Words wander diwn linely paths
through my unexplainable mind
And along barren veins hiding
In the shadows that were once
My heart.

Simple, tired rhymes linger
at a party long over and dead
As cliche lines dance night
After night in the abandoned
Clubfor grumpy eyes and
Inebriated crowds outside
Outaide what was once
My soul.

I am dyimg to write, to
Get it out of my system
So I no longer have to
think if you, thats all
The voices remind me of now.

You should be here agaim,
I think you should write more
but Caligraphy's calling me
Over and over again to
come home and write.

But its not home
without you.

Caligraphy's calling ...
Caligraphy's calling...
Caligraphy's calling us home.

Day 1: we meet each other for the first time. Your smile is so bright it can even shine through the darkest times. I'm walking with my head held high trying to disguise the tears coming to my eyes because the beauty from your pure heart is tearing my logic apart.... we speak and your voice is so comforting so I try to hang on to reality but you pushed it away with just a snap of your fingers. Nice meeting you is all that leaves your lips after our short chatter and I stroll away damping myself for not remembering who I am...
Day 2: I see you again. You say I want to get to know you more. The thoughts in the back of my head tell me to push you away but I let you pull in and we have countless conversations That day and you seem to be taking a liking to me and I like you ad well but you getting to close is not wise. But I push that thought to the back of my mind. We exchange phone numbers and we talk about life later that night and I had to fight myself to hang up after you fell asleep. Stop I tell myself but I know I cant....
Day 3: you suggest we hang out and I accepted with some doubt but it turned out to be fun hanging out with you talking about everything but nothing at the same time I wish you knew how much I was falling for you but I cursed my self for even thinking that way... we go back to your house and watch a scary movie with the lights out and I'm hoping to make a good impression on your family who's been do nice to me since we got here. It's time for me to go and you take me home and walk me to my door. I placed a kiss apon your cheek and said thanks for hanging out with me and with that I ran upstairs and cursed myself for making you like me more...
Day 4: you come over to see if I'm awake I come to the door and the first thing you say is hey. I let you in and I get dressed and I say what do you want to do today. You say let's go walk around and have fun and play so I put on shoes and we start walking you say why so quiet and I say nothing and with nothing else said you ask me out...I say yes.. and you hug me and I say it's getting late I'm gonna walk home and I kissed your lips and ran home. Getting there I started crying knowing I set the seeds that will **** you...
Day 5: your sick so we talk on the phone and you tell me I love you and I say I love you too... with that you said let's hang out agaim. And with that we meet in the rain and you said I missed you since yesterday I say well I'm here now and you hug me tight and tell me I'm the only thing that helps you sleep at night and that you need me... I wish I have never heard that
Day 6: we wake up on the phone with an I love you and throughout the day our love started to deteriorate and you say I love you and I break your heart by saying I don't want you and we need to break up and with that I walked away to let you fall apart that same day....
Day 7 your final day: you call me all day saying I want you back and I will change I just want things to stay the same. I ignore you knowing this was what was to come. You lose hope and write a letter to those who care saying I was the piece you needed to stay here. With that you stole you own life.... I cried knowing I was the poison that polluted your mind with me and the illusion of my love I knew I was to be your destruction I knew I was the unlovable so I broke your heart to make you go away but I broke you in the process. I knew this would happen the poison spread after the first kiss from my ice cold lips...