If Heaven had an address
I'd be writing away
You'd be receiving a letter
From me everyday
If Heaven had a phone
I'd be calling all the time
Id' still be your best friend
And you'd still be mine

You gave away your heart
Told yourself you were okay
Said 'til death do us part
Said you both would stay
Yet there was trauma and abuse
There were things you couldn't say
You made a stupid truce
now you've become a stray

We never said goodbye
I never saw you that day
Now all I do is cry
and waste my life away
I can't even try
Cause you didn't stay
I stare at the night sky
And I try to pray
But I don't know if he hears me
Or tries to see me through
Cause I will have to live
A lifetime without you

Our candle burnt out
the flame is gone
Never once did we shout
But I let this pain go on
Our love was full of doubt
It left us hurt and drawn
I never should've said yes
Then I wouldn't've become a pawn
I never should've entered this mess
Our love deserved to be gone

I cry every night
I cry until my eyes burn
I cry until all that is left is hollowness

If you are only going to hurt me or say goodbye
Leave

Through the years of my life
I have learned what its like to feel pain
I've had to grow up at such a young age
I've had to give so much of myself to others
And leave me with nothing
Tell me is that not what it is to be broken?
I've had to leave loved ones behind
I've had to go through so much
Yet people tell me I'm fine
That it is wrong to be upset and angry and scared
Tell me is that not what it is like to be broken?
To be loved and left
To be afraid of certain people
To cry every night
Then carry on your days and pretend you are fine
That you aren't slowly dying inside

Look at this world
Have you seen what it's become
It breaks me to see this

We bleed for the one we love
Both mentally and physically
Some think they are sent from above
others disagree
You fight to keep the light in their eyes
but the light flees
What now?

If you only cared to look
You will see stories full of pain
A series with a ton of books
And a very damaged brain
Ask me my name
Ask me where I stand
It wont be the same
but you have a chance to understand