I feel so alone like a shadow in the corner of the wall,
I feel so alone I can hear whispers from people that are not their.
I feel so alone I get thoughts of suicide,
I feel so alone a piece of me has died.
I feel so alone I hide behind my own shadow sometime,
i feel so alone; inside me nothing shines.
I feel so alone I'm going to end my life tonight,
I'm going to cut my wrist and put a bullet in my head all at one time.

sorry everone for i let you down,
sorry for always having a frown.
  tonight is the night,
i will no longer fight.
goodbye.......

let me place my hand upon your chest
and feel your beating heart,
i will hold you close tonight
and their will be a spark.
we will lie upon the night skies full moon,
i always thought we would do this soon.
it makes me mad and sad that all you can see is darkness,
you have no evil soul nor a demon inside.
i wish you could see for you are blind,
but forever and tonight i will give you my eyes,
so you can see all the beauty through my eyes
i will forever be your guide.

I bite my love in the neck to show my love one day,
she liked it she wanted more I said okay.
I **** my teeth deeper into her vain,
for some reason she didn't feel pain.
I left her long ago but when I see her it haunts me
seeing the two scares on her neck,
from where I sunk my teeth in.
I'm a nightmare to myself.

nothing is okay today,
to my love I know not what to say.
my love is mad and sad,
me being human is bad.
I would be better at being an evil soul or a demon,
the one the devil will summon to cause harm and pain.
that's not what I want to be,
but I feel that's all what people see in me.
would it be better to **** myself and go to HELL,
or go on with my life thinking all is well.
I wont be known for anything that great,
but I know when I go to hell their will be a open gate.
enter the darkness forever to be,
with no one else but me.
no one can help me some people say God,
he's never answered my prayers at all
so I yell **** GOD!!!!!
but it doesn't help yelling because he's not their,
then you realize your just talking to air.