Qynn 3d

There is nothing about me that is as delectable
as your hordes of whores.

I'm sorry that my belly jiggles more than my ass.

I'm sorry that I don't have the time or money
to spend on looking like a slut.

I'm sorry that I'm not even worth getting blow jobs from any more.

I wish I was even worth kissing.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Qynn 3d

You are my hologram
a beacon of light and life
always present, but never mine
to touch or taste.

And somehow still, I can remember
your sweat on my pillow
and how you tasted - every bit of you
every night for months.

It felt like years.

The feel of your breath upon my neck
as you panted in my ear.

I still hold the memory
of us in bed together
so very dear.

Qynn 3d

this dull ache in the back of my head
beckons me ever closer
to the edge of this miserable existence,
a painkiller

one step closer to the end
of another chapter
of another life

I am so tired
and no longer do I have it in me
to fight.

Qynn 3d

where you have neglected to look
there I will be
hands clasped, waiting patiently
for a hug or a kiss
maybe even a smile to grace your lips.

I will wait for you to call me back
into your heart -

so that I will no longer wither
alone
and apart from you.

Qynn 7d

I remember the first time you put your hands on me.
I remember feeling the fire in your heart,
and tasting desire on your tongue.
I remember the way it felt to lay against you
and how perfectly our bodies seemed to fit together.
It was like we were hand crafted for one another.

do you remember?

And then, slowly
but ever certain
the fire bled out until it was but an ember -
barely glowing among the ash.

I'm so cold now.
Your body used to keep me warm.
Your breath kept my heart beating.

But now, I am alone
and I am cold
and all I have left to keep my heart humming
are these bittersweet memories
of honeymoon passion
played over and over again in my head.

like your favorite porn star on repeat.

Qynn Jul 12

Everything I am is too much.
I am an assault to the senses,
and no longer do I dare
to brush against your heart
for fear of an allergic reaction.

Qynn Jul 12

It feels like an eternity
since the last time I tried to get you to talk.
I've stopped messaging you.
I don't bother trying to start
or hold
any conversation with you
anymore.

There is no point.
The words are empty,
but my heart is full.

So full it hurts.

I wonder, every second of every day
if you miss me
the way that I miss you.

Horribly.

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