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Oct 2023 · 274
I Am
I'm getting bad again
I'm like a dear in headlights
your blank stares scare me
May 2018 · 412
Sept. 20. 2017
I do not fear death. As long as I'm with you. Wrapped around each other's arms in times anew.  Give time, and I  will give you mine. Giving love, our love entwined. Skipping beats, holding hands.  Making love,  the whole romance.

I do not fear death, I  fear time. for that is true. there is not enough when I'm with you.
Busy schedules and Uber rides, slow nights at work, your on my mind. Unfair acts I must abide. But dearly I must confide. I want you always by my side.

When it's night and it's only me and you. You lean in kiss me and you hug me all night through.

A blanket made of your warmth. It  Guides me through he  night.  keeps me sane as you hold me tight.

And As the night gets darker and you are are dead asleep. I whisper these words on repeat :

I do not fear death. As long as I'm with you. Wrapped around our arms in times anew. Give time, and I will give you mine. Giving love, our love entwined. Skipping beats, holding hands. Making love, the whole romance.
Apr 2018 · 312
Speak
I should remember
I need think before I speak
Less damage that way
Apr 2018 · 173
April 6
To feel alone in a crowded room
Mar 2018 · 284
Love you too
The cold air blows through my hair and dances with my  body. Longing for the warmth you carry from your head to your finger tips. To feel your hand roll down my side. Searching , grasping the  essence of my heart. How I miss the the music in your chest as I lay on top of you, hearing the beats as you whisper the words I love you amongst your breath. I love you too.
Mar 2018 · 307
Fear the Night
My fear gets stronger
As the night starts closing in
I pray for the light
Mar 2018 · 444
Bad Wolf
He huffed and he puffed and he blew my house down
The devil found me here
Feb 2018 · 204
Triggered
You have me triggered
Oh, What did you say to me?
You'll always love me?
Feb 2018 · 468
Dead End
The light disappeared
  was no longer a tunnel
Tears blinded her path
Jan 2018 · 293
Match
Rest your body against mine
Let our temperatures match
Ignite The Fire.
lips burn with desire
Set our love aflame
Dec 2017 · 252
Numb
My fingertips feel numb
I can no longer feel you skin
Dec 2017 · 256
Self Inflicted
Floating in a pool of blood
My own demise
by the sharpest knife made by my sharpest teeth
Oct 2017 · 327
Transference
Your "used to it."
Blade digs deeper into your forearm.
As I watch you bleed , all I can do is cry. For I fear your pain has turned to look at me.
Oct 2017 · 349
October
The grey clouds stormed over
The gusts of wind pushed through
The air screamed, "I'm back"
My heart dropped
Sep 2017 · 233
Weak
Haven't felt this weak or terrified. The tears are uncontrollable at times. How Waterfalls of my insecurities and overthinking thoughts are deadlier than a knife itself.
Sep 2017 · 220
Down
It is  up in the air
Let it all come crashing down
Aug 2017 · 1.1k
Don't Fall in Love with Me
Don't fall in love with me.

I'm a devil in sheep's clothing dressed behind a brightly covered shirt and black jeans, bright eyes and a warm smile.
I will be cute. I will be sincere.
You could be standing in a busy crowd. Everyone. And I mean everyone is screaming in your ears. But. Just the thought of even seeing me will make you feel at home.
I have reeled you in.

Don't fall in love with me

I will get attached.
I will ask you what your doing about every hour.
I will ask you  about your day.
I will Instagram you, tweet  Snapchat, facebook and spam you.
I will worship the ground walk on  make you feel special. Because that is what everyone is suppose to feel.
I don't know it, you don't know it. But you just fell into my trap.

Don't fall in with me.

I WILL GET ATTACHED.
You will text me and If it's not .0236 seconds fast enough. I will get mad.
When I see that you answer my question with and "I don't know" guess what, you got me ******* furious.
But no, I won't tell you. That would be too easy.
I will save it for a another day. Explode on you like a unstable grenade.
"Hey honey" DON'T HEY HONEY ME!
You didn't been see it coming.

Don't fall in love with me

I will get sad.
I will question if you love me. Every. single. Day.
I will ask you to compliment me, even if I don't believe you or I don't deserve it.
I will compare you.
I will wonder why you aren't doing these things that I saw this stranger do with his girlfriend.
I will question why you didn't have the manners to open the door for me that ONE time.
I nip and pick at you.

Don't fall in love with me

You will grow tired, dnd your tiredness will grow to anger.
You will wonder why I did the things I did.
You will yell at me.
Tell me that I torture you.
You will scream and you curse. "Why this why that, why?"
I will question the things I did.
I will go "why this why that, why?"

Don't fall in love with me

I will lay those traps for you.
A series of bombs that I left lying all around us as I tap my hooves around the foundation.
I will for you to light your match Tap tap tap.

Don't fall in love with me

You will light that match

Don't fall in love with me.
Jul 2017 · 182
Again
He was afraid to love
I was afraid to love, again
Jul 2017 · 327
Freedom
Broke free from your grasp
Can finally breathe once more
Time to start a new
Jun 2017 · 379
I
I
I love you
You did
I still love you
You don't
I gave up
I tried for so long. Not to give up on him. Thought he would come back to me. I was ignorant.
May 2017 · 348
Fickle
You are losing power
I no longer fear you
Justice will be served
Apr 2017 · 689
Abuse
I am so tired
Still, You make me so weak
I torture myself
Apr 2017 · 318
Relapse
Came down from my high
To my surprise, nothing changed
A druggie's relapse
Mar 2017 · 393
This Man
The man I fell in love with is stuck in last year.
2017: I don't know this man anymore
My thoughts, they conquer
I don't believe your words anymore
My thoughts win again
Feb 2017 · 780
You Cant
You cannot tell me these things if I don't believe them my self.
Only I can determine my own self wealth
You can't tell me I'm beautiful, because that is not  true
If I was so beautiful, why do I only hear it from only you?
You say your hands shake, your heart skips beats with me
I get them too, they are more scary than friendly
I overthink things, quite often than you see
I fear that you will move on and let fragile me be
Your the amazing one, I love you to be honest
But you loving me , now that is no contest
I don't deserve to be loved, that I believe is true.
I'm an emotional wreck, very sad, very blue
Feb 2017 · 362
He Returned
I used to only cry twice a year. Now I cry like I was born to do it. A job assigned to me by the devil himself. Why he thought I deserve this. I don't know. He is winning.  Give me strength.
Feb 2016 · 331
Bored
Are you bored my dear?
Well what do you know my child?
I will have to agree
Dec 2015 · 444
Want
I don't want to say "I love you" and then say "I Tried"
I want to say " I love you. Forever. Until the day I die"
Oct 2015 · 1.6k
Devil's Minions
I Will Do whatever It takes to Feel Again She said

No. That's It! You've made your Choice the Devil Said

Now walk amongst the others just like you
With ice for hearts covered by brick walls with a view

I will see to it the Devil Said. After all, Your dead

You and the others have no courage to fight again
and soon enough more of you will emerge and Heaven will end.

Patience my Child and you will see

The Devils Minion I made you be
Oct 2015 · 989
Demons
Stopped Building Her Walls
The Demons Came Marching in
She Had Let them Win
Sep 2015 · 381
Sara
Sara passed her the bottle and stared as she drank, Tracing the outline of her figure so carefully. Oh How Sara couldn't help  herself . “What? What's Wrong?” The girl said. Sara stood there in silence for a few moments and then turned away. “Nothing”. Sara sat there in contemplation. Slowly she turned and kissed her. Though it was only for a few seconds, Sara sworn she was breathless. The girl froze in shock, mouthing words that had no meaning or sense. Sara could no longer breathe and regret filled her lungs. Sara stood up and preparing to walk away when a hand stopped her in her tracks. The girl looked at her. The girl said nothing, but her glowed and her grip tightened. No words were exchanged. The girl eyes said it all as she reeled Sara in and kissed her and then again once more.
Apr 2015 · 7.2k
Door
Behind the door are cries,
heavy swallows and closed eyes.

One. two steps out the door
no crying. Can breathe once more.
Jan 2015 · 678
Love
She thinks she loves him
He thinks he might love her too
But neither admit the truth
Nov 2014 · 1.3k
Bring
Bring me love
Bring me joy
Don't be a boy
I'm not your toy
Oct 2014 · 383
Ted
Ted
Ted,
Mom Sent us away. She says it's for our  own good. Shes says that people don't understand us.  I don't see whats not to understand. Ted, do you know what's wrong with us? [silence]. Oh Well. The people here treat us really nice. We get three Meals a day, and after every meal we get Candy. I think their Tic Tacs!  and then When I'm Tired, they  give me this coat so When I sleep my arms won't get in my way. And Ted Guess What! Since the kids don't like me, They gave me a room all to myself. I feel so Special, At Least That's What Dr. Hopper says. What Do you think Ted? [Turns to Corner of Room] [Stuffed Bear Lies Lifelessly in the Corner]. Yeah Me too, They’re Crazy.
Sep 2014 · 536
We're Not Mind Readers
Never say what you mean
and you get something different
What did you expect?
Sep 2014 · 281
Untitled
Took her breath
Nothing Left
Laid down
Accepted death
Aug 2014 · 1.1k
Lover
Dear lover,
If I had infinite amounts of money, I would express my love in infinite amount of ways. And if money doesn't matter, I 'll give you this letter. I will do anything for you love, any thing to make you feel better.
Jun 2014 · 558
I'm Not So Different
By Victoria F. Sanchez

I’m not different, I’m just like you.
I take one step at a time; look, one foot, two
I have fears. Like many I am afraid of dying.
The thoughts of being beneath the dirt
Makes me feel like crying
I may not be rich, but it’s nothing to whine about
How I use the money I have is what counts
So don’t toss me a bone,
My issues are nothing but my own.
I admit, there are be times like life has ended and I may feel lonely and drear
Then something saves me, a temporary home is here.

I’m not so different, I’m just like you
I take one step at a time; look, one foot, two
I have fears, like many I’m afraid of heights
The thought of falling to the ground
Starts to make my heart pound
I am not rich, but I am not poor
I am stable, to pay the bills; I am able.
I have few dollars to spare, don’t need any bone
Take this, now please leave me alone
I admit, I am bored at times with nothing to do but stare at the wall
Left hoping that someone, anyone would call.

I’m not so different, I’m just like you
I take one step at a time; look, one foot, two
I have fears, like many I’m afraid of spiders
8 legs is one too many, those creatures will scare any
I wouldn’t say I’m rich, but I have more money than others
A bone I don’t need, But I will give it to others if needed
Paying if forward, what that boy did
I admit, at times I question who my friends are. Which ones were there from the start.
Which ones will depart?
Unanswered questions left me falling apart.
WE are not so different
Jun 2014 · 1.5k
I am Not Happy, I am not Sad
I am not happy, I am not sad
I am somewhere in between
Stuck in the same routine
Observe; don’t speak. “Children are seen not heard”.
Tis to why my thoughts speak louder than my words
Imagining a new reality in my head
beacause surely my real one is bitter, and dead.
I am not happy, I am not sad
I’m somewhere in between
Stuck in the same routine
May 2014 · 919
Garden
Bury me with your thoughts,
Nourish me with your wisdom,
water me with love,
Tend to my fragile mind,
And I shall bloom into a
Garden entirely made by your creation
May 2014 · 1.1k
I stopped
I stopped writing when you left.
You gave my life meaning,You gave it depth.
Feb 2014 · 966
Why are you Gone?
Why are you gone?
It's been so long.
You were once "catchy", like the words to my favorite song.
Why are you gone?

Why are you gone?
I am so alone.
You dont even answer me on the phone.
All I hear is *ring *ring.... dialtone.
Why are you gone?

Why are you gone?
What happened to being there by my side?
Now there is no one left for me to confide.
Why are you gone?

Why are you gone?
I have cried for help.
What a sad hand I have been dealt
Why are you gone?
Oct 2013 · 573
I Didn't Believe
I didnt believe at love at first sight. Then our eyes met and something ignited.
I felt as If I were dreaming, a fairytale of somesort.
Falling from the clouds, caught by reality. I couldnt deny it. I am in love.
Though the days have past and all I wanted to do was be around you.
The vibe you gave was so thrilling and got me trembling without a doubt.
Finally, One October day, I got the courage to tell you how I felt.
I hoped for the best and expected the worst.
But then you leaned in and kissed me.
To think that my heart will never heal, you made it beat again.
Sep 2013 · 896
Dear Mr. TimeKeeper
Dear Mr. TimeKeeper
You took my time;
Something that was rightfully mine
No more time for this or that.
I want my time, rewind it back!
Aug 2013 · 322
Most Cases
Most cases I dont have much to say. Instead I will watch and observe. Doing so I have come to realize all the things people are struggling to stay "normal" in the eyes of others.

Most Cases I can see right through people. I can see their pain. I can see how they really feel inside. Sometimes I wonder if they notice, that people like me notice. Are they calling for help? I always do my best to do so.

Most cases Im there all time. Other cases I can't because its beyond my grasp. I will do my best to help the people surrounding me.
Aug 2013 · 733
Remember Me
I traveled all the seven seas to get a glance of your face
only then you look at me with such disgrace
your disgusted stare has been drowning in this sea
Now there is no one left to rescue me

You were my lifesaver, the only thing that kept me breathing
Now your gone, and Im just left here, sinking

The least you could of done is bury me, instead of letting me go down and down in this blue abyss
At least then when Im in the ground with a stone above my head, people will know I exist

Its too late now, I am earthbound, into the sea
Now no one will remember me
Aug 2013 · 466
Two Words
Hello, Stranger
*******!
......Love Me......
Love you!
Your Beautiful.
Remember when?
Help me.
I'm Sorry...........
Trust me.
Go Away!!
Come back....
......Please Stay.....
Goodbye. Stranger.....
We all start out as strangers. Sometimes those strangers fall in love. Sometimes they fall out of love. Then they go back to being Strangers.
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