"abcense" poems
Today, I forgot to remember you.
For once, I didn't give you a thought.
I was able to get through my whole shift,
Ignoring the pain your abcense has brought.
Today, I forgot to remember the feeling,
Of being held safely in your embrace.
And for once on my drive home,
I didn't slow down near your old place.
Today I forgot to remember to call,
To hear your voicemail play.
I'll never again hear you greet me "Hey Sugar"
Or tell me "Have a blessed day".
Today I remembered to accept,
That you have left and passed on.
And though I know I will see you again,
I wish every day, that you weren't gone.
Dec 24, 2014
Dec 24, 2014 at 2:07 PM UTC
She watches from the doorway
Remembering every moment
If you could look through her eyes
You could feel the love
That radiates through the dust and the grim
Only she knew the deeper meaning
held within the frame
Only she felt the abcense of a man in her life
They just noticed the lack of aftershave and clothes
She smiles as she turns to leave
Always a magpie
Collecting things to keep her heart warm
Now she would throw them to the wind
Knowing now the truth of life and death
And the beauty that lay before her
Jan 2, 2011
Jan 2, 2011 at 3:36 AM UTC
The empty house
Someone had been there a while before
From the washcloths draped over the sink
From the glass of milk
Halfway done
I imagined a young boy
Drinking a cup of milk in the morning
While having a buttered bread
I imagined he whined for orange juice
The tablecloth was still on the table
A *** two plates and 4 cups in the sink
And the detergent open
I imagined Mother finishing up the dishes
Doing what a normal wife would do
But out of the sudden they left
Leaving the world to wonder what happened
Leaving the world to ponder
What the fate of this family
What is good or bad
Urgent or casual
What caused the abcense
The vanish
What caused this empty house
Transparent without it's people
Dec 6, 2016
Dec 6, 2016 at 9:34 PM UTC
Well, actually no.
It's not funny at all
How I still find myself,
Against my wavering will,
Planning my steps
Dictating my day
According to you
When did we last talk
Four months I think it's been
How have you managed
To grip me so tight,
Hog tied and gagged
By the memory of your company
Where was all this before?
And here I am
Despite your undeniable abcense
Starving myself just in case
You call for dinner
Jul 17, 2013
Jul 17, 2013 at 2:35 PM UTC
Why do I feel alone?
A room full of people...
But still alone.
Am I listening?
Am I awake?
Numbness
The lack of feeling
The abcense of emotions
If I am numb...
Why am I crying?
Why am I feeling?
The day will soon end
And only one question will remain
Why am I alive?
Jan 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018 at 12:45 PM UTC