My special interest in you makes me happy

İt's my fault
that you are unaware of this
I know

Maybe
I'm afraid to come eye to eye

Who knows
As if
İf I touch you with my voice
I will burn all my dreams

And that so..
I love from afar

I want to announce my heartbeats
to you like a father waiting at the delivery room
Why I'm afraiding?
I don't know

I'm dying every evening
for to reborn on morning

But tomorrow,
I must say hello to you

I hope you don't have boyfriend

İf you say "I'm sorry"

I'll shut up like a bell drowning in strong winds..

I will roll to  magma
And,
I will open fire flowers there..

Why I’m not living the life of my dream?
Excuses, postponing, afraiding
Why are my dreams are abandoned again?
Routine, slow-poking, delaying

I’m hitting same stones again and again
Discouraged and sick and obtaining
All useless stuff is around my way
Be parsed, show best, over-gaining

I’m tired of life in its form of today
Grey sky, crazy tempo, fast-waying
I’m hiding inside in my shell of “okay”
But dreams getting lost by okaying