I try as hard as I can
To go back to those summer nights
When you were mine.
The cheap movie rentals play
And as you get up to leave
I beg you to stay.
It's been months since I last heard from you
I barely drink coffee anymore
'Cause it never is as fresh as the one
You'd brew.
All I have left is your unwashed tee
And the trail of polaroids you
Always took of me.
Sometimes your touch I still feel,
And then I realize it's 4:03 AM
And again, it was a dream and
Nothing real.
I close my eyes and think of you
And that time when you
Told me not to cry
And that
I was truly only mine.
I never believed you when you said
You'd leave
Cause it never seemed
Like you'd grown
Sick of me.
I try as hard as I can
To go back to those summer nights
When I was yours.
When you were mine.