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For Al, who left us With each passing poem, The degree of difficulty of diving ever higher, Bar incrementally niched, inched, raised, Domain, the association of words, ever lesser, Repetition verboten, crime against pride. Al, You ask me when the words come: With each passing year, In the wee hours of Ever diminishing time snatches, The hours between midnight and rising, Shrinkage, once six, now four hours, Meant for body restoration, Transpositional for poetic creation, Only one body notes the new mark, The digital, numerical clock of Trillion hour sleep deficit, most taxing. Al, you ask me from where do the words come: Each of the five senses compete, Pick me, Pick me, they shout, The eyes see the tall grasses Framing the ferry's to and fro life. Waving bye bye to the End of day harbor activities, Putting your babies to sleep. The ears hear the boat horns Deep voiced, demanding pay attention, I am now docking, I am important, The sound lingers, long after They are no longer important. The tongue tastes the cooling Italian prosecco merging victoriously With its ally, the modestly warming rays Of a September setting sun, finally declaring, without stuttering, Peace on Earth. The odoriferous bay breezes, A new for that second only smell, But yet, very old bartender's recipe, Salt, cooking oil, barbecue sauce, gasoline And the winning new ingredient, freshly minted, Stacked in ascending circumference order, onion rings. These four senses all recombinant, On the cheek, on the tongue, Wafting, tickling, blasting, visioning Merging into a single touch That my pointer finger, by force majeure, Declares, here, poem aborning! Contract with this moment, now satisfied! Al, what you did not ask was this: With each passing poem, I am lessened within, expurgated, In a sense part of me, expunged, Part of me, passing too, Every poems birth diminishes me. _________________________________ (this poem more than most, for its birth celebrates my loss, your loss, which cannot be exonerated 8/7/18) _________________________________ written at 4:38 AM September 8th, 2012 Greenport Harbor, Long Island
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May 21, 2013
May 21, 2013 at 7:07 AM UTC
2013: With Each Passing Poem
For Al, who left us With each passing poem, The degree of difficulty of diving ever higher, Bar incrementally niched, inched, raised, Domain, the association of words, ever lesser, Repetition verboten, crime against pride. Al, You ask me when the words come: With each passing year, In the wee hours of Ever diminishing time snatches, The hours between midnight and rising, Shrinkage, once six, now four hours, Meant for body restoration, Transpositional for poetic creation, Only one body notes the new mark, The digital, numerical clock of Trillion hour sleep deficit, most taxing. Al, you ask me from where do the words come: Each of the five senses compete, Pick me, Pick me, they shout, The eyes see the tall grasses Framing the ferry's to and fro life. Waving bye bye to the End of day harbor activities, Putting your babies to sleep. The ears hear the boat horns Deep voiced, demanding pay attention, I am now docking, I am important, The sound lingers, long after They are no longer important. The tongue tastes the cooling Italian prosecco merging victoriously With its ally, the modestly warming rays Of a September setting sun, finally declaring, without stuttering, Peace on Earth. The odoriferous bay breezes, A new for that second only smell, But yet, very old bartender's recipe, Salt, cooking oil, barbecue sauce, gasoline And the winning new ingredient, freshly minted, Stacked in ascending circumference order, onion rings. These four senses all recombinant, On the cheek, on the tongue, Wafting, tickling, blasting, visioning Merging into a single touch That my pointer finger, by force majeure, Declares, here, poem aborning! Contract with this moment, now satisfied! Al, what you did not ask was this: With each passing poem, I am lessened within, expurgated, In a sense part of me, expunged, Part of me, passing too, Every poems birth diminishes me. _________________________________ (this poem more than most, for its birth celebrates my loss, your loss, which cannot be exonerated 8/7/18) _________________________________ written at 4:38 AM September 8th, 2012 Greenport Harbor, Long Island
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It was a cold, wintry December day. I was at home, sitting by the fire. The fire was hot, but from where I sat, it felt like a warm blanket. Suddenly, my ******* started to lactate, uncontrollably. I did not know what was going on. I lifted up my soaking wet shirt, and put my hands over my ******* in an attempt to stop the lactating, but it did not work. And then, it stopped. I squeezed my ******* to see if they would lactate again, but nothing happened. I went to bed, hoping this nightmare would be over in the morning. But it wasn't. When I woke up, I went into the bathroom to perform my daily morning activities, when I realized something on my chest. A third ****** I tried to rip it off, but I couldn't. Later that day, at dinner, I was eating a juicy, tender steak, when suddenly, all three of my ******* began to lactate! I tried to stop them, for they were lactating all over my steak. Then, like before, it stopped. This proceeded for many days. Everyday, I woke up with another ****** and everyday around six o'clock, they would all lactate, until one day, the unthinkable happened. I woke up. I could not move. I had no legs. No arms. I was a giant ****** "NO!" I screamed. Then, as usual, I began to lactate, violently, and then I exploded.
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Apr 6, 2012
Apr 6, 2012 at 7:20 AM UTC
******
Love  be not selfish Love be not jealous Love be not envious Love be not rude Love be not idle Love be an emotion Love be faithful Love be forgiving Love be a want Love be a hope Love be a need Love be joy Love be selfless Love be true Love be kind Love be patient Love be righteous Love be respectful Love be trusting Love be a home filled with children's laughter. Love is greeting a stranger with a sincere smile. Love is treating others with care, taking a small moment in all our activities to consider the next person. Looking at our world, if love was a species, surely it it would be a protected species. So Is love still alive ? I'm sure yes God created us in his image God is love So Love was Our species (the human) Love should be me Love should be you Love should be a nation Love should be our race What have we become?
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Nov 25, 2017
Nov 25, 2017 at 12:55 AM UTC
Love
We all have to daily eat and drink and also **** and **** there isn't anything else more basic or common than this, except a vital need to rest and get some adequate sleep as the rigours of life take their toll on the body we keep. Let's not forget the all-important function of breathing to stay alive which depends so much on various conditions for anyone to thrive and is the main ingredient for every creature's life on this world; regardless of anything else it determines how well they're swirled. We also have a need to keep our bodies and clothes clean as our daily activities produce sweat and odour that is seen and can be smelt from a distance which isn't very pleasant making us wonder if a person noticed with is just a peasant. There is also an inherent urge to love and be loved in return which is what makes life worth living for those who discern, and the very curious thought as to why we've been born at all or the reason for our existence on this planet Earth we so call. -----------------------------------------------
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Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 9:32 PM UTC
Basic Necessities
PLEDGE TO NIGERIA By: Adigun Temitope Idealism From between heaven and earth stand a perilous place Where poverty kicked us on face Tears stand as our drinks Where hunger eat up our meals Our pain is a poisonous laughter Where sadness becomes our daily activities Where hardship becomes our ambition And sorrow our career Still, we need to pledge to Nigeria Blood, bone and oil, Are the pedestal of earth Where killing is a lifestyle And ****** a hobby Where humiliation becomes our take home And misfortune our store-house Where graduate works by the road-side Where poverty is titillating and titivating before the mirror of our land Yet we need to pledge to Nigeria Pledge to Nigeria Even when the birds refuses to sing, When moon dims its light, When our days turn into nights When sun fails to shine And flowers refuse to bloom When life fails to give reasons When dreams refuse to forgive When the weep inside birth the smile outside When tears wash hope from our sight Nigeria must still be pledge to I pledge to Nigeria Not to be one if the ambassadors that sing the National Anthem with a teleprompter smiling at them in a shameful tears I pledge not to be a naked masquerade dancing at the village square I pledge to steal government money for the poor when I become the President I pledge to be loyal and not betrayal I pledge to fight off vices and calamities with my pen If democracy must to end I pledge to go crazy to stop it to the end If civilization was to make us stupid I pledge to swim in stupidity not to be civilised I pledge, I pledge ©2015 Adigun Temitope Idealism (Deacon) #Muse #PurposefulPoetry #BPM #IIB #Asaplanet #ThoughtAndSociety #Poetfreak blackpridemagazin.simplesite.com @blackpridemag1
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Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 3:11 AM UTC
MY PLEDGE TO NIGERIA
PLEDGE TO NIGERIA By: Adigun Temitope Idealism From between heaven and earth stand a perilous place Where poverty kicked us on face Tears stand as our drinks Where hunger eat up our meals Our pain is a poisonous laughter Where sadness becomes our daily activities Where hardship becomes our ambition And sorrow our career Still, we need to pledge to Nigeria Blood, bone and oil, Are the pedestal of earth Where killing is a lifestyle And ****** a hobby Where humiliation becomes our take home And misfortune our store-house Where graduate works by the road-side Where poverty is titillating and titivating before the mirror of our land Yet we need to pledge to Nigeria Pledge to Nigeria Even when the birds refuses to sing, When moon dims its light, When our days turn into nights When sun fails to shine And flowers refuse to bloom When life fails to give reasons When dreams refuse to forgive When the weep inside birth the smile outside When tears wash hope from our sight Nigeria must still be pledge to I pledge to Nigeria Not to be one if the ambassadors that sing the National Anthem with a teleprompter smiling at them in a shameful tears I pledge not to be a naked masquerade dancing at the village square I pledge to steal government money for the poor when I become the President I pledge to be loyal and not betrayal I pledge to fight off vices and calamities with my pen If democracy must to end I pledge to go crazy to stop it to the end If civilization was to make us stupid I pledge to swim in stupidity not to be civilised I pledge, I pledge ©2015 Adigun Temitope Idealism (Deacon) #Muse #PurposefulPoetry #BPM #IIB #Asaplanet #ThoughtAndSociety #Poetfreak blackpridemagazin.simplesite.com @blackpridemag1
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My Obsessive Compulsive Disorder causes me severe anxiety. It's hard. To have it my way. It's hard. I overthink it. The images of the little things replay in my mind. I can't seem to hide. Why do I have this fear? Just make it all disappear. It's not reasonable yet it feels so intense. I feel tense. I am not satisfied with my presence. I feel uncomfortable. Why am I not content with my surroundings. My disorder involves both obsessions and compulsions that take up lot of time and get in the way of important activities that I value. So many mistakes that I need to fix. So hard to perfect everything. The line I drew isn't straight, I have to start all over. I need to wash my hands again. It's been 5 minutes since I haven't. Don't bite the Kit Kat, break off each stick and eat it. The clothes in my closet should be hung up and organized by color. My picture frame isn't hung up in the middle of the wall. My food should not be mixed with the side dishes or I refuse to eat. My apps aren't on the right page of my phone. Twitter should be under social and instagram should be under photography and if it's not, it's wrong, it's all wrong! I need to wash my hands again it's been 10 minutes since I haven't. The tv volume should only be an even number or a multiple of five. Why is my seatbelt twisted? My mind is twisted. All these errors are persistent. So hard to resist it. I am not leaving my house until my phone is 100%, 97% and I can't stand it (will not do. ) Mother tells me it'll be alright after i take my pills...I agree to as long as the pills are sorted by color
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May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 7:11 PM UTC
OCD
My Obsessive Compulsive Disorder causes me severe anxiety. It's hard. To have it my way. It's hard. I overthink it. The images of the little things replay in my mind. I can't seem to hide. Why do I have this fear? Just make it all disappear. It's not reasonable yet it feels so intense. I feel tense. I am not satisfied with my presence. I feel uncomfortable. Why am I not content with my surroundings. My disorder involves both obsessions and compulsions that take up lot of time and get in the way of important activities that I value. So many mistakes that I need to fix. So hard to perfect everything. The line I drew isn't straight, I have to start all over. I need to wash my hands again. It's been 5 minutes since I haven't. Don't bite the Kit Kat, break off each stick and eat it. The clothes in my closet should be hung up and organized by color. My picture frame isn't hung up in the middle of the wall. My food should not be mixed with the side dishes or I refuse to eat. My apps aren't on the right page of my phone. Twitter should be under social and instagram should be under photography and if it's not, it's wrong, it's all wrong! I need to wash my hands again it's been 10 minutes since I haven't. The tv volume should only be an even number or a multiple of five. Why is my seatbelt twisted? My mind is twisted. All these errors are persistent. So hard to resist it. I am not leaving my house until my phone is 100%, 97% and I can't stand it (will not do. ) Mother tells me it'll be alright after i take my pills...I agree to as long as the pills are sorted by color
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Oct 13, 2015
Oct 13, 2015 at 2:37 PM UTC
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**My daily activities range between avoiding most things to avoiding all things.**
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Feb 12, 2016
Feb 12, 2016 at 8:00 PM UTC
Avoidant Personality Disorder Hoarder
I'm 5'7" Medium length brown hair I let my bangs grow to where their half way down my chest (I use them to hide a lot) Age 17 Birthday April 15(yeah I'll have fun with taxes. :P) My toe nails are ALWAYS painted black, and keep changing the color of my finger nails (I bite them too short to care anyway) I'm proud to say I have a wide chest/wide shoulders (I won't say bra size, just cause guys will be able to read this. :/) I jam out to whatever music I'm listening to Don't give a **** what people think of me (just want to be loved truly, cause that's what I have and always will do) I'm over 200lbs (which is mostly muscle from wrestling with my cousins. :) ) I have fun in more physical activities (ps Apparently, most guys don't like a girl that challenges them to an arm wrestling match. The guys didn't take up my challenge :P) I'm different compared to most girls that I've come to know Also, a lot of girls became afraid of me(some girls that hated me for some reason or other threw rocks at my head. I thought they had been throwing paper, I became sheepish at the moment I realized that they WERE rocks and I'm still literally hard headed to this day. I can't feel when anything hits my head :P :/)
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Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 10:36 AM UTC
What I am
Features, my reflection— subtle hints stare back offering wordless reply, their evidence a betrayal of age. A wrinkle looking deeper, mane of face, of head—hairs fresh lacking pigment. Vain attempts made to mend heart, to sooth soul's dread. Testimony of experience of wisdom, persistence, perception, an impotent contraceptive, the argument aberrant. Regret to cloud memory, my youth seeming a flesh and blood cliche. Tiny footnotes heavy with prose, words in bold to distract mind's eye—a demand of attention. Edging out tomb's more beautiful weight of love and heartache of passion's attempt failing, to try again, sinking before succeeding. An era's dusk and dawn anew, life's advent unpredictable—without cause changing. Notion hanging lingering, poisoning future, the venom of defeat an insidious invasion. This new age creeping toward night in this stage my life's sun less bright. Maturity's introduced responsibility, some enjoyable while others to own hostility. A brigand mugging freedom—time for leisure. Spurring combat for what remains of youth, fingers wrapping air in futile seizure. The inevitable to command subservience, presuming ownership of life, though the mature demonstrate the defiance of the immature. Objects, activities, music assaulting ear, their manner, symbols of strict adherence to who once was— a spiteful surrender refusal. A piece of me defining me until no more, years holding power—threatening to change who I am at very core. Canvas construction the colour of murre, rubber toe caps the shade of pure. Design worn since youth, dead and resurrected; a million mile shoe of valorous resistance—insurrection, a Converse rebellion. In torment of age's scars, I'll never be too old to wear my All Stars.
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Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
Converse Rebellion
Features, my reflection— subtle hints stare back offering wordless reply, their evidence a betrayal of age. A wrinkle looking deeper, mane of face, of head—hairs fresh lacking pigment. Vain attempts made to mend heart, to sooth soul's dread. Testimony of experience of wisdom, persistence, perception, an impotent contraceptive, the argument aberrant. Regret to cloud memory, my youth seeming a flesh and blood cliche. Tiny footnotes heavy with prose, words in bold to distract mind's eye—a demand of attention. Edging out tomb's more beautiful weight of love and heartache of passion's attempt failing, to try again, sinking before succeeding. An era's dusk and dawn anew, life's advent unpredictable—without cause changing. Notion hanging lingering, poisoning future, the venom of defeat an insidious invasion. This new age creeping toward night in this stage my life's sun less bright. Maturity's introduced responsibility, some enjoyable while others to own hostility. A brigand mugging freedom—time for leisure. Spurring combat for what remains of youth, fingers wrapping air in futile seizure. The inevitable to command subservience, presuming ownership of life, though the mature demonstrate the defiance of the immature. Objects, activities, music assaulting ear, their manner, symbols of strict adherence to who once was— a spiteful surrender refusal. A piece of me defining me until no more, years holding power—threatening to change who I am at very core. Canvas construction the colour of murre, rubber toe caps the shade of pure. Design worn since youth, dead and resurrected; a million mile shoe of valorous resistance—insurrection, a Converse rebellion. In torment of age's scars, I'll never be too old to wear my All Stars.
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A movie star died a day or two ago She was 97. She would to say hello to my mother At evening musicals full of teenaged boys that I lusted after years ago She would wave and smile with sparkling eyes I’d look at mother “Why?” Amused, she would say softly “I don’t know!” We would giggle together A rare event Mother was no chorine nor wardrobe mistress She did not peak in the 50s She did not dance with her husband under the moon at the Bel Air Bay Club Her daughter did not write a pop song that oddly charted She did not struggle to remain in the public’s imagination They had nothing in common but perhaps a lovely face and a skill at survival Mom could make her husband move her closer to Johnny on the dance floor. Whichever direction, Dad obliged. They locked down that school today Warned by a rifle in a photo Of an unstable football pro These women are dead now so none’s the wiser “When you’re a victim of bullying, an option is revenge." said the alumna. “Just a precaution,” replied the school. Mother would have been 97 this year as well. Maybe they’ve met again, two streaks of illuminated emptiness Engaging with reservations Over fitting in and going insane Over the low self-regard in a champion or Being lost at sea.
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Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 5:26 PM UTC
After School Activities
There's something odd about it. How I know their names, their personalities, the jokes they tell. How I know the plans you guys have made and the fun activities you'll all do as a team. How I even know the costumes they'll wear and the conventions you will all go to. And I know what I'd say in conversation with them, How I'd get to know them better, How I would put my best foot forward, How I've longed to actually hear their voices so I can match them with their persona. But that's not in the cards. It's okay, I'm okay. But sometimes I realize how disconnected I am from your world. How far away and far removed I am. And I remember that no one knows me. None of them know my name, or my personality. They don't know the plans we have made or activities we are planning. They don't think about what they'd say to me in conversation, or how they'd "get to know me better". They wouldn't need to put their best foot forward or hear my voice to match me to the rest of my persona.... Because to all of them I don't exist. I'm a distant acquaintance from a long time ago. I am a passing name in very loose conversation every couple of months. I am the one who knows but isn't known. I am a ghost. And no one in your life can see me, Except for a very special person, And that's you. (i. r.)
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Mar 26, 2015
Mar 26, 2015 at 1:48 AM UTC
Ghost.
Distant learning courses in the heart Irrelevant actions have left us all apart Acquisitions decaying those stray minded people It's no longer a commonplace to feel peaceful Simultaneous occurrences have our mind in disarray Through our pasts they begin to replay All these calamitous activities brought through maleficent eyes Disintegrate what's left sending us in a fools paradise We reap to elope from these rigorous bearings we call home Only to find ourselves cast away into the unknown We strive to survive in a world full of abhorrence Being seen transparent just as worthless corpses Those few who prevail are not left without detriment They are forever severed a mental delinquent **Nevertheless our story lives on In this godforsaken marathon** -Joseph B Schneider
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 12:38 PM UTC
The Marathon Man
Hey, past me from so close yet seeming long ago... A knot from my sweater's bow I regret tying despite how unkempt the ribbons look hanging by my sides because now it's digging into my back The hair I can't decide if I want out where it's pretty and makes me look less like a generic nerd yet gets in my face and food and life The jeans I insist upon wearing without a belt even though their slipping down my **** may actually outweigh the pain of loosening the belt The tennis shoes I'm too attached to give up that emit a constant squeak, squeak, squeaking through the hallways whether it's caused by residual rain from outside or not The glasses, fond of slipping down my nose at frequent intervals, covered in smudges I rarely notice till they get out of hand The phone whose screen happened to crack at the most inopportune moment and takes forever to read my finger print The jacket that should be a highlighter blue but rather presents itself as a canvas of the week's tomato stains The face covered in acne- The stomach with fat instead of muscle- The arms lacking muscle- The legs with too much hair- I've always acknowledged that perfection is not possible, yet I have to at least try to strive I think, as I sit at my desk, fingers typing fragmented sentences, attempting to convey thoughts speeding too fast to grasp Yet, just a simple poem of reflection brings to light these numerous deficiencies, many of which I COULD fix were it not the invisible fiend upon whom I stamp the label-laziness These deficiencies, many of which aren't even noticed by those around me, some of whom are better some are worse But it's not as simple as that, I've known I can't just be "one of the people", I need to find something, some identity, some way out of my seemingly impossible to escape label of "just above average" In academics, in extracurricular activities, EVERYTHING, I seem to be at a stagnant I've done bad, I've done "just above average", but never above. What is the point if you get plenty of losses and plenty of "fine" but no victories? It's something about me though, somehow I believe, subconsciously, I'm impeding myself. I'm holding myself back. ... Why?
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Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 3:50 PM UTC
Holding Myself Back
Hey, past me from so close yet seeming long ago... A knot from my sweater's bow I regret tying despite how unkempt the ribbons look hanging by my sides because now it's digging into my back The hair I can't decide if I want out where it's pretty and makes me look less like a generic nerd yet gets in my face and food and life The jeans I insist upon wearing without a belt even though their slipping down my **** may actually outweigh the pain of loosening the belt The tennis shoes I'm too attached to give up that emit a constant squeak, squeak, squeaking through the hallways whether it's caused by residual rain from outside or not The glasses, fond of slipping down my nose at frequent intervals, covered in smudges I rarely notice till they get out of hand The phone whose screen happened to crack at the most inopportune moment and takes forever to read my finger print The jacket that should be a highlighter blue but rather presents itself as a canvas of the week's tomato stains The face covered in acne- The stomach with fat instead of muscle- The arms lacking muscle- The legs with too much hair- I've always acknowledged that perfection is not possible, yet I have to at least try to strive I think, as I sit at my desk, fingers typing fragmented sentences, attempting to convey thoughts speeding too fast to grasp Yet, just a simple poem of reflection brings to light these numerous deficiencies, many of which I COULD fix were it not the invisible fiend upon whom I stamp the label-laziness These deficiencies, many of which aren't even noticed by those around me, some of whom are better some are worse But it's not as simple as that, I've known I can't just be "one of the people", I need to find something, some identity, some way out of my seemingly impossible to escape label of "just above average" In academics, in extracurricular activities, EVERYTHING, I seem to be at a stagnant I've done bad, I've done "just above average", but never above. What is the point if you get plenty of losses and plenty of "fine" but no victories? It's something about me though, somehow I believe, subconsciously, I'm impeding myself. I'm holding myself back. ... Why?
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how far must she travel to rediscover her purpose her purpose what a preposterous concept neither rest nor return are purpose neither love nor hate are purpose neither this nor that so then what what is it what is the answer to this unquantifiable question perhaps it rests in the caverns of her dreams in the caverns of her subconscious synesthetic mind seeing colors for numbers and mango puddles in the rain it was always her imaginative spirit that activated her forehead which wrinkled with the tides of hurt pain sadness glory god and she was told to soften that sternness soften it until she was nonexistent but instead she asked what are these things what are their purpose besides drinking foreheads and wringing potential and piping out excuses for this and for that for crimson activities and claret affairs
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Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 8:28 PM UTC
On Being Lost
Life seems like a puzzle A puzzle that will never end Sometimes pieces fit together sometimes they do not In some puzzles piece are missing Just like people or certain activities lack in ours those activities can be lost forever or they can be found At the close of your life, you will look back on the puzzle The puzzle, now a picture a picture that now makes sense a picture of a life fulfilled
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Feb 14, 2015
Feb 14, 2015 at 1:55 AM UTC
The Puzzle of Life
I don't know what you could call this exactly, I was at a musical concert in one of the states And a school filled with children of less than 13 years of age Presented a song which I could call a petition. They were praying earnestly for God to save Nigeria From lawless people, bloodshed, assassination and a list of other wreckless things It touched me that finally, it has gotten to this! When children start to file a petition to God against our leaders saying for their sake God should save the nation It's a bit disturbing that even the kids know that there is a problem with this nation. Do we have to ridicule ourselves forever? The children who were in the ***** and groins some years back have come to understand the situation and are crying out. The educational standard is falling to pieces and the threads would have to be carefully woven together if we wanna make something out of it again. It's embarrassing to know that there are so many sectors that has failed, absolutely nothing is working. Our leaders still apportion blame. Roads are not good and then you get to hear one is a federal road one is state owned. Does it matter who owns the road if it is in their country? Why aren't everyone looking beyond their noses and see what's wrong. Our youths have resolved to fraud when hard work and talents aren't appreciated. Universities have been shut down for months now in the name of strike and the government officials could afford to eat and carry on their daily activities! Aren't they meant to be in the hospital, complaining of one illness or the other as a result of the unrest the matter has caused? Disheartening! Even the hospitals go on strike and innocent people are left to die as a result of no medical attention. I was moved to tears when these children sang. The nation's unrest and matters have become prayer points in all places of worship. God should indeed look down from His throne, have mercy on us and save Nigeria!
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Oct 26, 2013
Oct 26, 2013 at 9:28 AM UTC
God Save Nigeria
I don't know what you could call this exactly, I was at a musical concert in one of the states And a school filled with children of less than 13 years of age Presented a song which I could call a petition. They were praying earnestly for God to save Nigeria From lawless people, bloodshed, assassination and a list of other wreckless things It touched me that finally, it has gotten to this! When children start to file a petition to God against our leaders saying for their sake God should save the nation It's a bit disturbing that even the kids know that there is a problem with this nation. Do we have to ridicule ourselves forever? The children who were in the ***** and groins some years back have come to understand the situation and are crying out. The educational standard is falling to pieces and the threads would have to be carefully woven together if we wanna make something out of it again. It's embarrassing to know that there are so many sectors that has failed, absolutely nothing is working. Our leaders still apportion blame. Roads are not good and then you get to hear one is a federal road one is state owned. Does it matter who owns the road if it is in their country? Why aren't everyone looking beyond their noses and see what's wrong. Our youths have resolved to fraud when hard work and talents aren't appreciated. Universities have been shut down for months now in the name of strike and the government officials could afford to eat and carry on their daily activities! Aren't they meant to be in the hospital, complaining of one illness or the other as a result of the unrest the matter has caused? Disheartening! Even the hospitals go on strike and innocent people are left to die as a result of no medical attention. I was moved to tears when these children sang. The nation's unrest and matters have become prayer points in all places of worship. God should indeed look down from His throne, have mercy on us and save Nigeria!
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A new haircut, Receiving in activities Like oral *** What's the difference? You only feel like a new person For the first hour or so Then It's back to your regular old life Feeding yourself And perhaps the kind feline next door You aren't sure who it belongs to But it comes to you when you make that little clicking sound With your tongue And you sometimes wish you had all the time in the world To waste On silly things that are nowhere near productive But they make you feel good Like that new haircut
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Dec 3, 2010
Dec 3, 2010 at 9:53 AM UTC
House Bred (Bread)
From the womb we are taught to idealize the prospect of employment...and everything that comes after is done in attempt to attain a job All the years of school...the pre-job jobs...the extra curricular activities that sparkle like a diamond among shattered glass or dreams on a CV because employed is secure... employed is safe... employed is smart... employed is successful Your mom was hoping you would be an accountant like her but daddy thought you'd be a better scientist...so they made you do everything and by the time you realized that you didn't want to do any of those things...you had spread yourself so thin that the wind carried you in every direction and non of them was right... That didn't really matter as long as you made enough to live in comfort...luxury is like the coin you find under your pillow in return for your fallen tooth...except instead of teeth it's your dreams that you have to trade in... Because unemployed is unstable Unemployed is without purpose Unemployed is poor Unemployed is a failure So it doesn't really matter what you are...just as long as you're not unemployed.
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Jun 13, 2018
Jun 13, 2018 at 2:47 PM UTC
unemployment
I’ll conceal your shifting hands, Palms pressed, Calluses to torn cuticles, All thumbs and knuckles and nails, And I don’t know her, violet-scented creeping infestation and How you’ve worn me down, there’s a hole in my sleeve- And I’ve let you chew on me, sweat on me, I’ve I’ve kept you warm And You used me, You used me to conceal illicit activities, hands in pockets, shrugging eyes off, never been cigarettes in there, nope, And you let her peel me off of you, the one with violet hands that weren’t so gentle, but violent, voracious, tearing in at you, as I watched from the floor she scratched the skin that I kept safe and warm, and and Why did you leave me crumpled on the floor and then And then let her take me home, draped over her bony shoulders to billow like a parachute, before she squeezed me half to death that night in her sleep?
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Oct 1, 2012
Oct 1, 2012 at 1:02 AM UTC
Inanimate
The Annual POCU Fashion Show held by the campus organization “People of Color United,” was held in the Student Activities Center on Saturday, April 18. The fashion show is the final activity of the year held by POCU. Junior Martell Prayear and senior Miranda Jackson were the show’s hosts and announcers. The fashion show is a competition where various designers, or teams of designers, are required to create outfits that adhere to a general theme, but also incorporate the designer’s unique, personal concepts. This year, the general theme for the fashion show was: Thrift Shop. Each designer, or group of designers, was required to utilize clothes purchased from the local Goodwill and maintain a $50 budget. Preparations for the event, Jackson said, were very short. “I was really surprised how well it turned out, because we started practicing for the show at four o’clock that day,” Jackson said. “They typically start practicing way a head of time.” Despite the delayed preparation, the fashion show was an overall success. The first designer to present at the fashion show was Victoria Webster. Webster’s fashion line was inspired by professional work attire. “I think it can be hard transitioning college wear into professional wear, on a budget,” Webster said of her outfits. Webster was able to find three models to wear the clothes, which she said was a combination of the model’s personal items, as well as those purchased through Goodwill. The second fashion line presented at the fashion show was designed by Iyana Lynch. For her personal theme, Lynch designed outfits that were inspired by the different seasons. The third designer to present that evening was Alyssa Nieset. Inspired by 90’s menswear, Nieset designed a line of androgynous outfits. The final clothing line presented was a team effort from: Jeanita Blue and Angel Powell. Their theme was considered “90’s Reloaded,” and featured various throwbacks to 1990’s pop culture such as TLC and The Spice Girls. Blue said that most of the outfits in their fashion line were inspired by “eco-friendly fashion,” and were intended to decrease hesitation toward shopping at thrift stores. While the judges finalized the scores for each designer or team, the Urban Dance Association entertained the crowd with a quick performance. The judge’s scores resulted in a tie between Jeanita Blue & Angel Powell, and Iyana Lynch. Despite the general tie, Blue and Powell were awarded first place, while Lynch was granted second place. There was an off-campus reception held in Cleveland after the event. Read more here:www.marieaustralia.com/purple-formal-dresses | www.marieaustralia.com/green-formal-dresses
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May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 10:36 PM UTC
POCU Fashion Show Inspires BW to “Get Thrifty”
The Annual POCU Fashion Show held by the campus organization “People of Color United,” was held in the Student Activities Center on Saturday, April 18. The fashion show is the final activity of the year held by POCU. Junior Martell Prayear and senior Miranda Jackson were the show’s hosts and announcers. The fashion show is a competition where various designers, or teams of designers, are required to create outfits that adhere to a general theme, but also incorporate the designer’s unique, personal concepts. This year, the general theme for the fashion show was: Thrift Shop. Each designer, or group of designers, was required to utilize clothes purchased from the local Goodwill and maintain a $50 budget. Preparations for the event, Jackson said, were very short. “I was really surprised how well it turned out, because we started practicing for the show at four o’clock that day,” Jackson said. “They typically start practicing way a head of time.” Despite the delayed preparation, the fashion show was an overall success. The first designer to present at the fashion show was Victoria Webster. Webster’s fashion line was inspired by professional work attire. “I think it can be hard transitioning college wear into professional wear, on a budget,” Webster said of her outfits. Webster was able to find three models to wear the clothes, which she said was a combination of the model’s personal items, as well as those purchased through Goodwill. The second fashion line presented at the fashion show was designed by Iyana Lynch. For her personal theme, Lynch designed outfits that were inspired by the different seasons. The third designer to present that evening was Alyssa Nieset. Inspired by 90’s menswear, Nieset designed a line of androgynous outfits. The final clothing line presented was a team effort from: Jeanita Blue and Angel Powell. Their theme was considered “90’s Reloaded,” and featured various throwbacks to 1990’s pop culture such as TLC and The Spice Girls. Blue said that most of the outfits in their fashion line were inspired by “eco-friendly fashion,” and were intended to decrease hesitation toward shopping at thrift stores. While the judges finalized the scores for each designer or team, the Urban Dance Association entertained the crowd with a quick performance. The judge’s scores resulted in a tie between Jeanita Blue & Angel Powell, and Iyana Lynch. Despite the general tie, Blue and Powell were awarded first place, while Lynch was granted second place. There was an off-campus reception held in Cleveland after the event. Read more here:www.marieaustralia.com/purple-formal-dresses | www.marieaustralia.com/green-formal-dresses
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I had once been in a church to drink a beer Behind the pastor seat A risk I took with no fear Ends me a back seat. I wonder who reported me For I was sure all doors were locked against me I was sure the gate keeper didn't notice me I guess the walls have eyes Oh, maybe holy spirit really exist But why did he have to show up then I was in the same spot sweating in prayers Crying rain seeking for a divine help Nobody reported me then Is this not a case of betrayal? People, they just love being messengers of negativity When I was sweeping the altar, dusting this same pastor seat nobody shouted my activities. Wait a minute, what was I thinking Why should I carry a sin in a bottle Straight to a supposing holy temple. Holy? Is a place I once caught cockroaches making out holy? The venue where our tithes and offerings are being pocketed by the church hierarchy still holy? Even as that, I don't suppose to join the crowd to pollute the Lord's place Truly I deserve even behind the back seats, yes I deserve the shame.
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Dec 23, 2013
Dec 23, 2013 at 2:24 PM UTC
I Deserve The Shame.
Because i'd rather avoid you, delete you, ignore you because the last thing I wanted to was to find myself in the middle of the night before a full day of MEChA activities and workshops writing you a ******* tragic melancholic pathetic love poem which makes me angry and sad at the same time talk about intersectionality because it's hard to survive and I want to live and feel loved and I feel you take me for granted and in order to honor the love I have for you I need to let you go until I can love you as a friend you taught me to love you without limits and that's so hard to unlearn because I learned to wait, to listen, to save, to not expect, to serve, to accept because I refuse to go on and pretend this love doesn't exist because I can't be your best friend comadre, sister or whatever the **** you call it because you make me feel little, ugly, betrayed, silenced, guilty, unwanted, dependent, anxious, and because you always expect a reason from me mientras como de tu plato hondo de soledad y silencio because I want you to cry like I cried feel what I felt believe what I believed know what I once thought I knew because I need me whole and you taught me to love me in fragments. Because I love you, and love like that is so hard to unlearn. Any theories for that?
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Jan 19, 2014
Jan 19, 2014 at 2:55 AM UTC
anti-pedagogy of love
*This blade controls me This blade enters my skin without stuttering This blade knows it's home within me This blade hasn't yet cut too deep but has taken my life, you see This blade is my life now This blade slices through my skin like a hot spoon through butter This blade draws art on my wrists and writes stories on my thighs This blade will one day end my total existence This blade is my addiction, you see This blade has become my infatuation This blade is wrecking me This blade is scarring my skin with shiny white lines This blade makes me joyous This blade forces me to cut my activities short so it can cut my skin This blade is my bestfriend, because when This blade allows the red to run free of my flesh, I get giddy with excitement This blade comforts me This blade will be here 'till the end...*
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Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 2:58 AM UTC
This blade