rebellion if my body is under social seige, i welcome it with a smile Because battalions of words cannot compare to the cannon fire of insecurity and trigger pulling i've had in my head for 14 years we fat girls are really good at these sort of days because we're good at insulting ourselves first.
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Dec 17, 2012
Dec 17, 2012 at 1:46 AM UTC
Size 14
My palms are growing wet Sweat has covered my trigger Night and day in enemies nest Operating like battalions of mere singers. I fight 21st century with 20th century bullet Blood on my face, wounds yielding deeper In shattered body my brethren in uniform rest Unjust funding makes our defence wall weaker. Father, I am in a wilderness fighting a shapeless war No back ups, no one is watching out for our fall Like we are dying for those who don't care about us Our enemies are in golden armor while we ride on horse. Mother, did the demise of my gun brothers makes the headlines? I heard the 'next level' was lunched on that day And my superiors disown us to dine at the front line Well, don't cry yet, I'm still alive at least for today.   Oh, my palms are wet and my hopes like a thread My eyes shed more tears than the blood my gun sheds We are too weak to keep pulling these triggers Aso Rock, upgrade us now or take us home to our fathers.
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Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 6:53 AM UTC
Weeping Gun
They're gonna try to use my lyrics against me in trial To prove I've been running for ah thousand miles Many styles but the flow ******** Ten years gone ah prisoner of war To live like that with the weight on my back Ain't no ******* joke homie staying on track Ese panick attacks to all my rivals When the news hit the neck about my arrivals It's called survival for the strong stay alive You ain't gotta be like me I ain't trying to misguide Just provide ah course eye view Of what it's really like for ah chosen few That's what I do I put your life in this Ah street gang corrido is ah underground hit From the face event you might hear the violence But if you didn't keep you'll find peace in silence Step in the booth I payed all my dues If you check new tourist it's like two million views The reviews say I infuse That lowrider crews L.A County blues Some win some lose In their grave they snooze While the DJ cut it up on the ones and twos That's cool that's what the criminal say So I'ma keep riding homeboy no delay Big C Rock Mac 11 spray Got the people in the zone ******* no bang Put your hands up now put them down Only the selected could cancel the crown The rest of you clowns get faced down Las puertas del Infierno ese that's my sound Notorious Enemy that's how I get down Ain't giving up nada catching no rebound So album after album that I keep on dropping Letting everybody know there ain't no stopping This my coffin so bury me in it Intellectual metaphor bout the music business Mental fitness along with lyrical sickness Loyal getting ready cross examine ah witness Bout to fix this Situation at hand Cause my presence on ah stage ese high demand Here I am C Rocka the legend Ink oozing out my pen is carving ah message Say I'm destined to lead ah battalions Sentenario change wing that's my home in Dalan Not Italian but you get it kapish I'ma sit up in the cut till it's time to release My dominion's of angels and demons To the scene where it's needed Cause my people's is fiending
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Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 8:07 PM UTC
Conejo - Fiending
They're gonna try to use my lyrics against me in trial To prove I've been running for ah thousand miles Many styles but the flow ******** Ten years gone ah prisoner of war To live like that with the weight on my back Ain't no ******* joke homie staying on track Ese panick attacks to all my rivals When the news hit the neck about my arrivals It's called survival for the strong stay alive You ain't gotta be like me I ain't trying to misguide Just provide ah course eye view Of what it's really like for ah chosen few That's what I do I put your life in this Ah street gang corrido is ah underground hit From the face event you might hear the violence But if you didn't keep you'll find peace in silence Step in the booth I payed all my dues If you check new tourist it's like two million views The reviews say I infuse That lowrider crews L.A County blues Some win some lose In their grave they snooze While the DJ cut it up on the ones and twos That's cool that's what the criminal say So I'ma keep riding homeboy no delay Big C Rock Mac 11 spray Got the people in the zone ******* no bang Put your hands up now put them down Only the selected could cancel the crown The rest of you clowns get faced down Las puertas del Infierno ese that's my sound Notorious Enemy that's how I get down Ain't giving up nada catching no rebound So album after album that I keep on dropping Letting everybody know there ain't no stopping This my coffin so bury me in it Intellectual metaphor bout the music business Mental fitness along with lyrical sickness Loyal getting ready cross examine ah witness Bout to fix this Situation at hand Cause my presence on ah stage ese high demand Here I am C Rocka the legend Ink oozing out my pen is carving ah message Say I'm destined to lead ah battalions Sentenario change wing that's my home in Dalan Not Italian but you get it kapish I'ma sit up in the cut till it's time to release My dominion's of angels and demons To the scene where it's needed Cause my people's is fiending
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Southampton Docks: October 1899 Here, where Vespasian’s legions struck the sands, And Cendric with the Saxons entered in, And Henry’s army lept afloat to win Convincing triumphs over neighboring lands, Vaster battalions press for further strands, To argue in the selfsame ****** mode Which this late age of thought, and pact, and code, Still fails to mend.—Now deckward ***** the bands, Yellow as autumn leaves, alive as spring; And as each host draws out upon the sea Beyond which lies the tragical To-be, None dubious of the cause, none murmuring, Wives, sisters, parents, wave white hands and smile, As if they knew not that they weep the while.
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Embarcation
Longing the curse of Human Satisfaction I clear my throat Remembering the madness of a storming boat The whipping winds Introduced a chaos That infinity even had to question Correcting confidences like a teacher would the troublemaker Insanity rides high, Protecting itself from women That they thought they knew at the time But soon discovered They wouldn't even lend'em a dime I lost track of something way back when But now see that I was never young Just not strong enough to grip the gun Forgetful through shallow puddles of dampening and soggy Love I try to structure these thoughts But only produce Ashy white doves For the fire inside all of us is burning hard and eternal There is no hope that can forever float So in these times after alabaster marble shiners And politicians pinching pennies naked in front of camera's A policemen whispers to a friend he hates the leader And soon is bludgeoned and branded a freak Forever dead dreams in a child's mind is the place I wish to be Away from the hanging school halls Away from the broken bottle battalions A place directed towards indirectness Where mystery lightly grips its boot heels Ready to flee at any chance given to thee Startling laughter rests in the ears of men un-hearing Obsessed pig tail wearing women Upset the gifted girl a la two first names Swinging herself madly and wildly With words she herself cannot even understand or control But Oh the traces of mastery and genius with clouded perceptions Of shadows contemplating Aristotle easily For the barman is asking for the tab now And the lonesome nights I knew before Still await me once again As the same dead knights rest in books On high ancient shelves In dusty far away nooks
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Feb 27, 2011
Feb 27, 2011 at 11:34 AM UTC
Infinity
Longing the curse of Human Satisfaction I clear my throat Remembering the madness of a storming boat The whipping winds Introduced a chaos That infinity even had to question Correcting confidences like a teacher would the troublemaker Insanity rides high, Protecting itself from women That they thought they knew at the time But soon discovered They wouldn't even lend'em a dime I lost track of something way back when But now see that I was never young Just not strong enough to grip the gun Forgetful through shallow puddles of dampening and soggy Love I try to structure these thoughts But only produce Ashy white doves For the fire inside all of us is burning hard and eternal There is no hope that can forever float So in these times after alabaster marble shiners And politicians pinching pennies naked in front of camera's A policemen whispers to a friend he hates the leader And soon is bludgeoned and branded a freak Forever dead dreams in a child's mind is the place I wish to be Away from the hanging school halls Away from the broken bottle battalions A place directed towards indirectness Where mystery lightly grips its boot heels Ready to flee at any chance given to thee Startling laughter rests in the ears of men un-hearing Obsessed pig tail wearing women Upset the gifted girl a la two first names Swinging herself madly and wildly With words she herself cannot even understand or control But Oh the traces of mastery and genius with clouded perceptions Of shadows contemplating Aristotle easily For the barman is asking for the tab now And the lonesome nights I knew before Still await me once again As the same dead knights rest in books On high ancient shelves In dusty far away nooks
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Listen. I'm not silent. In fact, I'm immensely talkative. I have a loud mind that produces battalions of statements daily. I am talkative. Words egress from my lips like rivers flowing to vast seas. I speak of my aspirations, dreams, and visions for the future. I brag about my strengths and feats that I have achieved. I impart my knowledge and discoveries to the curious. I am not silent. I share my experiences and learnings to elicit self-reflection. I exclaim my inspirations and interests with much enthusiasm. I was never silent. I admit my weaknesses, insecurities, and fears with difficulties. I enumerate my quirks and oddities despite hesitating. I disclose my secrets and sins that marred me. Why do you call me silent? I elaborate my thoughts and my whims on the spot. I sing my favorite rhymes, lullabies, and songs that are more than just mellifluous melodies. How can you call me silent? I utter peculiar lines and cryptic metaphors in varying tones. I narrate stories of friendships, love, romance, and passion in diverse forms. I spit verses of hatred, greed, atrocity, and apathy with vehemence. I scream what's taboo, ****** unconventional, and abhorrent unabashedly. There is absolutely no space in my mouth for silence. I am not silent and my lips are not closed. Your eyes are just covered, and you do not know how and when to listen.
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Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 2:16 PM UTC
Silence
Here's the story told to me about our glorious infantry. Louts,rapscallions,friends battalions arm in arm and full of glee marching off to join the infantry. In the rear lines drinking fine wines,hock,moselle,some burgundy and some drinking ginseng flavoured tea from some far flung idea of Empire while only half a mile along the road the whole world was on fire, were the fat arsed generals with their horses, waiting on their second courses, crepes and franzipans and to a man they didn't care that the war was waiting there, 'let the ******** wait',they'd say, after all that was the gentlemanly way. The bullets striped us left to right and falling into our own falling ***** we'd call for mum and dad aye lads aye lads war is bad but for the buggers at the rear who never so much as once came near the sound of a gun, war was fun a chance to socialise, society is full of lies and leaders they were not. But death's got their number on his shell,they'll soon be joining us in hell, so ****** them and sod the lot were in a spot,we'll not get home,splintered bone and mangled limb and corporal thinks it's still a sin to swear well ****** him as well,we no longer care. As we share a final smoke,Johnny tells his favourite joke about three generals and some place called,but I forget the punch line as the time has come for one more bullet,one more gun and silence. In Croydon,Roydon and North of Watford Gap,families are spoon fed some wholesome krap from drip fed Sergeants,battle,shield and argent,honour King and all the other little things that the senselessness of death brings home. Let them keep their fields filled full with glory,we know the ***** **** filled story, war is bad war is bad I'm glad that I cant fight no more.
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Jul 25, 2013
Jul 25, 2013 at 9:32 AM UTC
Enemies make better friends
Here's the story told to me about our glorious infantry. Louts,rapscallions,friends battalions arm in arm and full of glee marching off to join the infantry. In the rear lines drinking fine wines,hock,moselle,some burgundy and some drinking ginseng flavoured tea from some far flung idea of Empire while only half a mile along the road the whole world was on fire, were the fat arsed generals with their horses, waiting on their second courses, crepes and franzipans and to a man they didn't care that the war was waiting there, 'let the ******** wait',they'd say, after all that was the gentlemanly way. The bullets striped us left to right and falling into our own falling ***** we'd call for mum and dad aye lads aye lads war is bad but for the buggers at the rear who never so much as once came near the sound of a gun, war was fun a chance to socialise, society is full of lies and leaders they were not. But death's got their number on his shell,they'll soon be joining us in hell, so ****** them and sod the lot were in a spot,we'll not get home,splintered bone and mangled limb and corporal thinks it's still a sin to swear well ****** him as well,we no longer care. As we share a final smoke,Johnny tells his favourite joke about three generals and some place called,but I forget the punch line as the time has come for one more bullet,one more gun and silence. In Croydon,Roydon and North of Watford Gap,families are spoon fed some wholesome krap from drip fed Sergeants,battle,shield and argent,honour King and all the other little things that the senselessness of death brings home. Let them keep their fields filled full with glory,we know the ***** **** filled story, war is bad war is bad I'm glad that I cant fight no more.
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they ride along the mountain road: kashgar and the heron girl crane their necks to the shaman's haze, ploughing out the humpback’s trail. with a slow hup-hup, up down powder trot, a boombox laugh and a slapstrum knot; walking the lake, talking of the bay, savor the night: hear what they say! bronze battalions beat the prince, hide the sambas inside of their hats; a summer tent, a sterling pearl: kashgar and the heron girl. they rode along the mountain road, past water cranes and lily haze; roaming slow the worldshell snail, ploughing out the humpback trail.
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Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 10:19 PM UTC
kashgar and the heron girl
The exact representation of deception is likened to a delusional cognition which tunnels its way through craggy mountain ecosystems of the prefrontal cortex. The impairment of your executive functioning is evident, oh grandiose master of self-aggrandisement. It is now 04.20hrs in the Britannic pastures where desert storms are a figment of extravagant wishes to be recognised. Although it is charmingly magical to harken to your lunacy, it is mercenary of the battalions to fathom the pathology of your blatant insignificance within the universe of vain imaginations. Hereford is the base of winning, if you are brazen enough to engage with the feat. Selah, my psychotic expression of wishful psychopathy. One more thing: please check your spelling.
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Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 10:34 PM UTC
A Response to the Presumed Perpetrator
There was a time in my life when I thought you could fix me. The two of us were lost and scratching for meaning in a post-post-postmodern world, looking for purpose and clarity, looking for the black-and-white morality in our grayscale lives. When fate left us reeling in a shared embrace, I let my sorry *** believe you were the Big Bad to my Virginia Woolf. Leave it to me not to learn from past mistakes. There was a time I saw you as a hero, a martyr of some twisted kind, willing to give back to me that missing piece that someone else had cut from my flesh long ago. I saw your love as the highest I could ever earn, and I was devoted to your work-- whatever that meant. I never saw the casualties. I don’t even know that there were casualties, but I look into your face and I can see-- blood has been shed, and it was on your behalf. You don’t have the kind of face that launches fully armed battalions. Leeland says you look like a mall Santa, but I think you make quite the lady-killer. And I mean killer. You may as well call me Lizzie Short. And when your life or ours started to wane, when I saw your empty promises for the broken vessels that they were, I realized I didn’t know where I ended and you began. I realized there were so many words in your textbook full of saccharine lies and you were using all of them to keep me weak enough to stay. Was I falling for it? Hell ******* yes, I was falling for it. I wanted so desperately to have someone in my life whose every word I could believe without fear of betrayal or accidental abuse that I chose intentional manipulation. Better to know it’s coming, that was my logic. Better to cause it myself. Better if I’m the one who dips the cigarette in your poisoned blood and lights it. You won’t end my life. You look like it, you act like it, but you don’t outright **** anyone. You just give people the means and method to end it themselves. I’ve heard it said there are three types of people: the type that lose to you, the type that win and suffer the trauma for the rest of their lives, the type that win and then become you. I’m the third, and though you hate to hear it, I wish I’d been the first. Some people are so grateful to be alive. But not me. Not anymore. Not ever.
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Jan 29, 2016
Jan 29, 2016 at 3:26 PM UTC
amanda young, amanda old
There was a time in my life when I thought you could fix me. The two of us were lost and scratching for meaning in a post-post-postmodern world, looking for purpose and clarity, looking for the black-and-white morality in our grayscale lives. When fate left us reeling in a shared embrace, I let my sorry *** believe you were the Big Bad to my Virginia Woolf. Leave it to me not to learn from past mistakes. There was a time I saw you as a hero, a martyr of some twisted kind, willing to give back to me that missing piece that someone else had cut from my flesh long ago. I saw your love as the highest I could ever earn, and I was devoted to your work-- whatever that meant. I never saw the casualties. I don’t even know that there were casualties, but I look into your face and I can see-- blood has been shed, and it was on your behalf. You don’t have the kind of face that launches fully armed battalions. Leeland says you look like a mall Santa, but I think you make quite the lady-killer. And I mean killer. You may as well call me Lizzie Short. And when your life or ours started to wane, when I saw your empty promises for the broken vessels that they were, I realized I didn’t know where I ended and you began. I realized there were so many words in your textbook full of saccharine lies and you were using all of them to keep me weak enough to stay. Was I falling for it? Hell ******* yes, I was falling for it. I wanted so desperately to have someone in my life whose every word I could believe without fear of betrayal or accidental abuse that I chose intentional manipulation. Better to know it’s coming, that was my logic. Better to cause it myself. Better if I’m the one who dips the cigarette in your poisoned blood and lights it. You won’t end my life. You look like it, you act like it, but you don’t outright **** anyone. You just give people the means and method to end it themselves. I’ve heard it said there are three types of people: the type that lose to you, the type that win and suffer the trauma for the rest of their lives, the type that win and then become you. I’m the third, and though you hate to hear it, I wish I’d been the first. Some people are so grateful to be alive. But not me. Not anymore. Not ever.
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If you think it will stop Don’t Hold on to the railing Jump Over the edge Onto the sidewalk Separated from streets Marauding, rubber tires pummel Surveying alleyways neglected and Trash cans brimming with disregard It’s lonely here, as if each pebble were a Reveler Ambivalent toward you Unkempt and stiff As if petrified and disavowed at once Ignored, timid Apathetic discharge Free, Fallen From a short, raised canopy Of steel And wood and Bones and Dust Chalk; dried on a lesson Conveyed Battalions, battalions Marching Avid miscreants Scurrying The masters couldn’t paint as fast And each trifling matter Marches past with Battalions Battalions Battalions And Stones
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Nov 29, 2010
Nov 29, 2010 at 6:49 AM UTC
Openended
We look on the shoulders filling the stage of the Chicago Auditorium. A fat mayor has spoken much English and the mud of his speech is crossed with quicksilver hisses elusive and rapid from floor and gallery. A neat governor speaks English and the listeners ring chimes to his clear thoughts. Joffre speaks a few words in French; this is a voice of the long firing line that runs from the salt sea dunes of Flanders to the white spear crags of the Swiss mountains. This is the man on whose yes and no has hung the death of battalions and brigades; this man speaks of the tricolor of his country now melted in a great resolve with the starred bunting of Lincoln and Washington. This is the hero of the Marne, massive, irreckonable; he lets tears roll down his cheek; they trickle a wet salt off his chin onto the blue coat. There is a play of American hands and voices equal to sea-breakers and a lift of white sun on a stony beach.
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Memoir
Watch out for the jackal. A Joker. I don't like to play games. This is serious follow the clues. The stepping stones line the path. Through the meadow and the prairie. Galloping stallions. Twirling battalions. Shiny medallions. A whiny dalmatian. A quarreling nation. What is the logic? Chirping frogs. Daddy long leg spiders. That sit down beside her. A messed up mind. A senseless theory. A confusing plot. Without any thought. What was I thinking? If I remember it wouldn't matter? Really? Of course not. Absolutely not. Giggling girls. Gossiping & copying. Stealing each others cosmetics, boyfriends, money, CDs, DVDs, jet ski's, Mountain climb. Scuba dive. Snorkel. Hot air ballooning. Hang gliding. Bungee jumping. Parachuting. Water skiing. Boogie boarding. Dune buggy racing. Ice skating. Roller coaster. Merry go round. Ferris wheel. A maze of fun. Build a sandcastle. Build a Snowman. Make a snow angel. Collect seashells. Or sea glass. Pearls. Fly a kite. 1,2,3 go. Wash, rinse, & repeat. Step, shuffle, step. Destiny Harmony Star Karma Ruby Aqua Moon Rainbow Trinity Phebe Ariel Glow Diamonds Cool water Vanilla fields Charm Dessert Fantasy Perfume Fragrance Delightful & frightful. Neat & sweet & discreet. Charming & disarming. Meet & greet.
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May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 5:40 PM UTC
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I was never the bad one.  Not until now.  Yet here I am with ice coated fire in my eyes, the gaze that I have seen so many times in the men who have hurt me, a monster of their creation.  It feels like the good in me has receded into the castle I was forced to build around my heart and is starving out the battalions of intent.  I need to cleanse myself of this abomination, a mental labyrinth meant to keep myself from success, my own worse enemy - me.   There was a girl I liked once, when she was living in Italy.  Her hair was white-gold in the sun and her blue-yellow eyes were always open, though often exhaustion fought to close them.  Even when she cried she was beautiful, because she did not hide her sadness, or her anger, and the blue and yellow became cerulean pools to swim in. Her happiness made strangers smile, she stood upright despite her height of 5"11, and she woke up every morning with the knowledge that everything was exactly how it was supposed to be.  This girl, this donna, had that chemical spark in her stare, fed by the history of several centuries, and always, always, her intentions were true.  She spoke to strangers, slaughtering their language but they did not mind because she was trying, forever trying to bring joy into her heart.  That kind of determination becomes a cloak of silver lace that brings others closer to you, all seeking the refuge of contentment, until everyone is wearing the same spider web of felicè and little iridescent strings form a community of pulsing satisfaction. I wish I was still her, and sometimes I am, but mostly I believe she is waiting on the rosy marble steps of the duomo while I battle my invisible monsters.  I do not think I will see her I again until I knock down that castle, surrendering my slender body and my past and those tremors in the night.  I hope she is still there, her cheeks matching the cathedral's glow underneath the pink clouds of dawn, to embrace me when I fall to my knees, begging her to share the cloak we wove together.
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Jul 20, 2013
Jul 20, 2013 at 8:52 PM UTC
I Beg of Me
I was never the bad one.  Not until now.  Yet here I am with ice coated fire in my eyes, the gaze that I have seen so many times in the men who have hurt me, a monster of their creation.  It feels like the good in me has receded into the castle I was forced to build around my heart and is starving out the battalions of intent.  I need to cleanse myself of this abomination, a mental labyrinth meant to keep myself from success, my own worse enemy - me.   There was a girl I liked once, when she was living in Italy.  Her hair was white-gold in the sun and her blue-yellow eyes were always open, though often exhaustion fought to close them.  Even when she cried she was beautiful, because she did not hide her sadness, or her anger, and the blue and yellow became cerulean pools to swim in. Her happiness made strangers smile, she stood upright despite her height of 5"11, and she woke up every morning with the knowledge that everything was exactly how it was supposed to be.  This girl, this donna, had that chemical spark in her stare, fed by the history of several centuries, and always, always, her intentions were true.  She spoke to strangers, slaughtering their language but they did not mind because she was trying, forever trying to bring joy into her heart.  That kind of determination becomes a cloak of silver lace that brings others closer to you, all seeking the refuge of contentment, until everyone is wearing the same spider web of felicè and little iridescent strings form a community of pulsing satisfaction. I wish I was still her, and sometimes I am, but mostly I believe she is waiting on the rosy marble steps of the duomo while I battle my invisible monsters.  I do not think I will see her I again until I knock down that castle, surrendering my slender body and my past and those tremors in the night.  I hope she is still there, her cheeks matching the cathedral's glow underneath the pink clouds of dawn, to embrace me when I fall to my knees, begging her to share the cloak we wove together.
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The ravels in my sleeve of care Grow longer every night- Especially in the morning When I struggle back to sleep From waking up too early Only to be bushwhacked By brigades of unsolved problems, Battalions of frustration And whole Armies of defeatment Marching out to meet me. While you’re asleep your secret mind Is solving all the puzzles That unhinge the hours when you’re awake And dodging slings and arrows. That is the scholar’s promise. That is what the con men say In psychiatric clinics Where they write the books Explaining what it means to fly And why we never land when falling. Sleep refreshes and renews- At least that is the theory. It’s not supposed to wear you out And beat you down while dreaming Out the scripts you didn’t write. When the raveling is complete And both my sleeves have come undone Will I dream of flowered fields And happy times, successes and rewarding Or will it end and I no longer dream at all.                     ljm
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Apr 9, 2017
Apr 9, 2017 at 1:37 AM UTC
DREAM BASHERS
Painted practice forgives the forward hand Another man stands between the broken battalions Caution slips underneath the tattered worn rug And the apples and oranges rest naked and smug The horizon stands poised neath a towering shrine Wishing for salvation in an appetite of rhyme And because there's no forgiveness for the weak or the rubbed The one's left over have no need for the above A cradle crosses the abstinent dream Forgetting the difference between falseness and what's real Pull apart your own fears, erupt sacred insecurities Attack the dark with lighted candle and a roaring spark Light across the window, cloud covers the moon Reappeared faces make me strike another tune Between the tide and the wave, sits a cap sized ship to heavy to move The streets today are empty and how about you? She moved like a serpent and spoke like a child When the store owner's saw her, they all went wild Two pair down wide and I've driven too many miles to cry Why on this Earth is there rule you gotta' die - Mountains peter past the fortunate blue Of oceans to cross to peddle or bloom Dead flowers rest on the graves of the dead Birds lift their wings as they search for a bed In a home where the mother grips every mention of moan Parries a father to weak to address his crumbling tomb See the spiraling trapeze spin and clap in tights Even in dreams are we as forgetful as the vanishing night
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Dec 5, 2013
Dec 5, 2013 at 7:41 PM UTC
Mixing the Sky and Dusk
Crooked cops and sick men in high places. Beating and ****** the sad mourning faces. The people, the public; their prawns and their tools. Abusing and using; their methods are cruel. Our voice it means nothing, our fists do no good. We will never be free, we are misunderstood. For the fat cats with tall hats drink deep with the greed. They say, "Take from the people! They're helpless, They're meek." And they're right we can't stop them, we'll always be beat. They have tanks and battalions. We have rocks and bare feet.
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May 3, 2014
May 3, 2014 at 11:33 PM UTC
Power Abusers
What does it really take for others to appreciate The Sacrifice and Giving just so others can become better at living? Envy and Contempt fuel their discontent     The hate fills their lungs with the cruel words and useless puns Misunderstandings in their apparent lunacy ~when shadows are cast next to thee ~ Appreciate In the name of the Living Spirit The duty remains and your charm wains It won't stop the countless enemies Those who Satan adds up plenty...to his multitudes of minions and tragic battalions The tired eyes of working hands will build the strength that life demands
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Apr 18, 2012
Apr 18, 2012 at 9:30 PM UTC
Hard but Necessary
I would re-name the planets after galaxies in your eyes. The stars finally know what it feels like to burn with envy. There are constellations tracing the soft skin of your back. Following dips and curves, I would draw maps with two fingers of everything that matters. Freshman science taught us about untouched miracles; and just like that- the ultraviolet cosmic phenomenon fixed us to spiral arms in far-away planetary nebulas, like the ringed Cat’s Eye. The milky skies whispered so that only we could hear, "Heaven's dust will fall" You feared last night you could hear the earth cracking under the weight of the universe, paralyzed with a crippling guilt you'll only see the stars after they've died. Neighboring nova would spectate our telescopic wavelengths- needing the prisms to reflect on our kaleidoscope refractions. No matter the efforts of a tangible spectrum, one could never quite touch our frequency. Between lazy and lively, our whitecap love remained visibly invisible.   Our infrared vessel to space, raced clusters of runaway stars past post-distant intergalactic bodies, shooting through beasts, astrologies, gods. We window shopped stellar bursts of dust clouds above our clouds, a gravity shelter. Meteors became our faithful companions glowing gassy flowers of dusty debris. The pressure (we couldn’t touch) generates combustion; atoms gazing psychedelic pinks, greens, soothing tones of aquamarines. Ever since then you've been the glittering black hole, heaving me in. The only thing I’m able to taste is   the way your luminous Milky Way kiss gives gifts of halos to terrestrial light rays. But the flavor of your lips are the battalions inspiring the star shining front lines- Integrity a marathon taking laps to the moon to Pluto and back, the long way. Blizzards of stars rewrite our language in the moon beams, guiding us past lost letters to Pluto. How do you sleep among dancing stars while the rest of the universe watches? I made my home in your eyes and you made your home in the sky.
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Feb 17, 2018
Feb 17, 2018 at 10:06 PM UTC
Moments Lasting Shorter Than the Speed of Light:
I would re-name the planets after galaxies in your eyes. The stars finally know what it feels like to burn with envy. There are constellations tracing the soft skin of your back. Following dips and curves, I would draw maps with two fingers of everything that matters. Freshman science taught us about untouched miracles; and just like that- the ultraviolet cosmic phenomenon fixed us to spiral arms in far-away planetary nebulas, like the ringed Cat’s Eye. The milky skies whispered so that only we could hear, "Heaven's dust will fall" You feared last night you could hear the earth cracking under the weight of the universe, paralyzed with a crippling guilt you'll only see the stars after they've died. Neighboring nova would spectate our telescopic wavelengths- needing the prisms to reflect on our kaleidoscope refractions. No matter the efforts of a tangible spectrum, one could never quite touch our frequency. Between lazy and lively, our whitecap love remained visibly invisible.   Our infrared vessel to space, raced clusters of runaway stars past post-distant intergalactic bodies, shooting through beasts, astrologies, gods. We window shopped stellar bursts of dust clouds above our clouds, a gravity shelter. Meteors became our faithful companions glowing gassy flowers of dusty debris. The pressure (we couldn’t touch) generates combustion; atoms gazing psychedelic pinks, greens, soothing tones of aquamarines. Ever since then you've been the glittering black hole, heaving me in. The only thing I’m able to taste is   the way your luminous Milky Way kiss gives gifts of halos to terrestrial light rays. But the flavor of your lips are the battalions inspiring the star shining front lines- Integrity a marathon taking laps to the moon to Pluto and back, the long way. Blizzards of stars rewrite our language in the moon beams, guiding us past lost letters to Pluto. How do you sleep among dancing stars while the rest of the universe watches? I made my home in your eyes and you made your home in the sky.
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Broken battalions line themselves up Break neck speed for histories A broken bottle blood red More then you've ever said Truth tears itself all apart Limb from limb from limb Heads roll through the soul Eyes glaring all in red A repeat offender of *** A reminder of the best Things to come aren't always What they thought they'd be Enough of the jogging memories With the hippity hoppity ******* These times are moving quick How many sticks to beat? Long trailing roads that blast At last prance and dance A mediocre trial by fire Lost letters of money's desire
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May 17, 2011
May 17, 2011 at 1:00 PM UTC
Envy is Dark Green
I am Renegade. Have you heard of me? I've heard of you I've watched you I've listened to you You and your disgusting lies You and your empty promises Battalions of idiots follow you Battalions of the hopeless follow you You spit on the people You **** in their needy hands You hunt those who apose you You don't hunt me. You know why? I'm your shadow Always watching you I lead the poor I lead the sick I lead the dieing and the ****** I am your opposition in the shadows I am a rebel I am a Renegade We are rebels We are Renegades We smile as lies are leaked We laugh at your stupidity We watch and wait I am the the idea nothing more I am not the leader I am not the army I am not the weapon I am the beginning I am the father nurturing the child I let it grow by itself I am Renegade I am the beginning of the end
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Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 11:23 PM UTC
I am Renegade
the lost battalions of the soul------- they fight on where-ever they are ,(they say) the lost lovers lie still as death on flamining hillsides wondering where the angels as promised just hap to be but you, my friend, are gone from here and who knows when you will dare show your face? chicken-lickin cowards, all. grubbing and grunting with the ******* smile still glued to the masks that are formed from being graceless and stupid in amerikka oh well its only few small steps to macdonalds or disneyworld a few small steps to the liquor store a few small steps and the pusher man will be there.com and coming forward with lady gaga videos and tales of the heros like michael jackson.com and the baseball scores and i will soon be dead and hopefully quiet but don't bet on it for the lost battalions fight on and on wherever they are even if they themselves don't know where that is
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Jul 14, 2010
Jul 14, 2010 at 3:34 PM UTC
victory over ignorance day