"ashlie" poems
*There was never a set day
We really didn’t say goodbye
The day you moved away
Was the day my heart had died
Time is my enemy
An enemy I cannot ****
Yet the day we met each other
Time, for a moment, seemed to stand still
To our first embrace
To a once in a lifetime kiss
From your smile and your laugh,
It’s our time together ill truly miss
The songs say it right you know
I’d do it all just to be…
Even form a mere moment or two
For it to be us, just you and me
It’s an act of selfishness
To want so much from you
Some may say I’m greedy
I don’t know what else I can do
I’ve written you letters,
Letters and poems you will never read
for the true love we had
Signed just for you, your Ashlie
You may never ever read this
You might never know how I feel
You may never quite understand
How my love love for you was real
Though I’ve begged you to come back
We both know it couldn’t be
Distance put up a wall
That even love couldn’t beat
I expected too much
Too much of what you couldn’t give
We let each other finally go
So we may both have the chance to live
You would go your own way
I was forced to go mine
Though, I’m not sure where it is I am going
Or that I am following a straight line
Somewhere deep inside me
And I hope it’s inside you too
That maybe your path is to find me
And mine is again to find you*
Dec 5, 2013
Dec 5, 2013 at 10:10 PM UTC
By Ashlie Adams
My life is a flower
Unfolding every day.
Please give me attention
In each and every way.
If and when you turn me down
I argue to you I will die.
So listen up , I ask only this
Why, why, why?
\Enough about her
What about me?
Don't be so oblivious boy
Just look down for me
I really need attention too
For I will surly die
Tell me now and tell me true
Too late, now I cry
For my pedals now grow week
My life come to its end
I must say goodbye for now
Now, you'll always have one less best friend
Nov 18, 2013
Nov 18, 2013 at 8:55 PM UTC
Dear God,
Hi I know I promised to talk to you more but I can't seem to find the words
Please take care of everyone that I couldn't
Please take care of everyone up there and everyone down here that I can't protect
I thought I would have already seen you
I thought I would have already seen your golden gates
But I haven't always kept my promises
I used to see you everywhere and now I only seem to see you when I need something
Please don't take it personally I just don't know how to rely on myself yet
Please don't give up on me I have so much to learn
My head is empty and willing to absorb everything you have to teach me
Dear God,
I'm mad at you
Why didn't you answer my prayers?
Why didn't you answer when I called out to you?
I know you heard me
I know you knew I wanted to die
I know you have seen my scars
And yet you never answered
But I'm here right?
So if this is you working in mysterious ways
We both know I won't figure it out
Please just show yourself
Dear God,
Thank you
For bringing me Katy, Ashlie, and Desiree
I know there are many more to name but these three are your greatest work
They wouldn't let me see you right away
Watch over them always
And when I'm gone be their best friend
Without you I would not know them so I am eternally grateful
Miracles happen each day and they are living proof
So thank you
Dear God,
I love you
Jul 22, 2014
Jul 22, 2014 at 9:05 PM UTC