Alan Watts said the Hindus
Say get lost man
Get caught up in the beauty of life
The Hindus see life as a great drama
What a fun day I had yesterday
I had steel cut oatmeal for breakfast
Then worked out at the gym
At night I was at the putting green
In the distance I see a man slowly disappearing as he jogs away
To my right A mother soothes and holds a baby
Today I was at two different college campuses
I recorded some of Alan Watts' book on the Tao
So many beautiful women
I walked around campus
And saw such beautiful women
Oh my goodness
I could not believe how short
Some of the women's shorts were
They barely covered their tight bottoms
I'm not complaining
The women really love
To strut their stuff at this Christian University I attended
Tonight I was at old junior college
I took classes there ten years ago
First I walked around
I was smiling as I listened to Kashmir
People smiled at me too
I think they saw what a good time I was having
I had my Australian hat on
It is great because it covers the neck
Then I watched water polo
Referee blows whistle
Swimming back and forth
Then I was walking
And a guy with a Led Zeppelin shirt walked by
I told him I was listening to Kashmir
He said, "awesome" and walked by
What a strange coincidence for that to happen!
I was so content
Lying on grass with back against small rock
I saw a young Indian man
Do a side flip
He is skillful acrobat!
I laughed because it was so amazing
I almost clapped for him but didn't
Tao is wise mother
Tao is everyday consciousness
On way back to car
I looked at home across the street
There was big television on
I came home
And put glass of orange juice in freezer
It became like orange slushee
I am watching youtube tutorials on how
To do sideflips and Kip Ups
Maybe I will try to do a Kip Up
But side flip too hard for me!
Also it looks kind of dangerous
Now I listen
To Heart Sutra
As I type
Every Boddhisatva depends on highest perfect wisdom
Because mind meets no obstacle
Because no obstacle no fear is born
Gone beyond all topsee turvey absolutes
Past Present and Future
Every Buddha depends on highest perfect wisdom
Therefore attain supreme perfect enlightment
Sentient beings are numberless,
I vow to save them,
Desires are inexhaustible,
I vow to put an end to them.
The Dharmas are boundless,
I vow to master them.
The Buddha Way is unsurpassable,
I vow to attain it.
When I was walking today I felt
Like I was walking on air
Patterns of childhood emerge
as a forgotten splinter -
curious, distorted drolly
In the cool of the day,
we walked through fields
existing only in our dreams
No cry of birds nor distant hum
of languid bees upon new buds
met our ears, yet we felt no alarm
And when our feet pressed
soft indentations upon
rust-colored earth, we knew
the air would be
perfumed with more than
fleeting citrus notes
October winds always did
make the sparrows
alter their songs;
yet, the deviation
was never great enough
that one would notice
unless, of course,
one were slightly
more in tune
with the subtle tweaks
of the universe on
seemingly ordinary days
the least likely person
was always the one
most severely affected,
suddenly trembling in the corner
Once in a seldom while,
(at the least expected time)
when the tide begins to lap hungrily
at pale deformed rocks
encrusted with sea urchins
an odd rustling in the air,
unlike that of the wind
but rather something
can be felt
as babies turn in their cribs
gazing solemnly at
thick starless nights
but never utter a sound
and mothers shiver
at whispers of their own
ephemeral youth reflected
in their babies’ watchful eyes
i acted cool.
You know, like how they do it on TV.
27 floors up,
your door was unlocked.
i didn't take my shoes off,
that way you could see the bad ass i really am,
You know, you told me you loved me.
That's why I came.
i believed you.
Oh, how naive of you, i think back now.
I sat on your beat-down chair,
while you sprawled out on the floor-level couch.
I was terrified,
but the kids on TV are never scared.
He said he loved you.
No one else has ever felt that way before.
He loves you, kid.
You can do it.
Come cuddle on the couch?
Meh, maybe if i feel like it later.
Play. It. Cool.
i slide unto the foot of your sex-stained sofa.
i can feel your feet shaking behind my back,
your toes teasing my sides,
poking in and out between my ribs.
i know what you want,
and i want it too.
Keep. It. Cool. Kid. Keep it Cool.
i feel my hands slip out of your tight grasp,
my fingers inching their way up your leg,
following the dips of your pelvic bone.
What is happening?
The taste of you is so foreign to me.
i've never known the sweetness of another human being.
Let's go to your room?
Kid, it's just like on TV.
Okay, yeah, i guess if you really want to.
i didn't want to take my clothes off.
The world was spinning,
i was seeing and feeling things i didn't know to exist.
What is happening?
i love you.
i love you, i love you.
it's all over,
27 floors of shame.
not only don't you love me,
you don't talk to me.