"anxitey" poems
Sense I was little I have been close to my sister
though lately I actually hate her
and it's not a teen age moody hate
it's a rage
I feel like hitting something every time I hear her name.
I use to look up to her
she use to be my world,
now she a stranger,
That I'll never talk to again
The worst part is it feel like she died
but I see her around
she post on facebook
I see her in town
I want to go up to her and yell and scream
but instead I lock my self in my room and try to breath
Cause sense what happened happened
I have worse anxitey
I feel like I can't breath
I hate her with a passion
and yes its a strong word
but that how I feel right now
She left me alone
like i was nothing to her
she use to be my hero
the one I went to for everything
now she someone I despise
I don't like seeing her so I just hid.
I feel like I miss her
like she is dead
and a part of her is
and that's what I dread
Its like the loss of the love one, without any closer
and that what ***** the most
the feeling that I can't move on
cause I lost something dear to me
and I want to be dreaming
I want her back more then anything
but I know I'll never forgive her for what she's done...
And I don't know why I'm writing this
Maybe I'm just fighting this feel of hopelessness
Maybe I'm hoping someone will answer this and tell me why thing's have to be like this
they don't have to be like this
but she can't fix this
I'm broken and she did this
and I'm ready to end this.
My sister use to be my best friend....
and now she's my worst enemy.
Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 7:49 PM UTC
How can i put an ocean in jar
If its meant to be deep and stretched as the sky!
How can i stop her from doing anything
Coz she is the ocean more blue than real one
And can be stormy too.
Drown me into your memories
Like oceans depths
Drown me untill
All the voices in my head go silent
All the anxitey pools get out and float up like a bubble into the salty waters.
I m dark moon
From far aaway i m pulling you up
Trying to lift you up and pull close to me
I want you to spread on my whole body to my whole depths
Leave these earth
Empty every drop
Turn into a tornado
Tearing sky layers
Come to me
Leave all that land
Dry out and just leave
Why you sell yourself to cloud ?
Why burn yourself over there !!!?
Why ? For whom ? You should bare all the doomed pain!!
Just come to me
And we will live happily
You wont have to cut yourself to pieces ,
Why should earth let you caged in gravity chains !!!
Just fly to me.
Oct 10, 2019
Oct 10, 2019 at 11:32 PM UTC