"againt" poems
He loves his soca and
His carnival.
He calypsos
Like only Dionysus could.
His power is like the
Nymph's - the Oceanid daughter that
Kept Odysseus from
Penelope - only stronger.
So mesmerising: his smile
Bursts with a contagious
Warmth, like the sun
Over his island homeland.
A gold cross hangs from a chain
Around his dark, dark neck.
The smell of his skin spices the air around him,
Making my mouth salivate.
He tastes like Mayan chocolate;
Slightly bitter and tinged with chilli.
The scars on his shoulders and back
Feel like a ripe nectarine againt my tongue.
I want to bite down and feel the juices
Run.
But.
He's a good Christian boy.
This island boy is an enigma.
Tall and willowy
Like a rapier, and
Strong and beautiful.
I wonder if this island boy
Would sheath his faith
In my worship,
For just one, cool, island night.
Jul 8, 2011
Jul 8, 2011 at 12:36 PM UTC
When the wordly things get all the glory
You tend to live a life that's unholy.
Facing the life's painful reality.
Fight againt wicked principalities
Losing your sense of morality.
As you are procrastinating about Learning your biblical A...B...C's
You are counting up your salary
When you should be counting all of God's promises like 1...2...3..
Thats when it begins to Spread like an deadly ****** transmitted Disease
First its sniffle and a sneeze
Next is a cough and a wheeze
Then you'll Barely be able to breathe
Knocking you to your knees
Begging God, "Please Heal Me"
Praying desperately For His Mercy
Then the STD forcefully will begin to tightly squeeze.
Till it becomes an Infection that attacks your every function flowing like a virus.
This sickness removes the color from life and leave you like eyes with damaged to the nerves, pupil and Iris.
This happens when you Subtract Christ from your life like a math equation involving minus.
Being sticken with this ailment will deprives us, If we dont let Christ take the wheel to Drive and guide us.
This Infirmity is very cancerous
It will impact your 6 senses Just like the Symbol for The Eye Of Horous.
Because we are individuals who are like sponges, filled with holes, absorbant and yet very porous.
Beneath the fleshly being lies a spirit
Crying out for help can you hear it?
This deficiency will leave you Shivering from the Chill of it's swift wind's cold breeze
The very thought of this illness makes the soul freeze
Once it realizes it has a contracted a Spiritually Transmitted Disease.
Nov 11, 2016
Nov 11, 2016 at 3:49 PM UTC
Always more than you deserve
You cut your teeth
Against all those brick walls
Momentarily
All sin here is absolved
Into the lack of resolve
Through the surface of my skin
Tales of caution in reverse
All confession
Has been rehearsed
Rehearsed againt the wind
Sep 12, 2018
Sep 12, 2018 at 2:41 PM UTC
Cinderella weeps no tears
written words have no fears
let me go into the flames
kindeling the heart that has no name.
Belonging is a longing to be who they are
an illusion of what is now reach up to that bar
hold your head up high
and one day you'll reach the sky
he's perfectly not in control
she's the one who has to pay the toll
post genorations have yet to see
what the world has come to be
cinderella, cinderella keep it straight
so you'll never find the true mate
one, two, thump, thump
my hearts beats againt this lump
keep in down in your throat
don't let the tears build your moat
one two three
cinderella three years and you'll be free.
he's gone to far deep
now i can't miss a beat
save him, save him please
but he's no longer in once piece.
Cinderella weeps no tears
written words have no fears
let me go into the flames
kindeling the heart that has no name.
Belonging is a longing to be who they are
an illusion of what is now reach up to that bar
hold your head up high
and one day you'll reach the sky.
Apr 25, 2012
Apr 25, 2012 at 3:57 AM UTC
*Nature is the greatest teacher
Crooked trees in the forest
Standing tall, exibiting peace
Indicating individuality of beings
Teaching we can take imperfections with ease
Lucidity of water
Absorbing all colours, flowing free
Indicating true nature of mind
Teaching we can severe from conventions unkind
Air all around us
Remaining oblivious, fueling life
Indicating selfless presence
Teaching we can become generous saviours
Solidity of earth
Accomodating all, feeding life
Indicating endurance
Teaching we can be helpful with no expected return
Vastness of sky
Spanning across space, inspiring heights
Indicating grandeur
Teaching we can stand tall with big hearts
Agression of fire
Igniting dynamism, demonstrating hold
Indicating fearlessness
Teaching we can be creative yet bold
Steadiness of mountain
Defying age, exuding independance
Indicating determination
Teaching emancipation
Freshness of rain
Falling free, spreading coolness
Indicating calmness
Teaching we can be soothing to cold hearts
Shine of sun
Spreading warmth, sharing energy
Indicating synergy
Teaching we can be light to someone
Shimmer of moon
Soothing darkness, glowing in phases
Indicating change in times
Teaching flexibility as time changes
Glitter of stars
Decorating skies, falling in while
Indicating transient fame
Teaching we all fade out with time
And so on................
We must understand
We cannt live without nature
Nature can standalone quite
We need to learn from it
Wear its qualities and requite
Alas! We invariably live againt it*
Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 4:26 AM UTC
I didnt lose anything the day that you kissed my red lips,
told me that you liked them swollen this color instead of painted it.
I didn’t lose anything when you kissed down my neck and across my collar bone and all the way down into my soul.
I don’t think I lost anything the day we kicked off our socks and shoes and shimmied out of our jeans
When we crawled under the covers and into each others hearts,
whispering words that I can still feel againt my skin long after your touch has faded.
Christmas lights casting shadows that I chased across your jaw
Legs tangled and fingers twined,
we were more laughter and love
patience and passion
imperfection and beauty than I had ever felt in myself alone.
I don’t think I lost anything;
some part of myself that my mother was always telling me to protect.
I think I may have even grown.
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 6:19 PM UTC
I had everything the world can give but not you,
I was lonely in my heart and no idea what to do,
I was a hero and martyr in front of others,
But hidding my saddness and weakness in many colours.
I've could have stand againt an army alone,
But crying in the night when everyone was gone,
I have no fear for anyone in this world,
But I pray the suffering I've had no one would ever unfold.
You filled my heart with that which was missing,
The first time we were kissing,
I've felt how your soul enters in mine,
Now I'm complete, Oh my Love! ; you made me so Divine.
Maybe everything will finish soon,
But meeting you is my greatest fortune,
Even thought everything might break apart,
Know that I'm greatefully eternal to you in my heart!
And if it doesn't , I swear to God,
I will make you a queen and people will scream your name loud,
I will give you everything that this world can have,
Even beyond and even my heart!
Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 6:11 AM UTC
I could almost feel the ink
adorn on my skin.
The pain that stings my soul
deep within.
As I lie here with the painful pleasure,
I could sense a certain satisfaction.
Againt her will,perhaps his and my very own religion.
There I could see the ink
forming the word like this(__________).
I know that aching desire's gone,
I'm finally at ease.
Nov 15, 2011
Nov 15, 2011 at 12:56 PM UTC
As a black snowflake falling, which is also white;
On a white backdrop of life, which is also black,
I escaped as ash of gray December.
I became as a ghost.
A single note of flute music.
A whimper on the ocean.
A tear of acid purple rain.
In ash you became.
As a moth which grows like vines of roses, black.
As a moth which flies like winds of time, tearing away your youth and beauty like sand againt stone and wood.
You became.
As a moth which is the snowflake of black or white on the land of black or white, you became. Frozen, still, silent.
Like the music I cried for.
Like the music I died for.
As you, like a moth, silently and with violent sound, became.
Nov 16, 2016
Nov 16, 2016 at 5:21 PM UTC
Feel my warm palm
againt your cold soul
listen to my heartbeat
the song it plays,you shall never forget
breath in my youth
allow it to sufficate you
embrace my presence
It will eradicate your pain
dive deep within my soul
i will hold you and take away all your sorrows
your sins will be forgotten
dive into me and feel pure again,not rotten
my hands will heal your wounds
my precious heart
Swallow it and you shall never feel numb
allow my energy to enlighten you
My existence will make you feel alive
tonight steal my sacred soul
and live through me for eternity
then you shall be accepted
into a world full of purity
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 3:39 AM UTC
We used to sneak out of school and smoke under the bridge a mile down the road.
Bliss is the only word that comes to mind when I think back to coughing my lungs out with you againt that graffiti covered wall
Just us against the world
Unbreakable
Chapped lips and scarred wrists is how i remember you and my god
I loved you
So much more than either of us imagined.
If i could go back to those nights
us on my roof
nothing between us and the infinite sky
I would
But that's just a wish
A daydream i had on a smoke break at my dead end job.
I've let you go
And gone is how you must stay.
Theres still five minutes of my break left tho
Maybe I'll smoke another cigarette
And hope for a better dream
Apr 7, 2018
Apr 7, 2018 at 12:54 AM UTC
What did we really fall into?
In the beginning we fell into friendship.
We had the same interests, we got along.
We could talk for hours about nothing and everything.
Playing jokes on each other all the time, making fun of one another, laughing until we couldn't breathe.
It was magical.
Then the magic became even more powerful.
Soon it was phone calls, letters, spending every moment we could together.
Deep conversations, spending time with each others families.
I just cant forget the was your lips felt so soft on mine.
The way hot hot skin felt pressed againt me.
My heart beating faster than a druggies.
Then I guess it became just physical.
I felt the love drifting away.
But I kept telling my self that since I'd given you a part of me,
maybe youd stay.
**** my thoughts. My stupid decieving thoughts.*
Because then, I dont know where we fell;
but it was terrifying.
The distance grew.
Conversations got shorter.
Eye contact got awkward.
And I couldn't even look at you without tears welling up in my eyes.
Why'd you make me say goodbye?
What did we really fall into?
Love? Lust? Hate?
Or was it just a neverending pit?
May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 9:46 AM UTC
Sterile white cast a sharp sillhouette
Againt burgundy--
That swam with shadowy velvet
And creamy blurs of silk
Each so like a soft brush stroke
Save for that sterile white
In its clean geometry;
And the carpet installed short and durable
By hopeful design it would last
Through years of dance-worthy occasions
Ballroom turf bled into my hiding place
Stippling my palms pink
As my weight shifted
And I leaned into the wafting scents
Of ladies' perfumes and catered delicacies
Every time the table cloth rippled
Out of fear or respect from passerby
Even shimmied with the clinking of glasses
Above the dull congratulatory murmur of guests
Later they would all be drunk
And murmur would turn to ruckus
But then, only indistinguishable voices
Too they were far away, drifting almost
Enough
I imagined nothing but that white
Sterile still, pure
And matrimonially sweet
The tiny bride and groom testifying from atop
But a plan was already in motion
To hide and wait;
The waiting was done
So young, as I was
Finding nothing so sacred I couldn't soil it
Found the oppurtunity to touch my tongue to it
That white, I wouldn't say sterile
But oh so sweet.
Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 5:15 PM UTC
I had ceral for breakfast yesterday
I went drove over and put seven dollars
Worth of gas in my tank
That's all I can really afford
Then I drove over to the golf course
I was going to hit a few putts
But instead I just parked in the shade
With my feet out the window
I drove by my house
To see if they had left yet
I wasn't in the mood
For a family outing
I parked a few block beneath
My street in the shade
Covered my car
With the cover
And made my way
To the trail
By the golf course
I used a long branch
To reach golf ball
Above me
On a little hill
I am a golf ball collector
I sat on my yoga mat
Underneath the shade
Of a tree
I noticed a sparrow hawk
Land in an oak tree
I zoomed in to take a picture
And it flittered away
I made my way back to the car
And drove home
I figured I would have
An hour or so before
They got back
From the movie
I had the other half
Of the double double
And small chocolate milkshake
I consume those items
Over two days
Because they are
A bit unhealthy
I began my walk down
To the gym
I wrote "America is doomed"
And Jade Helm
With a fruit and that green plant
Jade Helm is a cover
For the military takeover
Of the southwestern U.S.
Alex Jones has been told
By hgh level military sources
I stopped and sat underneath
A tree on the median
Small pink flowers
Had bloomed
And these little white
Fluffy seeds were falling
As I looked up
I climbed the tree
Look at me
I'm a monkey in the tree
I laid back againt the tree
And put my legs up
I spent quite some time up there
Waving to the people as they drove by
To be continued...
Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 12:47 PM UTC
Only those who have gone mad
Can understand the true beauty
of love
Those who have gone mad from the sorrow
Those who have gone mad from the heartache
Those who carry thousands of broken hearts inside their own
Those who care too much
Those who cry behind painted smiles
Those who sleep in empty beds
rather than in shallow skin
Those who dance in the rain instead
of complaining about the weather
Those that practice kindness even during their darkest hours
Those that belive magic, dreams, and wishes
Are necessities of life, even when they are againt the odds
Only madmen know
The hiden colors of love
The secret kiss
of eternity
Can find the lost
road of forever
So if I asked
Would you take my hand
And go mad with me?
Apr 15, 2016
Apr 15, 2016 at 9:37 PM UTC
Loneliness is a very blunt hammer, that crashes against your walls as you sleep
It keeps you up at night, haunting your mind with ghosts of crippling doubt, and silver demons that cut at your skin
It makes your mouth dry, it makes every step feel heavier, it makes your eyes bloodshot with anxiety
For it is a sinister thing, it creeps into your skull and burrows into the grey matter
It makes your lungs feel constricted, and your tears heavy with salt
It makes your fingers bend against the window pane, your words choke againt your bleeding teeth
As you sit in your slumber, and feel thw hollowness in your bones
Lonliness is a grotesque beast, that lays with you in the night, and whispers deathly hymns to your soul
It’s a insidious thing, a truly isolating angel, a god that seeks to punish
Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 5:02 PM UTC
againt the forces of
the trumpet wind
i will
stand still
in the sea of calm
my heart
my voice
my soul
i will
reach out
for the
reflection of you
everything that we do
you restore my soul again
i shall rejoice in it and
follow sweet faith
yes Lord i will
Mar 30, 2013
Mar 30, 2013 at 7:57 AM UTC
Shimmering, glittery, golden
Basking in the sweltering sun
The sun is an orange orb
Big, giant, hot, burning.... burning
Feeling skin brush againt cold flesh
Feeling another heartbeat pressed to your chest
Beating hearts intertwined
The golden orb consumes
Honey drips down
Glittery, golden, sweet
On our way to being complete
Yet seperated by a chasm so deep
How shall we build a bridge?
I want to get to you
You're so far
I'm in the passenger seat of your car
Chattering like a gang of birds
You smile, but it is rehearsed
I want to dump honey on you
Thick with love and affection
So your heart will be revealed,
And also my heart for you
Glittery, shimmering, golden, true
The orange orb is you.
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 2:47 AM UTC
When you know...
LOVE
When it has consumed your sensibility beyond doubts
And worries and fear
When you cannot deny it and let it wash over you and push you
Over the edge
Beyond madness
Out of the reach
Of heavens promises
And hells temptations
Down to the center
Of the depths of its raging sea
Drowning there
In its boiling waters
When you have only stopped
Falling long enough
To know you have
Fallen
Completely
Madly
Impossibly
In love
And then continue
To fall even
Further
Faster
Through its bottom
Again and again
When you have
No choice
Your soul
Your heart
Your dreams
No longer yours
To control
When you know...
LOVE
By all means possible
Dance with it
Sleep with it
Dream with it
Crumble the mountains
Drain the ocean and seas
Steal the stars and moon and sun
To light the way through your journey
For darkness is waiting to swallow and steal it away
The odds are never in your favor
The chances are always stacked againt you
The dice loaded
The cards marked
When you know...
LOVE
Reach and stretch
Trust and belive
Against logic
And sense
And science
Reach across oceans
Stretch over mountains
Belive through doubts
Trust beyond darkness
Find me
Reaching
And stretching
Trusting
And beliving
Through the darkness
And doubt
Over mountains
Across oceans
When you know
When I know...
May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 11:11 PM UTC
I am wrapped in your endearing warmth
In the bed of your truck
Tangled in sheets
Pillows thrown around
A bottle of Jack uncapped and empty
You whisper against my lips
The promises of forever and love
The wind plays with my hair
But all I feel is your arms around me
The stars are out illuminating the dark sky
A full moon playing with our shadows
You throw your head back and laugh
Sendning me to crash againt you
As our bodies lie on top of one another
I can't help but feel how perfect it is being here with you
I stare into your eyes
They are filled with a burning passion
My eyes linger at your lips
I whisper the words "Kiss Me"
The moment our lips touch
Sparks fly and the stars smile at our love
The moon knows what we did that night
We both know it's a feeling you only ever feel once in your lifetime
You were, and still are my first and only love.
Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 11:40 AM UTC