****
just like HIGHSCHOOL
IM NOT POPULAR

Born, Raised, Grown, Decide and Die

Yes You Decide
The In-Between
Grown and Die

The Last Two Thirds Of Your Life

Yes Only You

Not Anyone Else

All The Adjectives and Verbs

Lie In Your Mouth and Your Hands

All The Blood Pumping From Your Heart

YOUR EYES THE ONLY WITNESS

Be Observant

*******

SEE, HEAR, SPEAK
THE TRUTH

PAY ATTENTION
CREATE CHANGE

Preach
Teach

Earn
Learn

Earn by preaching
Learn by teaching

Knowledge is power
Wealth is a mindset

Make it rain
Walk on water

Money can't
Buy happiness

A valuable
Life lesson

I let go
she still hasn't
come back

Time still
wont tell,
will it ever ?

Pursuit to happiness
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[]       []          I             []      []
                      I
​​                      I
STOPPED

Live, hurt, cry
not love and
LAUGH

irony

Tick-tock, Ticked-off
Angry
But who?

MySeLf

From lost love
I knew I shouldve
held on

Her touch unfamiliar
her scent forgotten
her voice I remember

**** I still
miss her
HOPE

Premeditated sin
called my name
oh so familiar

15 minutes away
Saturday night
hole in the wall

Couple beers
lead to a
couple shots

A game of pool
40 dollars in the
juke box MUSIC

FADED

Amidst these
what could be
BAD DECISIONS

I called my mom
told her I needed
a D.D to get home

SAFELY

I woke up
in my bed
rather than a

CELL

My truck wasn't
in the driveway
thank ROB

I RELAPSED RESPONSIBLY

The narcissist inside still resides but I refuse to allow that side be known again

The decision was born from many incisions born causing the worst kind of pain

The monster is still inside but I finally found a way to tame him and prevent him

FROM COMING OUT

I'm not a good person pretending to be a MONSTER

I'm a MONSTER trying my hardest to be a good person

REALITY