"ahhhhhhhhhhh" poems - Hello Poetry

too many lies have made me blind i'm just trying to make myself feel and be better, but i wasn't a great partner.. always two sides to the story she pointed out things i already knew about myself, i'm not perfect but i try to be patient with myself... if I could I would've rushed the process i'm worth it, yes... i think... but sometimes it doesn't feel like i'm worth my next breath of air i've always had an issue with that until it backfired, one bullet turns into 100 right at me, if they were real i wouldn't try to dodge questioning the "logic" behind these emotions imaginary weight? but it's dragging me down before the sun rises again i don't have anything to believe in, i'm not the one for her... is what she's decided nothing is right for me... after endless mental agony facts don't make me feel better, but it's good to be honest always better to be honest... things are **** at the moment there's nothing to do but live through it again i was... dumb to think otherwise they say to step away at first sign, but you always want to try to fight it for the sake of making things work, even if they don't i've given up plenty of times, this time it feels like i shouldn't again when i should, again here it comes i get it, i get it ahhhhhhhhhhh yes i'm flawed... i know... i'm still... growing eww sooner or later "just let her go" it's so simple... she's vanished and it wasn't meant to be, but i thought she was the one to settle down with afterall she's hung up on an image, multiples if it makes me feel better, believe it she just wasn't into me just focus.. on living, not just exisiting imagine loving someone that doesn't love you back thinking about a certain future that's been taken away my mind is lost right now.... i'll let it run for a bit until i can catch upppp dreams unlived i dreamt about our kids last night and I forgot to tell you an ending with too many photos to feel alive to

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Jul 26, 2022

Jul 26, 2022 at 5:23 PM UTC

david-bojay

for now (again)

too many lies have made me blind i'm just trying to make myself feel and be better, but i wasn't a great partner.. always two sides to the story she pointed out things i already knew about myself, i'm not perfect but i try to be patient with myself... if I could I would've rushed the process i'm worth it, yes... i think... but sometimes it doesn't feel like i'm worth my next breath of air i've always had an issue with that until it backfired, one bullet turns into 100 right at me, if they were real i wouldn't try to dodge questioning the "logic" behind these emotions imaginary weight? but it's dragging me down before the sun rises again i don't have anything to believe in, i'm not the one for her... is what she's decided nothing is right for me... after endless mental agony facts don't make me feel better, but it's good to be honest always better to be honest... things are **** at the moment there's nothing to do but live through it again i was... dumb to think otherwise they say to step away at first sign, but you always want to try to fight it for the sake of making things work, even if they don't i've given up plenty of times, this time it feels like i shouldn't again when i should, again here it comes i get it, i get it ahhhhhhhhhhh yes i'm flawed... i know... i'm still... growing eww sooner or later "just let her go" it's so simple... she's vanished and it wasn't meant to be, but i thought she was the one to settle down with afterall she's hung up on an image, multiples if it makes me feel better, believe it she just wasn't into me just focus.. on living, not just exisiting imagine loving someone that doesn't love you back thinking about a certain future that's been taken away my mind is lost right now.... i'll let it run for a bit until i can catch upppp dreams unlived i dreamt about our kids last night and I forgot to tell you an ending with too many photos to feel alive to

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I AM SCARED OF BIG NOISES, IN LIFE, but i don’t want to be scared you see the dog barks at me i go ahhhhh, leave me alone you see, i hate when drunken yobbos yell at me, all because i drink their beer you see i am scared of kids treating my like phedaphile and i am scared of getting robbed, or mucking with robbers all getting robbers to muck with me, because i act small for my age i am scared of getting bullied for what i say i don’t like people yelling at me, and sometimes i be a little young dude, to stop myself from getting robbed i am scared if my old life will come back and rip my heart sometimes i used to be a hooligan so i feel bigger than the family teasers i was showing dad in the 1990s how i can try to handle teasing but sometimes i feel the teasers are going to kidnap me to tease me and i don’t want to be strange, i want to change i hate when people yell at me saying SHUT UP, TRYING TO BE A YOUNG DUDE ARE YA i don’t want to get bullied or kidnapped and when i see a dog, i yell out ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh same as if someone looked dangerous, you say ahhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh if someone treats me like a hooligan i go annnnnnn i am a family person i am a family person ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhh

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Feb 24, 2015

Feb 24, 2015 at 7:54 AM UTC

johnny-georgy-brown

i scared of dogs kidnappers robbers and kids treating me like phedaphile

I AM SCARED OF BIG NOISES, IN LIFE, but i don’t want to be scared you see the dog barks at me i go ahhhhh, leave me alone you see, i hate when drunken yobbos yell at me, all because i drink their beer you see i am scared of kids treating my like phedaphile and i am scared of getting robbed, or mucking with robbers all getting robbers to muck with me, because i act small for my age i am scared of getting bullied for what i say i don’t like people yelling at me, and sometimes i be a little young dude, to stop myself from getting robbed i am scared if my old life will come back and rip my heart sometimes i used to be a hooligan so i feel bigger than the family teasers i was showing dad in the 1990s how i can try to handle teasing but sometimes i feel the teasers are going to kidnap me to tease me and i don’t want to be strange, i want to change i hate when people yell at me saying SHUT UP, TRYING TO BE A YOUNG DUDE ARE YA i don’t want to get bullied or kidnapped and when i see a dog, i yell out ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh same as if someone looked dangerous, you say ahhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh if someone treats me like a hooligan i go annnnnnn i am a family person i am a family person ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhh

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I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. "AHHHHHHHHHHH!" She intoxicates my thoughts, I can almost smell her sweet scent. Fresh laundry which I adore, And I begin to wish I could hug her once more. Feel her smooth skin, her soft fleeces. But it’s not meant to be. For she doesn’t think of me, in the way I think of her - Often. Just the thought of her makes my heart race When I’m around her, my ears flush scarlet. But it’s not meant to be. Late nights and endless conversations. When things were new, when they were fresh. Discovering each other watching a friendship grow. Then overnight, like turning out the light, Having it grow into more than friendship. But it’s not meant to be. The sleepless nights, the doubts and frights. Wishing I could change things beyond my control. But it was not meant to be. Cuz. She’ll never be my girl.

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Jan 14, 2013

Jan 14, 2013 at 6:11 PM UTC

eevry-louis

Obstruction

I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. "AHHHHHHHHHHH!" She intoxicates my thoughts, I can almost smell her sweet scent. Fresh laundry which I adore, And I begin to wish I could hug her once more. Feel her smooth skin, her soft fleeces. But it’s not meant to be. For she doesn’t think of me, in the way I think of her - Often. Just the thought of her makes my heart race When I’m around her, my ears flush scarlet. But it’s not meant to be. Late nights and endless conversations. When things were new, when they were fresh. Discovering each other watching a friendship grow. Then overnight, like turning out the light, Having it grow into more than friendship. But it’s not meant to be. The sleepless nights, the doubts and frights. Wishing I could change things beyond my control. But it was not meant to be. Cuz. She’ll never be my girl.

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***DLING! ZIMMM BA BA!*** Kuring tsa phumf. *KKKu RRRing TSA FRAUMMF AHHHHHHHHHHH! Riggete OmmmmlehTA ZIMMM BA BA

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Jul 11, 2016

Jul 11, 2016 at 6:31 PM UTC

sam-stone-grenier

The Zim Proclamation

***DLING! ZIMMM BA BA!*** Kuring tsa phumf. *KKKu RRRing TSA FRAUMMF AHHHHHHHHHHH! Riggete OmmmmlehTA ZIMMM BA BA

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So sullen Sick and starved for the death of his former, parasitic self He reached down and cracked open the shackles of mediocrity with bare teeth Ahhhhhhhhhhh....... they flung open...

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Dec 16, 2013

Dec 16, 2013 at 12:34 PM UTC

ocho-the-owl

Stories & Statements #75

So sullen Sick and starved for the death of his former, parasitic self He reached down and cracked open the shackles of mediocrity with bare teeth Ahhhhhhhhhhh....... they flung open...

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