"alteast" poems
You say your living in a haze,
really whether or not you know,
you're obviously in a mailaise phase.
But that is just too much a gaze to take,
so you just keep on your protective false face.
Like the lakes in some forgotten place,
you are all dried up in the body and mind.
Nobody seems to touch you or glance at you,
and your sky, well lately it has far too much blue.
Really what is there to see, more importantly to find?
Sunset to you,
means nothing new.
Lately every sunrise,
holds not a single surprise.
They just mingle with dirt in your eyes.
If I were you,
well I would find a smile too true.
Or alteast avoid laying tile with permanent glue.
Sep 25, 2010
Sep 25, 2010 at 5:29 AM UTC
eventhough i feel exhausted i cant fall asleep ,
thoughts of you in my dreams i keep,
thinking of something always alteast ,
everytime i try to close my eyes ,
i feel pain i suffer
very loud and extreme,
warmth or cold while trying to decide ,
all of a sudden my stupid mind recites
i dont understand what is going on
with my body my mind at all some point,
then i pick up my phone
to easily change the thought
i think about the laughter,
the sorrows
you have brought ,
i think about the lies
for what you got caught ,
i believe i never could have peeped ,
even though i feel exhausted i cant fall asleep ....
Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 8:50 PM UTC
Sometimes its me and sometimes my heart... which gets hurt... Sometimes its storm and sometimes its rain Earth is the one who always bears the pain... Sometimes its cold..and sometimes just cool breeze but here are my memories which olws freeze Sometimes I wish and sometimes I just dream ..that there should be alteast one when I just want to scream.. Sometimes u cry..sometimes u laugh But I m the one who is becoming ur part and loosing my half.. Sometimes its about me..sometimes its about u.. Whats next going to happen..i have no clue..you made me cry and just blew !!
Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 4:14 PM UTC
Sometimes its me and sometimes my heart... which gets hurt... Sometimes its storm and sometimes its rain Earth is the one who always bears the pain... Sometimes its cold..and sometimes just cool breeze but here are my memories which olws freeze Sometimes I wish and sometimes I just dream ..that there should be alteast one when I just want to scream.. Sometimes u cry..sometimes u laugh But I m the one who is becoming ur part and loosing my half.. Sometimes its about me..sometimes its about u.. Whats next going to happen..i have no clue..you made me cry and just blew !!
Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 4:12 PM UTC
Heartbreak feels a little better than before.
Although if I lose you, I will lose all purpose.
But alteast this time, when I cry,
A small sense of optimism and pleasure resurfaces.
For this feeling is familiar. Therefore I know I'll make it out alive.
Still I love you hard. I don't want to lose you.
Oct 29, 2016
Oct 29, 2016 at 11:53 PM UTC
Silence o Silence tell me,
How come you are so beautiful and painful at the same time,
I remember a time of my life,
When all I wanted was you,
Wanted to end it all,
Just some beautiful good ol' silence,
Silence o Silence how come you have such a bad timing,
You have an unspoken talent of giving pain a silver lining,
But you don't work alone do you?
Accompanied by fate,
Give someone hope
And then take it away,
Did the same to me do you remember?
Sent someone to hold my hand,
Brought me out of that dark pit,
And then I grew
Time flew like sand,
Just when I thought,
I have defeated you o silence,
She left,
The bridge I was walking on,
Turned to ash,
But alteast I have you silence,
Silence o Silence I promise you,
I'll always stay by your side,
Just promise me that you will never show me another bridge like the last time,
Cause silence o silence I'm brave and tall,
But I too have a heart after all,
And I'm not talking about me,
But my heart is innocent,
And now,
It's afraid to fall.
Oct 2, 2018
Oct 2, 2018 at 3:21 AM UTC