I see through fresh eyes a life that you would want. I live with a fresh and healthy mind now, now without you. I think to myself how easy you could fit into this life now but that's not what I want. I see myself now too, with these fresh eyes and healthy mind... and boy do I think, we both got what we deserve!

The world from which I see outside of this screen is REALITY...

The world from which I see within this screen is fake...

   "ThE wOrLd YoU sEe Me FrOm, WeLl ThAt WoRlD iS wHaT kEePs Me SANE... FrOm EvErY wOrD wRoTe, I pReVeNt A bOtTlEd Up ThOuGhT!"

 The world from which I'm seen outside of this screen is REALITY...

The world from which I'm seen within this screen is fake...

I need more friends and compassion like I need another *******, all these problems and scars were created by others but I'm forced to wear them, all the offenders are missing, kissing more victims with the same lips that *******. The riots ended when I surrendered myself to solitary confinement, the silence killed all others minds so for once I COULD HEAR MINE! I hated what I heard but with every word I acknowledged the pain, strain and mental drain it had inflicted on me! The rest is history the mystery solved from words not spoken, from opinions not shared, from no prescriptions but from HAVING A ******* HEART AND KNOWING RIGHT FROM WRONG! Face your demons before you let them out, don't fear what you can't see, believe in becoming someone you can be proud of!

Uneducated.
Dumb, unattractive also.
I still found someone!

I know I'll only be judged for who I was not WHO I AM! So sometimes I decide to let him loose, free from the comfort of the uncomfortable noose... If that's who you will always see mentally than let him be seen physically...

" You know I hate him, you know I killed him, you know he's dead to me.... But you keep treating me like you used to treat me and back then is when we broke apart and it fueled the start to the rest of my life and
to my surprise his eyes are the only ones Im ever seen through!"

It's all the same... literally not much cannot be the same. People, problems, ideas, issues, etc, etc, etc... We're all the same!

Large cold drops nonstop land on the tops of their heads, the dogs awake with tails that shake to hit the front door, only to be stopped midstep just before their paws hit the wet doorsteps, when will it stop their eyes ask as they anxiously wait to go outside, light shades of green that fade to various tans and browns that line the paved roads on both sides have desperately needed this rain...
Spring is here as the sounds of the big cold drops landing on all the tops of all earthbound is heard for all willing to listen, a tall tale of the warm weather to come and the dark bright greens to yellow shades soon to take over along with Summer.

Threats from debts, debts from desires, NOT NEEDS

MIND
__

MATTER 

HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH...

LEFT    or   RIGHT

Life is filled with many:

UPS

&

DOWNS 

Labels are made only to...

÷ US

M.I.A 
(commonsense)

Distracted by all these agendas, so the real concerns remain....

H

..............I
   
 .. D

   ................  D

..E

 ..................... N

Please!

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READ
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Ot­herwise you'll never be....
FOUND!

"Love cannot be lost however it can be taken"

The difference between success and failure for the majority of us is...
Applying ourselves.

The difference between success and failure for all of us is...
Decide for yourself!

Fear, hope, politics this politics that, weather, predictions, assumptions, projections and random facts... Good-morning America, Good-morning World!

Random puzzle pieces make up your morals as the values come tumbling down Jenga, your love life like a yo yo... up and down, back and forth, walk the dog, around the world until you're all strung out, communicating is like scrabble... words that mean the most are hard to find, your finances like sudoku... wherever it fits it fits, not always
... Welcome to the game of Life...

__M
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                ME

Financial crisis... a product of: financial aide.

Help based on lack of income... welfare: results in holding the less fortunate captive.

Tax breaks and deals for the filthy rich meanwhile the working class threatened with liens... the same class that funds the system off their backs! 

Mark of the beast... SSN, Hell's offering basket gets passed every hour you work at a guaranteed 25'/, : will you keep paying in? 

The real question is... have you been bought?

"I never speak statistically because statistically speaking I shouldn't be able to talk!" RG

"Hands were made to close in order to grasp and hold.....not to make fists."

Everytime I remember who I was, I forget who it is I am. 

Everytime I'm reminded of who I was, I'm discarded of who I have become. 

Every single ******* time I'm forced to reflect, every single time I'm forced to ******* relapse!

Money isn't everything, they say... Happiness cannot be bought! They brought the beast out in us... When they fought!
Losing a war, is not nor never an option... WHEN YOU ARE MEN LIKE US!
We take it personal, because... We are men of our words!

I'm becoming an old man, a cold man... if only others understood, what it is I understand. If only... they could

But the truth is, they cannot... 
I'm different to put it simply,​​​​​​ different than you all. If only...
I wasn't misunderstood

   "if only we simply grasped us all, understanding not everything is meant to be...UNDERSTOOD!"

"Solidarity is... the key to prosperity"
RG 2022

☁️ ☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️
uʍop ǝpᴉsdn pooʇs I

spnolɔ ʍǝu ǝɥʇ ǝɯɐɔǝq suɐǝɔo

ʎʞs ǝɥʇ ʎʇᴉʌɐɹפ
🌊 🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊

When letters form words from thoughts that were born of feelings... ink becomes blood!

    "ink becomes blood, when you pen from the presence or lack of love."

False illusions such as time,  measurements, statistics and values...... create, conjure, and prevent real situations!

With time everything has gotten bigger and better but I still feel the same size.

When I'm high, I become the guy, that when I'm not, is hard to become, but when I'm low, I become the guy, that when I'm not, is hard to overcome!

"Put the same amount of time into life as you do the thoughts you write then call yourself a REAL LIFE POET!"(RG)

"When life outgrows you then you are dead, when you outgrow life then you keep quiet!"

 

​​​You don't want to be a target, that leads to death too!

I cared and I still do, I care and I can no longer. It's not my ******* fault, it's what they created!

Verse I need not to rehearse 
There's no recourse for myself 
For these words serve purpose 
These words of mine, R Grove ⬆️

Verse I need not to rehearse 
There's no forecast for myself 
For these walls build themself
These walls of mine, R Coming ⬇️

Heard! I hope you too
For I finally listened
For these wars need to be WON

One ounce divided by all of you from the flesh of my pinky finger is enough talent to dilute the rest of the world!

I'm not perfect, so I claim! Who can say the same thing? Are we making these conclusions based on scars from a damaged brain? Well who caused those scars? Who is to claim what I am, including myself, it's not the sane thing to bring feelings into thoughts and make conclusions.... I'm perfect, maybe I'm not but I refuse to accept either based on my BrAiN damage! Opinions please leave ME the **** Alone!

Red, Right and Blue
Red, White and through 
Dead, White and Blue 

R, I and P 
​​​​Heart, Soul and Mind
Selfishly I Stand Alone 

Me, Myself and I
​​​​That's What I Bleed 
My Own ******* Blood

"Most of my shades I claim and respect, Most of them!"

Lie, life, live 

Live life and add a v and f
Life lives and add a f, v and s
Lie, add nothing to the truth
Lie, it's already been identified

Live a Life without Lies 
add a v, f and s
Live a Life 
add a v and f, please listen

Europe, syrup, sugar free... not always sweet, just ask Ukraine.

USA, days, forever free... not ever free, just ask Germany.

France, dance, freely... not always free, just ask Parliament.

"aren't we all determined by our own governments, to each we willing allow to determine a final growth for anyone man? To whom will go strengths to prevent rather support and tax rather invest in thy growth or wealth! TO EACH THEIR OWN!"

Every girl in my life was the salt, I always was the ocean, she came along and covered all my wounds and prevented the burning! 

Every girl in my life is the salt, I always am the ocean, she left a long time ago, exposing all my wounds and left me burning!

"Your words were just words before this site, you had no ears, eyes or heart to hear, see or feel your pain. Well please quit taking advantage of mine, I have my own story to tell!"

Consistently making decisions sporadically, sporadically deciding to pretend to be consistent.....hmmmmm! 

It's no wonder why you're constantly facing guaranteed grief, for your foundation built involves little to no planning!

Common sense is less common than uncommon sense, literally speaking. The fact we admit and know this is what makes it scary.

Fear has never distracted nor prevented me from falling victim to the process of elimination. I refuse to live or act on fear. 

The power to gain motivates me far more than the fear of loss although her love lost is what I wish I could have back the most.

Maybe, just maybe... I need to rethink my thoughts and reconsider how I choose to live! Or maybe just how I love, maybe!

Her love unlike, her love unique, her love cannot be duplicated nor found in anyone else! Her love is worth changing for! 

"A true and personally lived lesson in life, a lesson learned that only love can teach!"

Preach what you know to be true, Speak only the truth, teach what you know to be true, otherwise don't preach, speak or teach anything at all! Learn only from those that follow these same rules and law.

Mediocrity consumes us all, if we aren't the worst then we never feel the need to be the best. 

Many variables put this theory to the test, not all fall victim to every aspect of it.

Strengths and weaknesses confess who we are but will you accept the truth?

To stop growing is to stop learning, to stop learning is to accept DEATH!

This soul has never been complete, this soul was destined to compete, this soul refuses to continuously repeat itself, defeat it will never accept, failures it will continue to ***** knowing its one life closer to success, this soul will forever live on in better light, each century it takes on leaves the next century better off, this soul will never die, this soul of mine will forever live on! This soul will forever be convicted, this soul will eternally be guilty until I prove it to be innocent, this soul will break all the man made rules backed by man made statistics fuel by man made mathematics, justified with man made knowledge and when it does all others will realize 99'/, of life is all just *******!

Watch, listen and read...... those are others actions, voices and words!

Do, speak and write...... those are your actions, voice and words!

Everything you do should have purpose in life.

Everything in life should have meaning.

Time is to valuable to not invest it wisely!

Pay close attention because close attention costs you.

Whether you realize it or not, I promise you they do!

Quit teaching yourself, start learning life!

My heart beats the same ****** tune it always has since she left, I cannot stand the sound but it's not her fault......IT'S ALL MINE!

"Friendship is overrated, there's always someone putting in more work than the other, I rather focus on myself then see everyone else around me grow! "

"I looked for all the answers in all the wrong places, eventually I found all the necessary changes in the mirror!"

Bad people aren't born but rather raised.....Tinder Swindler, Bad Vegan, Inventing Anna and stay tuned for.....Remaking Rob!

They all document the during, but what about the before.....? They all document the during but what about the after.....?

At some point we all could be made out to be a monster, at some point we all have endured a fall. Who documents the comeback.....?

My mental health flipped out, when my phone no longer could flip. My buttons seemed pushed more when my phone no longer had buttons. My savings account became smaller when my phone became larger. My life seemed more lost when my phone was able to navigate.