"afraiding" poems
My special interest in you makes me happy
İt's my fault
that you are unaware of this
I know
Maybe
I'm afraid to come eye to eye
Who knows
As if
İf I touch you with my voice
I will burn all my dreams
And that so..
I love from afar
I want to announce my heartbeats
to you like a father waiting at the delivery room
Why I'm afraiding?
I don't know
I'm dying every evening
for to reborn on morning
But tomorrow,
I must say hello to you
I hope you don't have boyfriend
İf you say "I'm sorry"
I'll shut up like a bell drowning in strong winds..
I will roll to magma
And,
I will open fire flowers there..
Jul 22, 2019
Jul 22, 2019 at 12:53 PM UTC
Why I’m not living the life of my dream?
Excuses, postponing, afraiding
Why are my dreams are abandoned again?
Routine, slow-poking, delaying
I’m hitting same stones again and again
Discouraged and sick and obtaining
All useless stuff is around my way
Be parsed, show best, over-gaining
I’m tired of life in its form of today
Grey sky, crazy tempo, fast-waying
I’m hiding inside in my shell of “okay”
But dreams getting lost by okaying
Jan 19, 2021
Jan 19, 2021 at 12:52 PM UTC