It's not there yet ...the shivering spout of ironclad misconceptions .... damply dipping ... dripping... n'whispering givens ... what might be said more then this ... and the echos left behind the rancid hallow chatter ?
Codes of compromise and blameless banter ?  Some wonder long against the hour .....against sand filled eyes...so it is, with water salty measures... but not I... up to my knees, in the river ... I walk, moving further ....not there yet ..... shivering ...dripping.....sweet misgivings,  contrived from the stories told, about how I got there ... colder now.... night falls ... hours  shortened..... beyond the day ..... maybe even the scent of the dim lit haze... moving across the water, in waves....waves against the waist n' rock... something slips beneath the feet....a thought ... no tears for free.

angry words from my sheep skinned priest:
"you're nothing but a useless *** toy."
"you're such a *****."
"no one will ever love someone like you."
The man of faith casts stones at my broken catherdral.
My holy water has run dry,
there will be no more baptisim here,
or renewal,
only rapid decay
and broken glass.

The Great Day that we will all want to be Scholars  

First the time God did the unique the unequalled even for him He did Himself one better He actually
Doubled His already perfect self this is not an inner working of heaven that just concerns them but we
Have the greatest interest we were cast as you know from the mold perfect but then the flaw was
Created by the enemy with out and the enemy within we became alien and were infected with evil’s
Disease now criminal hearts and minds ruled us day and night this put us on a collision course with the
One true righteous God did he gather a great army and show his disgust and anger against such
Behavior it was within His right from nothing he gave us life to be his royal family so the one who the
Record says the mountain smokes in His presence and the hills flee was found in a dimly lit stable the
Light was from lanterns so in these smells sights and sounds He was found not nothing was made that
Wasn’t made for Him that means you and I one more shadow fell on this place the wooden window
Was left ajar on the one that threw His arms and kicked his feet and cooed to his mothers touch the
Familiar knowing shadow was future and it was the answer the Father devised as the auction block its
Dimensions were that of a cross but here he would pay the price for all humanity’s redemption blood
Soaked his body a mockery not even animals suffered that king of cruelty even in those barbaric times
This shadow falls down through time on a great white throne of judgment many a path in life has led up
To this throne but only two lead away one is when He says enter thou true and faith servant into the
Joys of the Lord forever the other here is where the scholar comes to its greatest head everyone will be
Asking what was the doctrine of Christ that will save us all will be there the only sound will be the
Pages of bibles being turned and intensely studied some will shout with joy others will cry out in fear
And agony their fate a blaze on this revered and terrible pages of law that now will judge and determine
Eternal destines the keys to life everlasting simple repent [die to sin every soul that sins shall surly die]
[Be baptized in Jesus name the watery grave] Your being burried with Him in baptisim  indicative of spiritual dying to sin [be born again] anew
Spiritual Birth and life made anew creature simple but many cry truth the word says your safety is in
Your hands those who seek truth on the inward parts will find it not the superficial seeker that will listen
To any doctrine no the one has to have truth and will take no other you will be noted and led and made
Free And at the great judgment you will have nothing to fear I say seek then as if your soul
Depends on it because it does