How it feels
When someone comes into your isolated dwelling
Showing you the dynamic ways
Gliding, wheeling and frisking
Laughing affectioning adoring
Making you perch on the tallest of the trees
Proclaiming that love is an alluring experience
Whose beauty never wanes
Whose pleasantness never yearns
That it is a pain, that never blades any scar


When suddenly the beautiful days
Start inflaming
And the lap that u trusted
Starts blistering
When it starts choking your enthusiasm
And your heart sinks apart
And you want to leave the animosity
Want to run and be loved


When you award all your heart
And you get dirt against
When you become some person
You never visualized you'd be
And now you are left, all alone, on your own
And are criticized
Now you are not what heaven adores
You are what a demon craves
And this house, your home
Has started burning and now it's blown


And now you hide all your pain
And laugh with a laughing hoard
But inside you is a shattered subconscious
Which wants an energy to spot this ruin
You scream in a void
And your scream immerses into nothingness
And......
Tell me,
How it feels?

                      Manya Pandey🌼