Heavy drops for days
immitating the sunrays
'the bonds of heaven'

The way raindrops glide
.  with a faint clap of thunder
  .   into coalescence
.        .
.     .
    .    .
   .   .
    .

Last night,
I dreamed of the red sun
whose rays have fallen
into the centerline
& swayed into a pollen tube
the birth of Hibiscus
Rosa-sinensis

Then, its stigma
swirled into a human heart
& its beat - echoed -
shined through the dark
into a vibrant atmosphere
I could finally see the horizon

it was the beginning...

Peace and Trust into the Process
Happiness in Love & Financial Abundance
New Friendships & Guidance
Well-Being for All

~ everything unfolds

So, let Love defeat suppression
***' we have the right to emotion

to break the bounds of an oath
to fall into freedom
- into growth.
let the stream circulate
into ease of what life should be
embrace discomfort
welcome the unknown

I accept the process
my many connections with you

I live within the greatest depth
no soul has ever touched

I ascend into the surface
& flee back into my birthplace
- into your breath
- your pulsing embrace

& I will gently wait there
for the worlds to interlace

The Atlantic waves
~ pulled out the seashells
into the basin coast
& shaped them into roses

"You wouldn't know. . .
because You know better"

когда не важно -
посмотри на небо -
всё станет ясно.

within the sea of northern lights . . .
within the blazing stars . . . within your heart
there is a tide. . . of sweeping energy, it rises and falls,
ebbs and flows, comes and goes. . .

"Мне б твои заботы -
Тебе только четать.

Вот эта забота!:
там птичка летит -
и её не споймать."

in both exciting and trying times
move like the moon, progress
to let go of the past

One should not seek eternal bliss -
find contentment in your presence.

for an endless sun would run a drought
for an endless rain will cause a flood -

One should seek -
a 'peace of mind' instead.

Experience the balance of life!

laying like a corpse
holding the phone. . .
instead of flowers.

They say: "If it's truly written in the stars
then it's bound to happen"
If not, then I will write it down
~ crumple it, spark it and toss it back ~
for everyone to see
and wish upon the falling star

It shines the brightest
So, let go of resistance
live your life to the fullest
in your presence
& dreams will follow

The way snow shines
beneath the sun,

fireflies ignite the forest
under the moonlight

смотрю в зеркaло хочу быть крaсивой
смотрю в холодильник хочу быть счастливой!

Ты всегда приходиш ко мне
чтобы заполнить пустоту в уме...
спокойствием.

Ты всегда приходиш ко мне
чтобы посмотреть на звёзды
и отпустить проблемы.

It was your heartbeat
The first sound I ever heard. . .

before I was born.

Outdoor lights flicker
as thunder claps
far in distance -
Translucent rain -
merging into green
landscapes. . become rivers
Yellow Ochre atmosphere
into a phase of orange -
Lavender strokes
of lightning -
Shade of mud crimson
We all unite in awe
until it all darkens. . .
Tomorrow comes

Winters' night... Outside...
                cosmic eyes... melt a way...
       Let her fly... to die.

Let her fly...

Oh, how I wished for a friend...

the curtain brushed my cheek
by the gentle wind.

I whispered to my sorrow:
"...everything will be okay".

ssshshhhhhsssssssss

Me: Aaron-kun! <3
Aaron: Did you just called me a ****? -.-

x' D

How ignorant I felt -
Suffocated to fill your cup -
How I tried to get inside your head -

Until I finally realized. . .
You're the one who can't understand
for which I am simply lesser.

Moved in with my gay friend

       and magically, he turned Bi

        ~ all the sudden... into a straight guy!

I deeply care for you, even
with the scarring pain...

with your hypocrisy,
unnecessary outbursts,
  jealousy,
distrust,
sullen moods...


Please forgive me for my anger
I still love you most

warmth of the morning sun on my skin,
and the graceful stroke from the wind

. . . so peaceful

I wasn't able to buy you the two main
presents that I wanted to...

So I filled my favorite box with love & kisses
& I wish you a Merry Christmas !

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Monday
1. A moment of realization + feeling of bliss
when everything falls into its place.
Tuesday
2. White snow is falling from heavens
Wednesday
3. cancelled classes <3
Thursday
4. Happy birthday, Mom. Much health, much love,
and a long beautiful life.
Friday
5. I am not used to this kind of happiness...
as a being exposed under the sheets...
caressing our bodies against one other.
You are the person I truly admire.
Saturday
6. Oh, praise for resting days!
Sunday
7. I am content: fried rice and general chicken
in my sight... and now in my tummy

The beat of your heart
gently calms my anxious mind...

and the warmth we share
lays me into deepest slumber...

When I close my eyes,
I'm in my own space.

My breath... is
of ocean weaves.

Hold..
             & release

of all stress
                         to Peace.

Ssssssssssssshhhhhh

My voice: projection
"the Universal creation".
We are of one love.

~ One day will come
when I am part of the Universe. ~

~ My soul lingers to reincarnate
from the roots of the tree,
and the body wills to bring life to another.

~ to become part of breath ~
~ mind eternally at peace ~

I will become a flower.
I'll walk on the clouds
and my waters will fill the rain. ~

Hasn't it come true?

my happiest moment:
when I became a laughter
in your fruity lips<3
<3

Fallen ~for the cosmic dreaming
& Risen for ~planetary alignment.
~ West ~ East ~ North ~ South ~
Intersecting Lines ~ & Swirls ~

around the heavenly body.

~ Stillness ~
Swirls in place. North ~ South ~
East ~ West ~ Oceanic waves ~
Flora ~ Root to rise ~ Anahata ~ energized!

~ Criss Cross ~
Butterfly ~ constellations ~ sway
Pose ~ to extend my soul & groovy Love
in honor of sound ~ Universe resides

~ Lounge ~ Namaste ~

'~ ~'  ~ ~  ~ ~  ~ ~ ' ~  ~ '  ~ ~  ~ ~

Divine elephas,

through the depth of your eyes,

~ I will never die ~

In the depths of darkness,
I see the glimmer of particles
dancing into incandescent vibrancy.

Into the depths of my eye sockets
lies the never-ending brushstrokes...
of an anonymous painting.

The darkness sings in cosmic hymns
emphasizing infiniteness
to a heartbeat... of a soundless sleep...

and all of the misty dreams
within the sunrise shadows...
Arise the beauty and my feeling...

Who feels the Blues around here?!
Ain't it all... just makes us human?
To love...
                to hate...
                                to feel the riffs of pain.

Too sad...
                the mean of pleasure...
All inside my head.

and the heartbeat I hold so dear...
Ole Sweet Blues makes me feel...

What is it? It keeps us going?
Together we unite...
and release the aching heart

I am -
never the same.
So, is my love for you -
grows
into something new.

I can feel my heart
rock my body back and forth...
In perfect stillness

Translated By Valeriya Vikhrova
Poetry By Valery Kipelov

Under me - silence.
Sky is filled with rain.
Rain passes through me,
but there is no more pain.
Under the cold whisper of stars,
we burned the last bridge,
and all collapsed into abyss.
I will become free again
From the evil and from the good,
my soul had lived on the edge of a blade.

I could've been with you,
I could've forgotten about everything,
I could've loved you,
but Its just a game.
In the noise of wind behind my back,
I will forget your voice,
and of the earthly love,
which burned us into dust,
and I was loosing my mind...
In my soul, there's no room left for you, not anymore!

I am free, like a bird in the sky,
I am free, I forgot, the means of fear,
I am free, on the par with the wild wind.
I am free, in reality, not in a dream!

Under me - silence,
Sky is filled with fire,
light passes through me,
and I am free once again.
I am free from love,
from birth and from rumors,
from predicted fate,
and from the earthly shackles,
from evil and from good,
In my soul, there's no room left for you, not anymore!

I am free, like a bird in the sky,
I am free, I forgot, the means of fear,
I am free, on the par with the wild wind.
I am free, in reality, not in a dream!

I'm free!...
I'm free!...
I'm free!...

Our planets~ like the droplets of rain
resting on the surface of the car's windshield.
The way tear drops~ imitating a falling star
vanishing in the blink of an eye.
The way suns are portrayed
by the wavering beam of the bulb...

Shine through the nightfall
tear into my waking hour!