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"amma" poems
Maa ki mamta ko dekh maut v aage se hat jati hai gar maa apmanit hoti dharti ki chaati fat jaati hai ghar ko pura jeevan dekar bechari maa kya pati hai rukha sukha kha leti hai paani *** kar soo jati hai Jo maa jaisi devi ghar ke mandir me nahi rakh sakte hai wo lakho punya bhale kar le inshan nahi ban sakte hai maa jisko v jal de-de wo paudha sandal ban jata hai maa ke charno ko chukar paani Gangajal ban jata hai Maa ke anchal ne yugo-yugo se Bhagwano ko pala hai maa ke charno me jannat hai Girijaghar aur Shivala hai Himgiri jaisi unchai hai sagar jaisi gahrai hai dunia me jitni khushboo hai maa ke anchal se aaye hai Maa kabira ki sakhi hai maa tulsi ki chaupai hai meerabai ki padawali khusru ki amar rubai hai maa angan ki tulsi jaisi pawan bargad ki chaya hai maa ved richao ki garima maa mahakavya ki maya hai Maa maansarovar mamta ka maa gomukh ki unchai hai maa parivaro ka sangam hai maa rishto ki gahrai hai maa hari dubh hai dharti ki maa keshar wali kyari hai maa ki upma kewal maa hai maa har ghar ki phulwari hai Saato sur nartan karte jab koi maa lori gaati hai maa jis roti ko chu leti hai wo prasad ban jati hai maa hasti hai to dharti ka jarra-jarra muskata hai dekho to dur kshtiz ambar dharti ko sheesh jhukata hai Mana mere ghar ki deewaro me chanda si murat hai par mere man ke mandir me bas kewal maa ki murat hai maa saraswati lakshmi durga ansuya mariyam sita hai maa pawanta me ramcharit manas me bhagwat geeta hai Amma teri har baat mujhe vardaan se badhkar lagti hai he Maa teri surat mujhko bhagwan se badhkar lagti hai saare teerath ke punya jaha mai un charno me leta hu jinke koi santan nahi mai un maawo ka beta hu Har ghar me Maa ki puja ** Aisa sankalp uthata hu Mai dunia ki har maa ke Charno me ye sheesh jhukata hu.....
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Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 3:35 AM UTC
Maa - Part 2
Maa ki mamta ko dekh maut v aage se hat jati hai gar maa apmanit hoti dharti ki chaati fat jaati hai ghar ko pura jeevan dekar bechari maa kya pati hai rukha sukha kha leti hai paani *** kar soo jati hai Jo maa jaisi devi ghar ke mandir me nahi rakh sakte hai wo lakho punya bhale kar le inshan nahi ban sakte hai maa jisko v jal de-de wo paudha sandal ban jata hai maa ke charno ko chukar paani Gangajal ban jata hai Maa ke anchal ne yugo-yugo se Bhagwano ko pala hai maa ke charno me jannat hai Girijaghar aur Shivala hai Himgiri jaisi unchai hai sagar jaisi gahrai hai dunia me jitni khushboo hai maa ke anchal se aaye hai Maa kabira ki sakhi hai maa tulsi ki chaupai hai meerabai ki padawali khusru ki amar rubai hai maa angan ki tulsi jaisi pawan bargad ki chaya hai maa ved richao ki garima maa mahakavya ki maya hai Maa maansarovar mamta ka maa gomukh ki unchai hai maa parivaro ka sangam hai maa rishto ki gahrai hai maa hari dubh hai dharti ki maa keshar wali kyari hai maa ki upma kewal maa hai maa har ghar ki phulwari hai Saato sur nartan karte jab koi maa lori gaati hai maa jis roti ko chu leti hai wo prasad ban jati hai maa hasti hai to dharti ka jarra-jarra muskata hai dekho to dur kshtiz ambar dharti ko sheesh jhukata hai Mana mere ghar ki deewaro me chanda si murat hai par mere man ke mandir me bas kewal maa ki murat hai maa saraswati lakshmi durga ansuya mariyam sita hai maa pawanta me ramcharit manas me bhagwat geeta hai Amma teri har baat mujhe vardaan se badhkar lagti hai he Maa teri surat mujhko bhagwan se badhkar lagti hai saare teerath ke punya jaha mai un charno me leta hu jinke koi santan nahi mai un maawo ka beta hu Har ghar me Maa ki puja ** Aisa sankalp uthata hu Mai dunia ki har maa ke Charno me ye sheesh jhukata hu.....
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Meri aankho ka tara hi , mujhe aankhe dikhata hai Jise har ek khushi de di , wo har gam se milata hai Jubaa se kuch kahu , kaise kahu , kisse kahu maa hu Sikhaya bolna jisko , wo chup rahna sikhata hai || Sula kar soti thi jisko Wo ab shab bhar jagata hai Sunai loria jisko , wo ab taane sunata hai || Sikhane me usse kya kuch kami meri rahi sochu Jise ginti sikhayi galtiya meri ginata hai || Tu gahri chao hai gar zindgi ek dhoop hai Amma Dhara pr kab kaha tujh sa koi swaroop hai Amma Agar ishwar kahi par hai usse dekha kaha kisne Dhaa par tu hi ishwar ka koi roop  hai Amma || Naa ucchai sacchi hai naa ye aadhar saccha hai Maa koi cheej sacchi hai naa ye sansaar saccha hai Magar dharti se ambar tak yugo se log kahte hai Agar saccha hai kuch jag me to Maa ka pyar saccha hai || Jara saa der hone par sabhi se puchti Amma Palak jhapke bina darwaja ghar ka taakti Amma Har ek aahat par uska chouk padna fir duaa dena Mere ghar laut aane tak barabar jaagati Amma || **|| Puchta hai Koi Dunia me Mohabbat hai kaha Muskura deta hu mai or yaad aa jati hai Maa ||** Sulane ke lie mujhko to khud jaagi rahi amma Sirrhane der tak aksar meri baithi rahi amma Mere sapno me pariya phul titli bhi tabhi tak the Mujhe aanchal me apne le ke jab leti rahi amma || Badi choti rakam se ghar chalana jaanti thi maa Kami thi par badi khusiya lutana jaanti thi maa Mai khushhaali me bhi rishto me bas duri bana paya Garibi me bhi har rishta nibhana jaanti thi maa Laga bachpan me yu andhera hi mukaddar hai Magar maa hausala dekar yu boli tumko kya dar hai Koi aage niklne ke lie rashta nahi dega Mere baccho badho aage tumhare saath hai amma Kisi ke jakhm ye dunia to ab silti nahi amma Kali dil me ab to preet ki khilti nahi amma Mai apanapan hi akshar dhundta rahta hu rishto me Teri nischal si mamta to kahi milti nahi amma Gamo ki bheed me jisne hume hasna sikhaya tha Wo jiske dam se tufanoo ne apna sar jhukaya tha Kisi v julm ke aage kabhi jhukna nahi bete Sitam ki ummr choti hai mujhe maa ne sikhaya tha || ||
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Feb 17, 2017
Feb 17, 2017 at 12:39 AM UTC
Humari Soch Aur MAA
Meri aankho ka tara hi , mujhe aankhe dikhata hai Jise har ek khushi de di , wo har gam se milata hai Jubaa se kuch kahu , kaise kahu , kisse kahu maa hu Sikhaya bolna jisko , wo chup rahna sikhata hai || Sula kar soti thi jisko Wo ab shab bhar jagata hai Sunai loria jisko , wo ab taane sunata hai || Sikhane me usse kya kuch kami meri rahi sochu Jise ginti sikhayi galtiya meri ginata hai || Tu gahri chao hai gar zindgi ek dhoop hai Amma Dhara pr kab kaha tujh sa koi swaroop hai Amma Agar ishwar kahi par hai usse dekha kaha kisne Dhaa par tu hi ishwar ka koi roop  hai Amma || Naa ucchai sacchi hai naa ye aadhar saccha hai Maa koi cheej sacchi hai naa ye sansaar saccha hai Magar dharti se ambar tak yugo se log kahte hai Agar saccha hai kuch jag me to Maa ka pyar saccha hai || Jara saa der hone par sabhi se puchti Amma Palak jhapke bina darwaja ghar ka taakti Amma Har ek aahat par uska chouk padna fir duaa dena Mere ghar laut aane tak barabar jaagati Amma || **|| Puchta hai Koi Dunia me Mohabbat hai kaha Muskura deta hu mai or yaad aa jati hai Maa ||** Sulane ke lie mujhko to khud jaagi rahi amma Sirrhane der tak aksar meri baithi rahi amma Mere sapno me pariya phul titli bhi tabhi tak the Mujhe aanchal me apne le ke jab leti rahi amma || Badi choti rakam se ghar chalana jaanti thi maa Kami thi par badi khusiya lutana jaanti thi maa Mai khushhaali me bhi rishto me bas duri bana paya Garibi me bhi har rishta nibhana jaanti thi maa Laga bachpan me yu andhera hi mukaddar hai Magar maa hausala dekar yu boli tumko kya dar hai Koi aage niklne ke lie rashta nahi dega Mere baccho badho aage tumhare saath hai amma Kisi ke jakhm ye dunia to ab silti nahi amma Kali dil me ab to preet ki khilti nahi amma Mai apanapan hi akshar dhundta rahta hu rishto me Teri nischal si mamta to kahi milti nahi amma Gamo ki bheed me jisne hume hasna sikhaya tha Wo jiske dam se tufanoo ne apna sar jhukaya tha Kisi v julm ke aage kabhi jhukna nahi bete Sitam ki ummr choti hai mujhe maa ne sikhaya tha || ||
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Jab aankh khuli to amma ki godi ka ek sahara tha uska nanha sa anchal mujhko bhumandal se v pyara tha..... uske chehre ki jhalak dekh chehra phulo sa khilta tha uske stan ki ek bund se mujhko jeevan milta tha haatho se baalo ko noocha pairo se khoob prahar kia phir v us maa ne puchkara humko jee bhar ke pyar kia Mai uska raja beta tha wo ankho ka tara kahti thi mai banu budhape me uska bas ek sahara kahti thi ungli ko pakad chalaya tha padhne vidlaya bheja tha meri naadani ko v neej antar me sadasaheja tha Mere saare prashno ka wo fauran jawab ban jaati thi meri raho ke kaante chun wo khud gulaab ban jaati thi mai bada hua to college se ek rog pyar ka le aaya jis dil me maa ki murat thi wo ramkali ko de aaya shaadi ki pati se papa bana apne rishto me jhul gya ab karwa chauth maanta hu maa ki mamta ko bhul gya hum bhul gye uski maamta mere jeevan ki thati thi hum bhul gye apana jeevan wo amrit wali chaati thi Hum bhul gye wo khud bhukhi rah karke hume khilati thi humko sukha bistar dekar khud geele me soo jaati thi hum bhul gye usne hi hotho ko bhasha sikhlayi thi meri neendo ke lie raat bhar uss maa ne lori gaayi thi hum bhul gye har galti par usne danta samjhaya tha bach jau buri najar se kala teeka sada lagaya tha hum bade hue to mamta wale saare bandhan tod aaye bangle me kutte paal laye maa ko vridhaashram chod aaye apano sapno ka mahal girakar kankar -kankar been laye khudgargi me uske suhag ke aabhushan tak cheen laye Hum maa ko ghar ke batware ki abhilasha tak le aaye usko paawan mandir se gaali ki bhasha tak le aaye to be continued ........(next part may be in next week)
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Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 3:04 PM UTC
Maa
Jab aankh khuli to amma ki godi ka ek sahara tha uska nanha sa anchal mujhko bhumandal se v pyara tha..... uske chehre ki jhalak dekh chehra phulo sa khilta tha uske stan ki ek bund se mujhko jeevan milta tha haatho se baalo ko noocha pairo se khoob prahar kia phir v us maa ne puchkara humko jee bhar ke pyar kia Mai uska raja beta tha wo ankho ka tara kahti thi mai banu budhape me uska bas ek sahara kahti thi ungli ko pakad chalaya tha padhne vidlaya bheja tha meri naadani ko v neej antar me sadasaheja tha Mere saare prashno ka wo fauran jawab ban jaati thi meri raho ke kaante chun wo khud gulaab ban jaati thi mai bada hua to college se ek rog pyar ka le aaya jis dil me maa ki murat thi wo ramkali ko de aaya shaadi ki pati se papa bana apne rishto me jhul gya ab karwa chauth maanta hu maa ki mamta ko bhul gya hum bhul gye uski maamta mere jeevan ki thati thi hum bhul gye apana jeevan wo amrit wali chaati thi Hum bhul gye wo khud bhukhi rah karke hume khilati thi humko sukha bistar dekar khud geele me soo jaati thi hum bhul gye usne hi hotho ko bhasha sikhlayi thi meri neendo ke lie raat bhar uss maa ne lori gaayi thi hum bhul gye har galti par usne danta samjhaya tha bach jau buri najar se kala teeka sada lagaya tha hum bade hue to mamta wale saare bandhan tod aaye bangle me kutte paal laye maa ko vridhaashram chod aaye apano sapno ka mahal girakar kankar -kankar been laye khudgargi me uske suhag ke aabhushan tak cheen laye Hum maa ko ghar ke batware ki abhilasha tak le aaye usko paawan mandir se gaali ki bhasha tak le aaye to be continued ........(next part may be in next week)
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where is my indian is it in the way i don't use my palms as a medium to transport rice into the back of my mouth is it in the way my face turns gloomy at the sight of spice and curry is it in my skin color that isn't as brown as you need it to be is it in my eyebrows which aren't as bushy as per your requirements is it in the way my tongue twists awkwardly as i say happy diwali is it in the way amma is the most fluent piece of tamil i speak is it in the way i didn't know how to recite the words at my grandpas funeral is it in the way i cannot, for the life of me, name you another tamil movie besides chandramukhi? or is it in the religious classes i took up until age 12 is it in the ramayana epic that i learnt, age 8 is it in the sanskrit bhajans i was made to sing, not knowing what they meant, age 10 is it in knowing that ganesh is the remover of obstacles, brahma, vishnu, shiva - the creator, the preserver, the destroyer is it in the eyeliner drawing a bindi in between my eyes when i head to the temple, to present myself as indian where is my indian is it on a checklist, is there a passing mark? where is my indian please tell me, because i am tired of feeling like a foreigner in my own skin
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Feb 25, 2018
Feb 25, 2018 at 6:33 AM UTC
where is my indian
It will soon be morning Amma walks the backyard Collecting flowers The best for the Goddess Who does nothing but sit At her ivory throne Sweets and diyas around Her face with a pasted smile I have so wished to wipe out. Appa's snore shake the walls I imagine his moustache Shivering under the onslaught Before he's off to the stores He would want his breakfast With Anna on his right side Telling Appa all about school And his stagnant progress While Appa nods and laughs. And after they would leave I will then open my books Where wonders of world hide... Till then, I make breakfast.
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Mar 27, 2014
Mar 27, 2014 at 5:43 AM UTC
Untitled
The Drawer of Mermaids by Michael R. Burch This poem is dedicated to Alina Karimova, who was born with severely deformed legs and five fingers missing. Alina loves to draw mermaids and believes her fingers will eventually grow out. Although I am only four years old, they say that I have an old soul. I must have been born long, long ago, here, where the eerie mountains glow at night, in the Urals. A madman named Geiger has cursed these slopes; now, shut in at night, the emphatic ticking fills us with dread. (Still, my momma hopes that I will soon walk with my new legs.) It’s not so much legs as the fingers I miss, drawing the mermaids under the ledges. (Observing, Papa will kiss me in all his distracted joy; but why does he cry?) And there is a boy who whispers my name. Then I am not lame; for I leap, and I follow. (G’amma brings a wiseman who says our infirmities are ours, not God’s, that someday a beautiful Child will return from the stars, and then my new fingers will grow if only I trust Him; and so I am preparing to meet Him, to go, should He care to receive me.) Keywords/Tags: mermaid, mermaids, child, children, childhood, Urals, Ural Mountains, soul, soulmate, radiation
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Jan 17, 2023
Jan 17, 2023 at 2:08 AM UTC
The Drawer of Mermaids
O rain, That falls On the green That I love most Let me kiss Your tender chest Nobody to come, or go Alone, alone, alone, Have to bear the heat and odors of earth Was the world built by someone? In it, the marks of a kiss By me or you Is graffiti In Ethihad’s cabin Your name is Mariyamma, Mine is.. The sound of someone singing on earth Mother might be crying You might be singing Or else I might be muttering about myself There is only one place to say Peace, peace Your mother’s ****** Only one way to come out To go inside, at least a thousand ways, but All blocked With what Ammu, Ammini and you have earned Not as beasts, Not as humans, It was not father Or mother Who gave birth To us as us Someone else.. Will name a dream after you Will name another one after you If you miss at one, you will get it right at three I will give my name to the third dream A mouthful of grain is a word There is a mouth There is rice When these two combine You Like myself, So unbearable, Love. Children, Was it the food you ate Or the tall and hefty myself You or me You or me Please take with you The care and protection Of this SMS In the morning When Anxieties leave As I fight like a butcher, No, No, Preethi, from Maha Iranikkulam Calls me to take a bath in the temple pond Was it you Or me Or our children? Amma, Amma, Amma, Amen.
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May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 6:42 AM UTC
Golden land (Suvarnna bhumi)
mother a simple word complicated meaning They say poetry is a way to explain the unexplainable So here I go: No words No poem No gifts will ever fully show my gratitude my love for you But every year I try for you Why? Because I love you. My mother Amma
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May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 11:31 PM UTC
Amma
I learned that it's always ok to die, to cry, to fly, To fill the emptiness inside with stupid lies, to Hate, it's always ok cause it's your faith It's ok to struggle with your pain You are numb, but you are in the same way You feel, I feel but, we bury our feelings in the same field Encouraging  they sound, they just want you to Jump from the same height You know it's ok to be afraid from the light Cause you were born in dark times It's always okay, but when will it be ok to be okay? When will i have a good day for the whole day ! Cause I'm trying to embrace I look all around me, and i see rehabs Them people need a decaf This is where you are trying to put me at But I am going to put you at it, amma show how to be a drug addict But this is what I’m trying to do, write my Feelings down so i can beat you You're being unresponsible But the funny thing is, you are who helped me grow, but I still know Im weak inside but wont let it show, won't let them stupid people know that i still have hope And just want you to know I always let the door closed, just for you to sketch your feelings and go.
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Dec 16, 2016
Dec 16, 2016 at 10:38 AM UTC
Always ok
Beden sükun içinde yatar yeşil türbede, Amma güzel diliniz konuşur mesnevide. Ey hazreti Mevlana Celaleddin-i Rumi, Hazreti Şems güneştir size, siz aydır Şemse. O pak mesnevi içinde neler buldum, neler, Süzünüz bir deryadır, her şey vardır içinde. Her kese açıktır bu derya, fakir ya zengin, Ders, güzellik ile hikmet katarsınız şiire. Allah'u Teala çok razı olsun sizinle, Mahvî'nin süsü bu, helal olsun bu kaside.
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Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 8:39 AM UTC
Şeb-i Arûs (The Night Of Union)
++  Amma Wait  ++ when i still can remember, when i still have eyes to see, when i still have hands to hold, when i still have the heart to love. So long shall i shoot blue sparks of affection at you with my eyes. I shall find a way to bear and give my burden-love. My thoughts swim in your careless truths. When you still live, so shall i live; Turning the night into day, leaving your foot-prints in my pathway. The sun sets, The rain comes, Then the sun shines. Amma wait.
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Nov 19, 2013
Nov 19, 2013 at 2:28 AM UTC
I will Wait
As the sparkling stars in the sky, Your the shining light of my eye. As the golden dew on the grass, Your the prettiest flower in my heart. As the lonesome moon that dwells the night, Your the single light that glorifies my might. For you are in me, for the days I were in you; And now as you are, indeed my everything. The smile behind my tears, The laugh behind my cheers. How could I personify words to match your love, For amma, no one on earth is as lovely as you. - Silence
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Dec 2, 2016
Dec 2, 2016 at 6:17 AM UTC
My Lady Love
Fog Horn                                   Crowning Light                                 Upon the Unseen                                    Revealing Star                                  Sorrows Journey                                 Broken Promises                                      Flesh Dyin                                   Gods Promise                                       Still Alive                                         Rubin....                                  A Man By the See                                          A Lover                              .......and a Friend Life unfolding Two Paths Now                                                            Cry For Me Lover                                                      Pain                                                      Of a Shattered Kingdom                                                      And The Violence                                                      Of a Stolen Heart                                                      A Wife's ****                                                       Rothko's RED Caste Out Before The World For Nothing..                                                      Unwillingness Betrayed                                                                   Heart Torn Open                                                                                 Refusing                                                                        The Violations                                                                       Of a False God HORROR Unveiling Fighting for Life Fires of Dismantling Families Betrayal Eternity I keeping                                  Power of Prayer                                CLAIM  me NOW                                         AMMA                                          Mary                                          GAIA                                       Lakshmii                                       Bridgette                                           ISIS                                      Demeter                                         KALI                                      Rachel                                  GoddesSes All                             And Yet there is only                                         ONE                                                                                                                     Marry Me
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Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 1:50 PM UTC
Wailing Wall
Fog Horn                                   Crowning Light                                 Upon the Unseen                                    Revealing Star                                  Sorrows Journey                                 Broken Promises                                      Flesh Dyin                                   Gods Promise                                       Still Alive                                         Rubin....                                  A Man By the See                                          A Lover                              .......and a Friend Life unfolding Two Paths Now                                                            Cry For Me Lover                                                      Pain                                                      Of a Shattered Kingdom                                                      And The Violence                                                      Of a Stolen Heart                                                      A Wife's ****                                                       Rothko's RED Caste Out Before The World For Nothing..                                                      Unwillingness Betrayed                                                                   Heart Torn Open                                                                                 Refusing                                                                        The Violations                                                                       Of a False God HORROR Unveiling Fighting for Life Fires of Dismantling Families Betrayal Eternity I keeping                                  Power of Prayer                                CLAIM  me NOW                                         AMMA                                          Mary                                          GAIA                                       Lakshmii                                       Bridgette                                           ISIS                                      Demeter                                         KALI                                      Rachel                                  GoddesSes All                             And Yet there is only                                         ONE                                                                                                                     Marry Me
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Why do i have to feel so trapped and depressed i like literally see no escape. once upon a time mama told me you could simply express take off your cape you don't gotta impress any being or the ******* press. If only she knew my secret i hid of course i should have told and listened to her but i din't now this shit's gat my head spinning like an outta control car. got some real good advice from my aunt should'a listened to her..too dumb as i was i ignored 'em all now situation's outta control i feel it's really getting tougher should have told when i was younger but nah,apparently i was ignorant don't know why but yeah i was so full of ******** but wait hold up,chill. why is all this on me why do i have to hate myself for keeping my mouth shut. well,i guess it's the guilt this a case o f misplaced blame it aint my fault that i keep my feelings locked in a vault scared to deal with my fate afraid of the hate the hate you give just coz we different the hate you give just coz we don't think alike hate you give just coz we don't gat the same taste but wait y'all i must confess am so ******* in love with the same *** not from the time ii was six-teen but thir-teen (yes) amma say it again am so ******* in love with the same  *** and I've been feeling this way since thirteen but to you that's wrong yes wait,tell me something since when did gender define love since when did gender define love!!
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May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 4:52 PM UTC
***** cries
ఈ జగన్నాధ నాటకంలో నేనొక పాత్రనైతే నా పాత్రకు ప్రణం పోసి నా చుట్టూ అనేక పాత్రలు పోషించి నన్నే తన ప్రపంచం చేసుకుని ఈ ప్రపంచాన్ని నాకు పరిచయం చేసి నా నవ్వే నీ ఆనందమని నా బాధే నీ కన్నీరని నా స్నేహితులే నీ స్నేహితులని నా విజయం నీదని నా కొసం నీవెన్ని వదులుకున్నావో.. అమ్మా నీకు వందనం !! నేనెంత దూరాన్ని ఉన్నా నీ ప్రేమే నాకు శ్రీరామరక్ష
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May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 5:43 PM UTC
Amma
Namaz was less prayer and more about Standing beside Amma and mirroring her, When as a toddler I stood on the chataai Murmuring as she did, Bending down as she did, Resting my head on the floor And then waiting to come back up When she did, Some days I'd be so sleepy I'd sway on the mat, Only to be jolted up by an angry Hmph! from her side, Some days the patterns on the mat seemed like They were God's silhouette- something she always denied, Times of silently bonding with the Almighty and the Amma, Slowly faded into me deciding to pray solo, When the hour of maghrib coincided with a Mother-daughter tiff, And even when we stood praying side by side, I'd make it a point to not let our sajdas coincide, On the mat laying bare our rifts and divides. I wonder if Amma noticed me daydreaming during prayer, My musings whether God understood English, My requests to Him to make that crush like me back, My teenage self angrily bubbling at her obtrusions to my 'freedom' As she prayed and prayed for me. Years have passed, And how I'd love to synchronise again, The pace of our prayer, the length of our sajda, But the days, and this new house, Are now ridden with so much more clutter, That, though the chataai has stayed the same, There's not enough space to accommodate Both daughter and mother.
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Jan 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 at 10:47 AM UTC
The Praying Mat
*The leaky kitchen sink, I hear it everywhere... Dip - Dip - Dip - Dip - Dip* **As if echoing in my heartbeat, I feel it thumping in my ears... Dab - Dab - Dab - Dab - Dab** ***I do hear it even when it's all silent, I am thinking it's your name actually... Amma-Appa! Amma-Appa!! Amma-Appa!!!***
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Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 11:03 AM UTC
Dripping Sink
– Ata, üzümə bax gör nə çıxıb, Atası öpdü onun üzündən. – Atacan, gözüm şişibdir, bir bax. Atası öpdü onun gözündən. – Ata, yandırır günəş üzümü, Kəsdi atası günün önünü. – Ata, arılar incitməz məni? – İncitməz, qızım, onlar kimsəni. – Yağış yağanda saçım islanmaz? – Papaq geyərsən, heç bir şey olmaz. – Atacan, evə çox gec gəlməzsən? – Getmərəm işə, əgər istəsən. – Yoruldum yaman, dincələk bəlkə? – Çox yoruldunsa, gəl gedək evə. – Gec yatsam bu gün, küsməzsən məndən? – Mən yox, amma ay inciyər səndən. – Nə vaxt gedəcəm məktəbə, ata? – Az qalıb, qızım, həmin o vaxta. Qızcığaz bir an dayanıb durmur. Sual verməkdən zərrə yorulmur. Atanı güdür, gözdən qoymur heç. Baxır üzünə, qımışır bic-bic. Sual üstünə sual yağdırır. Nədir səbəbi bəs bu marağın?! Dəcəldir yaman, gəzir, axtarır. O öz gündəlik nəvaziş payın.
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Jan 11, 2021
Jan 11, 2021 at 10:21 AM UTC
Nəvaziş axtaran qız
Amma Appa Ana Friendu Learn to say from ur mouth Because everybody can't hear from their heart Including God But I can't call Esapa !
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Jul 27, 2018
Jul 27, 2018 at 10:53 AM UTC
Unlearn & Learn !
She loves to be a family... Her heart longs for it. But fate doesn't allow her. She had both mom and dad. But they threw her away. Bcoz she is a GIRL. Tears fill her eyes as She think of her parents. She tried to end her life. But the word 'Amma' stopped her. Her heart beats for 'Amma'. She breathes in for Amma's scent. She yearns for Amma's touch. But all her searches ends in darkness. You are the reason for She is being an orphan. Why don't you take her home? Why don't you give her love,affection,food and shelter?
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Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 1:41 AM UTC
IGNORED
You were a rock for us, I saw you as a lifeless rock recently, Emotions grappled my throat and tears rolled down like a stream, An embodiment of warm radiant love, sleeping in dry ice. You used to be sitting by the passenger seat, When I took you for dialysis in the mornings, Today you were sitting there too, Except you were inside a *** I had to do the final rites, Seeing you in ashes and bones, I realized about mortality and trivial matters, Reciting for Lord Shiva to ensure you have the proper path above this earthly plane, You left at 61, you had many more years in you I believe, But you had fought and struggled long enough, I hope we have done you justice, I hope your soul is now at peace, Flowing smoothly like the river, The river where we scattered your mortal remains, I’ll tell Lord Shiva to ensure you have a flowered path where your feet are no longer in pain, On that path to your eternal rest, where you no longer need a wheelchair. You were an exceptional wife, mum and woman, A strong individual for every single day of it, You have not cooked in a long time but I'd always remember the smell of your dishes, You were always the one with practical guidance, A generous heart that was always smiling and entertaining the little ones. Ammama's siblings attended the wedding, And they also witnessed a funeral, ‘Padpu’ mama  helped tie my veshti for my wedding, Little would we know he’s gonna’ help me again at a cremation site, You had a small dinner at the hotel reception, Ironically, you passed your last breath at the opposite hospital 2 days later, Emotions choked us all, And only time can soothe us now, We can only hope now, That you will be simmering within peaceful and harmonious moments. We love you Amma, One love of my life left as another love of my life came in, I'm ever grateful for the presence of loved ones around, I hope you don't have to incur rebirths, but that you remain in eternal rest, Watching us from above, With unconditional love. - In tribute to my late dear mum, Madam Sivaneswary Maruthavanar (25.03.1955 - 12.07.2016)
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Dec 12, 2016
Dec 12, 2016 at 10:20 PM UTC
My Eternal River
You were a rock for us, I saw you as a lifeless rock recently, Emotions grappled my throat and tears rolled down like a stream, An embodiment of warm radiant love, sleeping in dry ice. You used to be sitting by the passenger seat, When I took you for dialysis in the mornings, Today you were sitting there too, Except you were inside a *** I had to do the final rites, Seeing you in ashes and bones, I realized about mortality and trivial matters, Reciting for Lord Shiva to ensure you have the proper path above this earthly plane, You left at 61, you had many more years in you I believe, But you had fought and struggled long enough, I hope we have done you justice, I hope your soul is now at peace, Flowing smoothly like the river, The river where we scattered your mortal remains, I’ll tell Lord Shiva to ensure you have a flowered path where your feet are no longer in pain, On that path to your eternal rest, where you no longer need a wheelchair. You were an exceptional wife, mum and woman, A strong individual for every single day of it, You have not cooked in a long time but I'd always remember the smell of your dishes, You were always the one with practical guidance, A generous heart that was always smiling and entertaining the little ones. Ammama's siblings attended the wedding, And they also witnessed a funeral, ‘Padpu’ mama  helped tie my veshti for my wedding, Little would we know he’s gonna’ help me again at a cremation site, You had a small dinner at the hotel reception, Ironically, you passed your last breath at the opposite hospital 2 days later, Emotions choked us all, And only time can soothe us now, We can only hope now, That you will be simmering within peaceful and harmonious moments. We love you Amma, One love of my life left as another love of my life came in, I'm ever grateful for the presence of loved ones around, I hope you don't have to incur rebirths, but that you remain in eternal rest, Watching us from above, With unconditional love. - In tribute to my late dear mum, Madam Sivaneswary Maruthavanar (25.03.1955 - 12.07.2016)
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my heads aching, because my minds racing , holes in ma socks because of the floor that am pacing worried about these Demonds  I’m soon to be facing up at night in a cold sweat ,  heads a mess ****** up mindset ,  clenching my fists whilst gripping that tight chest and i feel like it’s hard to grasp a ****** breath how have I let it get so bad was it because of how I acted , always naughty for mum and dad , horrible to my mrs and kids treating em bad, or was it because I was failed by the care system as a young lad ? is that why i feel like I’m going crazy  , insane or mad uncontrollable thinking flash backs in ma  brain making me sad , thoughts racing, changing  fast just please go away , how long will they last I will never forget but I hope that they pass I no I got to open up but I feel hopeless , I feel uncomfortably soulless , probably not 2 hard to notice  , I no I need to be strong and get focused but right now I’m  at my lowest point in my life literally feel like giving up this fight but I need to do what’s right  I made this step forward so I hope everyone was telling the truth I hope that they are-right ,  saying we will all help you be there for you , telling me it’ll be alright Kuz av bin like awake with no food for more than 10 days in a row trying to escape my mind but I have no where to go , there used to be days  when I felt amazing have a vibrant glow but snap straight back , to vexin , supper stressin , this is real life no messing struggling finding it hard to cope , hopelessly falling back down depressions slope for my family , friends and loved ones I no it’s got to be hard the things iv done the things iv said  , they never leave my head and it pains me so much feeling mentally scarred, so many times iv tried to change but I feel to weak to do it alone so today I’m ganna try open up , I feel scared and it feels hard , but I’m begging for help to start  focusing good , a new chapter in my life am closing the last ****** one up , a better partner a better dad a better all round happier  man the end seems so far but I hope there is light , amma hold onto that to get me thu this fight , I just don’t feel as tho I can do it without help , I feel mentally drained, emotionally strained help me please get these demons out , and get them tamed .
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Nov 3, 2018
Nov 3, 2018 at 3:51 AM UTC
A cry for help
my heads aching, because my minds racing , holes in ma socks because of the floor that am pacing worried about these Demonds  I’m soon to be facing up at night in a cold sweat ,  heads a mess ****** up mindset ,  clenching my fists whilst gripping that tight chest and i feel like it’s hard to grasp a ****** breath how have I let it get so bad was it because of how I acted , always naughty for mum and dad , horrible to my mrs and kids treating em bad, or was it because I was failed by the care system as a young lad ? is that why i feel like I’m going crazy  , insane or mad uncontrollable thinking flash backs in ma  brain making me sad , thoughts racing, changing  fast just please go away , how long will they last I will never forget but I hope that they pass I no I got to open up but I feel hopeless , I feel uncomfortably soulless , probably not 2 hard to notice  , I no I need to be strong and get focused but right now I’m  at my lowest point in my life literally feel like giving up this fight but I need to do what’s right  I made this step forward so I hope everyone was telling the truth I hope that they are-right ,  saying we will all help you be there for you , telling me it’ll be alright Kuz av bin like awake with no food for more than 10 days in a row trying to escape my mind but I have no where to go , there used to be days  when I felt amazing have a vibrant glow but snap straight back , to vexin , supper stressin , this is real life no messing struggling finding it hard to cope , hopelessly falling back down depressions slope for my family , friends and loved ones I no it’s got to be hard the things iv done the things iv said  , they never leave my head and it pains me so much feeling mentally scarred, so many times iv tried to change but I feel to weak to do it alone so today I’m ganna try open up , I feel scared and it feels hard , but I’m begging for help to start  focusing good , a new chapter in my life am closing the last ****** one up , a better partner a better dad a better all round happier  man the end seems so far but I hope there is light , amma hold onto that to get me thu this fight , I just don’t feel as tho I can do it without help , I feel mentally drained, emotionally strained help me please get these demons out , and get them tamed .
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Wander Far Afield Oh Holy Ghost With A River for your Chalice And A Lovers Hold, Your  Cup God Given MarK of Indemnity Wanderings of a Sacred Mystery Now Certain Footprint of all who Remain Holy Offering  thru these  Lips Pass Here is the Heart of Knowledge Leo Strong The Tongue  of Mind Channels  Wisdom, NEW WORDs LAW Held BY Grace Language Once Forgotten Now Heard It is the Lovers Stance Holy Romantic Play Held Hard Within the Deck of Cards, No Jack this Choice But a Playing Cards Queen A Holy Jester Of the most Elegant Desire Wisdom of Understanding, The Kind A Prayer Would Recognize Made for a President NowA Woman for a King United Church Of Heaven I give this Holy Ring A love beyond all knowing With Wisdom at its Heart No Dream this Wish upon a Star A Bodies Call for Us Is Made With eyesight made of Laughter And Eyes that now do  Shine Heart Beating True We call this forth Together both we Live I Do So many Loves This One I take No looking back Not  One mistake The Bodies Pyer as God I Go Give Now this Love For this I Show Rise Shiva, Krishnu, Erin, Amma Lakshmi, Demeter, Buddha, Lama Gilgal Artists All..Your Name is Wilderness Magdelene Benedicte, Aphrodite Lovers, Christ Lives AGAIN! WithIN Circle Vote, Your Scribe Is Peace All is Now
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Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 7:53 AM UTC
Look At You
Dear Amma and Appa, wish you a very happy anniversary in advance May the Almighty grace the two of you with his presence And shower you with many a blessing Without your presence, am I nothing! Dear Amma and Appa, wish you a very happy anniversary in advance The two of you strike a beautiful balance Made for each other For Shreeja and I, so much do you care!! Dear Amma and Appa, wish you a very happy anniversary in advance May you get a wonderful chance To relive all your precious memories And celebrate till the Fat Lady sings!! Dear Amma and Appa, wish you a very happy anniversary in advance Slowly and steadily, may this beautiful couple dance Till all their worries are buried And love is spread far and wide!! Dear Amma and Appa, wish you a very happy anniversary in advance I love you both to pieces Please have the time of your lives And when finally cometh the big day Please don't forget the treat, come what may!!
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Nov 11, 2024
Nov 11, 2024 at 3:47 AM UTC
Dear Amma and Appa, Wish You A Very Happy Anniversary in Advance