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"authoritative" poems
The teacher stands before her detained class And from behind her authoritative podium She equates abortion to the holocaust A dangerous comparison in an educational garrison But the other children nodded their heads in agreement A benefit of having the ear of youth Is being able to infect it with your own toxic ideology What bacteria did this ear infection consist of? Conservatism? Religiosity? Chastity? The answer was depressingly simple I was the only one there unaware of Fox News I was a casualty of the confusion The confusion engendered By venom thoughts placing politic-colored glasses on the entrenched masses Entertainment Used to convey anger and hate Emotions worth conveying But not living in The intents and desires of their vulnerable receivers become an incongruous disaster What could I have done? Minds as still as the pharaohs heart We live in a society where we're all infantilized by one myth Good and evil Looking back on what I did do I didn't do much But I did do something I didn't nod my head like a ******** sycophant
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May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 12:34 PM UTC
Fox News
They told me there is no "I" in team. I am an athlete. I am an individual. I am strong. I am weak. I have desires, hopes, and dreams. I have goals. I have fears. As a team my opponent will never see my weaknesses, Only my strengths, never my fears, Only my goals as they unfold before them. I am not afraid that my team will see my fears, my hopes, dreams or desires. I trust my team to an unlimited level. I am not afraid that my team will see my faults, because with them I overcome my faults. With them I am fearless, with them I have hopes and dreams. With my team I am not weak, I do not have strength of one athlete but many combined, focused, and dangerous to my un-united opponent. I become my team and my team becomes me. I do not judge, and I am not judged. I have a goal, and the team has a goal. They always told me there is no "I" in team. They were wrong... I am the team; I become the team; the team became me. The team becomes an entity unto itself. The team is strong, creative, compassionate, caring, authoritative, disciplined. The team absorbs "I" and then there is an "I" in team. The "I" becomes part of something much more powerful. They were right: there is no "I" in team. But there is a "team" in "me."
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Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 5:19 PM UTC
There is no "I" in team
Adorable Angelina Accepted Anchoring At Academia, Acute Angelina Achieved Anchoring Award And Amazed Abundantly, Angel Angelina Always Added Active Authoritative, Awesome Angelina Achieved Anchoring Ambitions Avidly. __Fathima Ruhee__
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Jul 10, 2019
Jul 10, 2019 at 5:40 AM UTC
Angelina's Anchoring Achievement
A Statement Solo and a Response Choral in Existential Whine Mode Solo: Before we end for today – do begin thinking about a topic for your research paper due in December. Chorus: I don’t understand…but you said...are you talking about the persuasive essay…what does “expository” mean…oh, this is not expository…but we’ve never written a persuasive paper…is this the persuasive research paper you’re talking about…what is the difference between “expository” and “persuasive”…but what are we going to write about…I mean like why don’t you give us a topic…I don’t understand…when is this due…but that’s the pro and con, right…it’s not…but you said…what does “bibliography” mean…so when is this due…but how many pages…so you just want the bibliography and the first page…I don’t know what you mean by a thesis that can be argued either way…I don’t understand why you don’t give us a topic…I’m confused…what do you want us to write about…but when is this due… I don’t understand…but you said...are you talking about the persuasive essay…what does “expository” mean…but we’ve never written a persuasive paper…is this the persuasive research paper you’re talking about…but what are we going to write about…I mean like why don’t you give us a topic…I don’t understand when is this due…but that’s the pro and con, right…it’s not…but you said…we’ve never written a research paper before…what does “bibliography” mean…so when is this due…but how many pages…so you just want the bibliography and the first page…I don’t know what you mean by a thesis that can be argued either way…I don’t understand why you don’t give us a topic…I’m confused…what do you want us to write about…but when is this due… I don’t understand…we’ve never written papers like this before…but you said...are you talking about the persuasive essay…what does “expository” mean…but we’ve never written a persuasive paper…is this the persuasive research paper you’re talking about…but what are we going to write about…I mean like why don’t you give us a topic…I don’t understand when is this due…but that’s the pro and con, right…it’s not…but you said…what does “bibliography” mean…so when is this due…but how many pages…so you just want the bibliography and the first page…I don’t know what you mean by a thesis that can be supported with authoritative sources and logic…I don’t understand why you don’t give us a topic…I’m confused…what do you want us to write about…but when is this due…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????
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Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 4:07 PM UTC
The First Blast of a Metaphorical Trumpet Against the Monstrous Regiment of the Culture of IPhonery
A Statement Solo and a Response Choral in Existential Whine Mode Solo: Before we end for today – do begin thinking about a topic for your research paper due in December. Chorus: I don’t understand…but you said...are you talking about the persuasive essay…what does “expository” mean…oh, this is not expository…but we’ve never written a persuasive paper…is this the persuasive research paper you’re talking about…what is the difference between “expository” and “persuasive”…but what are we going to write about…I mean like why don’t you give us a topic…I don’t understand…when is this due…but that’s the pro and con, right…it’s not…but you said…what does “bibliography” mean…so when is this due…but how many pages…so you just want the bibliography and the first page…I don’t know what you mean by a thesis that can be argued either way…I don’t understand why you don’t give us a topic…I’m confused…what do you want us to write about…but when is this due… I don’t understand…but you said...are you talking about the persuasive essay…what does “expository” mean…but we’ve never written a persuasive paper…is this the persuasive research paper you’re talking about…but what are we going to write about…I mean like why don’t you give us a topic…I don’t understand when is this due…but that’s the pro and con, right…it’s not…but you said…we’ve never written a research paper before…what does “bibliography” mean…so when is this due…but how many pages…so you just want the bibliography and the first page…I don’t know what you mean by a thesis that can be argued either way…I don’t understand why you don’t give us a topic…I’m confused…what do you want us to write about…but when is this due… I don’t understand…we’ve never written papers like this before…but you said...are you talking about the persuasive essay…what does “expository” mean…but we’ve never written a persuasive paper…is this the persuasive research paper you’re talking about…but what are we going to write about…I mean like why don’t you give us a topic…I don’t understand when is this due…but that’s the pro and con, right…it’s not…but you said…what does “bibliography” mean…so when is this due…but how many pages…so you just want the bibliography and the first page…I don’t know what you mean by a thesis that can be supported with authoritative sources and logic…I don’t understand why you don’t give us a topic…I’m confused…what do you want us to write about…but when is this due…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????
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There is nothing I can give to you that is not past or future. When my both selves fight, they throw insults at each other like an unhappy couple.     “You are already gone!” the one says,     “You are never here” says the other. And I sing then. I never let any note slip away into silence. Songs in which I’m a magician, right before the grand finale, the last vanishing act. I close my eyes and slowly slice away layers of skin, so I can become less and less, so I can sail away on the river without an end, it’s flow imposing my soul with the authoritative demand to move forward. There is no river. I am pitifully human so there is no alchemy that transforms loss into beauty. Ihe things I have built, I built myself. Like this house of memories with it’s sole window. The moon shines through it every night. What an unperfect image, what my heart endures everytime I reach out only to feel solance turning into a hell-flamed sky. The darkness is gone like I will be gone like everything has gone forever. There is also no house. Only the pale waves of a grey-winter sea,         dualism of being and not-being a perfect symmetry, a beautiful fragile balance.
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Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 5:38 PM UTC
A Beautiful Fragile Balance
Many years ago from now a gentleman I knew his predilections were precise and, to me, quite new. He was intent on teaching deliberate and firm and from his experience I began to learn. So here arose my interest it's him I have to thank for taking me in hand so well and giving me The Spank. He wasn't ever lazy never dealt out on a whim he made me work to earn each stroke I was obsessed with him. I put in many hours hatching careful plans of how to win the best attentions from this authoritative man. I'd knock a stack of books off the corner of his desk and he'd lean back in his chair and say "come here and lift your dress". And I'd comply so gladly already feeling hot my bottom was presented and his hand knew just the spot. Sometimes he'd give me just the one on a precipice I'd stay longing for the three or four I'd get later that day. I remember him with fondness he taught me many useful things but most of all I thank him for every little sting.
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Jul 26, 2013
Jul 26, 2013 at 7:16 PM UTC
The Spank
you ask me what it's like to be black and i'll tell you it's a warm soulful fulfilling feeling like a pair of new Chucks on the hot pavement jumping scotch on a busy summer day eating cool iced pops and not ever being afraid and smelling the warm carmel cake cooling on the stove and the togetherness on a Sunday evening in grandmama's home but you ask me what it's like to be black in america and i'll fall silent of conversation because as you see history repeats itself i don't understand why there is still need for explanation in deep adversaries and hateful unappreciation here we stand to be questioned by an authoritative negation and ignorant folk, why do you ask me such things? why are you people mad? why is it about race? and i'll ask you, why does the caged bird sing? is he not entitled to his song or his wings? as green as the earth and as blue as the sky i will only explain to an ear willing to listen to a being with a sound heart and a firm mind because as God as my witness we were created as equal and for that given right we must die? i will sit back and in turn ask you why; i bet you couldn't say and maybe we will all learn the answer some day so join me in prayer will you? join me as i pray: *to the children of Chicago who can't go out to play to the sons and fathers of Missouri and Florida and New York who will never again see the light of day to the mother's pain that may fade but won't ever go away to the hateful people and their hateful words and their hateful ways God won't You heal their pain?* they're so hard on us, Lord now we're hard on ourselves and on our knees we have fallen needing guidance and help because it isn't about being privilged or living for the light we're consumed in being black in america is no longer about being accepted as black it's about being accepted as human.
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Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 11:24 PM UTC
Black in america
you ask me what it's like to be black and i'll tell you it's a warm soulful fulfilling feeling like a pair of new Chucks on the hot pavement jumping scotch on a busy summer day eating cool iced pops and not ever being afraid and smelling the warm carmel cake cooling on the stove and the togetherness on a Sunday evening in grandmama's home but you ask me what it's like to be black in america and i'll fall silent of conversation because as you see history repeats itself i don't understand why there is still need for explanation in deep adversaries and hateful unappreciation here we stand to be questioned by an authoritative negation and ignorant folk, why do you ask me such things? why are you people mad? why is it about race? and i'll ask you, why does the caged bird sing? is he not entitled to his song or his wings? as green as the earth and as blue as the sky i will only explain to an ear willing to listen to a being with a sound heart and a firm mind because as God as my witness we were created as equal and for that given right we must die? i will sit back and in turn ask you why; i bet you couldn't say and maybe we will all learn the answer some day so join me in prayer will you? join me as i pray: *to the children of Chicago who can't go out to play to the sons and fathers of Missouri and Florida and New York who will never again see the light of day to the mother's pain that may fade but won't ever go away to the hateful people and their hateful words and their hateful ways God won't You heal their pain?* they're so hard on us, Lord now we're hard on ourselves and on our knees we have fallen needing guidance and help because it isn't about being privilged or living for the light we're consumed in being black in america is no longer about being accepted as black it's about being accepted as human.
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Sa pamamagitan ng kabutihan ng Kanyang Kabutihan ~~~ *the message arrive by private telegraph line, "write," she behests, more than a mortal's requests, an authoritative pleading, an urgent prompting with an element of divinity attached, almost a command by virtue of her virtue, who am I to refuse, though the writing gene/genie, somnolent, suppressed, quiescent, melatonined by the pills the life force feeds us from a bottle lonely labeled, "whether you like it or not" reckless explore the venues you would prefer to never venture, so, this poem becomes her, this poem be comes her, this poem be comely for and because of her unbare chambers that have rusted shut, be unafraid, she seances me telepathically, in the poet's way, a crying smile accentuated with "write of the titles you have confessed to the body's mind inquisitor that be stored in the warehouses of thy heart" this irrecusable, willing bidding, sneaks in the back door, so easy oiled opened by virtue of her virtue seven years of grain Pharaoh stored in preparatory for the lean ones that inevitable come yes, have so many would be's gestated, but not fully formed, none adequate to honor sufficient her comely behest thus commissioned, my purposeful mission, to honor her once more, with a simple honorific, her wish, no matter how couched, t'is my duty to fulfill so here, full and filled I grant her wishes, with impoverished verses inadequate, for you know her too, as she full and fills us all* ***by virtue of her virtue***
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Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 4:54 PM UTC
Behest: By Virtue of Her Virtue
Sa pamamagitan ng kabutihan ng Kanyang Kabutihan ~~~ *the message arrive by private telegraph line, "write," she behests, more than a mortal's requests, an authoritative pleading, an urgent prompting with an element of divinity attached, almost a command by virtue of her virtue, who am I to refuse, though the writing gene/genie, somnolent, suppressed, quiescent, melatonined by the pills the life force feeds us from a bottle lonely labeled, "whether you like it or not" reckless explore the venues you would prefer to never venture, so, this poem becomes her, this poem be comes her, this poem be comely for and because of her unbare chambers that have rusted shut, be unafraid, she seances me telepathically, in the poet's way, a crying smile accentuated with "write of the titles you have confessed to the body's mind inquisitor that be stored in the warehouses of thy heart" this irrecusable, willing bidding, sneaks in the back door, so easy oiled opened by virtue of her virtue seven years of grain Pharaoh stored in preparatory for the lean ones that inevitable come yes, have so many would be's gestated, but not fully formed, none adequate to honor sufficient her comely behest thus commissioned, my purposeful mission, to honor her once more, with a simple honorific, her wish, no matter how couched, t'is my duty to fulfill so here, full and filled I grant her wishes, with impoverished verses inadequate, for you know her too, as she full and fills us all* ***by virtue of her virtue***
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I am not yet defiled; O hear me. Let not the crazed hornets or serpents or ophidian or the    buzzard bee come near me. I am not yet defiled; console me. I fear that the snake charmer may with rhythmic body clocks clock me,    with predatory hissing paralyze me, with authoritative power anger me,       on wicker constraints constrain me, in bamboo-patches pierce me. I am not yet defiled; provide me With beauty to free me, dressage to cover me, silence to come    to me, souls to save me, charmers and angels      in my wandering existence seeking fights to waver the war within me. I am not yet defiled; forgive me For the provocative glances in me, my presence when womanity holds me,    my mythological beauty by deities beyond me,       my head held high when they slay by means of my          crossbow, my addiction when they poison me. I am not yet defiled; rehearse me In the dreams and the prayers I must take when    art interrupts me, material disturbs me, splintered souls      gaze at me, smiles fade at me, the knifes edge        stains me and everlasting scars pain          me to shame and the shames taints            my skin and my heart abandons me. I am not yet defiled; O hear me, Let not Perseus who is warrior or who thinks he is King      or a rival to me. I am not yet defiled; O fill me With gasoline against those who would inhabit my   bones, would sink me into empty caverns,     would make me a prisoner locked, a monster with       blood dripping, a monster, and a passer of dis-ease         who would execute my self, would           flush me like ***** oozing and             ***** and ooze and *****               like alcohol seeping in the                 pores would drown me. Let Poseidan not make me defiled and let him not **** me. Otherwise **** me. © Sia Jane
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Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 7:38 PM UTC
Prayer before Defilement
I am not yet defiled; O hear me. Let not the crazed hornets or serpents or ophidian or the    buzzard bee come near me. I am not yet defiled; console me. I fear that the snake charmer may with rhythmic body clocks clock me,    with predatory hissing paralyze me, with authoritative power anger me,       on wicker constraints constrain me, in bamboo-patches pierce me. I am not yet defiled; provide me With beauty to free me, dressage to cover me, silence to come    to me, souls to save me, charmers and angels      in my wandering existence seeking fights to waver the war within me. I am not yet defiled; forgive me For the provocative glances in me, my presence when womanity holds me,    my mythological beauty by deities beyond me,       my head held high when they slay by means of my          crossbow, my addiction when they poison me. I am not yet defiled; rehearse me In the dreams and the prayers I must take when    art interrupts me, material disturbs me, splintered souls      gaze at me, smiles fade at me, the knifes edge        stains me and everlasting scars pain          me to shame and the shames taints            my skin and my heart abandons me. I am not yet defiled; O hear me, Let not Perseus who is warrior or who thinks he is King      or a rival to me. I am not yet defiled; O fill me With gasoline against those who would inhabit my   bones, would sink me into empty caverns,     would make me a prisoner locked, a monster with       blood dripping, a monster, and a passer of dis-ease         who would execute my self, would           flush me like ***** oozing and             ***** and ooze and *****               like alcohol seeping in the                 pores would drown me. Let Poseidan not make me defiled and let him not **** me. Otherwise **** me. © Sia Jane
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What hollow, caustic foulness lies behind the neatly edged hedges, fences, plastic window frames and glass? Resting, waiting to be woken, scream what now must not be spoken Blood-lust of a gutless middle class What simple lies must needs be told in bold authoritative tones To activate the drones and make them fight - To know, that if the call should come they'd march to that benighted drum And sacrifice intelligence for right? How big a monster must be built to shoulder guilt for every creeping fear and insecurity and loss, Till every hip and critical disclaimant finds a reason for believing and then carries it, across. How many layers must be stripped to tip the wretched shreds of indecision into morals blown apart And harmless bigot who, at work, was tolerated with a smirk Now drives a dirk into a stranger's heart? Now doctor, teacher, business leader, well-respected educated man proclaims his harmlessness anew, Make no mistake: the quills are fine and ready as the porcupine prepares to show what harmless beasts can do.
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Dec 2, 2010
Dec 2, 2010 at 9:46 AM UTC
Porcupine
Apple falling to the ground, Look what you've set in to motion now. The gravity that loves to pull me down, The defiance that loves to get me high. Just the bright balloon you forgot to hold. Acidic clouds framing my distant goal. I can't look back, I see the gold. Let go and fall in to the sky. To a patchwork space of stars and time, Holes brimming with unknown, an endless mine. To the string that ties me, your authoritative bind, You can't say goodbye, so you just lie. I am only filled with air, no helium. This knot my balance, sweet equilibrium, delicately pressed between your forefinger and thumb, I am leading your way, just like I should. You've considered the scissors and a brighter place, Sending me on with a last glance at your face. You go off to your addictions, their calls you can taste, You'd entwine me in a thousand pound weight if you could. This suspenseful sinking is all that I know, Bought as a souvenir of that cheap city show. Just a light globe of laughter, an unwanted load, Get out while it's still good. Those scissors slip and cut me free, You took all you wanted to from me. Lift me as high as helium could, This lie was meant for Hollywood.
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Mar 16, 2011
Mar 16, 2011 at 9:21 AM UTC
The Balloon (No Helium) Falling, part II
How provocative can I get? People always tell me My brain and my mouth don't connect. I have a good head on my shoulders Or so they think And an unlucky case of "Foot-in-mouth" syndrome. The awkward first impressions are the best. I'm pretty good with adults As long as they can hold a conversation with me Long enough to break the ten foot-thick ice. But oh, I'm smart That's what they call it now? ******** my life up Throwing everything that has been given to me away For a boy, a dream, a utopia? That's smart? I think not. Sexcapades never go so swimmingly With men ranging in age A mouth like a cannon on me Spewing curse words around authoritative figures Never leaving anything to imagination Being too blunt Speaking first, thinking later? They call me provocative As if it is a problem. Well, if I'm a problem Then count me in.
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Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 12:05 AM UTC
Provocative
Waiting for Abby History confined in-between walls denied access from authoritative protocol on stone steps I sit as traffic passes I walk through a park there the trees clutter sun breaks through branches as the wind commands a flutter "free to the people" thus I saunter where knowledge is uncovered and writers live on in eternity I find my treasure Abby
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May 2, 2012
May 2, 2012 at 11:55 PM UTC
Waiting for Abby
They protested war in the sixties Today we occupy the 1% and their wealth Times haven’t changed in accordance with public opinion But the police state has grown more authoritative Media output is under corporate thumbs Social media is a lie proportioned from mass de-intellect Intellectualize the comeback of systematic rational thought Distraction of disaster is distasteful destruction Defined, refined, combined, combed in A darkened bomb shelter to hide in The enemy ambushed in guerrilla warfare Has the benefit of never seeing the enemy coming Taken to the streets in prolific protest Condemning the condemnation of a capitalist nation It’s party time to destroy the two-party system
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Apr 1, 2012
Apr 1, 2012 at 9:41 AM UTC
It's Party Time
What if you bumped with a stranger? Neatly dressed and obviously good looking With eyes that melts when he gazed And handsomeness you can’t resist How would you react? What if he offered a hand to help you rise? You find that hand well maintained With those long fingers and soft palm Would you not hesitate to accept it? What if he beamed at you? It is a kind of warm and sincere smile With those nice, glossy, red lips Would you trust him your smile too? What if he looked at you intently? Considering the admiration you found in his eyes With the fact that he is the most Attractive man you ever laid eyes on Would you give him a hint of your attraction? What if he asked too much ‘bout you Yet never gave you the chance to know him better Would you let yourself be entertained? By his deep, authoritative voice Would you rather talk to him with fondness? What if you've been asked to go out? Get to know each other well, have some fun Would you give him just a chance? What if you found yourself enjoying his company? ‘Til your feelings for him developed The once admiration you've felt grew and now blooms Would you give yourself a chance to love and be loved? Would you question the shortness of time spent? To let that feeling reign Would it matter to you? How much you've known each other Not that much yet the feeling overflows Would it be a big deal to you? That you’re just mere strangers Who accidentally met, out of millions? In this wide, topsy – turvy world…
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Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 8:56 PM UTC
Strangers
What if you bumped with a stranger? Neatly dressed and obviously good looking With eyes that melts when he gazed And handsomeness you can’t resist How would you react? What if he offered a hand to help you rise? You find that hand well maintained With those long fingers and soft palm Would you not hesitate to accept it? What if he beamed at you? It is a kind of warm and sincere smile With those nice, glossy, red lips Would you trust him your smile too? What if he looked at you intently? Considering the admiration you found in his eyes With the fact that he is the most Attractive man you ever laid eyes on Would you give him a hint of your attraction? What if he asked too much ‘bout you Yet never gave you the chance to know him better Would you let yourself be entertained? By his deep, authoritative voice Would you rather talk to him with fondness? What if you've been asked to go out? Get to know each other well, have some fun Would you give him just a chance? What if you found yourself enjoying his company? ‘Til your feelings for him developed The once admiration you've felt grew and now blooms Would you give yourself a chance to love and be loved? Would you question the shortness of time spent? To let that feeling reign Would it matter to you? How much you've known each other Not that much yet the feeling overflows Would it be a big deal to you? That you’re just mere strangers Who accidentally met, out of millions? In this wide, topsy – turvy world…
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I am called an angel I am called a ninja I wear silver bangles My color is of ginger I have doll like eyes My figure is of a small coke bottle I hate tales of flying lies I live in the pacific portal I smile when I am sad Tears are always in abundance in me I have a temper and I do get mad I am only a human, you see I love reading and adore writing But my mouth ain't a word diarrhea I love silence and scenery sitings I've been writing for over an year I am in love with my adorable dogs Who make my lone day bright Cloudy yet windy, misty or fogs I love this weather, as a cold night My inner me is a mischief child I am in my early working thirties My imaginative writing gets wild I am quite authoritative I teach info tech, I love my students Knowledge sharing is my best part I am intolerable to fake mutants But, I hate to see them depart My name is Seema and I am a free writer With the challenges I face Each day makes my life brighter With the blink of time in trace... ©sim
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Sep 8, 2017
Sep 8, 2017 at 4:26 AM UTC
Know Me :-)
My morals are a patchwork Stitched together from various other minds A well worn quilt I wrap myself in for security For blameless justification of a deformed belief system Twisted and gnarled with an arthritis of the spirit A hollow vessel made into a crock *** Full of someone else's ******** Stirred by resentment Stewed in fear and Served with anger To mask my ignorance and indifference I have a reputation for trivialities Snippets of soundbites Subliminally soldered Onto my sub-conscious Where they acquire the character Of authoritative wisdom More pious than a prophet! Holier than an ancient sage! I am a 21st century shaman A guru grifter Embryonic episodes Aborted for mass consumption Over cocktails and hor dourves
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Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 7:13 PM UTC
21st CENTURY SHAMAN
One of my favorite books is Gone With The Wind I read it when I was younger and liked to imagine I was like Scarlett She was decisive, sassy, bossy; nothing could hurt her I thought I needed a man similar to Rhett Butler Someone who was authoritative. Someone who could "put me in my place" I thought of myself as indestructible No one could actually hurt me But they can. I've realized I'm just as fragile as anyone else Maybe even more so Words can hurt me And they do I don't need someone who is mean to me Or tells me what to do I'm not indestructible So I don't need someone to destruct me It took me growing up to realize I'm just a little girl
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Dec 17, 2015
Dec 17, 2015 at 4:54 PM UTC
Realizations
I hated high school And the image of popularity What a waste of dear time Pretending to be perfect It takes far too long I would rather be flawed Dangerous Unpredictable Rugged and **** I never liked the 'perfect girl' I liked the girl with the cigarette and leather jacket And the shorter hair Who looked at me and winked And agreed to skip school for coffee and *** Who cares if we just met? I admire the free girls But unfortunately, common parents Will scream when they hear Their daughter likes gauges Or tongue piercings Because magazines will make you believe You have to be pink and tiny to be **** Poor brainwashed mothers and fathers They expect Expressive reform And a staunch to true personality Sacrificing yourself for the pleasure of others Is the surest way to confirm your existence As nothing more than a name and face Imprisoned under false authoritative rule Why not escape from this place Where beauty is structured Fold Into yourself Where beauty is a matter of expression
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Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 4:52 PM UTC
Beauty in Black
The days where you were respected have become a memory But it’s going to take a century to expunge all the damage you’ve done And rewrite the wrongs that you’ve held as a nation of conviction The world looks with weary eyes as the skyscrapers climb In the name of bombs dropping, wall street journalism, and cash flow The initiative that everyone is judged by the actions of corrupted officials Humanity ruined in the eyes of offspring growing into a world of detestation The silence of the unvoiced majority grows louder as the streets crowd We are not the same and we are not part of the hidden agenda Of world ********** civil suppression, and authoritative tyranny
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Apr 20, 2012
Apr 20, 2012 at 8:07 PM UTC
American Democrazy
Let's see, my oldest son was about seven years old.  The boys had to ride a buss to school, which my oldest did not do well.  He has this way about him, that tends to have women authoritative figures letting him off the hook, when he's been naughty.  I always thought it was his eyes and devilish smile.  They both still get him into and out of trouble.  But those are stories for another time. This particular year, he was having a must difficult time behaving on the buss.  He had discovered that he could be a real clown and the girls loved it.  Go figure.  The buss driver gave him multiple warnings and "Buss Tickets" for misbehaving.  But, somehow, he was always forgiven by the schools principal (a woman) and never got detention.   Even when we insisted on it. All except this one time.  On the last day of school, he decided to end the year with a bang.  He came home from school that day and acted as though nothing had happened.  Later that evening, I received a phone call.  It was the buss driver.  She was laughing before she was even able to tell me why she called.  Although I was 100% sure it was about my oldest. Apparently, he was a little angel the whole ride home.  That alone made her suspicious.   She pulled up to his stop.  Out he got.  Then he mooned her.  The way the buss driver told it, it wasn't a quarter moon, nor a half moon.  But a FULL MOON.  He had hitched up his pants and ran before she could get her wits about her.  She said she laughed all the way home. Well, I started to apologize through my laughter.  I assured her that we would most definitely take this in hand.  But she stopped me and stated "Oh,  I'll handle this".  She shared with me her plan.  I had the hardest time all summer, not telling him, that I knew what he had done. Next year, the very first day of school, my oldest went to catch the buss.  Oh, I had a hard time waiting to see what would happen.  That afternoon, when he came home, he was upset.  "Look what she did Mom!  I can't believe it!" he whined.  There in his hand, was a bright red "BUSS TICKET"  The reason on it was marked in bold felt pen..."Mooning".  Now, you would think that he would be upset about the mooning.   Noooo, not my son.  His exact words were...."I can't believe someone that old would remember what I did." sigh  That boy has never changed On a side note:  He and his Dad had a long talk about that Ticket.
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Sep 17, 2010
Sep 17, 2010 at 5:37 PM UTC
Of Full Moons And School Buses
Let's see, my oldest son was about seven years old.  The boys had to ride a buss to school, which my oldest did not do well.  He has this way about him, that tends to have women authoritative figures letting him off the hook, when he's been naughty.  I always thought it was his eyes and devilish smile.  They both still get him into and out of trouble.  But those are stories for another time. This particular year, he was having a must difficult time behaving on the buss.  He had discovered that he could be a real clown and the girls loved it.  Go figure.  The buss driver gave him multiple warnings and "Buss Tickets" for misbehaving.  But, somehow, he was always forgiven by the schools principal (a woman) and never got detention.   Even when we insisted on it. All except this one time.  On the last day of school, he decided to end the year with a bang.  He came home from school that day and acted as though nothing had happened.  Later that evening, I received a phone call.  It was the buss driver.  She was laughing before she was even able to tell me why she called.  Although I was 100% sure it was about my oldest. Apparently, he was a little angel the whole ride home.  That alone made her suspicious.   She pulled up to his stop.  Out he got.  Then he mooned her.  The way the buss driver told it, it wasn't a quarter moon, nor a half moon.  But a FULL MOON.  He had hitched up his pants and ran before she could get her wits about her.  She said she laughed all the way home. Well, I started to apologize through my laughter.  I assured her that we would most definitely take this in hand.  But she stopped me and stated "Oh,  I'll handle this".  She shared with me her plan.  I had the hardest time all summer, not telling him, that I knew what he had done. Next year, the very first day of school, my oldest went to catch the buss.  Oh, I had a hard time waiting to see what would happen.  That afternoon, when he came home, he was upset.  "Look what she did Mom!  I can't believe it!" he whined.  There in his hand, was a bright red "BUSS TICKET"  The reason on it was marked in bold felt pen..."Mooning".  Now, you would think that he would be upset about the mooning.   Noooo, not my son.  His exact words were...."I can't believe someone that old would remember what I did." sigh  That boy has never changed On a side note:  He and his Dad had a long talk about that Ticket.
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His earnings were no use now, A bottle of antiquated Romanée Conti would undoubtedly do, A premium Gieves & Hawkes ensemble donned, Jeff Buckely trills of lilac wine as he puts on his GJ Cleverley shoes. He turns up the dial on his harmony producer, Fading out the shrilling yawp of the telephone upon the table, He sits up in his silk sheet bed, The lights dim to a squint and the Psychotropic tab make him unable. A pill for each mood now a-swirl in his gut, He deliberated if that earlier he should have elected the lamb over the pork, Then peers to the room’s edge to the dark of a crook, As slippers pulsate and instigate to a mellow sway and begin to curiously talk. “What you do there?” They spoke with pry. He enlightened the foot snugs that he wished to die, That he hated a life as obtuse of this, Now once able and mind half disabled he would take a knife, To his wrists. A razor flavours blood of the open arm, As authoritative calls bellow and boom behind the door of his sweet, They would never find the cash in the Caymans, As there was none; just good wine, fast cars, his suits, and the fine shoes on his feet. The slippers float and thus speak on: “You are a fool to yourself you have done it all wrong, they have notably found the note”. “There is little time left you should hurry now,” “Take one last sip of the wine and let the razor meet your throat.” The door bucks with each thump, Through the yells and demands it begins to give as it creaks, He lays a gasp in his ruby and blood, He is now a fade and almost absent and the slippers are asleep. They will salvage him from his discharge, This man of hate for life, life of lies, thief of the poor and unto his soul, A man who obstinately wanted more, Until more was a bore and nothing no longer more fed the avid hole
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Oct 18, 2013
Oct 18, 2013 at 12:49 AM UTC
Shred Everything
His earnings were no use now, A bottle of antiquated Romanée Conti would undoubtedly do, A premium Gieves & Hawkes ensemble donned, Jeff Buckely trills of lilac wine as he puts on his GJ Cleverley shoes. He turns up the dial on his harmony producer, Fading out the shrilling yawp of the telephone upon the table, He sits up in his silk sheet bed, The lights dim to a squint and the Psychotropic tab make him unable. A pill for each mood now a-swirl in his gut, He deliberated if that earlier he should have elected the lamb over the pork, Then peers to the room’s edge to the dark of a crook, As slippers pulsate and instigate to a mellow sway and begin to curiously talk. “What you do there?” They spoke with pry. He enlightened the foot snugs that he wished to die, That he hated a life as obtuse of this, Now once able and mind half disabled he would take a knife, To his wrists. A razor flavours blood of the open arm, As authoritative calls bellow and boom behind the door of his sweet, They would never find the cash in the Caymans, As there was none; just good wine, fast cars, his suits, and the fine shoes on his feet. The slippers float and thus speak on: “You are a fool to yourself you have done it all wrong, they have notably found the note”. “There is little time left you should hurry now,” “Take one last sip of the wine and let the razor meet your throat.” The door bucks with each thump, Through the yells and demands it begins to give as it creaks, He lays a gasp in his ruby and blood, He is now a fade and almost absent and the slippers are asleep. They will salvage him from his discharge, This man of hate for life, life of lies, thief of the poor and unto his soul, A man who obstinately wanted more, Until more was a bore and nothing no longer more fed the avid hole
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I haven't stopped loving you the way I always have I haven't even looked to others for the affection you refuse me The sustenance you starve me of I haven't tried to change you although I'm sure you'd say otherwise Nor have I tried to lure you with tempting bribes In fact I was the one changing throughout these times And if i had the choice, I wouldn't have it any other way Because you told me time and time again of your right of choice And though i respect this, you still find ways to accuse my words of being authoritative Can't you see that I am the only one that preserves you barely free Will? Or has your lie been told so many times you believe it truth You've turned my cries of hurt into unfair apologies And I've allowed this belittling as long as I can stand I have fought the battle for the two of us so far Because you said you wouldn't be long But long has long passed And your feet seem more solidly where they are You never send word of your expected arrival I'm stranded, alone, loving a man that shows no love So I call to you, in the only way I can To say I have dropped your sword as well as mine It's your turn to practice this free will you apparently have Choose if you are to run after me, or are to remain. Sinking through the the grounds upon which you stand to the fires of the prison we all know below.
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Oct 4, 2013
Oct 4, 2013 at 4:05 PM UTC
I didn't realize we were playing sinking lemons
"I learned in from Oprah.  Every year you put your clothes facing toward you in your closet, and you put them back facing away from you. and by the end of the year, you know which clothes you don't wear and you can throw them away." I listened to this announcement from my authoritative boss with a look of horror and disbelief I must have looked like he just said: "Every day I forget how to tie my shoes, so I look on YouTube for a tutorial." I know now, that look I gave, must have said everything and I said softly, "You mean, you don't know?" And he must have felt like such a dork in my eyes and what man wants to feel like an attractive woman thinks he's a dork He must have shriveled inside, first with self hatred and then furious, tumultuous anger, a tornado of recrimination and fury, carrying houses and cows and trucks in its wake, and aimed directly at me I need a poker face
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Jun 14, 2013
Jun 14, 2013 at 5:35 PM UTC
I Began to Realize