"affine" poems
We all have inner and outer lives.
They’re messy, hopelessly intertwined, and more
than mere mannequins to hang our word-art upon.
I’m supported, in my unwritten life, by a structure
of moods, both affine and counter-expressive. I’m,
in turns, a tightly wound vagabond, an over-busy,
fretful, unhappy liar (for what I will not share) and
a happy, truthful mess (for what I may overshare).
My outer-life is largely academic, and turned with
complete absorption to task, I plow thru the
needed assignments, like a caffeine fueled machine,
You might rightly call outer-me boring. I get it, for
nothing much happens beyond study and life’s
usual maintenances.
But my inner-life is full of action, if desires,
dreams, and internally ranting against the injustices of youthful separations can be rightly called actions.
Of my boyfriend, the world contains not one parallel.
He overshadows the few others I’ve ever known.
His masculine elements turn me all the way up,
He knows my petty vanities and most of my weaknesses. If he doesn’t know my every phase of feeling, or every desire of my love starved soul, it’s because our love is peripatetic.
Most of the year, we’re a long distance, digital, practical nothingness, A near autofictional anticipation. We are separated by a sea and more. If I may simply put it, I have a fine young body that is going to waste.
When I complained to my older sister, a surgeon who long delayed her own personal life for her career, she shruggingly and unsympathetically said, “You only have to suffer a few more years.”
“Oh, mon Dieu!” I replied.
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positions by Ariana Grande [E]
34+35 (Remix) by [feat. Doja Cat & Megan Thee Stallion] [E]
Jun 17, 2025
Jun 17, 2025 at 11:11 PM UTC
residue, she switches like
clean plastic circuits under
my fingernails. two minutes
breaking down, all it took.
even moving parts from afar
seem placid. could've sworn
i heard just one of your
heartbeats. could've sworn i
was underwater at one or another
point i'll become lack-
lustre and you can change your
mind. no trace of blame. long
after this fact you'll still be
a recurring theme on the
back of my palm as skin shifts
in colourless hues inside
sleep. no matter which hand
i write with, your name
looks the same. shines.
i bide motion, sit still,
as the earth revolves around
something new.
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 8:18 PM UTC
Let love be like affine geometry.
Affine geometry is where mathematical properties are preserved by parallel projection from one plane to another. These planes are our complexities residing in our individualism, together we will survive this mutualism.
Let it be symbiotic and not symbolic.
Let the odds be even, even if you have to zero in on the odds.
Let the triangles of emotions be isosceles ( having 2 sides of equal length), the base will adjust.
Let the circle of emotions be complete, let it end gracefully if it has to. Let it reach its starting point and let it be a full circle.
You be a semi - circle, I will be another. Together we will complete the circle.
From the centre, the axis of life will pass, sometimes the inclination will change, it will bend, life will adjust somehow but we will prevail.
Let the patterns of your life camouflage mine.
Let the eccentricities of your randomness be a little more constant and the variables of human nature will adjust.
Let us both try to solve this equation.
Let us try to prove it to be = and not less than < or >.
Let us both be one equation, equally split in parts and meaning less without being equal.
Let us be rational and not irrational. Let us be reciprocative and not repetitive. Let us be simple but not complex or even simpler.
Let us be Mathematics.
Jul 15, 2020
Jul 15, 2020 at 7:30 AM UTC
Brûle aux yeux des femmes,
Mais garde ton coeur
Et crains la langueur
Des épithalames.
Bois pour oublier !
L'eau-de-vie est une
Qui porte la lune
Dans son tablier.
L'injure des hommes,
Qu'est-ce que ça fait ?
Va, notre coeur sait
Seul ce que nous sommes.
Ce que nous valons
Notre sang le chante !
L'épine méchante
Te mord aux talons ?
Le vent taquin ose
Te gifler souvent ?
Chante dans le vent
Et cueille la rose !
Va, tout est au mieux
Dans ce monde pire !
Surtout laisse dire,
Surtout sois joyeux
D'être une victime
A ces pauvres gens :
Les dieux indulgents
Ont aimé ton crime !
Tu refleuriras
Dans un élysée !
Ame méprisée,
Tu rayonneras !
Tu n'es pas de celles
Qu'un coup du Destin
Dissipe soudain
En mille étincelles.
Métal dur et clair,
Chaque coup t'affine
En arme divine
Pour un dessein fier.
Arrière la forge !
Et tu vas frémir,
Vibrer et jouir
Au poing de saint George
Et de saint Michel,
Dans des gloires calmes,
Au vent pur des palmes,
Sur l'aile du ciel !...
C'est d'être un sourire
Au milieu des pleurs,
C'est d'être des fleurs
Au champ du martyre,
C'est d'être le feu
Qui dort dans la pierre,
C'est d'être en prière,
C'est d'attendre un peu !
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