"aphane" poems
Many times I wish
Because I strongly believe that the universe would listen
Many times I ask God why
Because I strongly believe that he would somehow give me all the answers
But when I wish ,
I always wish to be a guardian Angel
So that I can protect you from all the unseen evil deeds of the world
Many times I wish to be a guardian Angel
So that I can eradicate the pain caused by my humanly words that I don't mean
Many times I wish to be a guardian Angel
So that I can help you in everything your heart desires because I know I would
Many times I wish to be a guardian Angel
So that I can carry it all for you when it's heavy
Many times I wish to be a guardian Angel
So that I can give you everything that would put a smile on your face
Many times I wish to be a guardian Angel
So that I can stop the world for you if you wanted to breathe
Many times I wish to be a guardian Angel
So that I can bring back all the good memories with your loved ones to life just to see you smile
Many times I wish to be a guardian Angel
So that I can ease it all, while you lay down in my arms
But, I cannot be a guardian Angel
So, many times when I wish
I always wish love, happiness and peace upon you, because that's the greatest love closest to a mother's love I could give to you.
I love you
O Aphane
Apr 10, 2020
Apr 10, 2020 at 2:33 PM UTC
Words are food to the mind
For the mind to be obese it has to be the gory food it eats
Wonder why it can be heavy sometimes?
Fats are big molecules that has little role to health but a huge one to death
Death of the mind, body and soul
Your mind eats more than your physical body
Because it absorbs every second of the day
And unlike the body, it produces its own type of food depending on what it has been fed
Toxic words are like fatty foods, the difference is they are not tasty
They are like cancer
One moment you think you got rid of them then they come back ten times harder, unaware
Unfortunately no chemotherapy is there to help reduce, but you
Altering your mind is your first remedy
Is it comfortable? No
Is it easy? No
Is it nice? No
Why?
The mind has spent most of its time generating what it has been accustomed to its daily feeds
The belief that it's human nature to believe the bad about yourself more than the good has got to be an absurd one in history
You believe more about yourself what your mind eats the most
When you surround yourself with someone who utters nothing but toxicity, you will most definitely believe that
One thing about that, it scars your mind
Your mind will constantly believe nothing but toxicity, and that's the fatty foods
Until it becomes obese and heavy for your heart.
Obesity of the body brings along its other friends
Obesity of the mind has its friends too, anxiety, depression, panic attacks, self hate, you can name more are the most known
The moment you are in the state everything about your body shuts down
When you look back, it only started with just one toxic word either from your loved ones or yourself
Messy poem? that's what healing is.
O.P Aphane
Jan 14, 2021
Jan 14, 2021 at 3:58 AM UTC
I am a Supa Woman
One who possesses traits of a Queen
Poise and never flaunts
Calm and never taunts
Special in every kind of way
Soulful each and every day
Aware of her flaws
Always tries to keep her claws
Mindful of her words
Truthful to her world
Her weaknesses are her strengths
That is how she exists
Her beauty is her kindness
Sensuality is her happiness
And love is her aura
I am a Supa Woman
****
Understanding
Powerful
Amazing
A Warrior
Omnicompetent
Majestic
Attractive
and
Natural.
I am a Supa Woman
OP Aphane
Jan 23, 2021
Jan 23, 2021 at 5:13 PM UTC
Today I realised I hated everyone
Today I realised I'm a hateful being
People smiling, I hated it
People laughing, I cringed
People talking, I boiled
To the highest temperature
I cried
Suddenly I realised it was me I hated
So my anger protruded to the harmless
Hoping to feel better
Today I realised I hated myself
O. Aphane
Oct 3, 2019
Oct 3, 2019 at 7:57 PM UTC