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"advisory" poems
Nothing is ever time wasted, just the interlude to the rest of the album. Soon it becomes nostalgia. To think you almost pressed the skip button.. It's all about trying new things. Slowing were briding the gap. Looping untold tales of blues and jazz into our samples. The things considered classical. Instant vintage. The things we keep hidden in headphones, The venerability of hype. It's always about the crowd. Afraid to digest something different. This was the first time I met her. At first I laughed, Reaction that I faced my own ignorance. Listening again finding purpose. Not knowing that we'd come to spend the rest of our lives together. All three minutes and forty five seconds. I was dishonest. Not revealing anything real about myself until I heard it for the first time. The first time she sung. Music. This wasn't an image to be upheld in front of others. Or the gossip type spread circle to circle. I was never exposed to this. Skimming the top layer ready to press next. Too far caught in the slander that first impressions can give. History often repeats itself but this wasn't the case. This was wholeheartedly the epitome of how she effected me. The rhythm of how she moved. How she spoke. Like that I matured almost instantly. She became my biggest influence. A two way street that bridged the gap of my own ignorance. After time I began to leave my headphones on the dresser. We were amplified. She'd follow me everywhere just as I'd follow her. Soon it caught on to the masses. Each and every thought became a publicist of what she'd recite over and over again. A parental advisory issued with every cover. Finding the one became a catalog. Stumbling back to the first interlude all over again. The copyright not for sell
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Mar 13, 2018
Mar 13, 2018 at 10:48 PM UTC
Amplified
Nothing is ever time wasted, just the interlude to the rest of the album. Soon it becomes nostalgia. To think you almost pressed the skip button.. It's all about trying new things. Slowing were briding the gap. Looping untold tales of blues and jazz into our samples. The things considered classical. Instant vintage. The things we keep hidden in headphones, The venerability of hype. It's always about the crowd. Afraid to digest something different. This was the first time I met her. At first I laughed, Reaction that I faced my own ignorance. Listening again finding purpose. Not knowing that we'd come to spend the rest of our lives together. All three minutes and forty five seconds. I was dishonest. Not revealing anything real about myself until I heard it for the first time. The first time she sung. Music. This wasn't an image to be upheld in front of others. Or the gossip type spread circle to circle. I was never exposed to this. Skimming the top layer ready to press next. Too far caught in the slander that first impressions can give. History often repeats itself but this wasn't the case. This was wholeheartedly the epitome of how she effected me. The rhythm of how she moved. How she spoke. Like that I matured almost instantly. She became my biggest influence. A two way street that bridged the gap of my own ignorance. After time I began to leave my headphones on the dresser. We were amplified. She'd follow me everywhere just as I'd follow her. Soon it caught on to the masses. Each and every thought became a publicist of what she'd recite over and over again. A parental advisory issued with every cover. Finding the one became a catalog. Stumbling back to the first interlude all over again. The copyright not for sell
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*encloses all with softened light: exercise repetitions as health advisory.. decisions on paths taken and not.. regrets missed connections weather limitations.. no shorthand LOLs a throwback letter to an earlier time with instant delivery.. this best of both old and new.. an ending with affection.. an email of note...!*
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May 6, 2013
May 6, 2013 at 12:57 AM UTC
Gratitude
As culled from an arts magazine, 13 March 2019 Socialist Realism - The official doctrine in Soviet art and literature after 1932 that evolved from the traditional commitment to social and civic concerns into an all-pervasive general ideological mandate.             -Yevgeny Yevtushenko, 20th Century Russian Poetry collective exhibition space vibe community interactive narrative brown neighborhood defined commodified Indigenous identity tone-deaf decolonial narratives populist intertwined exhibition curatorial vision culture local artists arts district small galleries DIY spaces speaking out against gentrification displacing shelter studio space elsewhere late stage capitalism collective mantra underdog art savior corporate entity partnering insensitive ignorant collective brown people art contemporary work that may not fit into establishment art galleries media advisory venture collaborate creative community authentic local statement of expression excitement creative energy arts district project many levels collaborate local creative important creative community what that collaboration looks like ongoing local artists going to be engaged in planning commissioned project community buy-in consulted members of the creative community Indigenous artists curators museum directors professors burgeoning landscape cultural framework critique talk individuals entities inclusivity open dialogue opportunities project conversations collaboration discuss your projects share our work with you common ground work together healthy sustainable accountable decolonization
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Mar 16, 2019
Mar 16, 2019 at 5:41 PM UTC
A Contemporary Vocabulary for Writers and Artists
As culled from an arts magazine, 13 March 2019 Socialist Realism - The official doctrine in Soviet art and literature after 1932 that evolved from the traditional commitment to social and civic concerns into an all-pervasive general ideological mandate.             -Yevgeny Yevtushenko, 20th Century Russian Poetry collective exhibition space vibe community interactive narrative brown neighborhood defined commodified Indigenous identity tone-deaf decolonial narratives populist intertwined exhibition curatorial vision culture local artists arts district small galleries DIY spaces speaking out against gentrification displacing shelter studio space elsewhere late stage capitalism collective mantra underdog art savior corporate entity partnering insensitive ignorant collective brown people art contemporary work that may not fit into establishment art galleries media advisory venture collaborate creative community authentic local statement of expression excitement creative energy arts district project many levels collaborate local creative important creative community what that collaboration looks like ongoing local artists going to be engaged in planning commissioned project community buy-in consulted members of the creative community Indigenous artists curators museum directors professors burgeoning landscape cultural framework critique talk individuals entities inclusivity open dialogue opportunities project conversations collaboration discuss your projects share our work with you common ground work together healthy sustainable accountable decolonization
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Like an airplane reaching its climb they break through My once composed and seamless blanket is now a valley of holes punctured and breaking, They seep into my pores and leave me shaking. These words manifested as bullets and knives To do endless damage, leave me barely alive. But the friendliest of fire is what hurts me the most, My most powerful enemy and advisory is the one free to coast. That who truly knows what is inly flung, In myself, only I can be undone. My exterior is a thin barrier, My only defense against the world.
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Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 4:28 PM UTC
Thin Skin
Morning the alarm goes off I wake up I turn it off I go back to sleep My mom or dad comes in they wake me back up I lie in bed for 10 more minutes then I get up I go to the bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror I sigh... I pretend to wash my face I go back to my room I stare at my closet and decide what I'm going to wear I get dressed I go down stairs I eat one of the following items: oat meal -Chocolate chip -Maple brown sugar -apple cinnamon Whole wheat bagel with almond butter, peanut butter, cinnamon, and/or jam cereal if there are any good options -Peanut butter bumpers -GOOD granola -organic chocolate ***** with coconut milk toast with the same things as bagels I say good morning to parents I argue with my sister I drink my orange juice eat my vitamins bring my stuff up to the sink go up stairs I lie on my bed I go into the bathroom I brush my teeth I go downstairs I pack my backpack I pick out some shoes I yawn I go to school School I go to advisory We play cake(a game) First class I space out I draw pictures unless that class is of the following: PE Writing lab (if it's not about grammer or spelling) Art Music(Because all the string instruments make it impossible) I go to math I get too confused to know what the hell is going on I go to writing lab we write and then teacher goes into some speech about commas I go to french I have no idea what the teachers talking about I go to PE If we aren't playing soccer, basketball, dodgeball, batmitten, capture the flag, or volleyball than I **** Lunch Yay! I eat I talk I chill More classes Art I tell my teacher how much I love her outfit I read the board and I make art Music UGHHHH THE TEACHER IS SUCH A GRUMP!!! I listen to her yell at people I play my instrument Study Almost done with school I finish a bit of homework Going home (Or going nordic skiing) I get a snack I do homework I have dinner with the family I do more homework I get ready for bed I read I go to bed Every day is the same the weekend is just a bunch of chores hanging with friends some times and stay up late watching my favorite shows: Bones Glee CSI NY CONAN SNL Ugh I need a change.
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Jan 13, 2011
Jan 13, 2011 at 1:12 PM UTC
All the same
Morning the alarm goes off I wake up I turn it off I go back to sleep My mom or dad comes in they wake me back up I lie in bed for 10 more minutes then I get up I go to the bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror I sigh... I pretend to wash my face I go back to my room I stare at my closet and decide what I'm going to wear I get dressed I go down stairs I eat one of the following items: oat meal -Chocolate chip -Maple brown sugar -apple cinnamon Whole wheat bagel with almond butter, peanut butter, cinnamon, and/or jam cereal if there are any good options -Peanut butter bumpers -GOOD granola -organic chocolate ***** with coconut milk toast with the same things as bagels I say good morning to parents I argue with my sister I drink my orange juice eat my vitamins bring my stuff up to the sink go up stairs I lie on my bed I go into the bathroom I brush my teeth I go downstairs I pack my backpack I pick out some shoes I yawn I go to school School I go to advisory We play cake(a game) First class I space out I draw pictures unless that class is of the following: PE Writing lab (if it's not about grammer or spelling) Art Music(Because all the string instruments make it impossible) I go to math I get too confused to know what the hell is going on I go to writing lab we write and then teacher goes into some speech about commas I go to french I have no idea what the teachers talking about I go to PE If we aren't playing soccer, basketball, dodgeball, batmitten, capture the flag, or volleyball than I **** Lunch Yay! I eat I talk I chill More classes Art I tell my teacher how much I love her outfit I read the board and I make art Music UGHHHH THE TEACHER IS SUCH A GRUMP!!! I listen to her yell at people I play my instrument Study Almost done with school I finish a bit of homework Going home (Or going nordic skiing) I get a snack I do homework I have dinner with the family I do more homework I get ready for bed I read I go to bed Every day is the same the weekend is just a bunch of chores hanging with friends some times and stay up late watching my favorite shows: Bones Glee CSI NY CONAN SNL Ugh I need a change.
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*(this poem don't matter much unless you balk with ***** to essay upon, thyself, thy valentine failures, children and ex's who have ex'd you out, sad love songs one more time, even joyous ones, foolishness human, then this intro source code, is an unnecessary winter weather advisory)* a phrase, song~played, scratches, brain self-commands via electric synapse To: the current in-resident body extrude denude private places riff, get to thy work, decompose on them words: in the private places play with the lowly lowest ranking, private, who by nature, sees finer the dirtiest, privy to the privy, privilege them to the most personal, spit/spill/weep/deep some or none of it all, cause the scratch is the poetic salvation to that bitch~itch, write the best you get, dispossess the beastie best in the pvt. places, ain't much/no difference tween beastie and all the crapper rest draw from the private places, cast up to light, revelations devaluations sensations impolite, well kept secrets if you can say it good, then draw it up from the well where the private places were|where sent to drown, and if you can't, no bother brother, after this exculpation excavation, I'll go back with you to adding a rock to the bottom of the pile, the mountain of superficial crap
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 12:13 PM UTC
in the private places (this poem don't matter much)
How a humble son of Scotland Fought to enviable height First a paratrooper captain Then as a British knight This witty chap from Glasgow Loaned himself, a decorated past From Distinguished Service Order To NATO's advisory cast As the press took him in notice His wiki posts drew no pity As with his tale of valour He was defamed: "Sir Walter Mitty"
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Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 10:48 PM UTC
A Tale of Valour: Sir Alan Mcilwraith
I love to hear the songs my mother listened to... For when she was advising that was what was playing... "The love and happiness" That Al Green stuff. That stevie wonder, Off the Wall, Fat Luther Stuff I want to hear a band back up a love ballad... Because When My mother advised She showed me good music.... But now my uncle had a baby A real NWA sowing his seed to that "face down *** up thats the way I like to...." and well thats what he advised because all throughout the house it was "All the way live" And now my cousin got a baby... Two Chains sounds way better than One.. And since muppet babies don't come on the lil man hears Wacka Flacka Flame When the radio comes on See the labels say it best Parental advisory So the music they suggest will be what rules Society...
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Jun 13, 2013
Jun 13, 2013 at 4:56 PM UTC
"parental advisory"
A reflection on birthdays, friends departing this world, and surveying ones life ~~~ this one poem is not lurking,(1) turmoiled bursting, shaking, quaking, release aching write it in droplets, my chest speak squeaks, each thought, a stanza, each moment, a bonanza of  the doled, muddled mix of tremblings on this my extravaganza, renaissance day of birth upon this earth sixty five calendars, this space, so gulf and so narrow, (2) for what profit this man for himself, others? a Judgement Day of sorts, where the man~poet is efficiently prosecutor, defender, judge and jury, as is he not, his one true peer? let his biases be betrayed, his fault lines be paraded, let his deeds be the unlawful legal coda by which he is remanded if found guilty of a ledger imbalanced, more sins than glory, only one sentence permitted, life imprisonment even the NYC weather clued in and deity cooperative, wakes me up to this advisory: Overcast. Slight chance of a rain shower. High near 65F. High near 65. what portent this oracle, a warning guide to this morass of a contradictory, crevassed man full of mea culpa poetic messes, his old is his high... or are these just winking, birthday instructions from an observer on high? this space of years, this life, so gulf and so narrow, engulfed, yet so sparse is his barrow, his first minutes of the day a lean inventory taking, for better or worse as he overcasts a full review, plus a bonus (!) a forward progress prognosis there is a fresh formed Cain mileage marker upon his brow, a check-mark scar, resultant of his self-checkup upon the tree rings of his tiring body weeping only because a mistrial is declared and no verdict returned and he rises for coffee, promising himself someday an honest resolution before... these the acts of sixty five calendars, of this, his-space, so gulf and so narrow, subjected to a now daily interrogatory: *for what profit this man, his actions, his loved words, for himself, to others, to this world?* October 1, 2015 ~~~ (1) http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1417203/there-is-a-poem-lurking/ ~~~ (2) *but I can't stop for each hour of the last 72 has witnessed a new poem in-between minute one and minute sixty five written for you, writing for life, writing of this moment,* this space so gulf and so narrow *in and between the unity of us* http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1413760/for-ernesto-l-gonzales-aka-the-dedpoet-the-in-between/ ~~~
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Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 5:09 PM UTC
this space, so gulf and so narrow
A reflection on birthdays, friends departing this world, and surveying ones life ~~~ this one poem is not lurking,(1) turmoiled bursting, shaking, quaking, release aching write it in droplets, my chest speak squeaks, each thought, a stanza, each moment, a bonanza of  the doled, muddled mix of tremblings on this my extravaganza, renaissance day of birth upon this earth sixty five calendars, this space, so gulf and so narrow, (2) for what profit this man for himself, others? a Judgement Day of sorts, where the man~poet is efficiently prosecutor, defender, judge and jury, as is he not, his one true peer? let his biases be betrayed, his fault lines be paraded, let his deeds be the unlawful legal coda by which he is remanded if found guilty of a ledger imbalanced, more sins than glory, only one sentence permitted, life imprisonment even the NYC weather clued in and deity cooperative, wakes me up to this advisory: Overcast. Slight chance of a rain shower. High near 65F. High near 65. what portent this oracle, a warning guide to this morass of a contradictory, crevassed man full of mea culpa poetic messes, his old is his high... or are these just winking, birthday instructions from an observer on high? this space of years, this life, so gulf and so narrow, engulfed, yet so sparse is his barrow, his first minutes of the day a lean inventory taking, for better or worse as he overcasts a full review, plus a bonus (!) a forward progress prognosis there is a fresh formed Cain mileage marker upon his brow, a check-mark scar, resultant of his self-checkup upon the tree rings of his tiring body weeping only because a mistrial is declared and no verdict returned and he rises for coffee, promising himself someday an honest resolution before... these the acts of sixty five calendars, of this, his-space, so gulf and so narrow, subjected to a now daily interrogatory: *for what profit this man, his actions, his loved words, for himself, to others, to this world?* October 1, 2015 ~~~ (1) http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1417203/there-is-a-poem-lurking/ ~~~ (2) *but I can't stop for each hour of the last 72 has witnessed a new poem in-between minute one and minute sixty five written for you, writing for life, writing of this moment,* this space so gulf and so narrow *in and between the unity of us* http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1413760/for-ernesto-l-gonzales-aka-the-dedpoet-the-in-between/ ~~~
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make the reader/lover gasp for the reasoning for breathing first order of the day, dreamer-reader, lover, shock the consciousness from stillborn to newborn and gasp at what it takes to grasp the physical self into a riotous state of alertness recite sweet nothings in one ear, newly writ lover tricks, while nibbling on the other, or perhaps conducting a general physical examination, a concerto of seasoning reasoning your advisory on the human state, the reasoning for breathing well received 1/7/17 9:59M
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Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 10:23 AM UTC
gasping for the reasoning for breathing
Another plain ole average day. Facing the treacherous walk through the bustling streets. Swimming against the fish who never look up. Distracted constantly. Faces you'd never know, were people too. Forecast predicted some winds. Advisory to stay at home. We all know there is no such thing when it comes to work. Grabbed the rain coat and on I went. Barely made it a single block. Couldn't see two street lights ahead. The fish were scarred. Slamming off one another. This was no average storm. A splash. A wave. Puddle ruined my pants. Passing car coated me with only god knows what. These were ***** waters. Soon rivers, took over the concrete. A rainforest of a jungle now. My tie chocked up my neck. Briefcase forced me to sink. My eyes soon were teased. I was stranded out at sea, or so it seemed. Until I crashed into an island. I soon found as a haven. Standing beneath the city clock. I waited patiently. Knowing I would never survive out there. Until, a beacon shined through all the grey. My skin froze. No, not from the rain. From the way this women looked at me. Hesitant yet amazed. Awe filled up inside her faster than it did in me. I blinked. Thought maybe I have finally gone insane. But no, this was happening. We both stood in place as if the hands of time broke down. Something kept the gears idle within the clock tower. We were drenched from the passing storm. Standing under this monument. We paused accepting the falling waters of the sky. Cowardly so, we never even spoke. Just admired. Simply and silently. Two statues stuck in a daze. Standing as skyscrapers amongst umbrellas. Looking into each other for a moment that lasted long beyond both our years. The water washed away our wear and tears. The city vanished. The storm ceased to be a bother. The fish faded into the ocean. It was just me and her. Shipwrecked. Stranded. Alone. Or so we thought before. Soon learned, our destinations were never meant to be. We fell in love. Swiftly and unexpectedly. The way the heavens intended. Grey clouds blew through us both and out came the sun. If not for this treacherous storm, I would have never met... her. - Nicholas A. McNutt
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Jun 27, 2015
Jun 27, 2015 at 2:50 PM UTC
Skyscrapers Amongst Umbrellas
Another plain ole average day. Facing the treacherous walk through the bustling streets. Swimming against the fish who never look up. Distracted constantly. Faces you'd never know, were people too. Forecast predicted some winds. Advisory to stay at home. We all know there is no such thing when it comes to work. Grabbed the rain coat and on I went. Barely made it a single block. Couldn't see two street lights ahead. The fish were scarred. Slamming off one another. This was no average storm. A splash. A wave. Puddle ruined my pants. Passing car coated me with only god knows what. These were ***** waters. Soon rivers, took over the concrete. A rainforest of a jungle now. My tie chocked up my neck. Briefcase forced me to sink. My eyes soon were teased. I was stranded out at sea, or so it seemed. Until I crashed into an island. I soon found as a haven. Standing beneath the city clock. I waited patiently. Knowing I would never survive out there. Until, a beacon shined through all the grey. My skin froze. No, not from the rain. From the way this women looked at me. Hesitant yet amazed. Awe filled up inside her faster than it did in me. I blinked. Thought maybe I have finally gone insane. But no, this was happening. We both stood in place as if the hands of time broke down. Something kept the gears idle within the clock tower. We were drenched from the passing storm. Standing under this monument. We paused accepting the falling waters of the sky. Cowardly so, we never even spoke. Just admired. Simply and silently. Two statues stuck in a daze. Standing as skyscrapers amongst umbrellas. Looking into each other for a moment that lasted long beyond both our years. The water washed away our wear and tears. The city vanished. The storm ceased to be a bother. The fish faded into the ocean. It was just me and her. Shipwrecked. Stranded. Alone. Or so we thought before. Soon learned, our destinations were never meant to be. We fell in love. Swiftly and unexpectedly. The way the heavens intended. Grey clouds blew through us both and out came the sun. If not for this treacherous storm, I would have never met... her. - Nicholas A. McNutt
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brate be seven feet balkan handz yugo betrugo atm tear it off toni da serb rade belgrade brate be seven feet balkan dropkick es ist optik es ist kopffick we so yibbish we so yibbish diz is fibbish gimme widdish diz be the last day of yous ridiculous stay on this world last day of ya stay gimme your girl gimme da cash para be stammel du hammel ik fick dich he a sturdy kidic aber keine wichtig! come over and watch gimme some cash i'll cut ya head off yous trash ain't no madov ya know the code bro inspire me baby shorty now a sporty nach dieser feier gimme some raki my pantz be khaki benz like stasi you know the code joe gimme gimme gimme bibi bibi bibi ain't no real like the copy of a copy du opfer ich schneide deinen kopf ab eingeweide quill'n you gotz to chill we so yibbish we so yibbish diz is fibbish gimme widdish jacket originally stolen cevape and börek para and babas we don't care yeah life be quick touch my d##k rub my d##k life too quick energy months mothman ***** michael myers' titts hyper years feel me like an o.g. you know the code brate wenn ich deine fresse schlage yugo betrugo ebonics we got this yugo betrugo brate in die fresse pate we so yibbish we so yibbish diz is fibbish gimme widdish ain't nothing new check the views just one fu##in fan will burn ya jam hip hop colors flip flop mamas beach feelingz we need ringz: MASSIVE we need chainz: CUBAN LINK NECKLACE 1 KG CLASSIC
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Feb 18, 2020
Feb 18, 2020 at 3:34 PM UTC
Parental Advisory / ADULT (CENSORED VERSION of "We So Yibbish" in EBONICS/GERMAN/YUGOSLANG)
I guess the image I had was corrupted I never mentioned filibusted. A seething whit I couldn't match from a advisory who met her match. The prose the verse it all unspun to show what really was undone. So ****** off the parson said and go home to your Steele bed or find a den that warms you more and forget the pain that came before.
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Oct 1, 2012
Oct 1, 2012 at 4:13 PM UTC
aloof
How can I get it across to you delicately that I want you to do all the ***** things to me you never told anyone, not even your Tumblr? People say “respect your body” I respect my body. That’s why I’m asking you to destroy it. I can beg. Use me to feel like a man. You can have me any way you want. Don’t be gentle. Scratch me and bite me and make me scream Bruise me and leave marks on my body. I’ll do anything you want me to do. Then when you’re done, you can kiss every part of me I let you destroy, put a t-shirt on my body, tuck me in, and sing me a lullaby.
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Nov 12, 2015
Nov 12, 2015 at 11:13 PM UTC
**** parental advisory
You are like my favourite advisory column among all of my favourite magazines.
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Jan 26, 2016
Jan 26, 2016 at 12:15 AM UTC
Editorial.
Edward Carnegie was once a normal man, Steel monopolist extraordinaire. Till a fateful dip in rail stock, Lead to his discovery of time travel. Confused, he landed just a few years from the modern day, Where he was arrested by the Time Police. "Edward, we'll set you free, If you defeat public time enemy, The Alien." So off went Carnegie to the modern day, To face off against fellow PTE. But what was revealed, Shocked even the Time Police. His business partner, Henry Frick, Was the real villain all along. "Buckle up, we're going back in time!" Back to the time of steel money, Frick had almost bested Carnegie. "The company is mine Edward, stand down!" Though undenounced to Henry, His advisory had pumped his veins full, Of the Blood Of Steel.
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Mar 22, 2025
Mar 22, 2025 at 3:06 PM UTC
Carnegie Was A Time Traveler
Thank you for the best present I ever got Our oasis by the bay, Was ravaged by storm and hurricane, And the men came with earth moving equipment Built us a renewed sheltering wall that, Soon enough, will be tested. The earth movers have long gone. But a malted milk colored mound, Broad but not too tall, of the good earth, Smack dab in the middle of the lawn, Somehow was left behind, Like the stickers, the new car dealers plant w/o asking. This mound, conspicuous like most of us, Seems very out of place. But like the box the toy came in, The young children come from houses all around, To climb upon it and declare for now, They are the victors over life. Even the **** deer that eat The most colorful plants we raise, Come in the early morn, To climb to the top, An advisory from the animal kingdom, This place, this land, this isand, You think is yours, Was ours before and Has never left our possession. So I call the contractor, Come take this vestige of the Future and the Past off my kingdom of grass, And when he picks up the phone, And asks what he can do for us, I am looking at the children Dancing, scrambling, climbing upon An obstacle perfect-sized to let them Learn the pleasure of success, I remain silent for I know not How to say without sounding weirder than I already am, Thank you for the best present I ever got. June 1st This day, this morning at 5:55 AM.
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Jun 1, 2013
Jun 1, 2013 at 5:59 AM UTC
Like The Box The Toy Came In
Any Patriots welcome interrogation manipulation coerce this patient showing errors of my ways challenging thinking need a reboot? Write it backwards a queen asleep in the storm of God's prayers a list to the mother crucified to their delight. I fight. Parental **** Advisory vague Plague Use my vision see only derision personal shadow devalued Worlds shadow that binds to grey vanity in the words they pray Hard headed we're right moving again feeding that bread That heaven sent Fire earth we start again Fear no man I heard one say Sufficient Know yourself Question on a soul level stand for no shovels Doctors who probe and answer my yes' nos' emptiness grows on this plane we call home. JOB. The living breathe every day in my stride I speak I pray the word my home not the bombs they throw. My body my own not the pills they grow. This patient knows and this jezebel crows that she follows the word I heard no, it's deep in the soul Hers dark and sold, forgiveness on the day the droning drops                                                drops Away In my mind the play speak on your strength let your regret pass away let the beast decay that you made In my loneliness Weeping Crying to the beating All around the World feeling The home we're receiving.
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Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 5:32 PM UTC
american flag
Tell me, if loving you is healthy Been holding my tongue full of worries Nature's shades can be yellow, blue, or green Please show me things I have never seen I'm only asking for dominance, full of desire You had your chance, I can now call you a liar My hands cannot stop from writing you different poems Afterall, I still wonder, will you read all of them? All of these try-outs are a waste of time It's all unworthy, was it because I'm out of time? 'Could see your sins and they are relentless I know you're skilled, though I still think you're perfect The options I've been dealt are done foolishly These silly reasons are lowkey plain stupidity So tell me, if loving you is healthy, You can tell me the answer to stop and finish it with an advisory
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Oct 20, 2017
Oct 20, 2017 at 6:31 AM UTC
"Tell Me"
The fragility of life.. always like walking on knife. All the stage of life are often.. pressing, met with love and compassion. As we gets weaker, incapable... deeds of life become miserable. Grief grows as death draws near.. we need every anguish to bear. Counselors and spiritual advisory.. become more and more dearer. No disease makes one realize.. when a close one dies. Good deeds and acts of live.. be our ultimate goal all the time .. We have to make this great progression with peace and without aggression.                                  deovrat - 14.08.2014 (c)
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Aug 14, 2014
Aug 14, 2014 at 1:32 AM UTC
Final Destination
My safety advisory system been elevated to RED Please be aware of your surroundings at all times and do NOT leave your body unattended....but! I should capitalize that...BUT it is not always a choice. And lately, awareness and attendance to my body have not been a choice. I cannot stay in this body at night. It is uninhabitable. And I tell DT there is so much I can’t talk about. So many things that happened that I’m so ashamed of ~ things I cannot believe I did. And I don’t trust myself. I don’t like the huge blackness that surrounds me that continues to threaten me every night. I don’t want to remember. I want to forget it all. All of it. Because at night, when the anguish and pain torment me to the point I consider taking a bottle of Vicodin, and slitting my wrists in the bathtub, it scares me. So many things that remind me of back then terrorize me now, in my present moment. And I know I need help with it ~ but at the rate I’m able to communicate about this stuff, I will surely be dead before the torment stops. DT tells me to be patient, be patient…but it just keeps getting worse and one night my patience is going to run out and I will do something irreversible. But still he says, be patient, he says he has respect and patience and he will be here when I'm ready to talk. But I'm afraid to speak because the truth is too scary. I offered to draw him a picture instead. His patience feels infinite and yet I still feel as though I am drowning and he is taking too much time blowing up the life raft. I feel sick. And I feel worried. The pain is torturing me and the pain meds barely touch it. It’s that bad right now. I want to cut...it’s been a struggle. And I feel worried. And not just for me. I have two good friends whom are also struggling and I don’t know how to help them because I feel so lost too right now. I want to help them but I don’t know what to do. Just be right here, I guess. I wish I could tell them that it’s going to be okay ~ and I could say that, but I don’t know how long it will be before we make it to okay ~ and I don’t know if I have the energy make it that far. My Security threat level has now been raised to RED. I am safe right this minute, but I don’t know how long I can stay that way…there is no way to tell.
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Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 9:01 PM UTC
Level Red
My safety advisory system been elevated to RED Please be aware of your surroundings at all times and do NOT leave your body unattended....but! I should capitalize that...BUT it is not always a choice. And lately, awareness and attendance to my body have not been a choice. I cannot stay in this body at night. It is uninhabitable. And I tell DT there is so much I can’t talk about. So many things that happened that I’m so ashamed of ~ things I cannot believe I did. And I don’t trust myself. I don’t like the huge blackness that surrounds me that continues to threaten me every night. I don’t want to remember. I want to forget it all. All of it. Because at night, when the anguish and pain torment me to the point I consider taking a bottle of Vicodin, and slitting my wrists in the bathtub, it scares me. So many things that remind me of back then terrorize me now, in my present moment. And I know I need help with it ~ but at the rate I’m able to communicate about this stuff, I will surely be dead before the torment stops. DT tells me to be patient, be patient…but it just keeps getting worse and one night my patience is going to run out and I will do something irreversible. But still he says, be patient, he says he has respect and patience and he will be here when I'm ready to talk. But I'm afraid to speak because the truth is too scary. I offered to draw him a picture instead. His patience feels infinite and yet I still feel as though I am drowning and he is taking too much time blowing up the life raft. I feel sick. And I feel worried. The pain is torturing me and the pain meds barely touch it. It’s that bad right now. I want to cut...it’s been a struggle. And I feel worried. And not just for me. I have two good friends whom are also struggling and I don’t know how to help them because I feel so lost too right now. I want to help them but I don’t know what to do. Just be right here, I guess. I wish I could tell them that it’s going to be okay ~ and I could say that, but I don’t know how long it will be before we make it to okay ~ and I don’t know if I have the energy make it that far. My Security threat level has now been raised to RED. I am safe right this minute, but I don’t know how long I can stay that way…there is no way to tell.
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Last night I heard the Devil talking in my head. He said it's an emergency. Said he had some words for me. He told me when the wicked speak, it's his breath that projects their frosty voices. That everytime I've lost someone, he was the advisory behind their fatal choices. He told me he generously opens wallets, doors, legs, we shouldn't go through. That we do exactly what he desires us to do. & **Everytime we set that fire to our souls, He gets high off the smoke.** Maybe you don't believe in God & you're reading this thinking, man he's so dumb. & although I respect anyone's beliefs, can you just answer me this, where else would the evil come from? A child doesn't seek to cause pain, to deceive, lie, or steal, they learn it from us after awhile. & if there's no Devil, no origin of evil, how'd it get here? Who taught the first child? These questions deteriate my mind. So maybe it's me, Being a good person is out of style, I'm the only one that seems to have the nerve. Funny, we say we Love God but we lie more than truth. Hurt more than heal. Steal more than give. If we're doing all the things the Devil wants us to do, then who do we really serve? My cousin has threw his life away, I whept heavily because maybe it's partly my fault, & although I said for him to do better, my voice was soft as powder. The Devil doesn't whisper, he doesn't stop speaking, & we must yell our love to the ones we love because right now he's talking louder. I hear him.
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Dec 13, 2015
Dec 13, 2015 at 10:18 AM UTC
Voice of Lucifer over a whisperer
Depressed but I still sit here oppressed by you and your ******** of how I'm suppose to not **** up. The consent and ideal mentions of how to be strong willed fade into the background when I find out you've gone and drank yourself silly and got high to numb the pain. I'm stressed but who wouldn't be? It's been three weeks and it shouldn't be, without you, there's only two; my brother and I but where were you? Like I've said to you before I'm done and can't keep playing these games anymore. You hear what I'm saying but it's like you don't understand. Then again I guess you never really understood how I worked as well, but in all honesty I'm sure as hell not like you. I'm a mess but who wouldn't be? I do my best but it couldn't be, without you there's only two; my brother and I but where were you? Like I've said to you before I don't care but whenever I say that, it's like I fill up with despair Look inside-- my head aches from anger and my heart from forgiveness. I'm overwhelmed by these emotions and either way I get hurt. It's you or me always has been, always will be. Suppressed I lay here, and with doubt I play fair thinking maybe one day you'll come up to me and say "sorry." With emotions so strong, maybe then I'll buy it.
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 9:44 PM UTC
Parental Advisory to One of My Legal Guardians
Hello, my name is Dennis Drain, I am 17 years old and currently attending Silver Creek High School as a junior. My school has officially made changes to its curriculum to fit a big picture school. In this form of schooling students explore there interests and gain high school accreditation threw the real world work they do in the community. In speaking to my advisory teacher Mr. Topp we have found that having an interview with a musician who knows the business would positively impact my career. I have great interest in the rap industry. I have allot of lyrics that I have wrote and would like to start recording. As part of my semester goals I would like to start to build a foundation of musicians, lyricists, company leaders, and producers. You can contact my advisory teacher Mr.Topp during the hours of 9:00 Am and 3:30 Pm at the schools number (208)-578-5060 or through email at [email protected] . I would be able to do the interview via Skype, Facetime or Googlechat.  Please help me in attempting to chase my dream through hard work, persistence and the community you belong to. You can contact me personally via email at [email protected] facebook or by phone at (208)-720-0961 ask for Dennis. Thank you for your attention to this email, I look forward to speaking with you in the near future.                                                                                                                                             - Dennis Drain                                                                                                                                               ZtickZ
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Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 3:29 PM UTC
Untitled
Hello, my name is Dennis Drain, I am 17 years old and currently attending Silver Creek High School as a junior. My school has officially made changes to its curriculum to fit a big picture school. In this form of schooling students explore there interests and gain high school accreditation threw the real world work they do in the community. In speaking to my advisory teacher Mr. Topp we have found that having an interview with a musician who knows the business would positively impact my career. I have great interest in the rap industry. I have allot of lyrics that I have wrote and would like to start recording. As part of my semester goals I would like to start to build a foundation of musicians, lyricists, company leaders, and producers. You can contact my advisory teacher Mr.Topp during the hours of 9:00 Am and 3:30 Pm at the schools number (208)-578-5060 or through email at [email protected] . I would be able to do the interview via Skype, Facetime or Googlechat.  Please help me in attempting to chase my dream through hard work, persistence and the community you belong to. You can contact me personally via email at [email protected] facebook or by phone at (208)-720-0961 ask for Dennis. Thank you for your attention to this email, I look forward to speaking with you in the near future.                                                                                                                                             - Dennis Drain                                                                                                                                               ZtickZ
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