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Vassana M Jan 2013
Off
My mind cannot bring itself to hate you
But it fails to love you the same way
Had you not painted the bright skies sapphire blue
This vessel would meet yours without delay

There is no other woman of which I believed so dearly
Who was so good at never meaning what she said
Who stirred my serendipity and peace to the eerie
Who became a prominent monster in my head

There is nothing divine to write about you any longer
Because none of those flowery garlands would be true
To think I had even looked at you as someone who made me stronger
Leads me to realize how well I played as your fool

Many misconceptions remain even still
Too many for Father's hourglass of Time
You hadn't allowed me to clear the fill
And are now undeserving of the sands in mine

I'm not aware of what I even unfolded wrongly towards your heart
Life is for forgiveness and I hope you'll bestow that upon me soon
So that even if our life rhythms are far apart,
Though not in in harmony again, at least enjoying the same life tune
Vassana M Jan 2013
How
What if the Sun
                                                             ­      never came out again
and in the future
                                                                ­      the Sun was something
                                                       ­                                                                 ­         like Jesus
and we'd have to tell our children
                                                   to keep the story of the Sun
                                                             ­                                                alive
                                                           ­                                                              ?
Vassana M Jan 2013
My McCandless, if ever you leave upon whim one fine day,
I understand your sun reigned soul, is what I'll say.
Dull and sullen, my heart will send you on your way.

Ahead on your path I will ardently scatter showers,
Though I am small; great armfuls of camellia flowers,
From Fuji to the Blue Ridge Mountains' springtime bowers.

And as you go with each gracing step you take
Lightly on the flowers as they softly break--
An echo of me as the leave you take.

I know you'll leave me one fated day.
I'll come back to you, is what I hope you'll say.
But I'll not weep then, come what may.
Vassana M Dec 2012
The inefficiency, an inferiority complex born
In reluctance to have such hideous skin worn
Every centimeter here, rough to the touch
And hands far worked that feel too much

Thighs of quakes thick, calves of thunder strong
When the proportions are just all so wrong
These collar bones aren't quite prominent enough
With cheeks too pallid of which easily blush

Shoulders broad, freckled and shyly too wide
The lack of a smile on the right and left sides
Scarred ****** features and a grimacing grin
Between the imagination and I, I never win
Vassana M Dec 2012
We are on the couch. He is fast asleep.
Cheek sinking lightly into the pillow,
breathing in soft snores peacefully,
oblivious to all emotions transpired.

Like delicate tails of aged lace
his hair covers his cheeks,
his collarbones.
Just below his milky shoulders are faint freckles
balanced on his skin like stars in the navy sky.

Light from the whitish tranquil moon seeps through sheer curtains,
along with the peculiar sound of dishes being washed in the next room.
The glimmer of the television still plays upon the walls.
Nothing changes.

But there he wakes.
Then looks me straight in the eyes.
And his orbs were unnaturally limpid.
I'd never noticed.
They gave me a bizarre, pure feeling.
Just shot right through me.
Like gazing at the sky.

Almost without thinking, I drew nearer to him.
It took no longer than a second to bury myself in his glow,
to feel his breaths and grip on my fingers tighten.
His five fingers, in search of something, roaming over my back.
He cradles me in his right arm,
I stroke his fine strands of hair with my left.

For a while, he waits for me to sleep first.
Eventually, I always do.
And that's it.
Actually.
Vassana M Nov 2012
Sometimes it isn't
until
I pour the second cup
when I realize
I am all
alone.
Vassana M Nov 2012
I am the Moon and my reflection
is that of stars falling into the sea
I am distorted, all out of sorts,
and since I am broken, we cannot be

But he is my changing tide;
because I love him everything moves
He dances to my cosmic rhythms
and I can only hope to be his iridescent muse

In the night our souls reunite,
a silhouette amongst the spiritual sky
Our peace a melodic lull;
the earth's apåpa-viddha cries

Our integral beauty permeates
and lies in all ephemeral things
Though apart within the same interstellar galaxy
we could never be without the gravitational hope the other brings
Technically 'No. 4.'
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