did not want to be
never intended to be
and never liked
to be on the safe side.
to be trapped
and loose you
that is the horror and agony
that is the reality
mornings got cruel now
so i drive up the hill every day
and look at the rising sun
because it is the direction where you live.
“good morning, i miss you and i love you”
And then I descend to the world and it’s tunnels
say my name
when you ache
to your pillow
while you drive
and I will stay
i long for you everytime i dream
everytime i wake up
lets fall together next time
HOW CAN SOMETHING THIS STRONG BECOME PAST?
IT NEVER CAN.
JUST WAIT FOR ME NEXT TIME.
YOU ARE MY SOULMATE.
I must have known You before we even met.
And I became who I am because of that.
Because I have found You and I have lost You again.
That has formed my everything.
Happiness or peace?
I might find mine when We are together again.
Until then ....
I will drag myself through the worlds, somehow.
You see, I have heard Your Song,
It has been carved into my soul forever.
That’s why I walk the streets till late...again,
and I will, again, after the New Day starts,
even after I wake up to my new self .....again.
Then I will find You .... again.
Wait for me next time,
wait for me.
wait for me.
I DO NOT KNOW ABOUT THE UNIVERSE BUT YOU ARE DEFINITELY MY LIFE SOURCE
I decoded an old message from you,
after so long...