I’m scared because I’m about to fall
I don’t wanna jump
The dedication makes me ball up
I don’t wanna hit rock bottom then need to crawl back up
What did God draw for my blueprints
Everything built seems to be made of sand
Trying to construct my lands
But it’s all the same
I can barely stand
My head’s spinning
The room’s breathing
The next chapter is teething
The conclusion is teasing

There was a once upon a time about a little bird in a secret rhyme
It was nestling with its brothers and sisters then got caught in the wind’s flight
And hit the rocks below
Paralyzed in fright until he spotted a cloud and flapped for the sky
Desperate for the soft haven
Worn to the day’s end
Fleshed hands offer aid to the bird
He went berserk in fear and fell with a broken wing
Staggering away tightly holding its hopes and dreams in it’s stuttering beak
One day fleshed hands alleviated the pain
the bird grew love with the creature but soon it’s déjà vu and back to the plains
Still seeking the haven’s staircase
So he climbed the highest mountain
Gained elevation but the distance is still astoundin’
So he took the leap of faith
Spread his wings and this day he finds his believed faith and floats through it with disappointment
The thought to be home is not to be appointed and joined in
So he aims for the sun until the wings give and the ground is hit
Too bad he’ll never live to explore the world in a bird’s eye view as I’ve always wished

I didn't know what love was until she looked away as I passed her...

He's still trailing in every thought you have
And I'm here as a clutch for you to grab
I make you laugh
And soon enough I'm leaving my handprint on that ***
And you ask

"What the **** are we?"

You forgot all about him and now all you think about
is me
I snuck my way into that *****
And now all you want is me
All you want is me

I might take you under my wing
But I warn you, I do get bored
I've made the lives of plenty of ******
And you're such a nice girl
I'm too caring to ruin your world
So I'll manipulate you enough to convince you my
exit was with good intentions
Don't question
Just let it happen
I hope you never read this ****

I love you right now
I really do, I really do
But not forever
I love you right now
I really do, I really do
But not forever
Never forever

******* sprinkled with diamonds
That's life in seven syllables
Can we find the diamonds
They're so minimal
I find them in my shoes when I step on ****
and I always feel like it's not ****
But I suppose I'll keep them in my pocket until I slip off the edge into hell