Kichiya Hayashi

Kichiya Hayashi Aug 2019

I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till I drop.
This is the night, what it does to you.
I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.

Kichiya Hayashi Mar 2019

ulap at tala

kay tagal ko ng naglalakbay
paikot ikot
di wari
kung saan ang tamang tungo
dulot ng matinding ngalay
ang aking mga nagbubutil na pawis
patuloy na dumadaloy sa aking pisngi
ngunit tila ang aking mga panunuyo ay iyong pinagsasawalang bahala

tuwing sasapit ang dapit hapon
tumatanaw ako sa mga ulap at tala
aking minimithi at pinakahihiling kay Bathala
ay iyong makamit ang kaligayahan at kalayaan
pagkat lubos kitang iniibig
nais kong pakawalan at ipasantabi
ang aking makasariling damdamin

sinta ko, kung hindi ka liligaya sa aking piling
marahil ay hindi na ako ang inaasam ng iyong puso

walang humpay at tila walang katapusan
ang sakit na mawalay ka sakin
ngunit may mga bagay na wala tayong kontrol

mismong
tadhana ang nagdikta
ngunit hindi ko magawang makapagpaalam

Kichiya Hayashi Mar 2019

honesty

I love unmade beds
I love when people are drunk and crying and cannot be anything but honest at that moment
I love the look on people's eyes when they realize they're in love
I love the way people look when they first wake up and they've forgotten their surroundings
I love the gasp when people take when they watch their favorite character dies
I love when people close their eyes and drift to somewhere in the clouds

I FALL IN LOVE WITH PEOPLE AND THEIR HONEST MOMENTS ALL THE TIME

I fall in love with their breakdowns and their smeared makeup and their daydreams

Honesty is just too beautiful to ever put into words