"We both feared of being rejected,"
Edwin F Lopez

I look into your eyes and see thee,
Whom has been waiting for me.
I mean it when I say I love you,
You make it worth while.

Love is what I see in your eyes,
That I didn’t need to look twice.
You’ve seen what was hidden in me,
As I saw what was hidden from me.

We both feared of being rejected,
But we would both have accepted.
I gained courage to say that I Love thee,
And so you were surprised to hear it from me.

The desire for you forgets my fears,
For that reason I shed my tears.
The times we’re together is what I treasure,
To make the relation we have endure.

Deep inside I feel the warmth
Time and time again when you’re with.
I open my eyes for what it is
You are there giving me a kiss.

Love in our hearts forever
Will let us be together.
Let us have our kiss for the night,
Now I shall awake with your light.

Avarious Ignis Ragnarok 11/11/09
"To get rejected"

Your eyes are dark
They have a sparkle
They can see something in me
Something that cqn help discover

Feelings hidden
So no one gets hurt
Feeling so no one laughs
So no one throws them away
Feelings that are hidden
From everyone
So that you never know

A smile that can melt you away
It can change my day
One so pure and honest
That it can make a difference
One smile that can bring my heart to stop beating
A smile that is long lasting
And makes me fall deeper into
This hidden love

That are softer and as delicate
As a blowing wind
So gentle capable
Of curing my scars
Hands that can hold mine
As I fall
Grabing me so tight next to your heart
While i litsen to the beautiful melody
Of life

In this hidden love
A love so shy
It could almost die
With the fear of being caught
A love so timid
It rather stay with a low profile
A love that can't stand up
A love that is not strong enough
To get rejected
That it decides to stay hidden

Behind the air
And alone with its self
Hidden so that it does not hurt
When you see another
Or when your lips touch others
And even when you hands
Hold other hands tight

It is better not see
You dont win
You can loose either

"I'll risk getting rejected"

Its movies and books
And the way that we talk
Which is not often and not given much thought
But its what we do
And we do it well
I am blissfully falling
Straight into hell
Am I not?
Am I not?
Tell me I'm wrong
I don't have the voice
But I have found the song
Am I right?
Am I right?
Tell me I'm not
Though you are refreshing
You're unbearably hot
Your fingers are matches
And your eyes are sparks
Your arms are fireworks
And they're stiff as starch
And I know you could hurt me
If I am not protected
But I think that I'll risk it
I'll risk getting rejected

"The fear of getting rejected"

Breaking through rows of hull grins
Taking the midnight train to the brain
But it seems impossible to the naked eye
'I can do this' he said
A storm of chuckles burst into the night
Leaving eminent traces of happiness

Grappling on dear life
She wonder if she’ll survive
If she can pull this through
Breaking amends and grazing on truth
The imminent outcome to foresee
What speaks and what lies beneath

He still remembered that day at the library
Where she fell and he yelled
His left foot swollen due to her pointed heel
But it was worth the pain
Millions of other fragments could never beat this

They started spending a little each day-
Bartering hilarity on lame anecdotes
Reading together without imparting words
They both felt it
This intense chemistry

Pretense running weary
Who would make the first move?
The fear of getting rejected
Injected to the head
He finally confessed
But it was too late
He will never be hers
She will never be his
She made him promise her relentlessly
That he’ll find someone again
Her life filched gradually
And finally came to an end

Fragments lingered till this very day
The ones who came after will never be the same.

You know those tear jerking films you watched. It's really sad to watch if one of them dies at the end. In reality the one who's left alive has no more tears to cry. It's dry. And I don't know if I'll ever meet someone like her again. I might fulfill that promise, or I might break it. I don't know.
All I know, I'll never forget every fragment, It'll always linger. 28 July 2010
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