I am like a piece of dirt down by the site of the river
who refused to be blown by the wind
I looking down at myself for being so filthy
Useless to myself and my environment
what can I do?
I'd looked at you for the very first time and couldn't tell our difference
it felt like we've been together in the life that passed
the life we can't remember
who we was or what we were
Deep down you wet soul i can feel the emptiness deep down
i know you're in love with someone else like i was before you
but by now
i think you should have know for yourself
we're both rejects

The earth will unit and break again
Time will pass and things shall change
But breaking us will be hard to do.
Cause ...
We're soul stuck

In my dream you are mine.

But in my life you are a beautiful dream,

You are my soul
My very Existence
My beautiful soul

that could give me an eternal life.
Maybe worst

I am scared of you, My weakness : endless breathing
But the things I think I can not say.
I wanna tell you!

Yes, I am a good writer
at least that helps me sleep

I've made the most important discovery of my life,
Only if I'm right

It's only in the mysterious equation of love,
and some incredible feelings I can't for myself understand

that inspired the multiple universes around me and changed my being,

You are my virtual world, I swear I only think of you
Days and Nights
hours and minutes
most of my lost seconds
I found them with you

In as much as I know my worth,
My worth, Even when I'm worth Nothing to you

I get scared when it comes to this.
one of my latest heart unfulfillable discovery

It was hard to find it, and now harder to solve,
what's worst?

It was like a dream to me as well as a great strive,
it still is that dream

But I said it earlier, You are mine only in my dreams

and that is the great power and the magic of love,
I keep saying love like I think it is real.
(What do I know)

Yes one thing i know is to write out what I feel

And What I feel I truly know

And I know that...

I love you although I've never met you,
with you I can stand up for anything,
even things I do not believe in
And if anything rings the bell.
Then I'll say it again;
with you I will stand up for everything
I love you though I've never met you,

Like two ends of a line
the difference is, this can not be defined
you changed my life and so my sky to blue.
i guess it was dark before
Or maybe it has always been blue but I now I see it Brighter
I love you though I never met you,
Why do I keep repeating: I love you like it's weighing on my brains
but in my dreams I really meet you.
Those dreams that i cannot stop smiling from when I wake
Every night : Everyday
Every time my eyes close be it day or night
I...(Don't want to repeat the line ) but I hardly know you

the few I know has mesmerized me
I... I can't help it
But I don't wanna get hurt.
That's right, I Love You But I'm Scared

It doesn't matter if i stay the rest of my life tell you I love you
It doesn't matter if I never stop trying to make a change in my life to please your loveliness
I sometimes believe that I am in need of a miracle
But wait
You are my miracle
I love you so much that I forget myself
I lose myself because you are desirable
To me
To my blind heart

Each time you hurt me I feel stronger to fall in love with you even harder
I think maybe you will love me someday but that's a queue
your heart has being programmed
this may never happen, you loving is that dream that Joseph had which will never come through...
But I hoped
Didn't stop hoping
ahahahahah
You told me yourself but I refused to listen
now it's the alcohol which is taking me to bed
I held the bottle of wine all night in the rain and well
I emptied the bottle
yes I did
throughout that night I had my heart fooled me
that you will be mine
if not now
later in the future
but that's just how he planned it
he will tell me that all the time
all because it is that blind
I need to do a surgery to save myself from
*My Blind heart