the body might have come
from #Africa...
i need only one eye
to write this....
the nobody
moght come from Africa:#
but the intellect
came from India
there is no go coconut...
cages....
Sri Guru Granth Sahib
1st September:
i am drunk:
i am overwhelmed...
Metallica...
pick me up
pickle me...
pick up the pieces...
daughter:
you have your father's eyes:
only today
i saw the face
the face of my father's
mother...
and how Madonna fakery
she was gleeful...
sorry Alex: the Sikh army
can wait...
we have plenty of time to drink
and get high
and wage wars..
holy or unholy:
it doesn't matter:
war will come
regardless
because the jobs are
****
and the education system...
war is the sole
educational project
alleviating all the ails
of the ills that comfort: and parasites
it breeds...
a gen X Holocaust joke:
why did ****** commit suicide?
he got the gas bill...
Alex reminded me how i brfriended
him with a joke:
20 years later he told me the joke
back and me and Iaian laughed...
the choke: joke: red:
read no reed along the lines of..
shovel: yes... so you now know
about destroying your ego...
shovel was the impromptu wording...
shovel the crux...
then came the recount...
how do you fit 10,000 Jews into a
German car...
oh... just shove them into the ashtray...
the Scot the Angl-Slav and the Raj
myester giggled till
there were tears...
the night seems calmer when i write:
i met up with Alex and we were
two
like not *** alike
but as *** alike
we whispered conspircy
after conspiracy
walking past Muslim households
while the Muslim girls gave us Puerto Rican
vibes... while the Muslim men thought
conquest was safe with bureaucracy...
some old ****:
despot of the bed: ***** linen:
shaved the tashe but kept the beard:
skin headed Muhammad:
i know the look...
Allah the Silent is Ugly... monstrous...
who says Gabriel isn't the Satan breaking out
of Prison? leaving?
that prison of the Qaaba... who says: no?!
i was in Moscow: to see the Metallica gig
circa 2007 but i didn't get the
******* t-shirt:
i stopped propping the most appropriate
conjunction:
i stopped marking oaths
and then the stutter bilingualism came...
i have an appetitte for Alexander
like this flesh of wound:
that could never become woman:
and i ask him of women:
and of grief like it's love
and that twister
and that sound of children so piercing
like reimagining Eden...
and the purpose of Christ...
apparently i am: but i don't think:
that i think:
that i think: i think... i think / i am:
i think: i am: a daydream...
i daydream i have a day
i maybe dream...
who is a face without a blinking eye
or two?
Cossack rain of ***** over Kiev:
replied Warsaw over Moscow...
the horrors of the hordes:
the very finest:
but this infiltretion is unlike all those
prior:
the educated idiot prisoners of doctor:
herr... i ask you:
you will not ask me twice...
who's ******...
i ask who dons long hair...
beard and evil clues as having conquest
to baron... not Islam:
i once wanted to travel to India:
in my teens...
and then walk back from India across
Afghanistan etc
turns out..
i was lazy...
India came to me...
i didn't have to go to India:
India came to me...
******* myopia prone of pronouns:
nice fig tree:
all i have is a bush...
all those Marxist-Darwinists
and their white man origins in Africa...
sorry...
perhaps the body originated in Africa...
but the intellect...
that originated in India...
leave your ******* best established
with your myhtos of chess:
game of *** is also a game
a chess
a backgammon...
Africa was no continent
for the origin of skeletal language:
the hierohylphs one
avenue
to the one in sanskrit
and
the Chinese ideograms...
Africa you ugly yuck:
****** white fool...
but then the stern eye of the Asiatic
and the revisionist Great Eye of the Khan!
ants
crawling all over my face.