"afflictive" poems
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Birthday of but a single pang
That there are less to come—
Afflictive is the Adjective
But affluent the doom—
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You are like the sun.
Sometimes spots and rays I get glimpses of under the shade of trees; calming.
You always held my hand. Sleeping, walking, do or die situations. No matter what, when and where, the spaces between mine were always filled with your fingers. You always gave it a little squeeze, an assurance that you would always be there.
Sometimes warming heat against my skin; weirdly pleasing.
You always made those extremely goofy faces and told those godawful jokes. Anything and everything just to make me laugh. You always put my happiness above your own.
Sometimes full on heat burning me at every touch; afflictive.
Like every other couple, we had our bad days. You were always painfully honest, could never tell a lie. You couldn't help being mean but I knew you were telling the truth. You always did.
But days don't last forever on Earth and stars have long yet inevitably doomed lives in the universe.
You loved me deeply. You loved me so much, too much and that was exactly the problem. You loved me so much, your love was an outcry, outflow, an explosion of affection. You loved me so much that one day you just stopped. Neither you nor I knew the reason. Was there even one?
The sun will set and die, gone temporarily and forever.
I never thought we would come to an end but no one ever sees something like this coming. No one is ever prepared for heartbreak, loss, grief. No one is ever prepared to say goodbye but you deserve one. Goodbye, my love. Today, tomorrow and beyond.
Oct 8, 2016
Oct 8, 2016 at 3:22 AM UTC
A man manipulated
By his mind
Builds a fortress of solitude
To keep his self doubt
Unchallenged
He seeks the comfort
Of a farmiliar demon
Ignoring the afflictive
Advice of an angel
Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 11:25 AM UTC
Loving you is Happiness
A once-upon-a-time bliss
Granting a short-termed longing
Of my wishful soul
Loving you is Sadness
It's cruel, too afflictive
Pounding my heart with pain
Blinding my eyes with tears
Loving you is Insanity
Stirring feelings that are not right
Keeping me up during the day
Giving me nightmares at night
Loving you is Paradox
Common sense can't explain it
Logic seems helpless
It's contradicting as it's true
Loving you is Death
The ruin of every song
The fall of my sanity
The undoing of it all
Jan 29, 2018
Jan 29, 2018 at 8:39 PM UTC
Compressed material against dove-like skin
it's iron coated with fire and ice
a faultless vest trained from the best
to reject nefarious activity thrown her way
the tick of the clock breezed by
and her mind forgot the feel
of her petals against the wind,
the jabs of thorns that drew blood,
elation in the form of a smile,
and the cadence of the wheels
as age's stampede never slept
suddenly the sun had risen and fallen
more than a couple of times
and the iron had blended with her skin
dominant silver swirls and cream scrawls
her forsaken emotions dissolved into her soul
they thrashed and fought like wild animals
tried to break free from the vest of fire and ice
she felt the stings of bees in her pores
though iron is too strong
unbroken by the song of the tears that never fell.
A ghost of a feeling brushed iron
a mere tickle in a sea of solidity
yet unfaltering and bulletproof vest
never swayed an inch
round her afflictive chained heart.
Jun 6, 2019
Jun 6, 2019 at 1:36 PM UTC
Sometimes I'm pushed by others and sometimes I go there alone,
The traps of my thoughts will lead me,
to a destination that is yet unknown.
Soon enough I realize that I have been here before,
The place of pounding heartbeats,
and anxiety opens its door.
From there it moves quite quickly: the sadness will appear,
I'm not scared of monsters,
But my thoughts I truly fear.
My thoughts are afflictive
they make me feel so bad,
I think of them and wonder,
If it's the worst anxiety that I've
had.
But the worst is yet to come,
And the worst has all ready been,
Because every single anxiety attack,
Is the worst you'll feel within.
Oct 8, 2017
Oct 8, 2017 at 3:39 PM UTC
It is afflictive
For you have doffed the vault's key
Secrets lie, enclosed.
Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 2:04 PM UTC
No afflictive yearnings but joy
moves a finger to compassion
Mind's miracle ever valid
overlooked a thrilling for.
Sep 9, 2016
Sep 9, 2016 at 4:34 AM UTC